Authors note: Ok, so this is chapter 9, this stories actually coming out pretty interesting…and long. I never thought it would get this long….anyway now that it is I can't stop, so there's going to be a whole lot of more chapters so I'm just warning everyone now, it's not even half over yet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! LOL, I wonder if everyone on hear reading this thinks I'm insane……………….(=

After my little talk with Carlisle I decided to go see how Bella was doing with her "roller coaster ride" as she called it.

"Hey Bells", I said coming into her room, she was lying on the bed puking in a bucket, she looked horrible.

"So, how was your roller coaster ride?" I asked amused.

"What?" She had no idea what I was talking about. "Jacob, what happened? Why am I in the hospital?"

"You seriously don't remember what happened?"

"Nope." She said popping the p.

"Well………"

"Oh Jake, what did I do?"

"Well……um….you see….you kinda came hear for a drug overdose."

"I….took….drugs?"

"Yah."

"Where's Edward?"

"They haven't found him yet, they got Jeremy though."

"Who's Jeremy? What's going on?"

"Bells, you don't remember our son?"

"What son? We don't have kids, I'm married to Edward."

"Bella, you don't remember?"

"Jake, are you seriously crazy?"

"No, YOU AND I HAD A BABY!!!!"

"Jake, were not living in one of your crazy fantasies, this is real life, I'm married to Edward, if I was having anyone's baby it would be his."

Oh God, this is great, just great, she doesn't remember anything, did those pills really screw with her brain that badly? How was I ever going to get her to remember? Would her memory come back? I had to ask some one, talk to a doctor. "Carlisle!!!!!!!!!!!!"

He came running in. "What's wrong son?"

"Bella, doesn't remember anything, I don't know what happened!!!"

"Carlisle, would you please tell Jacob that I'm married to Edward and we never had children together." She screamed acting like she knew what she was talking about. Could life get any worse? I really shouldn't have said that.

"Bella, I'm sorry but I can't tell him that……"

"But….why?" She asked sadly.

"Because…..you did have Jake's son."

"Oh no Carlisle, not you too!!!!!!!! What's wrong with everyone, are they all living in some crazy fantasy?"

"No……but you are."

Lets see what Rose and Eddie are up to, I know serious cliffy right? Sad)= Your just going to have to deal with it people!!!! LOL

"Rose, I don't care what you say, that was completely and utterly wrong and I have to get back to Emmet and the rest of the family and make things right." I said as I started heading back in the direction of my house.

"Edward, you cant."

"But…."

"What about me? I love you, if you leave I'll have no one."

"You'll have Emmet."

"I can't go back to him now, he hates me."

"Rose, I know he's always loved you, and trust me he'll forgive you."

"Maybe I don't want him to forgive me….."

"Oh what the hell is wrong with you!?!?!? How many times do we have to go threw this? I don't love you, I'm sorry but I can't love you."

"Why not?"

"Because, I still love Bella, I want her back."

"I want you to stay with me!!!!!!!"

"Rose."

"Hey, didn't you have fun before, didn't you feel the spark that I felt."

"Maybe……………."

"You know you did!!!!!!!!!!! Were meant for each other!!!!!!!!!!!!! You know it and I do too!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!"

"Maybe your right………………"

Another Cliffy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!