Camila pov
I woke at 9am to get ready to meet Dinah. We haven't seen each other in months. I blamed her for a lot, and that put a dent in our friendship. There is only one thing I regret more than letting our friendship die, and that is sleeping with Lauren Jauregui. God why can't I just never think about her again. I was awake almost all night thinking about the note she gave me. I want to believe that maybe she is sorry, but a part of me knows she isn't.
Knowing Dinah she is already at the coffee shop waiting on me. I grabbed my car keys, and started making my way to her.
As expected she was there. Seeing her made me feel guilty. Deep down I know it wasn't her fault for me meeting Lauren, but if she wouldn't have forced me to take the tickets to the concert. Maybe I would have never met her. I push away my thought and make my way towards my former best friend.
"Hey D." I say as I take the seat across from her. I notice she is on her phone talking to someone.
"I gotta go mila just got here." She hung up quickly. "Hi Mila. It's good to see you."
I smiled at the girl across from me. "It's good to see you too. Who was that on the phone?" The one line I heard from the conversation, it seemed like she was talking to someone that knew me.
"Oh it was just this girl I met at a show. You don't know them."
We sat there in an awkward silence for a bit. Not knowing what to say I decided to ask about school.
"So… What classes are you thinking about taking?" I asked trying to make small talk.
"Well, I was thinking about taking just the basic ones at first, until I decide what I really want to do. What about you?"
"I guess I haven't really thought about it. With everything that was happening, I didn't think i'd get in." I spoke in a low voice not really wanting to bring up everything.
"How has that all been going? Are you better? She asked with a with concern in her voice.
"I was, but something's happened recently that kinda set me back a little."
Dinah sat up in her chair. "I shouldn't have left you alone. I am so sorry mila, I just couldn't stand you blaming me for everything. Wait what happened?"
I was hesitate to tell her, but I needed to tell someone.
"I ran into Lauren, and she gave me a note saying she was sorry. I know she's lying, but part of me wants to believe she isn't. She wants to talk. I don't think I can though"
Dinah stays silent. I can tell she's thinking about what to say. "Look Camila, I know I don't have a say in much of this, but I think you should at least hear her out."
Perhaps she is right and I should hear the green eye'd girl out. "I just don't know how too…" Dinah reached out and grabbed my hand. "Just listen to her, make her tell you all the things she said in the note to you in person." Dinah's right. I pulled my phone out immediately to text her.
Camila-10:56am
Lauren, Can we talk?
I sent the text, and glanced back up at Dinah. She's preoccupied with her own phone. My phone vibrates almost instantly.
Lauren- 10:58am
YES PLEASE! Name a place, time, and i'm there!
Camila-11am
My house in an hour..
I added my address to the text, then put my phone down.
"Dinah, as fun as this has been I have to leave." I stood up and walked towards my former best friend, She got out of her seat and reached her arms out, her phone still in her hand. We pulled each other into a deep hug. "I've missed you mila." "I've miss you too."
As we were pulling back her phone went off, and as a reaction I looked at it, she had a text from someone named LJ. She pulled her phone down quickly and placed it in her pocket. We exchanged goodbyes and went our separate ways.
Lauren pov
As I pulled up to her house, I have ever been this nervous in my life. I notice no cars in the driveway, Maybe this is some joke she's playing on me. What if she has a bomb in the house and its gon.. I was interrupted by a knock on my window, I turned and saw Camila standing there bending down. Not thinking I opened my car door, smacking her in the face, making her fall down.
"What the fuck Lauren!?" She screamed. I rushed out and helped her up. "I am so sorry Camz.. I wasn't thinking. Fuck I'm sorry." I said as I took my sweatshirt off, handing it to her to soak up the blood dripping from her nose. She put it up and then started walking towards her house. "House now." She commanded.
We entered the house, I continued to follow her to the living room. The place was covered with pictures of Camila and i'm guessing her little sister. We reached the couch and sat down. It was an very uncomfortable silence. "So, how is your face?" I asked. My voice was shaking bad, there was no doubt in my mind she heard how nervous I was. "Don't act like you care." I turned towards her. "I do care, okay? I wouldn't fucking be here if I didn't care." I could sense she relaxed a little.
Awhile later she removed the clothing from her face, and I took a look at it. "It doesn't look broken. You should be good." squatting down in front of her I started to stroke the side of her face with my finger tips. "I am so sorry I hurt your beautiful face." I slide my hand down to where her heart beats. " I am so sorry I hurt your beautiful heart." I glanced up at her, and saw the tears building up in her eyes. "Camz don't cry please. I went to wipe a one of the tears falling down her cheek, but she pushed my hand away, and then pushed me making me fall backwards. "I'm not crying because of you asshole, I'm crying because my fucking nose hurts." I didn't mean to, I let laughed a little. Camila looked at me. "Do you think this is fucking funny?" I laughed again. "Sorry. It's just you're so fucking hot when you say fuck." For just a second I swear I saw a smile on her face. "Shut up."
As she spoke she threw one of the pillows on the couch at me, I caught it just in time and chucked back at her laughing. Now if you know Camila she doesn't have the best reflexes, so the pillow hit her straight in the face. "FUCK!" I immediately quit laughing and jumped up and got next to her. "Wow today is not your day is it camz?" The look i received from her was the worst look I have ever gotten. "I feel like i've said this 1000 times today, but I am sorry Camz. I didn't mean to hurt you… again." She looked at me, this is the first time we have held eye contact for longer than 2 seconds. Her eyes glance down real quick at my lips, at the same time she bit her lip.
My nerves are now worse than they were earlier. The girl i've been craving is sitting in front of me, looking into my eyes like nothing else matters. I wasn't going to try anything, but she started to lean in, so I followed.
The moment our lips connected, every nerve in my body went numb. It wasn't a long kiss, it was simple and sweet. She pulled back first, I would have continued deepening the kiss, but she didn't allow me. I noticed tears forming in her eyes again. "Cam.." She interrupted me with her lips, this time the kiss was forceful. Our lips moved in sync together. I felt her tongue swipe across my bottom lip asking for entrance. I allowed. We explored each other mouths. We continued this until we heard someone open the front door, and that is when she stood up pulling me with her towards her bedroom. Locking her door after entering.
"Look, Camila.." She didn't me finish yet again. She attacked me with her lips, pushing me onto her bed. Kissing me everywhere her lips could reach. After some time of us having a make out session, She rolled off of me and sat up. Sitting up next to her, I grabbed her hand and interlocked our fingers. I could see the smile on her face. She turned and placed another kiss on my lips before she spoke. "You're so bad for me and I know it, but here I am in your arms." I couldn't hold back my smile. "Camz, I didn't know that I was starving till I tasted you." Camila smiled. " I hate you, you know that right?" I gave her a small smirk. "Yeah, I know Camz. I hate me too."
