No I don't own them blah blah blah blah.

So this is the second redone chapter. I tried to get as many spelling mistakes as possible but there may be some.

Review responses (Old)

Mira: I can't find many Krad Satoshi stuff either, I looked, I mean its so obvious that they would look hot together .

Dark-Angel09: yes…Krad is kind of a cool name, its just, using both the names Krad and Dark is over kill . I mean why not Krad and some other name. Maybe Dark and some other name. Sorry for the bashing of the name in the previous chapy…I go on incoherent rants lol…like now/ Wouldn't you be sex deprived if you were stuck in another person .

Mizuki hikari: does interesting mean good, bad, none of the above…lol well I hope you like this chapter any who.


To Touch Me

Chapter two

Feel

A dark figure wandered through the streets of the small town, his white coat whipping behind him. His angel appearance tugged on the heart strings of those who gazed upon his mesmerizing features. But people weren't just staring at what most guessed, was an angel. They where staring at the small boy in his arms, at best fourteen. Some people guessed that he was a brother, but they looked to different. Others where concerned that he was some sort of rapist. Most just walked by, to nervous to say anything, but the figure was asked more then once if there was anything wrong 'should I call the ambulance?' but the response was always the same, he would not have it, it was his turn to have some fun, because who knows how long he would be able to stay in this body.

The dim streetlights loomed, their shadows dancing across the pavement as he stared down at the boy in his arms. 'Always alone, all those years I put you down, you actually let those words become a part of you…you are the very embodiment of being lost' he brushed a few stray bangs to reveal a serene sleeping face 'You seem much more peaceful Satoshi, I wonder how long it will last…' The blond man gazed around him, trying to remember exactly where the boy lived, needing to rest for the night.

The young man came up to what he hoped was the right house, 'come to think of it, there aren't that many mansions here'. He stood in front for a few seconds, staring up at the sheer size of the place. He knew what kind of horrors where sealed up in it. It felt like he was staring at a portal into the realm of a man who was so sinister that he adopted a child purely for his blood. He shook that thought out of his mind and then looked around him, making sure no one was in sight.

A set of white wings grew out of his back. Spreading them out he flew to the ledge of the mansion, landing graceful on the stone floor. Retracting his wings he pushed open the glass pane doors and walked into a small room that always seemed so painfully dreary. He shuffled over to the bed in front of him and lay the boy down. He sat beside him on the bed and gazed down. His mind started to fill with tempting thoughts, he brushed his index finger against the boys back. He slid off the uniform Satoshi had been wearing, along with some of his own garments. He pulled the blanket over them and lay his head on the pillow.

"I will wait patiently until you wake up," he whispered into the boy's ear. Getting no response from the younger teen he licked the boy's neck, he opened his mouth and brushed against the pure skin in front of him, baring his teeth he went to have what he would call a 'little bite', but pulled back and scowled at his own conscience,'I shouldn't feel guilty'. He turned over and closed his eyes.

"I suppose I shall have a little fun with you tomorrow, and when I get tired of you, I may even go after that Niwa child," he grinned to himself.


Pain, so much pain. Why does it hurt? Alone, I feel so alone, dark, darkness. Help! Help me please, someone, don't leave me here…

I am cursed to be alone; I know…no…I am not alone…not until he leaves…a plague…my nightmares…

More pain…separation…sense is taken from me, no sound, no smell, no taste, nothing to touch only bottomless darkness and me.

Why do I always find myself here...are his words not lies? Am I truly…Lost?

No…I can't believe that. All he ever does is lie. Nothing but lies, nothing…

Peace…calm peace…hands warmth…white…yellow…lights everywhere. Warmth, need the warmth…need…it?


The birds chirped at the window as the small array of light splashed the room, enveloping everything in an eerie morning glow. Satoshi could feel the heat from the sun lay on his skin as it felt like he was being burned alive. He scooted away; trying to fight the mornings gestures to wake up, 'sleep' was all he could think of. He rolled over to the other side of the bed to be greeted with unfamiliar warmth. "N…" was all he could muster so early in the morning. Satoshi scooted closer to the warmth that seemed so inviting. 'Smells so sweet…like…vanilla…' he tangled his fingers in what he thought to be long hair covering his side. It felt so soft, like he was in dream, lying on a cloud in the middle of heaven. Satoshi held the hair to his nose and breathed it in, not realizing where he was or what he was doing.

His eyes fluttered open as he stared at the foreign person. It took him several minutes before it dawned on him, 'Blond hair and pale skin'. He became stiff all over, afraid to think…afraid to face the truth that was staring him right in the face. He shook his head before coming to a conclusion, 'Krad!'

Reality was a cruel thing, Satoshi had believed that all his life. It insisted on bothering him instead of leaving him alone. Although his thought process was at an all time low, he felt a burning panic strike through him, like a lightning bolt that only struck sideways.

He gasped and started to struggle out of the sheets, in doing so he fell off the bed with a soft thud and backed away crawling on the floor in a crab-esq scoot, a desperate attempt to get as far away from the THING laying on his bed. His back hit the wall, trying to warm up his brain as fast as he could. He closed his eyes, wishing that this was all some horrid nightmare inside his head. He opened his eyes and just stared, IT was still there. He pinched his arm and knew, this was not a dream.

He stared to panic, 'how' was all he could think of at the moment as he desperately looked him over deciding that he was becoming a skitsofrentic. Another thought crossed his mind, Krad must be making him see this to punish him. Nothing had ever said the Angels had this kind of power but he knew that there had to be some sort of explanation.

He untangled himself from the blankets he was caught in and reached for the phone. He dropped it as he was frantically flailing his hand around. He froze and glanced over, no response. Satoshi was having problems with thinking straight. His brain was like a car running on the cheapest gas ever, and not a lot of it. He made a decision to put Daisuke's number on speed dial a while back. His reasoning was if anything went wrong with Krad, he was the person to go to, and for that he was grateful. Pressing the button labelled 'Niwa' with a small piece of tape, he breathed heavily into the receiver waiting until the annoying beeps faded into a cheery little voice that sort of aggravated him.

"Hello?" came the unsuspecting voice of Daisuke as he listened to the other end patiently.

"Niwa…" whispered Satoshi frantic. His gaze kept on the 'blond haired devil'.

"Satoshi, are you okay? Last time I saw you you were unconscious and Krad took you, Dark tried to get you from him but he was to fast," came a concerned voice. "Dark seemed to think that Krad was going to do something to you."

"I don't…remember…what happened?"

"I guess I should explain."


Flashback

"Where are we going," came the hollow remark from Satoshi as they walked down a dim alleyway. After the meet up at school, Satoshi had followed Daisuke onto a boat and to an island, to what he guessed were some old ruins. There were some dusty white pillars and a couple of broken statues. Satoshi wondered what this had to do with anything but continued playing 'follow-the-leader' until his curiosity was satisfied.

"Don't worry I am not leading you into a trap," This remark did not comfort Satoshi, it only spurred a feeling of urgency. Daisuke paused and looked around, "Hmmmm here we are," Daisuke pushed in a brick at the end of the alley to reveal an underground passage with many winding stairs. Satoshi glanced down them and then gave him an odd look, as if to say 'you expect me to go down there.' "Come on, it will take awhile to get down there…" Daisuke looked foreword and took one step at a time, being careful not to slip on the slimy damp ledges with Satoshi following closely behind. The steps seemed endless; step upon step, there never seemed to be an end for Satoshi. An odd feeling rushed over him the farther they went down, like a wave in an ocean getting higher. It felt like he could feel Krad less and less and that made him nervous.

They stopped in front of two big double doors made of white and black jade. An angel stood on one side of the door as its black counter part graced the other, their arms intertwined as their backs faced each other, leaning as if for support. The white angel looked up as the black angel looked down, their presence eerie and uncomfortable.

Daisuke stood in front of the black door as he gestured to Satoshi to stand in front of the white. Satoshi hesitantly did so, looking up at the statue before him.

"What now Niwa?" came Satoshi's voice as he stared at the white door, watching water drip down the finely carved edges. Although the doors seemed to be old, they were very well kept, as if someone had been polishing it everyday, or maybe time never moved for these double doors? 'That's impossible' mused Satoshi as he glanced over at Daisuke. 'wait, what am I thinking. It's more impossible to have an evil angel in a blood line that takes you over when your fourteen'.

"Put your hand on the door and focus on the image of Krad, I know that concept is something you wouldn't want to touch on, but if you don't it won't work k?" Daisuke breathed deeply and closed his eyes as he gently put his hand on the carved jade.

Satoshi stared at him for a while, and then stared at the door, not noticing the small glances he got from Daisuke as he waited. With a slight touch of his palm a flash of white filled his mind.

A click could be heard behind the double doors as the two boys opened their eyes and stepped back. A couple more clicks could be heard before a loud rushing noise filled the corridor. The two doors moved slowly as there incredible weight was being shifted back words. The floor became shaky and Satoshi felt a bit unbalanced until the movement had stopped. As the doors opened they revealed a large white marble room. A large black and white marble bowl stood in the centre on two thin vertical platforms jutting up a couple of feet.

Satoshi stared around the room, his gaze scrutinizing and crude. He saw that there were no walls, just what looked like an oblivion surrounding them.

"Dark and grandpa found this place using the feather…but they couldn't use the mechanism to open the door. Dark said they needed both of the feathers, White and Black alike to use the separation command," he said as they slowly made their way over to the alter.

On the marble bowl were pictures of feathers encircling the rim. Latin words surrounded the inner rim. Two feather shaped slots where carved into the wide outer rim. They seemed to glow a soft white light, as if calling for their masters. Satoshi rubbed his fingers on the carved feather and turned his head to the side. The doors shut behind them with a loud boom that startled both boys.

"So then…this is how it happens?" Satoshi said, a bit of sarcasm escaping into his voice. He traced the word 'Terra' carved at the far end of the bowl.

Daisuke nodded "yes," he lightly guided Satoshi over to place his hand on the altar in Daisuke's opposite direction. "See these words, we have to recite each one, but before we do that we have to place the feathers into the slots…" Daisuke scratched the back of his head; "well that's what gramps book said." Satoshi looked at Daisuke, he felt that if this old man called 'gramps' was going blind, he would smack Daisuke for making him look like a fool.

"Well then...shall we start?" said Satoshi as he locked his ice blues with Daisuke's fiery gems, as if agreeing between each other that they should start.

They placed their feathers into the slots and the room started to glow a brilliant blue. A Sort of water filled the middle of the bowl, its contents slipping up the sides and coating the feathers. The boys breathed in as they closed their eyes. When they opened them again it revealed foreign eyes replacing the left, red and purple gazed into yellow and blue as they looked at each other.

Their lips parted as they grasped each others arms on the side of the edge of the alter. Instead of only two voices, four filled the room reciting the words of Latin. The voices echoing through out the marbled dimension.

"Terra, Lumen, Atra, unus, duo…" a pause happened in that millisecond of time. The last word that crossed their lips was said in a low tone and filled the silence with true meaning.

"Angelus…" the room burned red as the boys faced the other side of the altar. At first only shadows of people could be seen before Krad and Dark appeared. They could not describe their feelings of being two half's once again. They had been trapped for so long that time could not even tell.

Everything stood still for a moment as the foursome stared at each other in awe. 'It worked' thought Daisuke gleefully. Dark pushed back some hair and glanced around as they watched the room fade to a dark glow. The alter disappeared into the floor and the doors opened once again.

Satoshi's eyes started to glaze and before anyone realized, he was out like a light on the floor. His glasses lying beside him.

Krad swiftly picked him up, grabbing the glasses and shoving them into his pocket.

"Step away from him Krad," Dark said as he pushed Daisuke behind him, "hand over Satoshi, we don't have to fight"

Krad only laughed, "I suppose you just want me to say yes and give up, but you should know by now I never agreed with you. Besides I would like to have some fun first before whatever it is giving us these...whatever you call this fades," Dark glared," You don't know that this will wear off, maybe we could live normal lives,". Without hearing a response he lunged foreword but Krad stepped out of the way and opened up his wings, he paused for a moment, "Maybe sometime me and the Niwa boy can get acquainted," with that as his parting words, he hastily flew up the winding stairs to leave a stunned boy and an angel in his wake.

Daisuke sighed, "he'll be alright, I don't think Krad will hurt him…" Daisuke stared at Dark on the floor. He went over and helped him up.

"I hope your right, at least he didn't take you away from me," the next thing Daisuke knew he was being embraced. He stared at a blank spot, his face turning the colour of a tomato.

"D-Dark w-what are you doing," was the stuttered response from Daisuke. He felt awkward for a few moments before the blush started to fade and he relaxed. "Don't leave ok, be careful around him, I don't trust him, and I have no idea what he will do."

Daisuke wondered why Dark was so afraid 'what's the big deal?' But he knew that Dark had known Krad much longer, he had seen the things he had done. Daisuke could feel Dark loosing his grip on him and shifting his weight.

Before Daisuke realised Dark cupped his chin and kissed him on the lips. It was a passionate kiss and Daisuke was to stunned to do anything but stand there…alone in that giant room…with Dark…

End of Flashback


Daisuke sighed as he finished the retelling of the story, leaving out the bits that were a little too embarrassing, "I hope that fills in the missing pieces, I am sorry I can't help you more."

Satoshi grunted on the other end as he began to calm down. He glanced around him and relaxed his hand on the receiver, "yes I remember…now…thanks…for filling in the empty spots," was his only response.

"Ill see you later Daisuke…" said Satoshi as he tried to soak up the memory that Daisuke had so neatly layed out in front of him.

"Alright…be careful ok Satoshi? I don't want to find out something terrible happened you."

"Hai…" Satoshi sighed as he heard the receiver hang up.

Satoshi let go of the phone and let it hit the ground softly as his eyes, unfocused, un-noticing, gazed at the floor. The light beeps could be heard and he stared down at himself. It took a moment but then he realized, 'Why the fuck am I half naked'.

He looked up at Krad and sighed, he waited there, on the floor, until the devil would wake from his slumber.

For once in his life, Satoshi sat there with no thoughts, no concerns, no nothing, it was pure bliss.


Rei's corner

Rei: oh my gosh, I never expected this chapter to be sooooo long.

Dark: I think I did good neh?

Daisuke: your full of it Dark

Dark: ya but you love it

Satoshi: What the hell were those Latin words?

Krad: ya, no offence but I don't get any of them

Rei: heh, sorry, well "Terra Earth", "Lumen Light", "Atra Dark", "Unus one", "Duo two", and "Angelus Angel".

Krad + Satoshi: oh…

Rei:explaining time so all you guys leeeeeave.

4 o them: fine!

Rei: Well I think this chapter came out really well, I worked hard on it and it took me like an hour, and then I had to revise, and then I had to redo, and ended up taking almost an entire day.

Most of this idea came from songs I was listening to. There was "Sacrifice" by Tatu, "In the Shadows" by The Ramsus, and "I bruise easily" by Natasha Bedingfield. There is also a couple of words that reference back to "The animal I have become" by Three Days Grace. I am very proud of this work and you guys better like it .

Well any way, read and review.

Sincerely Rei