I DO NOT OWN LWD!!
Chapter Nine:
I almost forgot.
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You know that feeling you get when it seems like your life is going in slow motion when everyone else's are moving faster than the speed of light? That's how I feel right now. Derek and Casey's lives are starting to come together. Don't get me wrong, I am happy for them, but where does that leave me? Since Kay....my beautiful Kaylie died, I feel like anything is right anymore. Like there is something missing. I remember her last words to me.
Flashback
I haven't slept at all since she was taken to the hospital, and she was home now. I barely have left her side. She's asleep now, and I can't help the tears that are falling down my cheeks. I had my head on her stomach, holding her hand...I don't know how long I stayed like this crying the entire time.
" Please don't cry." She whispered to me her other hand going through my hair.
" I don't want to lose you.." I choked out.
" I don't want to lose you either, but please don't cry love. Things will be okay." She lifted my face to look at hers.
She was pale, and slightly yellow from her organs failing. I could see the pain in her eyes, but also the love and happiness that were buried deep down. Her gray eyes bore into my green ones.
" How can you say that things will be okay while your dying?" Tears were in her eyes now.
" Because I have to believe that, there is a bigger plan for me Dean. Although it breaks my heart that I have to leave you so soon." She let the tears fall.
" Oh Babe, I love you so much." I hugged her and kissed her cheeks and forehead and mouth.
" I love you too, more than anything." She choked out.
I laid down next to her then, I could tell that she was tired but also that she needed to say something.
" Dean...promise me something?" She asked, her head was on my chest. I was running my fingers through her long blond hair.
" Anything." I kissed the top of her head.
" Promise me, that you wont forget about me. That when you move on you won't forget about the short time we had together. Promise you'll love again.." She whispered to me.
" I will never be able to forget about you. Kay, you're everything to me. I could never love anybody after you." I looked down at her.
" If the chance to be with someone else was given to you. Please, don't turn it away. You deserve to be happy.." Her voice got weaker.
" I've never been happier since you came into my life. I love you, and always will, nobody can change that." I hugged her closer to me, feeling like I didn't have much time left with her.
" I...I love you." She closed her eyes and never opened them again.
I cried as she slipped into her coma, and held her until the time she finally died.
End Flashback
I sighed remembering this, staring at the ceiling trying to find some peace that night to sleep. I heard laughing in the other room, Derek and Casey were still awake. Turning over I saw the clock read 3:00 AM. Sighing again, I turned over to the other side.
I kept doing this for a while until just as the sun was coming up I fell asleep.
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We stayed that night at Dean's and didn't get any sleep at all. Case and I watched movies and played games, but we talked most of the time. Some times about the wedding but mostly about Dean.
I knew he was still hurting, I could see it on his face. I didn't know how to ease his pain, although there was probably nothing any of us could do.
Case had fallen asleep early in the morning while we were watching a movie. Her head was on my lap and I was playing with her hair. I looked down at her, and she was so peaceful that when the thought came to me that there was a chance that one day I could lose her to. Maybe not the way Dean had but that I could lose her. Suddenly I felt very protective of her, I couldn't picture my life with out her in it.
I moved a piece of hair out of her face and caressed her cheek softly. Gently, I grabbed a pillow and put it under her head and got up off the couch. Not too long after that Dean came in and sat down in the kitchen with me. He grabbed some cereal, poured for himself and leaned against the counter.
" How do you do it?" I asked him.
" What?" He said, a mouthful of cheerios.
" How do you go on? If I ever lost Case...well I don't think I could live with myself." I leaned against the counter opposite of him arms crossed.
" I promised that I would." He said sadly.
" I miss her, you know." I spoke softly.
" We all do, D. Especially me." Dean set his bowl down.
" Case and I will have to leave tonight. Will you be okay?"
" Yeah, I'll be fine. Don't worry about me." He told me.
" Alright, oh you know I expect you to be my best man right?" I smiled at him.
" Oh yes, I know. Just as long as I don't have to wear an ugly suit." He laughed.
" I can't guarantee anything." We laughed at that.
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I woke up and Derek wasn't on the couch and I couldn't find him anywhere or Dean. I yelled for them and everything, to be honest I panicked. So after I calmed down, I took a shower and went into the kitchen when I saw there was a note on the fridge for me.
We went out for some guy time. Be back in a few hours.
DON'T FREAK OUT.
-Derek and Dean
" Sure now you tell me not to freak out." I said to myself.
After eating, I checked the time and it was late afternoon. Just as I was going to sit down and watch a movie and wait for the guys to come back the door opened.
" Man, did you see the look on that chicks face! It was totally awesome!" Derek said as he walked through the door.
" She turned so white that I thought we might have to call for help." Dean laughed.
" Why? What did you say to her?" I asked out of curiosity.
" Oh hey my sweet. I see that you have finally awaken from your deep slumber." Derek kissed my nose.
" Yea, I am surprised that the neighbor's didn't call the police. We could hear your snoring from down the street." Dean teased.
" I do not snore." I said defensively.
" I'm sorry to tell you this love, but you do. Like a bear in the woods." Derek grinned.
" Oh really?" I stood up.
" Yes, really." He crossed his arms, Dean just stood to the side smiling at the two of them.
" Fine, we'll see if you still think that when you can't kiss me until our wedding day." She smirked.
" You can't do that!" Derek's eyes went big, and Dean laughed.
" Watch me." I said, walking away.
" Dude, that was bad." Dean said patting Derek on the shoulder.
I walked back into the kitchen and grabbed myself an apple.
" So what did you guys get while you were out." I asked pointing at the bag Derek had.
" Oh well, if you must know. I got some stuff for my new camera. Oh and I also got you something." Derek said. Setting the bag down.
" What did you get me?" I went for the bag.
" No, no, no Missy you get to see it." He slapped my hand away.
" Why not?" I said, looking at Dean who had an amused look on his face.
" Because I said so." Derek simply stated.
" Oh that's just great." I rolled my eyes.
" Oh, you guys should get going here pretty soon. So before you do, Case there is something I should give you." Dean walked out of the room.
A few moments later Dean came out of the room, carrying a white dress. It was simply and modest.
" Kay was going to wear this for our ceremony for all of you guys after we went through the temple. A couples of days before she died she told me to give it to you, somehow she knew you would need it." He handed it to me.
The sleeves were long and the neck was high, but as it went down it flowed out beautifully and there was lace designs throughout the fabric.
" Oh Dean, this is gorgeous. Thank you so much." I kissed his cheek, hugging him.
" So he gets kissed but I don't! Now that isn't fair!" Derek pouted.
" Ha, sorry man." Dean said.
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" Dean thanks you so much. Again it's beautiful." Casey hugged him goodbye.
" Your welcome." He hugged her back.
" See ya, man." I gave him a man hug.
" See ya." He said.
" Take care of yourself." Casey said getting into the car.
" I will." Dean shrugged and I got into the drivers seat.
Then we drove away, and for the next few hours Casey was calling everybody and making wedding plans. I took a deep breath, what am I getting myself into?
As we drove and Casey was sitting there looking outside at the scenery, I kept looking over at her. I moved one of my hands off the steering wheel and held hers. She looked over at me and smiled sweetly.
" You know I love you right?" I had my eyes on the road but my thumb was making small circles on her hand.
" Yes, I know that. Now what do you want." Her eyes were closed but she was smiling.
" Open the bag by your feet." I stated.
" Why? What did you get me?" She asked opening the bag.
" Just do it." I smiled.
" Okay, so what it is that you got me? Please don't tell me you got some skimpy bikini or-" I could see her eyes go big from the corner of my eye.
" Open it." My hand was on her knee now.
" Oh my gosh. Der, it's beautiful." She took out a out the engagement ring out of its velvet box.
" Since you never gave me the chance to go out and buy you a ring before you decided take my line and propose instead. Also because you so rudely didn't give me one, I went out and got that for you." I turned and smiled at her.
It was a simple silver band with a diamond in a princess setting, and it shimmered as the setting sun hit it. She slipped it unto her ring finger.
" Aw, you're so sweet." She hugged him quickly and gave him a kiss on the cheek.
" So now I get a kiss?" I turned my eyes back to the road.
She just rolled her eyes at me and I laughed as I pulled up to her place.
" I'm starving, lets go get something to eat." I said, my stomach growling.
" Here come in and I'll make you something. I have somethings I need to do for school tonight." Casey said getting out of the car.
" You're such a keener." I teased her.
" Oh yea, and your not? Mister, ' I can't go out tonight I have to do edit something for class.'" She nudge me as we walked into her apartment.
" Hey that's different." I turned to her.
" Oh right." She rolled her eyes again.
" You really have to stop rolling those pretty eyes of yours." I wrapped my arms around her waist.
" And what if I don't?" She had her arms around my neck.
" I'll have to do this." I kissed her gently.
" Hmm.. I could get used to this punishment." She kissed me again softly.
" I can't wait until we get married." I nuzzled my face in her neck.
" Neither can I." She had her fingers in my hair.
" No, think about it. We'll be with each other all the time, and we can grow old together. I can't wait until we have a baby girl. She'll have your eyes and my smile. We would have to hottest children ever known to man kind." I looked at her.
" Ha, I'm starting to think all you want me for is to have gorgeous kids." She laughed.
" Oh, it's all part of my evil plan. I was thinking we would have enough for a small hockey team." I kissed her nose.
" Now it all makes sense." She giggled.
" It really does, but the fact that I fell in love with you has gotten in the way." I teased.
" You say that like it's a bad thing." She leaned into me.
" No, no, it is the best thing that has happened to me yet." I hugged her closer to me.
" Good thing." She sighed.
" Oh, I almost forgot to tell you...I bought us a house." I whispered in her ear.
I HOPE YOU ENJOYED THAT! I did cry while writing the flashback.. so if you did. More power to ya! more to come!
Loves,Ava
