Chapter 2
Wendy refused to let Tara go through anything alone they had been incredibly close since they were 6 years old and some little punk called Wendy's mom a whore and Tara knocked the little boy out. Tara meet Wendy a few times cuss her mother worked as a porn star for Luanne but Tara refused to deal with people who disrespected her mothers career. Wendy had been there for Tara through everything they wouldn't know what to do without one another. Wendy wasn't about to let Jaxs come back and break Tara down aging. She wanted to protect her and the girls because she knew what being with a man a part of this club could do to you. Wendy had been with Juice for 5 years and it can take a toll on your relationship always worrying if there going to come back alive or in a body bag.
Tara told herself for 2 years she was doing the right thing for everyone but when it came down to it she didn't know anymore. The fact that Jaxs was coming home tonight scared the living shit out of her not that she would admit it. Tara battled with the idea of going to the party. Everyone expected her to go; if she didn't he would come looking for her sooner or later. Two years is a long time and Tara wondered if he found someone else. Things were going to be complicated no matter what she did.
"Don't stress it will work it self out. Jenny is on her way" Donna said. Tara loved that her and Donna got pregnant around the same time. Donna had lilly 12 weeks after Tara had Aria and Kenna. Donna helped Tara so much when the girls where born. Donna wanted practice and she couldn't ever sleep. Eventually they realized they would need help and Jenny was amazing with the girls. Jenny is Donnas older sister she became the girls Nanny.
"I'm not stressed. Just trying to figure shit out" Tara stated she really didn't want to go but she had to at least show her face.
"What's to figure out he's back and now you have to face the music" Opie butted in he never liked what his sister did but you cant change the past. You can only live with it.
Tara ignored there comments she wanted to be alone. Tara just held Kenna as she slept on her chest. She wanted to keep them safe from all the evil this life brought. Tara watched as Aria slept in her crib they both looked at peace. They were her angles and she would do anything for them.
Later that night Tara finally finished getting ready for what felt like a death sentence. Tara put on her bla k lacey blouse and red leather shorts. If she was going to her death she might as well look good. Wendy drove Tara to the party. Wendy was rambling on trying to make Tara forget where they were headed. Tara barley herd a word she said.
Jaxs wasn't sure what to expect when he came back two years was a long time. He dreamed of the day he would see Tara aging. A lot had changed for Jaxs he ran threw half the girls in Ireland before he meet one that was worth talking too. Alexa was the main reason he survived she had his back. Alexa reminded him of Tara so much, but he couldn't love her like he loved Tara. She was just a fun time and he knew it deep down. He tried his best to make it work with her. She knew the truth though that his heart belong to someone else.
Jaxs thought he was ready for anything when he came back that was until he saw Tara; he couldn't focus on anything else. She laughing at something Wendy had said. He missed that sound her voice, her warmth and their talks. She was only person who could make him admit his wrongs. Jackson Teller never cried it was a part of his job expect when it came to Tara. She had him wrapped around her finger at 16. They had something very few can ever find an unbreakable love. No matter what happened they would always find their way back to one another. Very few people understood it, but many envied it to a fault.
Wendy noticed Jaxs making his way towards Tara and herself. "He is coming this way" Wendy stated the warning. A part of Tara wanted to run away being away from him to hide from the truth, but the other part of her wanted to run into his arms. The arms she missed so much his embrace always made her fell safe and loved. No one could make her fell like that except him.
" Look who finally graced us with his presence" Wendy mocked. Wendy always knew how to break the ice. She said whatever came to her mind. She never cared what people thought of her.
"Its been too long" jaxs stated with his eyes glued to Tara. He couldn't understand how she got even more beautiful Tara had gotten. She had this glow about her and it always made him go weak. Tara couldn't believe he was really here. She noticed his hair was longer than she remembered. He never let his hair get longer than his ears, but now it was to his shoulders. She liked the look it fit him well. She couldn't take her eyes off him. He didn't want to take his eyes off her he wanted to remember every detail of this night.
" That's all you have after 2 years its been too long?" Tara challenged she knew he had a way with words better than any guy she ever meet. He was quite the charmer and Tara loved to test it. She always made him work for everything. Everyone gave him everything on a sliver platter except for her. It drove him crazy.
" What do you want me to say?" Jaxs smirked that famous teller smirk the one that made all the girls knees weak. It had an affect of Tara not that she would show it.
"Maybe for being an ass and not contacting me in two years" Tara stated
" You're the one that told me to be happy. I did what you asked. You don't get to be mad over something you put into place baby." Jaxs replied with a smirk; He refused to be blamed when she chose this and she couldn't handle it
Tara was pissed mainly because he was right. She made a choice that lead to her being a single parent. She needed to get out of here. She needed to get out of town. She didn't want to force him into something she could do alone. Tara believe if he loved her really loved her he would have tried to change her mind, but he didn't so that was all the truth she needed.
"Your right" Tara stated and began to walk away; she wanted to walk home to clear her head.
Jaxs wasn't about to let her go that easily. He waited two years to see her aging and he wasn't letting her go this time. He ran after her.
