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Chapter 5
When Alexa meet Jackson he was the first guy not to treat her like a child or a prize to be won. Alexa's father is the most powerful man in Ireland and being the only daughter to him came with its fair share of problems. Growing up she was raised by liars and thieves her father wasn't around much and her mother died when she was 5 years old. She was raised by her fathers minions.
When Alexa found out her fathers plans for Jackson she knew what she had to do. She had grown fond of Jackson. He treated her nice. When he spoke of Tara it made Alexa jealous, but not in the way you think. She dreamed of someone bragging about how in love they were. She wanted a love like that, but feared she would never find it. She let it slip of one of her fathers faithful goons that her and Jackson were in love and she was pregnant with his child. She knew exactly what her father would do it would save his life. He didn't deserve to be caught in the middle of their fathers problems. She lied about being in love but not the pregnancy.
Alexa wasn't going to trap him Jax knew the risk of Alexa being pregnant. He owed her his life and he wasn't going to abandoned his best friend. Alexa could be honest with Jackson he didn't have a loyalty to her father or want to be the next in line. Jackson wannted to be right by Alexa to save her from her father, but he was in love with another and she knew that. Alexa didn't want to stand in the middle of true love Jaxs was tricked into coming by his mother and eventually he learned the truth.
Jaxs could barley look at his mother during breakfast. She went all out with him finally home aging. The table was surrounded by her best foods.
"Why don't you tell me a little about your self honey" John remarked trying to make breakfast a little less awkward
"What do want to know" Alexa retorted. She knew how this game worked she had been playing it her whole life. Pleasing people was simple being honest was the hard part no body really wants the truth, but she was done pleasing everyone she was free away from hell and she was never going back.
"I'd like to know how you tricked my boy into proposing to you" Gemma sneered. She didn't like the fact a little hussy was in Tara's place.
"He had a choice marry the devils daughter or be killed by the devil. That's what you sent your boy to his death. I saved him unlike you" Alexa spat at Gemma. Alexa was raised to never be afraid of anyone not even the devil. Fear was weakness.
"That's bull shit" Gemma stated
"You know what's bull shit sending your son because the devil asked for a Teller little did he know he had a son. Does your husband know the real reason you begged your son to go instead of him?" Alexa sneered.
"What are you talking about" John said confused
"Why don't you ask your wife" Alexa barked. She didn't want to be acting like this, but her hormones were getting the best of her at the moment.
"You need to go lay down" Jaxs said softly. He didn't want Alexa to work her self up anymore than she already had. He noticed how irrational this pregnancy made her.
"Your going to leave her alone" Jackson said to his mother. He refused to let his mother be the cause of their problems
"Stop defending her. You don't love her. You love Tara." Gemma pointed it out. She hated how much she fucked everything up so she was going to runn little Alexa off what ever it took. She had to right her wrong.
"Stop with your lies ma. Its old. Alexa is the girl im going to marry and you are going to have to accept it" Jaxs pointed out. He wasn't going to be told what to do by his mother anymore. He wasn't going to let her mess his life up anymore than she already had.
"I will never accept it" Gemma replied
"Ill deal with this son" John said then Jaxs left the room. John was going to get the bottom of this. He knew his wife and she never started things without reason.
"Tell me" John said sternly.
"Leave it alone" Gemma stated. Gemma only ever fell in love with one person at and that was John, but john was a drifter before he meet her always looking for something he could never find until he found Gemma. She was the wild child looking for more too life than just a book her parent shoved in her face every time she found her way Into trouble. John gave her that something more and she wasn't going to lose him no matter what it took.
"Gem you need to tell me. Remember what we promised? No secretes ever that's how we protect one another" John said. He wasn't about to let it go.
" You asked for it. A few weeks after you agreed to go to Ireland I was sorting through out mail and you received a letter. A was skimming threw it and I couldn't believe my eyes. A women named Blair wrote you talking about the summer you had in Ireland. The women said she had a daughter with you, but you left before she knew she was pregnant. She wanted you to meet your daughter. I couldn't lose you. At that time we weren't doing too great. I know how you are you would have felt so much guilt and tried to make it up. She would get her claws into you and I couldn't let that happen so I convinced you to let some of the boys go. I figured if Jaxs went it would be over easy with his charm so I convinced him it would be best if he gave Tara some space, but I created a bunch of mess trying to save us." Gemma stated. She hated showing her soft side, but John always had a way of making her no matter how hard she tried not too. Gemma hated the way everything unraveled. She couldn't change her choices , but she was determined to fix it.
"Gem I wouldn't leave you for anyone else" John said holding Gemma. He didn't like what she did but there was no point in yelling and fighting about it.
