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"Angel I'm not sure about this." Cordy told me.

"Cor they will be fine. Chloe and Zoey have stayed with Connor and Ashley before and they were fine." I tried to reassure her.

"That was just for a few hours. This is all night." Since the fight between Cordy and her parents a month ago Cordy hasn't heard from them and she has been somewhat depressed so I arranged for us to have a nice night out away from home and the girls…all night.

"Ashley has raised a baby on her own and Ryan is fine and Connor is great with the girls. They will be fine and we are only a phone call away."

"I don't know." I pulled her into my arms.

"Cordelia we need this. We haven't really been out alone since the girls have been born and they are three months old. We've only made love a few times and usually one of them interrupts us. I love the girls more than anything but sweetheart we need this."

"And you promise if anything happens we'll come right home?"

"I promise."

"Okay then." I grabbed her overnight bag and we headed downstairs.

"Be good for Connor and Ashley baby girls." Cordy said kissing the girls. "Mommy is going to miss you so much."

"What about Daddy?" I asked as I kissed Zoey.

"Now if they give you any problems our cells will be on." Cordy told Connor and Ashley ignoring my question. "Don't hesitate to call about anything."

"Cordy we will be fine. Don't worry." Ashley assured her.

"If you need anything we will come right home."

"Cordy go. Have fun. Enjoy your night. We'll see you in the morning." Connor said taking Chloe from Cordy's arms.

"I don't know." Cordy said tearfully.

"Come on sweetheart." I handed Zoey to Ashley and then gently placed my arm around my wife's shoulder and led her out of the house. She was sobbing softly by the time I settled her in the SUV. "Cordelia don't worry. They will be fine."

"I know." She sniffed.

"So why the hell are you crying?"

"Cause I'm going to miss them." I reached over and took her hand.

"You'll see them tomorrow."

"I know. I guess I just need to let go."

"Just a little bit." She nodded and squeezed my hand.

"So what's the plan?" She asked me with a smile.

"Just wait and see." I said with a wink.

My plan for the night was to take my wife to a hockey game, the one sport that we both enjoyed and then off to a hotel for a night of lovemaking. Cordy and I have watched hockey games on TV lots of times and it was a blast watching them with her, the way she got so mad at the players and refs and the way she screamed at the TV, so I knew we were going to have fun at the game.

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"Are you hungry?" I asked her at half time.

"Starving."

"Hot dog?"

"Two with mustard and a coke." I leaned over and kissed her.

"I'll be right back."

"And a soft pretzel." She called when I got to the end of our row. I laughed and waved my acknowledgment.

I groaned when I got into the extremely long food line but it gave me time to call Connor and check on the girls. I wouldn't admit it Cordy but I missed them and was worried about them as well. As soon as I hung with Connor who assured me that all was well my cell phone rang and I was surprised to see Cordy's cell number pop up on my caller ID.

"I'm in line Cordelia." I said with a grin.

"Oh good because I want some nachos with cheese, salsa and peppers in the middle."

"My god woman. What are you a black hole?"

"I'm hungry."

"I'm going to need extra hands to bring all of this food back to you."

"You'll manage." She quipped before she hung up the phone.

The second half of the game was as much fun as the first half. Cordy was more vocal at a live game then she was at home. She spent more time on her feet, yelling then in her seat. The people around us got a huge kick out of her. After the game Cordy called and checked on the girls who were sound asleep and then we headed to the hotel for the night.

"Angel this room is amazing." Cordy gushed when we walked into the room.

"I'm glad you like it sweetheart." She wrapped her arms around my neck and kissed me passionately. I easily lifted her into my arms and carried her into the bathroom without our lips ever parting. "How long has it been since you have had a nice relaxing bath?" I mumbled as I leaned over her and turned on the water in the tub.

"Too long." She whispered. Since the girls have been born Cordy has only had time for quick showers and not the long luxurious baths she was used to.

While the water ran I sat on the edge of the tub and slowly lifted her shirt above her head and removed her silky bra. I slowly ran my fingers over her stomach which made her shiver and made me smile. I then unbuttoned and unzipped her pants, pushed them down past her hips and to the floor where she kicked them off. As I brought my mouth to her abdomen I felt her stiffen with anxiety. "So beautiful." I mumbled.

Since she had the girls Cordy had become a little self conscious about her body. In my eyes she was as beautiful as ever, more beautiful in fact but she found flaws. She had stretch marks on her belly that I never even noticed. The only person that was bothered by them was her. I told her that they were normal after carrying two babies around for nine months but it didn't matter what I said. She didn't hear a word that came out of my mouth about some things so I just continued to assure her, everyday that she was the most beautiful woman alive.

"Angel…water." Cordy mumbled. Without taking my lips away from abdomen I reached behind me and turned the water in the tub off. After a bit of awkwardness and I was able to turn the water was off, instead of returning my hand to were it was, on her back, I placed my fingers under the straps of her underwear and slid them down her legs. Once her underwear was discarded I slid my hand back up her silky smooth leg and lifted it onto the tub next to me.

"Angel." She gasped when I slid two fingers inside of her warmth. I loved that I was so much taller than she was because sitting here on the edge of the tub with her standing in front of me gave me perfect access to pleasure her with my fingers while my mouth launched a friendly assault on her, gorgeous, luscious, enormous breasts. I have always loved her breasts. They were so soft, smooth and big but since she has had the girls they were still smooth but they have become firmer and bigger. They were huge and I couldn't get enough of them.

Cordy grabbed onto my hair when I buried my face into her breasts, slowly dragging my tongue over the sensual tissue, avoiding her nipples because last time I tired that I got a mouthful of breast milk. I felt her sharp intake of breath and her grip tightened in my hair when I began to fondle her clit with my thumb while I continued to swirl my fingers inside of her. I increased the pressure inside of her as her breathing increased and within minutes I felt her walls clench around my fingers and her moans were echoing off of the bathroom wall. When her breathing slowed she leaned forward and kissed me hard.

"Now how about that bath?" I asked when we broke apart.

"The water better not be cold." I stuck my hand in the water and found that it was still nice and warm.

"It's not cold sweetheart." Cordy surprised me by cupping my face in both of her hands.

"Thank you." She whispered with tears in her eyes.

"For what?"

"For what you just did. I really needed that. You are the most amazing husband in the world."

"That's easy when I have the most amazing wife." I took her hand and stood up. My ass was beginning to go numb from sitting on the edge of the tub. I admired her ass as she stepped into the tub.

"Are you going to join me?" She asked as she slid in.

"Do you want me to join you or would you rather relax on your own?"

"I totally want you to join me." I quickly stripped out of my clothes and squeezed in the tub behind her.

Sighing she leaned against me and handed me one of the washcloths that was in the tub. I knew that she didn't really want me to wash her but just to caress her with the washcloth. I dipped it into the water and then rang it out over her body over and over.

"This is nice." She mumbled through closed eyes.

"It sure is."

"It's been too long."

"I bet you aren't thinking of the girls now are you?" I quipped.

"A little." She suddenly sat up and looked at me. "Should I be thinking of them more? Does that make me a bad mom?"

"Aww Cor relax babe. You are a wonderful mom."

"I've wanted those girls so bad and I love them more than anything but I do miss this me and you time."

"It'll get better when they get older."

"Angel…" She began hesitantly.

"What is it Cor?"

"I want more kids." I couldn't help myself. I just laughed and then I felt bad because she looked hurt.

"I'm sorry Cordy. I didn't mean anything by laughing."

"Whatever." She pulled away from me and got out of the tub and wrapped herself in one of the robes that the hotel provided.

"Cordelia wait." I called but she stormed out of the bathroom. I jumped out of the tub, grabbed the second robe and followed her. "What did I do?"

"I was being serious and you laughed at me." She snapped as she pulled out the breast pump from her bag.

"I wasn't laughing at your suggestion."

"Could have fooled me." She set herself up on the bed, pulled out a breast and began to pump her milk. I sat beside her and she turned away from me.

"I was laughing because the girls are only three months old and it's a little soon to be thinking about more kids." She sighed irritably and turned to face me.

"I wasn't talking in like nine months you big doofus. I was just generally speaking that in the future I want more kids and when you laughed at me you really hurt my feelings." I reached for hand and she let me take it.

"Cor, I'm really sorry. I didn't mean to hurt your feelings. That's the last thing that I wanted to do." I told her softly.

"Do you want more kids?" She asked and I could hear the fear in her voice.

"We've talked about this. You know I want more kids. A whole houseful right?" Biting her bottom lip she nodded.

"There is something else that we need to talk about."

"What's that?"

"I was thinking that I don't want to go back to work. I really want to stay home and raise our girls and any other kids that we have. I want to be the kind of mom that I didn't have. I want to be there when they come home from school, I want to go to all of their school functions, hell I want to be a damn P.T.A. mom."

"If that's what you want Cordy then that's fine with me. Your happiness and the happiness of the girls is what is most important to me."

"But I still want you to work with me so I can protect the girls if anything should happen and you're not around."

"You know I will."

"And I will tell you about any visions that I get so you can keep fighting evil like the one I'm having right now."

"You have got to be shitting me." I gasped. I could not believe this. My plans for the night did not include me leaving her alone.

"Not kidding. You better get dressed. It's a doozy."

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"No way." Gunn said.

"Oh my God." Said Wesley

"Holy crap." Gasped Connor. Cordy said that we were going to need all the help that we could get and since the girls were sleeping I snuck Connor out of the house.

"Cordy said it was big but this is ridiculous."

Cordy had a vision of a demon blob. She said that it was big but what we were seeing in front of us was beyond big. It was gigantic. We were an old abandoned warehouse where this blob had taken up residence and as far as we could see that damn blob was practically as big as the whole warehouse.

"How again do we kill this overgrown snot ball?" I asked Wesley

"According to my book we have to chop his core in half."

"Like the core in an apple?" Gunn asked

"Precisely." Wes answered.

"How the hell are we supposed to do that? The core is usually in the middle and in case you haven't noticed this thing is huge." Connor said.

"I guess we just stop chopping till we get to the middle." Gunn said.

"Let's get to work." I ordered and the four of us charged.

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Three hours later we had successfully reached the core of the giant blob and killed it. It was the most disgusting thing that we had ever encountered. The smell was so bad that I was over in the corner of the room covered in slime, puking.

"You okay dad?" Connor asked me, placing his hand on my shoulder.

"First time that I have done that in over two hundred years and I don't like it." I said spitting. "It's just the smell…I couldn't handle it."

"It's all right dad. You aren't the only one." Connor motioned behind him and I saw Gunn and Wesley puking as well.

"I need to get the hell out of here." I mumbled and Connor helped me out into the fresh air.

"That was insane." Gunn said joining my son and me outside.

"I truly didn't expect that." Wesley said.

"Wow Angel you look like a vampire again. You're pale."

"Thanks Gunn." I snapped. "I'm ready to get out of here. I left my wife in a very expensive hotel room all alone." The guys laughed and we all climbed in my car.

Back at the office/hotel I jumped in the shower because the slime was burning my skin and I knew that I couldn't return to the hotel covered in slime. Thankfully I always kept a few changes of clothes in my office so I was able to return to the hotel feeling relatively normal.

When I walked back into our hotel room and saw Cordelia sound asleep on the bed the fatigue that I have been fighting off for the past few hours hit me like a ton of bricks. As quietly as I could I crawled into bed beside Cordy so I wouldn't wake her and within a couple of minutes I feel into a deep sleep, fully clothed and didn't waken, hours later, until I felt Cordy's soft lips on my naked chest.

"I was wondering if you were ever going to wake up." She said lifting her head up with a smile. While I was sleeping she must have unbuttoned my shirt because it was buttoned up when I fell asleep.

"Sorry." I mumbled tiredly, through closed eyes. "I worked hard tonight."

"Did you kill it?" I opened one eye and looked at her.

"What do you think?" She scooted up my chest and leaned over until her face was an inch away from mine.

"I think that my hero killed the big blobby thing."

"I didn't kill it alone. I had help and it wasn't big Cordelia. It was gigantic. It was as big as the damn warehouse that he was hiding out in."

"But it's dead right?" I nodded. "My hero." With a seductive grin she closed the distance between us and we shared a slow sensual kiss. "Now where were we before my vision?"

"I believe that we had just finished fighting." I told her.

"I hate fighting with you." She mumbled kissing my neck.

"I know." I slowly untied her robe and slid it from her shoulders.

"I'm sorry I picked a fight with you."

"I know."

"You're awfully cocky aren't you?" I gripped her waist and flipped her over on her back.

"You have no idea."

"Oh I know how cocky you are." She said through giggles as her hands pushed my pants down below my hips.

"I'm sure you do." I rolled around awkwardly until my pants were on the floor.

"Angel make love to me." Cordy requested, spreading her legs and pulling me back to her.

"I love you Cordy…so much."

"I know you do. I can feel it every time you look at me. I love you too." With one smooth stroke I easily pushed myself inside of her, causing her to grunt in surprise and pleasure.

Cordy automatically wrapped her legs around my lower back and I began to thrust myself inside of her, almost pulling all the way before plunging back in. I tried to keep it nice and slow but her moans and grunts of pleasure made it really hard to take things slow. The primal sounds that were coming from her mouth made me want to explode inside of her but I couldn't be done and satisfied until my woman was done and satisfied.

When I felt Cordy's nails dig into my back and her legs tighten around my back I knew she was close and I could no longer go slow. I began to pound myself into her with a relentless passion that only came out with Cordy. She met me thrust for thrust and a few minutes later I was exploding inside of her with a grunt of her name while her womanly essence gushed around me.

"Now that's what I'm talking about." She said breathlessly as I pressed kisses on her chest.

"Did you like that?"

"Hmm…it was okay." I popped my head up from her chest and glared at her.

"Just okay?"

"Yeah just okay."

"Cordelia." I growled with a smile and she just winked at me. I reluctantly pulled out and rolled over on my side. It took thirty seconds before I felt Cordy's arms around my abdomen and her lips on my back and shoulders.

"It was amazing Angel." She whispered.

"I know it was."

"Every time that we make love it's as wonderful as the first time. I never knew sex could be so wonderful until you came into my life." I rolled onto my back and wrapped an arm around her.

"I feel the same way sweetheart. I love you Cordelia."

"I love you too Angel." I kissed Cordy on the top of her head as she snuggled up next to me with her head on my chest and within a couple of minutes she was snoring softly.

Watching her sleep I couldn't get over how lucky I was. Once upon a time I was evil…very evil. I killed more men, woman and children that I could count and by all account I should be dead and in hell, burning for eternity for all of my sins but I'm not. I'm human again, married to a woman that loves me and whom I love more than anything and I'm the father of an amazing son and two little girls. I think no matter how long I live as a human I'm never going to feel like I deserve all of this happiness that I have found.

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The next morning or more accurately a few hours later when we both woke up again we made uninhibited love once more and then we returned home to our girls. As I stood in the living room watching my beautiful wife fawn over our daughters I knew without a doubt that I really was the luckiest man alive and I was so thankful that we were given a second chance a life together that we wanted.

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