Jack had it all planned. He was going to wait after school on Wednesday during hockey practice, get Ianto alone, do his speech (which he thought was bound to get him back), and possibly a make-up make-out. But as he sat on the grass watching a happy looking Ianto running around the pitch playing hockey, all of his perfectly planned speech slipped from his mind. Jack didn't know how long he'd been waiting when he saw Ianto talking to Mr Richards. His breath caught in his throat when Ianto walked straight over to him. The welsh boy sat down next to him silently, with a sizable space between them.

Jack watched his feet that were stretched out in front of him as he spoke, "You know, I planned everything I was going to say to you, but it's completely gone."

"Why are you here?"

"I just want to sort this out before I leave."

"I thought I could do it. I thought I'd be able to let you go, but this is harder than I thought it'd be," There was a short silence between the boys before Ianto spoke again, "I'm not going to take you back. Nothing you say is going to make me change my mind."

"I'm sorry for everything," Jack was finally able to meet Ianto's eyes, he smiled, "Do you remember when first properly met."

Ianto let a small smile grace his lips, "During a PE lesson, we were playing basketball."

"You turned around, knocked me over and fell right on top of me," Jack laughed.

Ianto's smile faded before quietly saying "Had to drag myself off of you."

"I never thought we'd end up like this," Jack said more seriously, "Look I just want to say you made me really happy, even if you can't say the same about me."

"Jack you did make me happy," Ianto said quietly looking down at his feet. Jack did the same.

"Did you mean what you said last week?" Ianto looked up at him frowning, "That you never thought we'd last?" Jack caught the boy's eyes again.

"The whole time I've known you I don't think you've had even one relationship that lasted more than two weeks. You'd get bored of me."

"I can't imagine that happening anytime soon. No one's made me feel like this before."

"What's it matter? You're leaving anyway," Ianto said almost bitterly.

"You think I'm happy about that?" Jack said raising his voice slightly, "I don't want to leave but I have no choice! I'm leaving my life, my friends, you!"

"I broke up with you last week because I thought it would be easier for the both of us, like you said it would!"

"I wanted to make the most of our time together like you said!" Jack stood up, as did Ianto a second after.

"I was wrong I couldn't do that! I am sorry but this is the best way."

"That's bull and you know it!"

"I don't love you anymore, and to be honest I'm not sure I ever did! Does that make it easier?!"

Jack visibly stiffened, "You don't mean that."

"Yes I do," Ianto said before turning and walking away, "Go home Jack you're wasting your time," he turned to face Jack again and added, "Have a nice life," Ianto turned away and began walking again, "I'm so sorry," he whispered as he shut his eyes tightly before a tear slid down his cheek. If the boy looked back he would have seen Jack do the same.

A/N : Sorry! It had to be done for the ending I'm planning. I'm actually nervous about what you're thinking right now. :S