I lie awake, its a quarter past three

I'm screamin' at night

As if I thought you'd hear me

Yeah my heart is callin' you

And nobody knows it but me

- Nobody know it but me by BabyFace

He was right. She had told him to pick up his heart and find her and now she was pushing him away. "Mitchie. I don't care if you never want to see me again. Just tell me you still love me." Shane whispered still holding on to Mitchies arm. "I.. I still love you." Mitchie said quietly. Shane almost didn't hear her. "I'll leave now you can pretend you never saw me again. I'll never come back into your life." Shane said kissing Mitchies cheek before pulling away from Mitchie and heading down the Hall. "WAIT!" Mitchie yelled. It was now about three fifteen in the morning. What happened between the time of their date and now well Mitchie spent several hours walking back to Vegas then she went and ate alone at a old diner then continued her walk back to the bar. She didn't notice the time or really care how long she walked. She wanted to be home. Away from Shane. Well till he showed up and they got to where they were now. "Why?" Shane stopped and turned a little. "Stay. Please." Mitchie said. Her legs gave out on her so she was just leaning on the door frame until she just slid down it. She was a wreck. "Michella… You've told me that you never wanted to see me again and that was finally. Now you want me to stay?" Shane said not noticing she had collapsed on to the ground. "Michella?" Shane said looking for her. Realizing that he didn't see her he thought that she had gone into her apartment but then noticed the woman had simply slid down the doorframe and was on the verge of passing out. " You need sleep." Shane said suddenly. Quickly walking back over to the woman he pulled her to her feet and kept his arms around her waist as she pulled her key out and unlocking her door. Shane then opened the door and pushed her in closing the door behind them. "Stay please." Mitchie sobbed. "Are you Sober?" Shane wondered out loud. "Yes damn it." She growled. "Okay… Moody means your on your period… Or was it your going to start it soon?" Shane said after thinking. "On it stupid." Mitchie muttered as Shane picked her up off her feet and carried her to what he presumed was the bedroom. "Thanks…" Mitchie said yawning. "Mmhhmmm." Shane said putting Mitchie on her bed. As he pulled his arms out from under her she quickly grabbed them. "No. Don't leave me. Please don't leave me." She cried holding on tightly to Shane's arms. "Err. Well okay?" Shane said caught off guard. He had never seen Mitchie be this upset or clingy. "Scoot over." He said softly before laying next to her. "Thank you." She whispered before falling asleep on his chest. For the first time he felt at ease. He felt human. But he knew by morning he needed to be gone. Well at least not with out telling her he left. By maybe six am Mitchie woke up to find her home empty. She also felt that she was no longer wearing her jeans just an over sized shirt that clung to her body. She then realized it was Shane's from the night before. "Shane?" Mitchie yelled. She wasn't sure if he was still here. She didn't hear anything and got up to inspected her apartment. She almost didn't notice the Note taped to her door until she got near it. "Dear Michella. I love you. I always will but you told me we can't happen. I wouldn't let it go at first but then it dawned on me maybe you where right. Our lives are screwed up enough maybe we don't need to screw up anymore. I'm guessing you are wondering why you are wearing my shirt and why your pant less. Don't worry I promise I didn't do anything dirty. I just simply peeled your things other then undergarments off and placed my shirt on you. Yes I Shane Gray went out shirtless just for you. God do you know what the fan girls in Vegas are going to do to me? I wish you could see that we could forget the past… I have. Well almost everything. I keep seeing your face with makeup and tears streaming down your face. It kills me to think that I did that. I'm sure your going to thank me but I'm guessing you'll also hate me…God I feel like any idiot. I love you. For forever, Shane." Mitchie read out loud to herself. "OHMIGOD! I'm such any idiot. How could I not see I was hurting him more then myself?" Mitchie asked herself before letting out a frustrated scream. "Damnit." She yelled to herself. "MITCHIEE!!!!!!!!" Natalya yelled from her door way. "The woman that you got hugged by is on the phone she keeps telling me to get you and that it's important." Natalya said holding the cordless phone from the down stairs bar to her shoulder. "Give it here." Mitchie said groaning. " I don't wanna tell you details Cait." Mitchie muttered. "I don't care about details from last night. I care about knowing why you are not down here at the hospital waiting for Shane to wake up." Caitlyn growled. "He is WHAT?" Mitchie suddenly yelled. She had thought about calling Caitlyn to get to Shane later on into the day to tell him he was right. "Coma. Car accident leaving your place I presume. Retarded drunk. Head on. Room 110. Desert Springs. Be here soon." Caitlyn said hanging up. "Oh god." Mitchie cried throwing the phone back to Natalya before rushing into her room. Throwing on what ever clothes she could find. "Mitch?" Natalya said from the door way wide eyed seeing her friend spaz out then run to her room. " I've Gotta get to Shane. NOW!" Mitchie said grabbing the keys to her car. "I don't think I'll be back tonight. I'm sorry Nat. It's just Shane is in a coma and I just realized he was right this whole time. That the past can't be changed." Mitchie said pushing past the red head. "Can you lock my place? Please and thanks! I'll make it up I swear!" Mitchie said continuing to rush. She had taken the steps down stairs three at a time which made her fall at the last three. Her heart was beating fast as she got outside and to her car. "Shane don't you dare die. Please don't die not yet." Mitchie said teary eyed. She sped to the hospital after starting her car.

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