You're the best
And yes I regret
How could I let myself
Let you go.
- Thinking of you by Katy Perry
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"What?" Mitchie gapped. "You." Shane whispered softly as Mitchie tried to get away from Shane but his grip some how tightened. Wincing once or twice Shane's face was between hurt and confused. "Stop struggling." Shane muttered "Please…" Shane whispered. She then realized Shane never really ever asked her to stop doing something that way before. She stopped and then just started at Shane. "Why?" she whispered afraid of her own voice right now. "Why do you think about me?" Mitchie whispered again. "Because… I've got feelings for you that I don't think I've ever had before. Well I have but then they were squashed…" Shane whispered back resting his forehead on hers. He was positive he found the right one this time. "Sha…ne… Why?" Mitchie said now with tear filled eyes. "Why do I feel this way don't know. Why do I for some reason keep hurting you? Cause I'm a stupid jerk who doesn't even belong in the presence of you…" Shane said wiping a few tears from the corner of Mitchies eyes. "Shane…" Mitchie muttered. " I know you most likely hate me… I blame my Stupid square glasses…" Shane sighed softly letting go of Mitchie. "Stupid square glasses?" Mitchie laughed she smiled again. " What it's true…" Shane said grinning he felt a little better knowing Mitchie didn't run away from him yet in fact she hadn't even moved her arms from when she had placed them around Shane's waist. "What?" Mitchie asked after a moment as she noticed Shane had been staring at her. "I'd expect from you to run away screaming you had me not joking around with me…" Shane said. "I'm acting up again… Time of monnnnth." Mitchie explained grinning. "Does this mean your always going to be bipolar when your… Egmh… doing that?" Shane wondered out loud. "No." Mitchie rolled her eyes.
Soon the two where sitting on a bench snuggled close together. Staring out at the lake Mitchie had lead them to. "What is so special about me Shane?" Mitchie wondered she was curious to see what he would say. "Everything Mitch… Your voice, your smile… Your…love for anything… Your happiness and all around presence. You… Everything" Shane said smiling his thoughts where on Mitchie. "Oh…" Mitchie said shocked that Shane Gray of all people told her that. " What's special about me Mitch?" Shane asked. "Everything…" Mitchie muttered quietly she knew Shane didn't think highly of himself after what happened with Amber. "No.. I mean what really stands out?" Shane asked looking at her. "Shane Gray. I don't care how much you think of your self as an moron you are special from you famous hair to the bottoms of your feet. I feel as if I'm in a dream most the time when I'm with you." Mitchie said before thinking to her self. "Come on." She suddenly said standing up. Mitchie pulled on Shane's hand. "Where are we going now?" Shane said surprised. "Home." Mitchie said loudly pretty much pulling Shane with her. "But…Why?" Shane asked confused. Mitchie didn't answer Shane until they were almost back to the apartment. "I want to play something for you really quick. I'm working on it… In fact this would be the first song I've written in a while…" Mitchie said. "Oh…" Shane said as his eyes widened. "Yeah." Mitchie said pulling her hand away from Shane as pushing him in side roughly. "Ow! Hey!" Shane said as Mitchie shoved him on the couch. He was amazed that Mitchie. 5'2 and only weighed maybe 120 pounds Mitchie could shove him Shane Gray who was now a towering 6'1 and about 150 in weight to the ground well couch in a matter of seconds. "Mitchie?" Shane asked wide eyed soon cause Mitchie was now Sitting on top of him with a cd player in hand. "She mixed the music." Mitchie said smiling with a very toothy smile. "Mitchie?" Shane suddenly was worried. But then the music started and he calmed down a little. The music was a little up tempo but not to much. Then Mitchie sang. "Yes I regret
How could I let myself
Let you go." Shane reached over and turned the cd player and pulled Mitchie down towards him. " I don't regret you letting me go." He whispered before crushing Mitchies lips to his. "Mhmm.. Shane." Mitchie moaned. Shane wobbly stood up pulling Mitchie up with him. Mitchie went to put her feet down but Shane quickly grabbed the back of her legs. " I'm not the hurt." Shane muttered before kissing her shoulder. "Shane…" Mitchie moaned again. She wasn't sure what was happening but she loved it. Soon She could feel Shane's bed against her back. "Mmm." Shane moaned into her ear. Mitchies hands soon where barred into Shane's hair. Shane smiled and pulled on of Mitchies hand's from his hair. "Mitchie…" Shane whispered. "Yeah?" Mitchie said looking over at Shane. "I'm in love with you." He barely whispered. "Me two. Well I mean with you not myself… That would just be retarded…" Mitchie said rambling before Shane kissed her again. "I love you." Shane after he pulled away. "It's getting late… You want dinner?" Mitchie said sitting up. Her hair was a mess now. "Please." Shane said holding one of Mitchies hands. "By the way awesome hair." He teased. "Uh huh look who's talking swollen lips. By the way… Your glasses look kinda funky with them hanging from your hair." Mitchie smirked getting up out of Shane's bed. She had just made out for maybe two hours with her best friend who had confessed love to her. "Mitchiee!" Shane whined from the door way of his room. Mitchie was soon only clad with her boy shorts and her tee shirt from earlier. "What? I happen to like these Jeans." Mitchie said playfully glaring at Shane. "Ha!" Shane snorted and Mitchie walked into the kitchen. Shane just followed he was curious to see what she was making for dinner. Soon he noticed that She was purposely bending down to pick things up from the lower cabinets one way. "Stop staring at my ass and help me." Mitchie's muffled voice came from the cabinet. "Yes sir!" Shane said jumping in surprised he didn't think he was gonna get caught. "Thanks." Mitchie said pulling her head out of the cabinet. She smiled at Shane and he smiled back at her he was happy "What are we?" Shane asked out loud after a moment.
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NCIS Reference… McGee and Abby. The episode where Kate dies… 'cept Abby is the trunk of a car pulling out bullets not food. XD Wee! I've Got a LJ Now! Click the Homepage on my Profile It's go updates on Happy and other things I'm writing!
