Hey, sorry again I have neglected to type up the next chapter. (For all those writers like me out there. It is hard to work on 5 different books at the same time. So I would advise you not to.) Anyway. I am writing now so have no fear. Also I would like to apologize for the stories shortness, like my fave author on here says, "It seems longer when I type them". But this time I really will try to make it longer. I have a lot to work with now plus as of 30 minutes ago I kinda got in a depressed mood so it will probably be a good chapter. And now enjoy.
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Black, black, and more black. That's all you could see of this once colorful room. The color was still there, but it was cover in a black abyss. This kind of darkness usually scared him. It was a black that blinded anyone who walked into it; a black that meant death. But this time the black was inviting, it is all he wanted. It covered the truth; it covered up the fact that said things that hurt someone he loved.
He regretted saying those things, he knew that they would hurt her; he was scared to admit that he said them because of that. But he also knew that they were true, and he knew that she had to face the truth. People have said that one should face it. Oliver understood that it would be hard; that's why he brought it up. He thought they could work it out together.
The truth is easy when you're not alone. Oliver thought. He dowelled on the thought for some time until it hit him.
"Maybe that is why it pissed her off," Oliver said talking at the ceiling. "Because she thinks she is alone."
He could not help but laugh at that thought. Schuyler was nowhere near loneliness. She has Bliss, himself, Jack, and so people in school even liked her. Plus she had her mother, even if she was in a comma. And her grandfather would always be there. It makes no since, what would make her feel alone? Sure her grandmother died, and she was taken from her grandfather, but that was all.
Maybe it is enough? He realized. Death alone was enough to make some sane person kill themselves. Maybe, with her mother in a come and her grandmother's death taking her away from her only living relative was the wrong thing to do.
Or maybe, the back of his mind added, Schuyler's feelings have nothing to do with death comas and separation. Could all this really be about her not having a soul mate? Would she really storm out of a room because she actually really wants to have a bond that ties her to one man for all eternity?
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"Yes."
"And he acted like what he said was not mean at all?"
"Yes."
"Even After you said that you did not want to end up like you mom?"
"For god's sake Bliss YES!!!! I just told you the story. Do you need to her it again?"
"No, I am just trying to figure this out."
"Well stop asking questions."
They were in Bliss's over sized bed room snuggled under the covers in her ever so conferable bed. Schuyler had told her story leaving out the parts about Austin, and bliss listened carefully only making comments about how Oliver is an ass for saying those things.
"God, he is an ass," Bliss said again.
Schuyler knew these words were supposed to make her feel better, but they only made her want to cry more. Hearing her friend call her other friend an ass, jerk, jack ass, bustard, and bitch was not what she wanted to hear. But she didn't want to hear Bliss say that he was just upset and had to say something to make himself fell better, and "there are other fish in the sea," would not work here either.
"He is not an ass; he just wanted me to…" He wanted me to what?
"Cry, he wanted you to cry."
"I don't believe it."
"Whatever, but don't say I didn't tell you."
Schuyler sighed, this was not helping her. She thought Bliss would be helpful, understanding, and sensitive. But Bliss was being… Bliss was being Mimi.
"What's up with you Bliss? You're acting like Mimi- or how Mimi would act if she ever tried to help me."
"I'm sorry; it is just this guy at the shut really got on my nerves."
Schuyler looked at her friend abashed. "Why didn't you tell me?" Bliss knew that Schuyler was always
there for her. Just as Bliss was for her.
"Cuz you were so sad, I didn't want to bother you with my problems."
Schuyler laughed half heartily, "Bliss you know I will always be there for you."
"Yeah I know," She replied.
"So tell me, what happened?"
Bliss thought for a moment then nodded starting at the beginning when she first walked in to the second lobby.
"So I came in this girl was sitting there she smiled and told me to have a seat. So I did and she went out and got me a water," Schuyler's heart sunk, maybe they always do that. "Then she went back to the counter and started to pack up her things. I thought it was stupid for her to leave when there was like 3 hours of pictures to be taken. I mean, what if someone needed something? But she packed up anyway. But she did not leave right away. She was waiting for this guy. When he came they had a short conversation where she thanked him and he asked her why he had to watch the counter. He seemed kinda mad that he had to. Anyway she told him that she was going to a party. That made him even angrier; apparently he was going to go to that party also. So he kissed her good bye and went around the desk taking her seat."
It took Schuyler a moment to realize what Bliss had said. "Wait," She asked surprised "What? He kissed her?" Bliss nodded.
"But that's not all. After the shoot he gave me the once over when I was waiting for you and then when you walked out he did the same to you, except he looked even more interested in you then he did with me," Bliss sighed, "That is what got me mad. You have enough shit in your life; you don't need some vain preppy player making it worse."
Schuyler had not heard this last part, she was to wrapped up in the thought of Austin Kissing another girl when he had show so much interest in her when they talked. She knew it was stupid, but it hurt her. This guy had seemed so sweet and caring. Plus he read, and the book was a big one too, probably 500 pages or so. Schuyler did not know one guy who was such an ass and read that much. Maybe it was an act, Some part of her mind thought, maybe he pegged me as the kind of girl who dated brainy guys and was just trying to get me interested. She hated to admit it but it had worked, she really started to like this guy. Of course, it could have just been that he had just happened to be there, so she decided to use him as a rebound. But somehow she didn't think so.
Schuyler sighed and looked at Bliss, she looked so angry at the guy. And she had said that he kissed the other woman, and gave both her and Bliss the once over. Maybe I should stay away from him. She thought; Show him that his plan did not work on me. And with that she made herself a promise that she would not let her feelings for this new boy show. And hoped that they would disappear all together.
Again I thank you for reading my stories, and I do hope you like them. Anyway I am in need of some fill in chapters so if you have any ideas about things I can have happen. Plaese tell me. I can be anything. Something as little as Mimi breaking her leg or something as big as Oliver Killing him self over his angst. And I also hope to update more now that I have started school and have an actual schedule going.
