I was too late.

I couldn't save her.

She was gone.

All's I was left with was….our daughter. Renesmee.

How could I have been so stupid? And late? I had it all planned, seeing Alice's vision.

How could I have done this to my love? She can't be gone. I'm just imagining this. Someone is playing a joke on me. Well, it isn't funny and they are going to pay. I could hear someone approaching.

Edward? I didn't see this. But it's not your fault. Don't do something stupid. You still have us, you know.

I need to get everyone out of my head. They all knew the minute it happened. Bella was strong. How could this have happened to her? She was Bella. This couldn't have happened after all she has been through. Because of me.

I was the poisonous drug to her. I've caused so much pain to her. This is my entire fault.

They were talking down there. I'm not deaf.

I hope they get the memo and leave me alone. Because whoever pulled this prank is going to pay. And they knew that. This is a cruel joke. She couldn't be apart of it? Could she? I mean she would have to because she was lying there. Heavy and not moving, breathing. Nothing.

I've always not been able to hear her, but this was pure skill. Her vampire talent??

I'd have to get Garrett on this one. I always knew she was talented.

I could hear Renesmee's heart beating a frenzy downstairs.

And…

Rosalie cooing away. Can't she have her own? She is Bella's and my baby.

Was the 'dog' apart of this?? If so, then it would be time to kill him.

Why do I have to be such a monster? Especially to my love. I am a monster. But I don't want to be a monster. This is why I chose this life.

I tuned out of my own masochistic head for a bit and was listening to everyone else.

Rosalie's thoughts were apparent enough that I shouldn't of even tuned into her head, but I did anyway. She is so cute. I wish she was mine. Why should I not be able to have a child of my own…with Emmett. Kids. I've always been a sucker.

At least it was better than what I usually heard from her.

Alice….was worried about me. I would be too, if I was the horrible person that is pulling this on me. She was talking to Carlisle.

Nobody else seemed to notice me sulking madly besides Alice and now Carlisle (he knew something was up) but now Esme.

Edward? It was Esme. We are worried about you. What's wrong? Bella is going to be in the change for a couple of days. You need to see your daughter.

Yes the change. She was right about everything, of course. I put my venom in just like I had planned out. I wasn't too late she was still suffering with the pain from birthing Renesmee.

Carlisle is going to come up and check on you. Alice knew better than to let him come up and reason with my beliefs at the moment.

I could hear Carlisle approaching. He seemed to be taking human speed rather than the alternative.

Giving me time. He is the wisest I've ever known.