Hey guys chapter 2 is revised and again I added a lot of new stuff! went from 3,000 words to 5,000 O.o... I hope you enjoy!

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WARNING: THIS IS RATED M FOR SEXUAL CONTENT AND LANGUAGETHIS IS YAOI

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Ed woke up prepared to feel Roy's arm draped around his waist. It is a feeling he had gotten used to since they started "dating." When he went to grab Roy's arm to lift it off he realized it wasn't there. Edward's eyes popped open. 'He awoke before me, shit.' He touched his cheeks and felt the dried stained tears… 'Does he know? Did he see? What should I do?'

Ed got up prepared to pretend nothing happened. He got dressed and went to the bathroom like his usual routine. He washed the tear stain marks off his face and put on the fake smile that he had mastered during his frequent sex runs with Roy. He started walking to the kitchen where he heard Roy at. Ed could smell the breakfast that Roy was making, bacon and eggs. It was his favorite. Roy was an amazing cook. He lived alone for so long that he had to master the art of cooking or starve. The only problem was that Roy hated cooking. So the fact he was cooking Edwards favorite indeed got him worried. Roy always made eggs for him because it was easy the new thing was bacon. Roy hated making bacon. He always complained that it made such a mess and burned him everywhere when it popped. He always made a joke saying that he was the only one allowed to burn someone in the house and bacon didn't get the privilege. So why would Roy be making bacon today of all days… the day he woke up before Edward. It had to be because he saw. Still Edward refused to believe that Roy knew.

He walked into the kitchen with a nice smile on his face. "Good morning Roy!" Ed exclaimed with as much fake enthusiasm as he could without giving it away. He seemed surprised to hear Ed sound excited. 'Shit, he really must have seen.' Edward ignored Roy's surprised look and went up to him to look around his shoulder at what he was cooking.

Ed came in with a cheerful voice, it surprised Roy indeed. 'Wasn't he crying last night?' Roy did not know if he should confront Ed about it or if he should keep that he saw it to himself. 'Did I imagine seeing tear marks on Edward's beautiful face? I do not understand why he would be crying in the first place… maybe I did imagine it.' So after much thought Roy started to believe he imagined it. He decided to ignore what he saw at that moment and planned to ask Hughes when he got to the office.

After Roy made breakfast, he brought the food to the table where Ed was waiting. He placed the orange juice- which he knew Ed would want- in front of him while he placed a cup of coffee at his seat next to Ed. Once he made sure they were all set for breakfast, he sat down himself, happy to see that Ed had waited for him.

"So I am guessing you are wondering why I made breakfast?"

"Actually yes I am. You never make anything other than eggs, and since I have been here you haven't made breakfast at all since I usually get up before you. Plus you made bacon."

"But you love bacon."

"I do love bacon, but I also know you hate bacon. That makes this whole thing quite suspicious." Ed knew it was risky questioning the reason as to why Roy was making breakfast, however this little game they were playing was that Edward really enjoyed about their relationship. If they could act and do this all day he would say he has the perfect relationship.

"Well I'm not trying to be suspicious. I decided to make breakfast because it was a special occasion."

"Special occasion?"

"Well of course today marks our six month anniversary. Plus out of the six months we have been together this is the first time I have woken up before you." Roy said laughing.

Ed smiled. "I guess it is because I am an early riser."

"Yes but that is one reason I love you." Roy said and leaned in to give Ed a kiss on his temple.

Ed smiled a fake smile. 'Yeah the other reason is because you like my body when we have sex.' That is what Ed was thinking. However, what came out as usual was a "I love you too."

"I can't believe we have been together for six months already."

"I know it's a miracle seeing as how you used to not being able to handle a relationship for more than one night."

"Hey that's not fair. Sure I haven't had a relationship for an extremely long time, but the one night stands every night were to get my mind off of you."

"Wait what?"

"Yeah. I have had feeling for you for a long time. I had inappropriate thoughts way before you became of age and so I didn't do something stupid and get court marshalled, I used girls to get my mind off of you and that perk little bottom you have."

Ed was surprised to hear that Roy had one night stands every night basically so he would end up jumping Ed in the halls. It freaks him out more knowing that his body means that much to Roy. He now knows that if he ever told Roy he didn't want to have sex, he and his stupid thoughts of love would be kicked out on to the curb. He now has to make up for all those years Roy slept with sluts… great.

Breakfast got a lot quieter after that. Roy thought it was because Ed was too busy eating, but Ed was just too busy moping.

After eating, they put their dishes into the sink and while Roy headed to the office Ed headed home.

When Roy got to the office he conveniently ran in to Hughes. He decided he was going to wait on asking Hughes what could be wrong with Edward seeing as Edward seemed okay this morning. That being said, Roy planned to avoid Hughes today because in a week would be Elicia's birthday and he just knew that Hughes would have a lot of pictures to brag about… that was the last thing he wanted to deal with this early in the morning. Seeing Hughes however, realization dawned on him; Edward's birthday is also in a week. 'Shit what should I get Edward? Hmm maybe running into Maes will be helpful.'

"Hey Hughes."

"Roy, my friend, just look at this beautiful picture of Elicia!"

"Yeah, yeah she is very pretty, but I need your help. What should I get Edward for his birthday? It is coming up in a week and-"

"It is Edwards' birthday, but don't forget it is Elicia's Birthday too!"

"I know. I remember that it is her birthday. I already plan on getting her a big cake, and that book she wanted."

"Good, and you plan on going to her birthday party right?"

"Well it depends on what I am going to do with Edward."

"Bring Edward with you. Alphonse and Winry are coming from Risembool to surprise Elicia, so it would probably make Edward happy to see them again. We can make it a party for the both of them. And then later that night you could do something for just the two of you."

"Okay we can do that. I do agree that Edward will like that, but that still does not help me as to what I should get him."

"Hmm well you know what Edward likes, revolve it around that. Anyway I have to go. I have a meeting today so I will talk to you later. Bye Roy!"

Roy nodded his good bye and started walking to his office. While walking to his office, Roy was still thinking as to what he should get Ed. 'I know he likes Alchemy, so maybe I should get him a book as well. There was that book he was trying to find. Maybe I can find it and then go get it.' Roy decided that was what he was going to do.

When he finally got to his office he asked Hawkeye to find the book and report back to him. After hearing the name of the book Hawkeye had a feeling it was a birthday present for Edward and nodded.

She was happy that they were dating because now she did not have to shoot at Roy all the time because he always had his work done on time just so he could get home. She did not care as to why he got it done, just as long as it did get done.

After getting Hawkeyes affirmative he walked into his inner office and sat down behind the stacks of paperwork already piling up on his desk. Once he sat down his mine got a crazy thought. 'Why don't I take Ed on a huge date for his birthday! We could go to his favorite restaurant, which in my opinion is a little too pricy, but for him, especially on his birthday, I don't mind. Then we could go to the fair that he has been hinting to and then he could go to a fancy hotel and have the time of his life. I will make love to him all night!" While imagining what he thought was the perfect date/birthday for Edward, Hawkeye walked in scaring him out of his thoughts with a bullet next to his head.

"Well sir I haven't had to do that in a long time. What has you so preoccupied if you don't mind me asking?"

Luckily the hard on Roy was starting to get while thinking of Edward in bed went away from being shot at. "Sorry I was just thinking about the perfect birthday I plan to give Edward. I will get back to work now."

"Good. Thank you sir. Now I came in here to tell you that I found the book. It is in the next city to the west, about an hour and a half from here."

"Hmm I see well then can you give me the paperwork I am supposed to do tomorrow and bring it in today. I want to have it done today as well so I can have tomorrow off."

"All of tomorrows paperwork today sir? That is a lot."

"Well I have to. I need that book. I need to get it for Edward."

"Hmm well let me see what I can do maybe I can find all the important documents and give those to you today and less important ones you can do the next day."

"Thank you so much that will be great." With that, Hawkeye left to go sort out which were the most important papers.

While Hawkeye was going to work on that, Roy decided to call Edward to let him know they will not be able to spend time together tonight seeing as he will be at the office all night.

The phone rang three times before Edward picked up. "Hello?"

"Hey Edward."

"Oh hey Roy. What is up?"

"I just wanted to let you know that I will be stuck in the office all night so we won't be able to see each other tonight."

"Oh why so late?"

"Tomorrow I have a meeting out of Central so I am doing a lot of the paperwork I have for tomorrow today."

"Oh okay well I understand. I will talk to you tomorrow then?"

"Yeah of course. Love you Ed."

"Yeah you too." With that they both hung up.

After Edward hung up, he looked at the phone confused. 'Normally if he has a meeting out of Central Hawkeye is supposed to do his paperwork, so why is he doing it today… Did he lie to me? Is he really going to be doing to paperwork all night? Did he finally get sick of my body and decided to find a new bedmate tonight? Or did he see my tears and get grossed out?' The more and more Ed thought about the reason Roy called, the more and more depressed he got.

Sure he did not enjoy the sex, but that did not mean he did not love the man. Hell it was the exact opposite. He loved Roy more than anything. That is why he dealt with the sorrow of being a fuck buddy every night. That is why he never told Roy he did not want to have sex. That is why he never broke it off… but what if Roy decided to be done with Edward, could he accept that? Would Ed actually be relieved that he didn't have to suffer that pain every night of having the person he loved fuck him every night so gently, but not being able to enjoy it?

The answer is no. No he couldn't. Edward was now on the verge of hysterics. He had to figure out if Roy was lying to him. Tonight he would go to the office to see if he was there.

All day Edward sat trying to think of an explanation he would give Roy as to why he was visiting him so late at night… that is if Roy was actually there. He came up with many excuses but in his head all sounded lame.

When it was finally time for Edward to head, he stopped by a coffee house and grabbed a cup of coffee. He got to the building and showed the guard his pocket watch. They nodded and let him in. He walked the dark, gloomy hallways in dread. He feared the worse. He got to the room he was so familiar with and walked in. On either side of him there were desks lined up. It was weird seeing every desk in the room empty. Plus the silence in the room was very eerie. He walked to the very back of the office and stopped at the door he was scared to open. The door that had Mustang engraved on it.

He picked up his hand and knocked. No one answered. He took a deep breath and opened the door. The light was on, but there was no Mustang. Edward's heart broke. Inside Edward's head he was having a battle. One side was defending Roy, saying that maybe he was at the bathroom or taking a break. The other side was against Mustang, saying that he lied and that he is out cheating.

He was so busy with his mini battle in his head, that he almost dropped the coffee when someone called out his name. The voice being extremely familiar.

"Edward?"

He quickly took a huge breath and turned around to look Roy in the eyes. He had to see him to make sure that he was imagining it.

"Ed what are you doing here?"

Edward took a moment to scan Roy over. He kept telling himself that he wasn't a bad boyfriend and trusted his lover. He kept telling himself that he was looking Roy over because he loved the way Roy looked, but he knew that wasn't the truth. He was looking Roy over to make sure he was not coming back from a fuck. He couldn't hide the accusation in his voice.

"Huh? What about you? Why weren't you in your office?"

"Oh well I got tired so I went to get some coffee, but they were out. You didn't answer me though, why are you here?"

Edward, a little dejected that Roy didn't seem happy that he was here, held out a coffee for Roy.

Seeing the coffee surprised Roy and made him smile. Edward thought about him! It was then that Roy noticed the dejected look on Edward's face and realized his mistake. "Oh Edward do not have that face. I didn't mean for it to come out that way. I am glad that you came, brought me coffee." Roy said it with a smirk and went up to give Ed a hug and take the coffee.

Edward gave another fake smile and started walking to the door. "Well I will let you get back to your work."

"Don't you want to stay for a while? Maybe you can help motivate me to work faster" Roy commented with a wink.

Edward knew what Roy wanted. He wanted a quickie in the office, but Ed didn't think he could do that. If he did he would have to hold his tears until he was able to leave the office and that seemed too hard. But then Edward thought of another problem, if he denied Roy, would Roy break up with him? Ed was at a loss as to what to do, so he nodded and slowly walked to Roy with tired looking eyes.

Roy not as clueless as Edward thinks noticed the tired look, but just believed that Edward was only tired. So instead of an office quickie, Roy kissed Edward on the lips then on the forehead. "I can see you are tired. It is okay you can go back home and get some rest."

Edwards eyes got a fraction size bigger. "No Roy it is okay I am fine."

"You do not seem fine. Go home."

"No you wanted sex right! I can do that." With that Edward walked closer to Roy and started kissing him. Roy let it go on for a few minutes. He always loved Edwards kisses. He only stopped when he felt a shaky hand reaching towards his flaccid member. He knew Edward was well enough to do anything so he slowly pulled Edwards hand away.

Edward tensed up and backed farther away. Edward felt so hurt and dejected that he knew if Roy saw his face, he would be able to see. He turned around and muttered an apology. He started walking quickly to the door.

Roy on the other hand knew he said the wrong thing again. "Edward."

Edward not wanting to listen to the break up talk ignored Roy and continued walking to the door. He got out of the office and near the last desks before he felt a hand grip his bicep.

"Edward, stop and listen to me."

Ed turned around to face his lover. "You don't get to order me around. This isn't work. We don't have higher rankings, so I don't have to follow your orders!"

"Like you ever listened to me anyway, but I wasn't trying to order you around. I am sorry if it came out sounding like a command I did not mean for it to, but I really would like it if you would just hear me out."

Edward now feeling like a fool just nodded.

"Come on let's go back into my office and sit down to take a breather."

Edward did not make a move toward the couch but he was running away either, so Roy kept his grip on Edward's upper arm and led him to the couch. Once they were both seated, Roy started talking.

"Listen Edward I did not pull your hand away because I didn't want sex with you. You know I always love to have sex with you-"

"Because it's the best sex you have ever had."

"Exactly! So trust me when I say I didn't want to have sex with you. Hell I even suggest it, but I know we have been having it a lot and last night I know I wore you out. When I offered it I noticed that you seemed tired so I thought we could take a break today so you rest up. I am sorry if I offended you."

"So you don't want sex today? Can you handle going a day without sex?"

"No sex with you, probably not. That being said if I wear you out too much then we might have to go longer without sex and that would be a problem." Roy said the last part in a joking manor, but Ed took it literally. Ed just smiled. "Besides you made my night so much easier, you brought me coffee! Best boyfriend ever!"

Edward was happy to see the enthusiasm, but wasn't sure if he liked the reason behind it.

"Well now that I got my coffee, I suppose I should get back to work. I will talk to you tomorrow."

Edward nodded, accepted the kiss on the forehead and then left the office. On his way home Edward's mind started wandering again. 'He only was happy to see me because I had coffee… then he wanted my body; the only thing I am good for. No matter how much he tells me he still likes my body, I know today was different. Normally when we kiss he gets aroused, but right before he pulled my hand away I felt that his dick didn't get hard at all. Maybe he did lie and he had just came back from fucking some girl. No that isn't possible. Before I started kissing Roy, I inhaled and didn't smell sex on him. Roy also didn't come back all messed up. Is he getting bored of my body? I should be happy shouldn't I? Yes I would be happy that Roy doesn't want to fuck me anymore, but that would also me he didn't love me anymore… then I would be all alone. Then I would have to listen to Roy brag about all his one night stands again and get hurt. I don't want that to happen… I can't make a careless mistake like that again. I cannot let Roy see me cry again. I have to let him fuck my body. That way he can love my body and I can love him.

The next day, Roy woke up later than usual and was happy he didn't have to go to work. However he was even happier when he remembered that today would be the day that he got to head over and get Edward's book.

While the trip over to the bookstore was uneventful, that only made Roy's mind wander. 'I wonder if Edward is feeling better now. Did he get enough sleep? He really did look tired. I guess after I get the book I will stop by Edward's place."

So that is what he did. He got the book and headed over to Edward's apartment a few blocks down from the military headquarters. When he went to the receptionist he noticed the nasty look on his face when he mentioned Edward's name. However, they guy gave him the okay to go up to Ed's room. He knocked on the door and was happy to see Edward looking better.

"Hey I just got back and wanted to check on you. I wanted to make sure you were feeling better tonight."

Edward nodded to Roy with that same fake smile on his face. 'He came to check on me? He probably wants to make sure his toy doesn't get sick. Either way Roy is here now and I don't want him to get bored of me so I have to do my best.' "Hey Roy I feel much better. Come in." Ed moved over to let Roy into the room and went and sat on the bed to wait for Roy to take his shoes and jacket off. Edward's room is a one room living area. His kitchen is technically in his bedroom. The only other room he has, if you can call it that is the bathroom. He did not have a couch so the bed was the only comfy thing to sit on. Also he wanted to make Roy happy so he wouldn't break up with him.

So when Roy finally got his shoes and coat off and looked over to him, there Ed was, sitting there without his shirt on basically telling him 'Fuck me now.' This is what Roy decided to do. Roy thought that is what Ed had wanted.

He took off his shirt and leaned over to kiss Edward, which Ed kissed back. Ed grabbed the back of Roy's neck and pulled him down on top of him.

Kissing was Edward's favorite part. He loved it actually because it made him feel close to Roy. So Edward always ended up participating in the kissing portion of their foreplay, but today that part of the foreplay seem to be cut short.

Roy broke the kiss and started kissing down Edward's stomach. Once he got to the bottom of Edwards stomach where the V disappeared into Edward's pants, Roy took his hands and glided them down and up Ed's stomach. He started to play with Edward's nipples while sucking and playing with Edward's hipbone. Finally once Edwards nipples felt hard and Roy left a nice size hickey on Edwards hipbone, he brought his hands down to Edward's pants line and slowly took them off. Once he got both Edward's underwear and pants off he slowly took his own off.

He remembered the first time they had sex and Edward looked nervous when he was the only one completely naked so ever since then Roy had made sure to take his pants off right after Eds.

In Edward's eyes however when Roy took off his pants right after Ed's, Ed thought it was because Roy just wanted to get to the sex part. He felt like Roy really did not want to look at his body. He just wanted to take pleasure from Edward. In Edward's mind he believed that Roy only pleasured him so Edward would still let him use his body. For once in Edward's life he was clueless. Love was not his expertise. He never really saw a functioning relationship to know how one went. By the time Edward was old enough to understand love, his father was already long gone. He knew his feelings for Roy were genuine, however he didn't understand how the relationship was supposed to be. If Roy was happy taking Edward's body that is all that matters as long as Edward got to feel loved even if it was just for a short period of time.

After Roy got his clothes completely off he leaned down, letting their cocks rub together while they had a mini kiss battle. While continuing the kiss battle, Roy pushed his hips down and started grinding on to Edwards Sex. Edward let out a moan while Roy let out a grunt. Roy couldn't take it anymore and broke off the kiss. He reached over the bed to his pants and grabbed out a bottle of lube that he decided to buy on his way over here. He slicked up with hands and slowly entered one finger. After Edward got used to the first digit he entered his next finger and then finally the last.

This was Edward's least favorite part, because he knew what was coming next. It was impossible to think about anything else. After the three fingers would come Roy's dick. Then it would end up leading to both of them releasing their seed to the world. Of course Ed's body enjoyed it. Why wouldn't it? He was still considered a hormonal teenager. Plus he started later than everyone else because of his search to get his brother's body back. So he had a lot of backed up cum in his system. Edward felt the fingers leave his body which meant Roy was putting the condom on. Once he felt Roy's dick at his entrance he tensed up like usual.

"Ed you know you need to relax. I don't want to hurt you."

"I know, sorry."

"It is okay. I just don't want to hurt you. If you stay tensed up like that it might tear something and we both don't want that."

Ed nodded and forced himself to relax. Once Roy saw that Ed was relaxed he slowly slid his member in. He sat there to make sure Ed was ready and one Ed nodded Roy started slowly thrusting in and out. The longer they went the faster Roy went. Once he felt close he grabbed Edwards weeping cock and started stroking it to the rhythm of his thrusts. Around the same time both released expressing their climaxes.

Once they both came down from their high, Roy pulled out of Ed, slipped off the condom, tied a knot at the end and threw it away. Once he turned around Ed was already on his side. Remembering the morning that he woke before Ed he looked over Edward's shoulder and noticed there wasn't any tears coming down his face. Roy decided right then and there that it probably was just from a bad dream that night. So he cuddled up behind Edward, holding him tightly, He finally drifted off to sleep.

Edward waited for a while. Once he was fully sure that Roy was asleep, he let the tears that were trying to escape finally descend down his face. This time however he made sure to wipe the tear marks away before he finally went to sleep.

Every night it ended this way with Ed staying up much later to make sure all the tears were gone so Roy would stay clueless and so Roy would stay "in love" with him. He lost a lot of sleep to keep this routine going. He kept it up for a week… that is until the day of his birthday.


so that is the end of the revision of chapter 2!

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Naomi ^_^