Hey guys chapter 3 is revised. I did not add that much maybe about 500 more words, but I fixed the grammatical errors and tried to make it flow better.
(BTW THIS WAS READY 3 DAYS AGO I FOR TO UPLOAD IT! IM SORRY!)
So I wanted to put in here as a fun fact that the fair date was actually my first experience at the fair... I was Roy. I can't do spinning rides they make me sick and the emu thing... yeah those things are fucking creepy I can't do big birds. when I was younger I got bit by a peacock and emus look like there are going to kill you... look them up, they are scary.
Anyway please enjoy!
DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN FULLMETAL ALCHEMIST
WARNING: THIS RATED M FOR SEXUAL CONTENT AND LANGUAGETHIS IS YAOI!
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Edward woke up wide awake. The last time he woke up this abruptly was because Roy had woke up before him. Roy, the love of his life. He has loved Roy for as long as he could remember, but still after six months of being with the one he loves, he still has the fear of waking up before him. The fear has gotten worse since a week ago when Roy had actually awaked before him and he thought that Roy had seen his tear stained cheeks. Luckily Roy didn't notice or at least did not say anything about it. So today when he had awaken not an all tired he thought that he had over slept and Roy had noticed.
He only calmed down when he felt Roy's arms still wrapped around him. Edward was now wondering why he was wide awake then… then it hit him. Today was his birthday. He really never cared for his birthday, especially after his mother had died. He just hoped that everyone had forgotten about it. He hoped that everyone would forget his and focus on Elicia's.
Finally after praying to the gate that people would forget, he tried to slip out of bed. He grabbed Roy's arms and slowly tried to pry them off his waist. He didn't mind having Roy's arms wrapped around his waist. In fact he loved the feeling. It felt wonderful in his eyes. It made him feel wanted. He knew Roy must always have done this with every one night stand he's ever had, but still it did make him feel loved. He knew by now that he was not a one night stand. Hell they have been together for six months and Roy calls him his boyfriend, but that does not mean Edward feels secure. Every time he woke up in Roy's arms meant that it was one more day that Roy had decided his body was good enough. He wanted to stay in his arms for a little while longer, but he knew he had to get up to wash his face. So he continued to lift Roy's arms off of him.
Right when he thought he was in the clear to sneak out of the bed, the arms pulled him in. 'Shit he is awake. Instead of trying to get out the bed again he took his hands and discreetly rubbed his face to make sure his face was clear of the crying last night. After he felt they were good and clean he turned around to be staring into the eyes that could make his heart melt.
"Morning."
"Good morning Ed. Trying to get out of bed early even on your birthday?"
'Shit he remembered.' "Uh yeah I thought I should get ready for Elicia's party."
"Oh come on Ed it is your party too and besides it's only-" Roy looks over at the clock on the bedside table. "-8 o'clock in the morning and we don't have to be at their house until 11 and the party doesn't even start until 12."
"I guess you are right."
"But now that we are awake I know a way to make time go by faster" Roy said with a smirk.
Edward's eyes grew wide out of nervousness. He knew that if they had sex now then he would be found out for sure.
Roy thinking his nerves were due to the fact that he didn't want to be in pain during the party, he decided to squash those fears. "Oh Edward don't worry. I don't mean that. We can do things in the bed that don't involve that cute little butt of yours."
Edward's eyes turned to narrow slits. "Leave the size of my ass out of this Mustang."
"Why I love your perk little bottom!" With that Roy leaned in and captured Edwards lips. It was a short kiss. As soon as it started, it ended. Roy pulled away and looked down to Edward. "Is that okay? We will just kiss for now?"
Edward nodded this was his favorite part of the relationship. Roy's kisses were amazing. They always took his breath away.
Roy's fingers brushed his hair away from his face, and he dipped his head and covered Edward's lips with his. Ed sucked in a jagged breath, unable to hide how much it affected him when Roy kissed him. Roy's bottom lip brushed again Ed's. He kissed him softly, slow and tentative. Nipping my bottom lip with his teeth, Roy kissed Ed and he responded. Ed leaned into him and pressed his mouth roughly against his. Ed felt Roy's tongue brush the seam of his lips, asking for them to part, so he opened his mouth. Brushing his tongue along the curves of Ed's mouth, Roy kisses him deeper. Ed moaned, leaning into him, not wanting it to stop. This was the only thing Ed could engage in when it came to romance with Roy. This was the only thing he liked to do with him that they did that involved sexual activity.
Every part of Roy's body was burning up and so was Edwards. Every bit of Edward was hyper-sensitive to Roy's touch at this moment. As Roy's hands touched his skin, he felt lighter, like he was flying. Roy leaned down on to Edward and he could feel how hard Roy was, how much he wanted him.
That is when he snapped back to reality. The feeling of Roy's bare length rubbing against his own, reminded him of where he was. Reminded him what he was doing. He knew Roy. He knew what Roy wanted. Roy wanted sex. He could never just be in a relationship with Roy. It had to be about sex.
He continued kissing Roy, but he wasn't as active in it as he was just a minute ago, and Roy noticed it.
Roy pulled back and looked down and Edward confused. "What is the matter?"
"Nothing."
"I am serious. What is the matter Edward."
The tone Roy used sounded authoritative and annoyed and it worried Ed. Edward couldn't tell if Roy's look was a look of confusion or a look of annoyance and worried him the most. 'Is he annoyed of me? He is going to break up with me? Oh Gate is this going to be added to my list of horrible birthdays? No I have to make things better.'
"Nothings the wrong Roy!" Ed said and grabbed the back of Roy's neck and pulled his face down into his and started to kiss him.
Roy let Ed kiss him for a moment, but as soon as Ed went to grab his cock, he snapped back to reality. Roy pulled away from the kiss again and this time got up and sat next to Ed. "What is wrong? And don't tell me nothing is wrong. I have been with you long enough to know when something is upsetting you."
Ed didn't say anything. Hell he did not know what to say. He was already too worried that Roy was going to break up with him that he did not want to make anything worse.
Figuring Ed wasn't going to talk Roy decided to continue. "listen Ed I am so confused. You need to talk to me. First you seem like you were enjoying the kiss then randomly you stop participating. And when I ask what is wrong, you say nothing and start kissing me again; then you start stroking me? Ed you never do that? Please let me know what is wrong. I am worried about you."
"Why does it matter? You are going to break up with me anyway." Ed commented and started to get up only to be pulled back down so he was again sitting on the bed. He didn't want to look into Roy's eyes to see the annoyance and anger in them.
However there was no annoyance in Roy's eyes. There was anger but not towards the boy. "Who told you I was going to break up with you? I swear I will kill them!"
"No. No one told me that you were going to break up with me. I just assumed."
"Why would you assume I would break up with you?" Roy asked pulling Ed's face so he would look at him.
"I don't know." And really he didn't. He did not know at all how to explain how he came up with the idea that Roy was going to break up with him.
"Listen silly, I am not going to break up with you. Especially on your birthday; what ass could do such a thing?" Seeing the downcast on Edward's face, Roy realized he said the wrong thing, but he couldn't realize what it was that he said wrong. Roy new he was bad a confessing his feelings. It was never his strong suit. Every time he said he loved someone, he had to come up with a reason why. It was just something he always did. Then he realized his mistake. "Don't worry Ed I didn't mean I was going to break up with you just not today. I don't plan on ever breaking up with you. I already told you I love you, and besides I don't think I could ever go back to sleeping with girls. Your body is just too perfect." Roy said while hugging Ed.
With his head leaning against Roy's chest Ed sat there thinking. He had mixed emotions with that Roy said. Sure he was happy that Roy said he wasn't going to break up with him, however it was still only because of his body. He knew the only way he could keep Roy was if he looked good and gave him what he wanted. So Ed put on his fake smile and hugged Roy back. Once they pulled away and Roy saw the smile on Edward's face, he was happy that he was able to squash Ed's worries, or so he thought.
"Come on Edward let us get up and get ready. I am still determined to make this the best birthday you have ever had. I have the whole day planned out!"
Now to say Edward was curious was an understatement. Here he thought that all they were doing is going to Elicia's and his birthday party, but now he was starting to think otherwise.
"What do you mean I thought we were going to the party?"
"Of course not! You really think I wouldn't have something special planned for my boyfriend?"
Edward always blushed whenever Roy called him his boyfriend. It was very rare when he did say it. "Okay so what do we have planned for the day?"
"I am not telling. It is a surprise!" With that Roy kissed Ed on the forehead and told him to come down stairs after he took a quick shower. Then Roy left the room to prepare Edward a huge breakfast full of his favorite food. Roy knew how much Edward loved food.
Once Edward took a quick shower and brushed his teeth, he went down stairs and into the kitchen. To say he was surprised would be an understatement. On the table was all his favorite breakfast meals. He was starting to wonder how long he was actually in the bathroom.
Roy just smiled and ushered him to sit. Once they were both sitting down Roy looked at Edward's face. "Aren't you going to eat? I made it for you. I know how much you like food."
"I am not a fat ass Roy."
"I didn't say you were."
"I don't like food that much. I usually eat a lot because I use a lot of energy. You saying I like food that much is implying I am a fat ass."
"I did not say you were a fat ass. I was just saying that you liked food. Everyone likes food. Geez what is your problem can't I spoil you for your birthday without you complaining."
Edward flinched. He knew he was being a jerk. Of course Roy wasn't calling him a fat ass. It is only in his mind. After Roy this morning had told him that he thought his body was perfect he started to think what would happen if he ate too much. Would Roy still love him? Well he can enjoy today and eat as much as he wants and starting tomorrow he will cut back.
So that is what Ed did, he munched in.
After eating, Roy went upstairs and got ready for the day. Once he came down it was time for them to head out to the Hughes's house. Before they left Roy went upstairs and grabbed two presents and then put something in his back pocket, ignoring Edward's curious glance.
When they got to the house they rang the doorbell. Elicia was the one to open the door. She smiled and jumped into Roy's arms. Roy grabbed her and swung her around telling her happy birthday.
Edward couldn't help but smile at the exchange. He never saw them two together and was really surprised at how sweet Roy was to Elicia. 'He would make a good father, but he won't be able to be one if he is with me.' Again Edward's thoughts got the better of him.
"Happy Birthday Edward!"
"Happy Birthday to you too Elicia." Ed said snapping out of his thoughts to look up at the girl that was now clinging on to Roy's shoulders. All three of them walked into the house.
"Aww Edward! Roy! Glad you could make it on time. Roy come help set up the supplies. Edward why don't you go take Elicia outside and play with her." Gracia said basically begging Edward to keep Elicia preoccupied so they could finish setting up the party.
Ed nodded and went out side with Elicia. Him doing that made setting up the house go much faster and by the time the first guest arrived, the whole house was set up.
The party was a strange one to say the least. They had tons of little 5 and 6 year olds running around for Elicia and a bunch of military guys hanging around wishing there was alcohol because of the 5 and 6 year olds for Edward. However, the party turned out to be a huge success. Both Edward and Elicia seemed to enjoy themselves. They had just ate the cake and now it was time for presents. Elicia opened hers first and then Ed did his. Once he finished with his stack he smiled and thanked everyone. He was about to get up when Roy handed him another present.
Edward remembered the wrapping paper from this morning. He slowly opened and a gasped when he saw the book that was in his hands. "H-how did you find it? W-where did you get it? I have been looking all over for this book."
"I know. I asked Riza to find it and remember that day I told you I had to stay late because I had to get paper work done because I had a meeting the next day… Yeah well the truth was I didn't have a meeting. I was actually completing that work so I could go and retrieve that book."
Edward was stunned. Here he thought Roy was cheating on him that time, when in actuality Roy was thinking about him the whole time. After breaking away from the trance he was in, he got up and gave Roy a hug. "Thank you."
"Don't mention it. Oh and that isn't all your present. The rest you'll get after the party."
Edward was so shocked that Roy would actually go out of his way to get this book that he didn't really pay attention to what Roy had actually said.
They rest of the party went like a normal party would Elicia still played with her friends and Edward hung out with Alphonse and Winry.
"You know that was really sweet of Roy to go out of his way to get you that book brother."
"Yeah he must really love you."
"I know it really was sweet of him Al." Ed responded to Alphonse's comment but just couldn't yet respond to Winry's. Although most people probably would have agreed with Winry that he must have really loved him, Ed still could not. For some reason every time he thought Roy might actually love him, he always comes to the same conclusion that it is his body and the sex not his personality. In Edward's eyes who could love a snappy person who gets angry over the stupidest things. Plus a person who could make their brother live in a tin can for 4 years. It had to be the sex.
They continued talking about random things for the remainder of the party.
Once everyone left, Roy looked over to Hughes to see him nod. "Hey Edward lets go."
"Go where."
"For the rest of your present of course." Roy grabbed Edward's hand and walked him outside and to the car. Roy drove to their first destination and it was Edward's favorite restaurant.
"You are kidding right?"
"Nope I know it is your favorite restaurant. Plus I also know it reminds you of home."
"But it is expensive."
"Anything for you for your birthday."
Ed was excited. He has been here only once and it was when he had gotten Alphonse body back and the food was the same food you can get at Risembool. But when Edward said it was expensive, he meant it. He also knew how cheap Roy could be and never planned for him to take him here even for his birthday. First going out of his way to get that book and now taking him to dinner, what else is he going to do for him? Why is he doing all that stuff for him anyway?
Dinner turned out to be perfect. Ed got to eat his favorite meal and Roy got to see him smile. Now Roy paid for the check and they left to the last destination.
Roy drove to their destination which was a fair. "You kept saying you wanted to go to the Central Fair when it came. Turns out it came on your birthday."
Ed was so happy he was speechless. All he managed to spit out was a "Thanks."
Roy got out of the car and came up to Ed who was also getting out. He took two pieces of paper out of his back pocket and handed one to Ed. When Edward looked down he noticed it was a ticket to get into the park, and 25 tickets to ride rides.
They went up to the entrance and handed the person their entrance ticket and walked in.
"So Ed what ride do you want to ride first?"
Edward looked around and saw a ride that spun you around in circles. It started off slowly and got faster and faster. He smiled and dragged Roy to the ride. He knew Roy hated spinning around and around but he wanted to see if Roy would ride it for him. He looked up to Roy and saw his eyes wide and his face already looked nauseous.
Roy looked down and smiled at Ed he handed the man 4 tickets and waited for Ed to pay his tickets. Ed smiled and gave the man his tickets as well. They got on the ride and strapped in. To say that Roy was already nervous was an understatement. Once the ride started spinning it got worse. Roy held on as tight as he could. The ride was still only spinning around slowly and yet Roy already regretted it. When the ride got faster Ed started laughing. Roy was too freaked out to scream. He was worried if he would open his mouth he would throw up. Roy only let go of the bar when he felt Edward being pressed against him. Finally after 5 minutes the ride came to a stop. Roy defiantly got off that ride as fast as he possibly could.
Edward smiled and nodded. "Okay no more riding that ride."
"Yes please!"
Edward smiled and grabbed Roy's hand and started walking off to the next ride. As much as Roy hated that damn spinning ride, looking down at Edward holding his hand made him happy he did it. They rode as much rides as they could until they only had enough tickets for one more ride, the Ferris wheel. It was claimed to be the biggest Ferris wheel out there. They were waiting till it got dark out so they went to the petting zoo instead.
They got to pet a bunch of different animals. They even got to feed the goats. Edward had bought a camera and they took pictures with all the animals. Edward laughed at the frightened look on Roy's face when he tried to get him to take a picture with an emu. As much as Roy acted tough, he was really afraid of big birds. Roy on the other hand claimed that the bird was evil and was out to get him. He kept denying he was afraid of the bird.
After they got through the petting zoo it was time for them to head to the Ferris wheel. Once it was their turn they handed their remaining tickets to the man and got on. The Ferris wheel started moving and Roy relaxed. This is one ride he can ride without wanting to throw up.
"Hey Roy."
"Hmm."
"I had a really good time."
"Me too." Roy put his arm around Ed's shoulders and leaned his head back in relaxation.
"Oh we still have to get a picture on the Ferris wheel." With that, Roy opened his eyes and sat up. His arm still around Edward he leaned down so his head was slightly resting on Eds. His smile was relaxed and genuine. He has never showed that much emotion before and once Edward prints the pictures out Ed would undoubtedly see Roy's true emotions, which is what Roy decided he wanted. "Tomorrow I will get these printed out."
They sat there until it was time to get off and then Roy took them back to his house. Once they got inside, Roy turned around and kissed Edward. "Now let's go have some real fun." He picked Edward up and dragged him into his room. He laid Ed on the bed and started to take his shirt off. "The night just got started Edward. Tonight you will be getting no sleep, so be prepared!" With that Roy climbed on top of Ed and proceeded to make love to Edward all night.
They had sex for hours on end. They finally finished around 4 am when Ed pretended he was too tired to do anything else. Roy however really had to pee but didn't want to get out of bed yet. So he planned to hold it in until Edward fell asleep.
When Ed looked over to see if Roy was asleep, Roy shut his eyes thinking Ed would think he was weird if he was staring at him. Ed however took it that Roy was asleep and proceeded to cry himself to sleep.
Roy was shocked to hear Ed crying. He was so confused. He thought this was the best birthday ever. When he went to ask Edward what was wrong he learned that Edward was already asleep. For some reason Roy couldn't understand why Edward would be crying. He didn't want Edward hurt. He loved the kid way too much. He decided he would ask him tomorrow. 'But what if Edward doesn't love me anymore? What if he wants to break up with me? Was that why he thought I was going to break up with him, because he wanted to break up with me? Could I really accept not being with Edward? If he really wants to break up could I really say okay? I guess I will ask him tomorrow.'
And with Roy quickly left the bed, peed, and finally went to sleep thinking about how he was going to confront the love of his life.
I hope you guys loved the revision in this chapter as much as I did! :)
