Hello guys, So I am soooooooooo sorry for not updating this sooner. I do have a lot of excuses lined up for as to why I haven updated ranging from Senior year in college to two part time jobs to getting an apartment of my own with a really shitty roommate, to owning a new doggie!, but the real reason is I have been lazy. I don't like to write chapters when my heart is not in it because then the chapter will be bad. I have been going through a lot and the dreaded anxiety has been getting to me. My service dog has been helping a lot through all that has been going on and that is the main reason I decided to write again.

I promise that I will try to write more. Believe it or not this story has definitely been my life line and all my loyal readers also have helped me. I am planning on opening a blog to write all my frustrations out (probably in funny stories) but I don't know where yet. If any of you know a good site please let me know.

I will warn you that sadly this is a short chapter but I am slowly trying to get back into the process of writing big things that don't involve school related stuff... but I really wanted to get this chapter up.

well further ado here is the next chapter to "A LOCKED HEART"

DISCLAIMER: I DO NOT OWN FULLMETAL ALCHEMIST

WARNING: THIS IS RATED M FOR SEXUAL CONTENT AND ADULT LANGUAGE
THIS IS ALSO YAOI

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Edward started pacing the moment Roy left for lunch with his family. He wished he would have followed them just in case Roy needed his help. At least that is what he kept telling himself. Really he was worried that Roy's parents were going to talk sense into him and Roy will realize that Edward is not good enough for him and that Roy would end up coming home and telling him to pack his bags. He knew he was being ridiculous. He knew Roy loved him or he would have left him a long time ago. Hell, the moment he stopped having sex with him would have been the moment he would have broken up with him. Still Roy was his first boyfriend, no first relationship and because of that he was extremely terrified that it was going to end because Roy's father is such a bigot. The worse part about all this is that after last night he was almost ready to finally make love with Roy again and he would do it without crying. He would do without crying because now he knew Roy loved him and wasn't just using him for sex.

He was in the middle of his long pace around the couch through the living room when he finally heard the dreaded sound of a key unlocking. He stopped what he was doing and slowly walked towards the door. When Roy walked in Edward was slightly relieved to see that Roy was alone but soon forgot that feel when he saw the look on Roy's face. Roy looked so defeated.

"Hey Roy, is everything okay? What happened?"

Roy looked up at Ed but not really seeing him and just walked farther into the door and into the kitchen. Ed was extremely worried about what happened now and was more concerned about Roy than anything else. He did not want to pressure him but at the same time he did not want to leave his side.

So, Edward slowly followed Roy to the kitchen and saw that Roy was sitting at one of the chairs at the kitchen table. Edward decided to get a glass of water for Roy before he went to go sit down next him. When Edward set the glass down in front of Roy he did not get that much of a response besides a slight nod of the head. Edward wasn't used to just sitting there and being quiet especially when someone he cares about is clearly hurting. He knows Roy enough to know that if Roy really wanted to talk about it he would but he also knew that Roy did not like to talk about his problems to anyone and that he would rather bottle up all his issues and keep them to himself.

Edward was just about to get up to give Roy some privacy when Roy grabbed his arm motioning him to not go anywhere. What surprised Edward even more was when Roy decided to finally speak and what he said broke Edwards heart even more.

"My father disowned me."

Edward was so ashamed, here he was thinking Roy was going to break up with him and see the errors of his ways, but he never imagined this. He loved Roy but not to the point where he would want to ruin a family over it.

"Roy I am so sorry. I do not know what to say. I can't believe he would disown you for dating a guy." The more Edward thought about it the more pissed he got. "I can't believe it. What a selfish dick! The BASTARD!"

Roy chuckled at the irony of Edward using the word bastard to describe his father when before they started dating that was the same word Edward used to describe him.

"What is so funny? He has the fucking nerve to disown you just because you like a guy. He is such a bigot. I should go over there right now and kick his sorry ass! I outta go and give him a piece of my mind and-" Edward stopped talking after noticing that Roy was looking at him with a half-smile on his face. "What is so funny?"

"You."

"Please tell me what is so funny. Your father is a bastard!"

Roy shook his head and chuckled even more, earning narrowed eyes from Edward. "Well besides you using the same word to describe my father that you used to describe me with…. The irony that we are apparently more alike than I thought-"

"NO! HELL NO! You are most definitely not anything like him. You were a different kind of bastard… well you still are a bastard at times, but not like your father, I mean-"

"Edward, it is okay. You do not have to explain yourself. Believe it or not I agree in your assessment about my father. He is a bastard and quite frankly him disowning me doesn't all that bother me. Sure, it will be harder to see my sister and my mother, but before the past few days I have seen them in a while anyway. Personally, I never really saw my father as a father. He was never really good to me in the first place or even my sister really. That is why I left when I did. I ended up moving in with my aunt. I told my parents it was so I would be closer to the academy but that was true. I just couldn't stand being in the house with my father. Again, sure it sucks not to have a biological family anymore, but that doesn't mean I will never have a family. All the guys at work are my family, you are my family. As for a father my father died the moment Riza's father died. "

Edward was actually touched and shocked with all that Roy said. He knew that Roy really did not have a great family growing up but to hear that he thought of all the people he worked with as family and also him as family really made his heart pound. "But why did you look so sad and defeated when you came in?"

"I was more in shock then anything. I knew my father was an ass but I never expected him to disown me… that's not quite right. I could have guessed he would disown me what I would not have suspected is that my mother would not actually step in and that she actually allowed my father to actually do it."

"Again I am sorry Roy. Do you need anything?"

"Honestly no. Just you being here is enough, thank you." Roy could see that Edward wasn't convinced with his answer so he decided to try to change the subject. "So what did you do while I was gone?"

Edward blinked a few times for his mind to play catch up on the subject change. He new Roy was doing it on purpose but at the same time he did not want to answer that question. "Uh you know I just hung around. Studied a little."

"Sure."

"What is that supposed to mean?"

"My guess is you were worried and were more in likely pacing around the place."

"Psh no. Why would have I been worried. Why Would I have paced around? I wasn't worried."

The fact that Edward repeated himself, Roy knew he was lying and Ed knew Roy knew.

Edward growled and jumped out of his seat and went to hit Roy, but before Edward could lay contact Roy grabbed Edwards hand and pulled him into his lap.

"You Bastard I am going to kick your ass-"

Before Edward could finish his tirade, Roy stopped him with a kiss. It started off real gentle and then slowly got deeper. Edward ended up forgetting what he was going to say. Gradually the kiss started getting deeper and Edward started getting harder. He knew what he wanted. The problem was, was Roy going to give it to him. Without breaking the kiss Edward maneuvered his body so he was sitting across Roy's lap and was able to Rub his already hard member against an equally hard member. Both broke the kiss to moan. Edward was panting really hard by now trying to get the much needed air into his system even though he still did not stop moving his hips. He looked up into Roy's eyes and saw that they were already glassed over filled with lust staring directly at him. Edward had Roy just how he wanted him. He slowed him hips down and every once in a while, would give quick hard thrusts just to tease Roy.

Roy not realizing Edwards intentions just knew that they had to stop soon or he was either going to make a mess in his pants or do something they might regret. He put his hands on Edwards hips and stopped the movements.

If it wasn't for the lust in Roy's eyes or the breathy "you have to stop" That Roy whispered Edward would have been embarrassed. Knowing that he was getting stopped because Roy did not understand that Edward wanted this, made him much braver. Roy was thinking about him. Even with how horny Roy was, he still thought about him which is why Edward got the courage to continue.

"What if I don't want to stop?" Edward said with a thrust of his hips. Roy moaned, again not realizing what Edward wanted, begged. "Please Edward, you have to stop I can't hold on much longer."

"Then don't."

"…"

"…"

"Do you know what you just asked?"

"Yes I do. I want you to make love to me. You have proved time and time again that you do not want to use me and just now even though you are probably in complete pain, you were still willing to stop. I do not want to wait anymore. I love you and I am ready to make love with you." Edward stated that last part with a slight thrust of his hips causing Roy to moan. He kissed Edward hard. He slowly pushed Edward up and stood as well he grabbed Edwards Hand and slowly started walking to the stairs with Edward in tow.

He will trust Edward.

If Edward really did not want to do this he would tell him.

He just prayed that Edward did not change his mind.


Sorry for the Cliff hanger! Please do not kill me.

Yes the next chapter will have some lovely dovey S.E.X! lol

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