DDD- Caught up in the moment

Well as promised back with a new chapter as again I want to thank TeanCullen44 for being my beta. Oh Bye this chapter is deciated to all Grayson girl lovers :) hehe
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Chapter Three:

After leaving the office, Grayson finally headed home hoping to get some sleep thinking that it would keep what happened with Jane out his mind, but sadly it didn't seem to do any good as Grayson ended up dreaming of what happened earlier at the office. As the images in his head kept replaying--Jane entering the elevator but this time she kept saying "You hurt me, Grayson, You hurt me!" over and over again. Grayson kept pleading in his sleep, "I am sorry, Jane, I'm sorry, don't leave, I ..."

That was when Grayson woke up to a cold sweat was all over his face rolling down his bare chest, panting as though he had runa a mrathon. He couldn't sleep for the rest of the night, he got out of bed and went to the bathroom. As he was washing the sweat off, he put a robe on, entering his kitchen he grabbed a crystal half glass and poured a finger of scotch. Hoping the strength of drink would wipe away the memories of hurt he caused to both Jane, Kim, and god Deb too, Grayson was so confused it made his head hurt and the drink wasn't helping at all, looking at the phone he began to wonder.

should I call Jane.....should I ??

He sighed as he took swig of his scotch. Tasting the drink he realized it was never going to help, dumping the rest of the drink down the sink he made his decision. Realizing he needed to call Jane and tell her the truth about what he was feeling, despite the fact that it was almost midnight and that she might be sleeping. He shook his head as his hand hung suspened over the phone, it didn't matter, this was too important. Snatching up the phone he began to dial her number. The phone started to ring as it did he thought to himself again,

Grayson, what are you doing? It's almost midnight, besides she might not want to even talk to you..... Then he thought, But she has to know how sorry I am and she needs to know how I feel.

The the ringing stopped as someone picked up the phone.

"This is Jane.."

"Jane, it's Grayson, please don't hang up..." Grayson said quickly.

"This is Stacy" and Jane and Stacy joined together and squealed, "Leave your message after the beep!" then they yelled "BEEP!" as the giggling the background. Sighing Grayson decided to leave a message.

"Hey, Jane its me, Grayson..." He rubbed his free hand over his face before continuing. "Listen, I know you don't want to talk to me right now, and I know its late and I'm sorry but there is something you need to know..." he flopped down on his couch. "I am sorry for what happened tonight, really sorry. What happened with me and Kim was a big mistake, and it killed me when I saw you hurting when you saw us together." He rested his head along the back of the couch. "Anyways I also wanted to apologize that it took me seeing you hurt, for me to realize that I never want to see you like that ever again. I truly do care about you Jane, and when I said I saw something Kim in that reminded me of Deb, I also see something in you too, even though you two are total opposites, I swear it is like looking into a mirror, sometimes. I know it sounds crazy but its true. I'm sorry if I am not making any sense, but listen, I know you might not want to see me nor hear from me even though we work together, but I do hope you can forgive me and give me the chance to show how much I really..." then the answering machine beeped at him letting him know that the answer machine was full, but Grayson ended up finishing the words he didn't get to say,

"How much I really care about you, Jane, I love you." He whispered to no one.

Sighing Grayson hung up the phone and even though he couldn't sleep he went back to bed, took off his robe, and laid back down. Staring at his bedroom ceiling he hoped tomorrow everything would be okay again.

As Grayson's message got cut off Jane couldn't sleep either as she heard every word Grayson said. Wondering what those last words were.

Thanks again who everyone whose been following this story really happy you are liking it so far I will try to get a new chapter by Friday or monday.