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Fragile Boy, Chapter one
His breath was even, but it was heavier then usual, his hair bouncing up and down, mattered down by the sweat that he been collecting after running for almost an hour. He ran to the beat of the music, his bare over body showed of years of playing basketball, his back was almost so muscular that you could see each muscle move when he ran gracefully down the street, the sun was strong and he felt like speeding up but he couldn't it was to hot and it wasn't his work out run it was simply something to keep him occupied while Gabriella, his girlfriend of seven months was out shopping with his best friend Chad, who was gay, Troy had found out about a year ago and he didn't care really, he was still Chad, but now he liked guys no big deal, Troy him self was bisexual, even if Chad was positive that bisexuals was scared homosexuals! He laughs to him self and turns into the house were he lived.
It was to big to be a middle class family but to small to be a mansion even they would afford it, they thought it would be to big for just three persons. They had a maid that cleaned the house and did the laundry and made sure there was food on the table on the said times of breakfast, lunch and dinner. Troy had always seen Anne as a second mother sense she was the one who took care of him when he was younger, she was probably the reason he wasn't some rich spoiled kid! "Mom, Anne I am home!" He shouts when he slams the door and makes his way up to his bathroom. He hears that someone says something he just doesn't know what, so he choose to ignore it, he goes to his bathroom and quickly undress him self and step into the shower. He let the hot water run down his bare body and he wash him self with the axe soap that stands in the corner and make the smell of sweat go away. He steps out of the shower and wrap a towel around his hips loosely and walk out to the bedroom.
"Anne!" He groans to him self, she had put all his clothes in order that was slung over his room this morning, his homework was in a prefect pile on the desk, his laptop stood perfectly at the centre of the desk the chair was pulled in under the desk. That was one of the things that made Troy go crazy, was perfect order! When people knew exactly were they had there stuff and it took two seconds to find it!
He sighs and goes to his walk in closet and starts looking around for his favourite jeans and a white t-shirt. He hums a little to him self as he puts on his t-shirt and jeans and folds up the legs so half of his calf was shown and he put on low socks and put his converse on the bed and look him self in the mirror and decide it looks great. He cell vibrate on the bed table he walks over and slide it open and read it.
From: Chad
We are at Gabriella's house now meet us there!
Troy sent away a quick okay. Then he headed down to the stairs and he hears Anne shouts his name. "What Anne?" He asks and head for the kitchen. When he walks in there he is not surprised to see a sandwich, standing on the counter ready for him to eat. "You will make me fat!" He says and sits down on the bar stool and starts eating the chicken sandwich.
"Please Troy! You have more muscles then all of us three together!" She says with a warm voice and continues to do some dishes. "Your parents wont be home tonight, they are on one of your mothers business dinners!" Troy sighs, his parents was never home these days sure he saw he dad at school but it was completely different, there he was the teacher Coach Bolton at home he was just dad.
"Why aren't I surprised, I guess I'll bring Chad or Gabriella over!" He mumbles and takes an other bite of the sandwich looking at Anne's disgusted face. She had a hard time with Chad sense he was gay and was an old fashion lady, and she didn't really like that Troy was bisexual but at least he was together with a girl, but of course she found some mistakes there to, they had sex before marriage and that was not okay in her book.
"I really don't like that Chad boy…" Anne mutters as she finishes the dishes, "Can you bring someone else over, like Jason or Zeke!" She asks kindly. Troy just shakes his head and get ups from the stool.
"He is my best friend Anne and he is still the same guy he was when he came over when he was younger, the only difference now is that he likes guys, still same Chad though! I promise!" Troy says to the elder woman.
"Troy I am older then you and stubborn so don't think you can convince me to like someone who like there own gender!" She says with a sigh, and Troy grins at her showing of his white teeth.
"But you love me and I am Bi, maybe I should ask Chad to have sex with me tonight!" He teases Anne who gives him a warning look. "I am going to Gabs now and Chad will probably come home with me so make dinner for three!" He says then he leaves the kitchen and walks out to his waiting car, a new black Audi A5/S5, it was his baby. He had gotten it from his parents because he had done so well in school this year and basketball and everything and who is he to complain about a new car!
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He drove up on Gabriella's driveway as he has many times before, he gets out of the car but before he walks in he makes sure that his baby don't have a scratch on it, then he walks inside to Gabriella and Chad. "Hi babe…" He says and kiss her cheek tenderly. "Hey Chad!" He says and then he slung him self down between the two friends making sure to have safe grip around his girlfriend. "So did you two find anything." It was silence in the room and he looked at Gabriella then he looked at Chad.
"Brad broke up with me…" He finally says. Now that Troy looked at him he saw that his eyes was blood shoot and he had dark bags under his eyes. 'Why' He asks still looking at Chad waiting for a response from him. "Because I wasn't ready to go all the way and he got tired of waiting, so he broke up and I guess he has found a new one that will give him what he wants…" Chad says sadly and looks down in his lap.
Troy hugged his friend. "He is a jerk and you deserve way better then him, I promise you that you will find someone mush better then him, that will love you and he will wait a 100 years for you to go all the way if he haft to!" Troy whispers in Chad's ear, he starts trembling Troy knows that he wants to cry but can't he don't wanna cry, because of him! Maybe it seemed weird for an outsider, maybe they seemed to close to be just best friends but to them it was completely natural.
"But I really loved him Troy…" He says as he breaks away from the hug. "He always said we would last forever and he would do anything to make me happy, I guess all he did was lie like everybody else out there!" Chad mumbles broken.
"He isn't worth it Chad okay, if he really loved you he wouldn't put you in a place were you cry because of him!" Troy says warmly looking into his friends big dark eyes that now was filled with so mush pain and sadness it broke Troy's own heart, he hated to se his best friend like this, he had actually trusted Brad on this one, but it was shown nobody would never be good enough for Chad!
Chad didn't say anything he just put his head on Troy's shoulder again, Troy holds him feeling that his shoulder is getting damp after a little while. Gabriella looked understanding on the both friends and decide to leave the room, letting them have a few minutes alone.
"Wanna come over to my house tonight? You know play some video games and talk a bit eat until we throw up and all that like we always do?" Troy asks in a low tone into Chad's hair, he feels him nod slowly in the neck. "Wanna go now?" Troy asks further and once again Chad nods. "Then come on…" He says softly and they get up from the couch and Troy says good bye to Gabriella kissing her softly then her head to the car and he drives both of them to the Bolton house hold, during the whole drive it was quiet and Chad had been staring out the window, when they arrived they walked up to Troy's room sitting down on the bed.
"You want me to kill him for you? You know I will, if I haft to…" Troy says softly looking at his friend and a smile was tugging in the corners of his mouth, that made Troy feel a little better, but he still hated Brad for breaking up with his best friend.
"I can't make you go to jail for me Troy, you have already beaten down numbers of people in school for me being gay…" Chad says with out any emotion. He continues to look at Troy who had a worried face on him. "Troy don't worry about me I will be fine… I just have to give it some time…" Chad assures his friend.
"Who are you trying to convince? Me or you?" He asks knowing that Chad would not be fine anytime soon, they had been together for almost year and that isn't something you forget in a heartbeat, even if you want it, there is no way in hell that you can do it!
"I don't know.. It just we spent almost a whole year together, A YEAR it's a long time for a guy our age to be with someone, and then he just breaks it of, because I don't wanna have sex with him!" He feels the tears treating to fall, "It just seems so unfair…" He says barely above a whisper.
"Chad, I will always be here for you no matter what, I want you to call me in the middle of the night then start hurting your self again okay? Can you promise me that..?" Troy asks trying to get eye contact with his friend that had his eyes glued to his lap. "Promise me Chad… You can call anytime you want, I will listen to you…" He says with a soft tone.
"I don't wanna be a burden to you…" Chad says simply.
"But you are never a burden Chad, you are my best friend!" Troy says rubbing his friends knee, "Never think you are…" He says softly.
"Can we do something else…" Chad begs wanting to forget about his horrible personal life right now.
"I doubt that you will beat me in wii!" He smirks, they head for the living room and put in the Nintendo wii, and they start playing, when Anne walks in and asks them what they would like to dinner and they don't really care so she sighs and goes into the kitchen once again and starts on the dinner.
The smell of food being cook was running around the house making Troy's stomach grumble and, they go inside the kitchen and watch Anne cook.
"Is it food soon?" Troy asks impatient, he hadn't eaten in hours and he was starving and smelling the fantastic food that Anne was cooking didn't really help this moment, they sat down on the stools and looked almost with drooling mouths as she put the home made lasagne in the oven.
"Dinner will be served in 30 minutes my gentlemen's and during that time you have to figure out something else to do!" Anne says with a happy voice, Troy was glad that she at least didn't' show her dislike towards Chad. He mouthed her thank you as they walked out to living room again.
"Don't you miss your parents when they are never home?" Chad asks is friend looking at Troy.
"Yeah sometimes… I mean I love Anne I do but I feel like I don't mean anything to my parents when they forget to come to events that are important to me, like last years musical and they were in France expanding my mothers company, even though they had promised to come!" He says to his friend with a heavy sigh.
"Have you ever told them that you are hurting by this?" Chad asks.
"No, my moms dream is coming true and who am I to stop her to fulfil that dream?" Troy asks sadly.
"Her son…" Chad says slowly.
"Chad that is not an argument, it just facts! So my mom and dad get too carried away sometimes but all parents get that right?" Troy asks looking desperately on Chad wishing that he would give him yes as an answer but he just looked away. "So you mean at every event you have attended your parents have been there?" He asks already knowing the answer, ever sense Chad's big brother. Michael was killed in a car accident two years ago, they had made sure to be a part of every big event that was in Chad's life even him coming out as gay, they had been supportive of him all the way!
"They have and you of all people should know it!" Chad growls, hurt and upset.
"I am sorry, sometimes I just get jealous of you…" Troy admitted to his friend. Chad was about ask why when Anne came into the room saying that the dinner was ready and was served in the dining-room. The two boys starts going in there, and even if Anne wants them to eat there they just grab their plates and goes to living room watching TV while eating.
"Troy…Eh can I…Uhm ask you something?" Chad was stumbling over each word, he picked in his food nervously.
"Ask me before you pick that plate into pieces.." Troy says softly with a warm smile on his lips.
"Yeah you know… I was wondering.. If you---" He was cut of by Troy before he even had a chance to finish it.
"Yes me and Gabriella have sex!" He says. He knew that Chad felt left behind with still being a virgin. "Chad, its no big deal, you are probably the smartest of us to wait until you find some one you truly are ready to have sex with, me and Gabi aren't gonna last forever! We all know that, I knew that when she and I had sex, but you wait and the one that is your first might as well be your only!" Troy says encouraging.
"Yeah but do you know how left out I feel when you and the guys are talking about it?!" Chad asks feeling more comfortable to talk about it now.
"I wasn't involved in those conversations until about three weeks ago!" Troy points out for Chad.
"I am quite sure I will never be involved in those conversations Bolton!" Chad says not caring if Anne heard them.
"Chad don't worry about it! The guys understand! I understand, you are scared of getting hurt, and the longer you pull out on having sex with someone, then maybe they'll stay around longer?" Troy questions his friend motives to wait as long as possible to have sex with someone.
"Something like that I guess, or the whole relationship will revolve around sex, that scares me a bit to…" Chad admits. "But what I just have said to you is for your ears only!" He shouts out.
"Chad! I am your best friend, do you seriously think I will tell this to someone else?! Do you think that little of me?! I am hurt!" Troy says and Chad feels stupid, knowing that his best friend would never betray him by passing this on to someone else.
"Sorry…" He mutters and puts the empty plate on the dark wooden coffee table. "You know how I feel about these kinda of thing it really freaks me out and I.. I don't know… I assume I am the only virgin in the gang!" Chad says with a strained voice.
"Chad we really don't care if you are a virgin or a man-whore as long as you is Chad we are happy to be your friend and nothing will change that!" Troy says looking into his dark eyes that was insecure and doubting. "You pick who is gonna be your first okay, and when you had your first time I will be the first to know okay?" Troy smiles looking at his friend that seemed to loosen up a bit as they continue their conversation.
"You didn't tell me about you and Gab, so why should I tell you!?" Chad asks challenging.
"Because, I am your best friend how is a bisexual and doesn't know what he wants with his life and sometimes I forget to tell you things!" Troy smiles innocent and sweetly.
"That made no sense you know that?" Chad asks doubting on his friends defence speech.
"I know it didn't but the truth is me and Gaby wanted to keep it a secret let everyone figure out on their own.. That is why I didn't tell you.." Troy explains to Chad.
"I understand…" Chad mumbles quietly. "What should we do now?" He asks.
"I don't know what do you wanna do?" Troy asks.
"I don't know maybe… I don't know call the guys having them over and play some ball?" Chad asks looking at Troy and he nods at the idea.
About twenty minutes later the guys are over and they are in the back yard playing two on two, Anne looks out the window and notice the constant glances and smiles Chad and Troy give each other, she might not like that they would be together but if Troy had to date one boy it would be Chad!
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