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BTW I saw 17 again this friday and it totally rocked! Zac was awesome!!


He stared on the man in front of him…

Just like he had been staring for the last thirty seven minutes. The short bald man was looking at Troy as well. "Troy why do you think they have sent you here?" He asks with a raspy voice, Troy was slightly disgust when he saw him re moister his dry lips. Troy saw a little saliva in the corner of his mouth and yet again he was disgust. He had hard trying to focus on the man. "Troy?" The man asks whit his raspy voice.

"Huh…" His eyes shoots up to the mans dull grey eyes. "What did you say?" Troy asks confused.

"I asked you why you think they have sent you here…" He asks the questions again, searching in Troy's eyes for the answer he wanted.

"Because doctors are retarded who don't believe their patients words! That's why!" He explains and pulls up the legs on the chair crossing them together under his body. The man writes down in his notebook, they were doing an examination on Troy, to see what kind of psychologist he would need and as mush denial he was in he needed someone that had a lot of willpower!

"Can you give me your story on why you are losing this weight?" The man tried to be as objective as he could but it was hard, people went hungry all over the world and yet people like Troy decide to starve them self and usually it was the last thing they did.

Troy sits there just thinking. Why had he begun with this again? Why was he s eager to lose weight? He couldn't remember. "I want to lose weight… I want to be perfect…" Troy gives as an answer. This the man writes down as well.

The man sighs again. "We are finished… You may go.." Troy starts walking out of the room and is quickly attacked by Emma. She drags him into a bathroom without anyone seeing.

"Why the hell were you talking to him?!" Emma shouts in a whisper. Throwing her arms up in frustration, then they land on his bony shoulder shaking him violently.

"Should I just shut up an do nothing about it?! If I had shut my mouth they are giving me psychologist who will never give up on me!" Troy shouts in a whisper back to her. They went quiet when they heard the nurses shouting after them outside the corridor.

"Viv have you seen Emma or Troy?" It was Nick who's talking.

"No I saw Troy before he went in to examination and Emma was watching TV then… I haven't seen them sense…" The Viv nurse says to Nick.

Then they went away and Troy and Emma continued to take out their frustration on each other. "I still don't get how the hell every nurse put up with you?!" Troy says and stares into his eyes and an evil grin curls on Emma's rosy lips.

"Sweetheart they don't… That is why they want you to stay away from me… I am danger to you! But they don't understand you like I do…" She explains in almost a motherly voice, it freaked him out! But it also made him remember when he was six and scarped his knee for the first time!

Flashback

Lucille stood inside doing the dishes while her son was out playing in the backyard with Chad. She hummed to him self while drying of plates and putting them in the cupboards. Her happy and calm mood was distracted when Troy screams out in pain from the backyard and Chad in panic. She walked and saw her son laying the concrete basketball court. She rushed over to him and picks him up so he sits up, his sun kissed face was drenched in tears and he was sniffling.

"Baby what's wrong?" She asks her son gentle.

"Chad pushed me!" Troy cries and points to a guilty Chad who thought he was gonna be punished.

"I am sorry Luce… I didn't mean to! I pushed to hard! It was only gonna be a joke! I am sorry please don't punish me I didn't mean to!" Chad was rambling he was on the edge on crying and looked so small and innocent.

"Its okay Chad… You made a mistake but you boys got to be careful when you are playing near the court… Now come on Troy lets get you inside and clean the knee…" Troy nods slowly at his mothers words and gets up on unsteady legs and takes his mothers and they go inside to the kitchen, she puts him on the counter. She took out the first aid kit they had and some paper and starts to clean the wound with disinfect fluid.

"OW! Mommy! It hurts!!!" Troy screams when the fluid come in contact with his open wound, when she has cleaned the wound she puts on a patch on his knee and kiss it softly.

"Better sweetie?" She asks and looks him in the eyes and he nods slowly.

End of Flashback

"TROY! You don't listen to what I am saying!" Emma announce horrified. She seems used to have everyone's attention at all time, he rolls his eyes and leave the bathroom. Emma making sounds of frustration behind him. He was walking with slow and paining steps to the TV room. His eyes search for the TV trying to find out what they were looking on. It was some cartoon he sighs and sits down in the armchair.

"Troy did the examination go good?" Nick was standing beside him. He looks up and he nods. Nick sighs and leaves Troy to watch the TV. He glanced at a little girl who was eating a cookie. He sighs and looks back at the TV – screen. The figures was jumping around and acted weird but it was cartoon what should he expect?

"Do you want a cookie?" The girl asks sweetly to Troy and he smiles to her as well.

"No thanks… I am fine you eat that cookie…" Troy says and it took every fibre of willpower in his body to not say yes to her! The girl was happy and started to eat the cookie with joy.

"Troy you have a visitor!" A nurse shouts out to the room. Troy turned his head and saw Chad. He sighs and with heavy steps he gets out from the chair. Why was he here? So he could laugh at his failure?

"What are you doing here Chad?" He asks in a cold voice when he arrives to Chad. Chad looked at his best friend with big and sad eyes. Even if his body was hidden under big sweats you could see the bony fingers, the pale face and the grey eyes that seemed to have lost every chance of living again.

"I came to see you Troy… I missed you…" He says weakly. His best friend hates him and he has only done the right thing for him. Saving him. There was a silence between the two of them and when Troy finally spoke up it wasn't the words he wanted to hear.

"You got me in here, now you will get me out!" Troy says harsh, he gave a person that walked past a death glare like they tried to listen on their conversation.

"No Troy! They put you in here because we care about you!" Chad argues back to his friend. His breath was shallow and he felt scared, Troy was never like this. And that scared him and the fact that Troy might die from his stupid ideas.

"If you cared you would never had put me here in the first place! Cause I. Am. Not. Sick!" Troy says trying to convince Chad about his condition.

"So what do you call yourself? Healthy? Then maybe you should look yourself in the mirror! Because I am scared to touch you, because you are only skin and bone and maybe you'll break if I touch too hard!" That made Chad snap. He wasn't sure how long it would take for Troy to realise the seriousness in this.

"I'm not sick!" Troy replies weakly. Chad just sighs and leaves Troy.

Troy looks after him waiting for him to turn around and come back to him. But he didn't. Tears fell down Troy's face and he turned around and walks past everyone in the activity room, everyone gave him worried looks. When he finally reached his destination he laid down in the bed crying hard into the pillow he had.

There was a soft knock on the door and Nick looked inside. "Troy its lunch…" He speaks gently.

"Can you just leave me alone?!" Troy mutters from position on his bed. Nick walks over to him and sits down on the chair next to Troy's bed. "What part of leave me alone is it that you don't get?!" Troy snaps.

"Usually if you feel bad it gets better by talking to someone and you can talk to me…" Nick says.

"I remember the day me and Chad promised we would always be best friends…"

Flashback

The two eight year old boys were in the backyard of the Danforth house. Daniel was fixing with the garden while the boys played superhero's fighting of imaginary danger. They even helped him killing the flower monster and he rewarded then with cookies and milk. The boys sat down on the side of the house and just rested.

"Troy?" The darker boy asks softly and the blue eyed boy look curiously on his best friend waiting for him to continue. "Can you promise me you will always be my best friend no matter what" Chad asks and Troy looks for him.

"Of course Chad! Why wouldn't I?!" Troy asks shocked.

"I don't know… Michael says something that you and I are to different to be best friends.." He mutters.

"Michael can put his head somewhere were the sun don't shine because I will always and forever be your best friend and I know you will be mine! But right now we haft to kill aliens!" Troy smiles and they are soon on their feet hunting down monsters.

End Of Flashback.

"Was it him who was here now?" Nick ask carefully. Troy nods. "Do you blame him for coming here." Troy nods again. "Then you have a really good friend… It shows that he cares for you…"

"But there is nothing wrong with me! I get sick of everyone saying that!" Troy protest.

"Troy you weight 110 pounds… You know that is an average weight of someone who is five feet not six feet who works out everyday!" Nick says to him.

"I want to be perfect…" Troy mumbles. "I want to be able to look me in the mirror and say you look good… But I can't…" Troy continues. Nick listens to his words. That was all he could do listen. "Everyone asked me if I lost weight but I no… Because they weren't supposed to be to know about this…" Troy sobs a little more. "I tried to push everyone away, my parents. My friends and I broke up with my girlfriend yet Chad stood as a rock refusing to move… Why?" Troy looks at Nick waiting for the answer he wanted.

"Because he loves and cares about you Troy… And you are not making this better by pushing everyone away…" Nick says and puts his hand on Troy's shoulder rubbing it softly.

"But it easier to push them away… Because then they aren't so close and they can't hurt me…" Troy says. "My parents walked out on m so why shouldn't my friends do the same thing?" Troy asks and Nicks looks at him as well.

There is silence in the room for awhile. Nick searching for the right words when he opens his mouth. "Troy… Your parents hasn't walked out on you… They love you just as your friends does… To win something in this world you haft to risk something.." Nick says softly.

"Should I always risk getting heartbroken?" He asks.

"No but when you are in a relationship you can't put in half your heart you haft put it all in otherwise you will be broken and the you will stop feeling…" Nick explains to him. Troy stopped answering after that. He knew he was right his words felt right when he had spoken them. "I haft to go and work now Troy but come and try to eat…" Nick says and when he is half way though the door Troy makes him turn around.

"I don't like when people look at me when I eat… Can I eat in here instead?" Troy asks softly and Nick nods. Troy was happy for that. He took up his cell and called Chad. He got to the voicemail and he sighs.

"Hey Chad… I am sorry for what I did to you today… I had no right to say so and I hope you forgive me… Please call me back later…" He hang's up and puts his head on the pillow and look up in the roof. Then at the garbage can on the floor.

The staff is so easily tricked sometimes!


I know its short but I couldn't figure out anymore in this chapter =/