It will be alot easier to update more often now beacause i am going in on my last week at school! yes!! any way i hope you enjoy this chapter and will leave me a review beacuse seriously I get like ONE each chapter can i get some more please?!
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The movie rolled in front of their eyes. The soft movements of his fingers on his breakable arm made him relax into his rock hard chest comfortable. He could feel the lips on top of his head every now and then. He enjoyed the safe feeling Chad gave him. He would never change this to anything in the world. He knew it was late and Chad would probably need to get home soon but he was gonna stay in his arms as long as possible. Troy's fingers played with the zipper on the zip up sweatshirt Chad was wearing, pulling it down so it was at his level and he could let the cold metal fumble between his fingers. He smiles to his chest and was happy that he had him in this position, so close that made him feel safe and warm.
"What time is it?" Chad deep voice murmur against the chestnut coloured hair. Troy shrugs. He really didn't care. He wanted to stay in this position forever and Chad didn't seem to disagree when he didn't even bother to look what the time was, he simply laid his head back down on the soft pillows and continues to draw invincible patterns on the breakable arm and watch the movie neither of them really watched.
"Chad? What are we?" Troy suddenly asks, his eyes glancing up to is best friend. He was petrified of his answers. They hadn't made it official that they were a couple or anything like that.
He heard Chad take a deep break, did he even knew what they were? What did he want them to be? It was silence in the room. Chad was trying to figure out what they were Troy guessed.
"I don't know…" He answers honestly. "But I want us to be…" Troy sat up so he could watch his friend closer. "A couple…" He whispers shyly. A smile was tugging on Troy's lips.
"I want that to.." He whispers. He brushes his lips lightly against Chad's before pressing them softly against them. Sealing the words he just uttered. "Are you my boyfriend now?" He asks looking into those dark orbs his best friend carried.
"I think so…" Chad says and presses his lips against Troy's again. A throat is cleared and both boys looks blushing at the door were Anne stand.
"Chad do you wanna stay for dinner?" She asks kindly.
"Uhm yeah that would be nice." Chad says and nods.
"I am not that hungry Anne… I don--" Troy was cut of by the older woman in the doorway.
"I didn't asks you Troy! You are eating!" She says and leaves the doorway.
"Nice to know I have some say in stuff around this house…" He mumbles.
"Troy… You haft to eat… Okay? We just want you to get better… So at least try and eat… Please." Chad says and the dark eyes was covered by sadness. It felt like some one was stabbing Troy's heart with butcher knives over and over again.
"I try…" He whispers to his best friend who nods to him knowing he can't to anything more then try his best.
They got back in the comfortable position again. No words was spoken simply enjoying the quiet and peace they wanted and probably needed more then they thought. Troy felt his eyes drop slowly. God he was tired. Those hospital-beds wasn't comfortable to sleep in. He breath in the musky scent of Chad and placed it in his memory for those night she would be spending alone. The smell was out concurred by the strong smell of chicken wok that was made downstairs. He sighs and hides his face in Chad's chest trying to shut the smell of food outside, he didn't want it. But he would eat it so it would shut them up. He knew they would fallow him like a hawk when he ate. The eyes would fallow when he would scoop a new bite of dinner and then go down his stomach.
"Its better to eat a little and it stays down then it is to eat mush and you throw it up again…"
The doctors voice reminded him when he sat by the table and tried to eat his chicken wok. The spicy taste was still fresh in his memory even though it was nearly a half year he ate it. He had barely eaten a quarter of the portion he had been served when he put the fork and knife down showing he was finish with his meal.
"You are not eating more then that?" His father asks worriedly.
"No… I am full…" He says and wash it down with the water he had poured up. His parents was worried by the small portion. "This is more then what I eat at the hospital… Don't worry…" He tries to calm his parents a bit even if it was hard when their only son have anorexia and barely eats.
"Okay… I am driving you to the psychologist tomorrow…" His mother says softly.
"Yeah okay…" He mutters.
Dam it! Now he can't get out of it like he had planned he would do if he drove there by himself. He sighs deeply and looks up at Chad looking if he was finished witch he wasn't so he leaned back on the chair and waits for his friend to finish.
When he finally finished they escaped to Troy's room once again.
"Can you stay here tonight?" Troy asks carefully.
"I don't know sense I have school tomorrow… But I can always ask my parents…" He says softly and Troy nods hoping he would be able to stay the night. But is pretty sure he wont sense he knows that David and Leslie are pretty harsh on such rules as staying at a friends house on school night.
He studied Chad's back closely while he talked into the phone. He could see the perfect muscled back underneath his white t-shirt, making his dark skin look even darker. It hugged his upper body perfectly. He smiles at the knowing that he was his boyfriend now. Not Brads or the guy before Brad. But he belonged to him. That knowledge made his lips into a grin.
Chad turned around and saw the grin on his face. "What are you grinning about?" He asks teasingly. "Mom said I could stay here if I promised her to go to school tomorrow…" He smiles softly. Troy place his arms around his neck and peck his lips.
"Good!" He smiles. Chad put his hands carefully around his waist and Troy him have them there. Under his hands he could feel each bone of his spine and ribcage. "I know I need to gain weight… You don't haft to tell me that…" He whispers and he hides in his neck.
"I wasn't going to…" Chad whispers in his ear. "I bet people have told you that a million times already…" He ads and Troy nods in his neck.
"Wanna watch an other movie?" Troy asks changing the subject completely.
"Sure why not…" Chad smiles and they ends up in the warm comfortable bed once again
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He was tensing up in the front seat.
He didn't wanna be here!
He wanted to run away.
He turned to his mother opening his mouth but soon he close it again. She wouldn't believe him if he told her what that psycho psychologist was doing to him. He looked out on the road again trying to found some strength for him to survive this meting. They stopped outside the hospital he would have his meeting and they get out of the car and goes inside the building and to the unit he would be waiting a few minutes before he got inside.
"Mom, please don't make me go to him! I beg you!" He says and look at his mother with pleading eyes. Maybe if he pulled the puppy eyes stunt she would let him of the hook. At least for today!
"And why is that sweetheart?" She asks her son in a soft tone and sees past his innocent look.
Would he tell her the truth? No she wouldn't believe him "I don't like him, okay!" He says after making up a reasonable lie his mother would hopefully buy and give him a new psychologist that would be a fucking rapist! Okay he hadn't raped him but who knew how long it would take for him before he did!?
"He is one of the best Troy and we will only give our baby what's best for him." His mother answers softly and Troy is about to come up with an other reason when the damn receptionist shouts out
"Troy Bolton! You're next!"
"Mom...!" He says desperately when he get up and make his way over to the white door. Behind that white door a lunatic was hiding!
"I pick you up in an hour!" She says sweetly and waves at him when he walks inside the white door unknowing to what really happened during those sessions.
"Hello Troy!" Matthew great warmly.
"Please don't hurt me!" He says as he stops in his tracks when he comes inside the door. He hears Matthew breath behind him.
Troy could feel the tobacco smoke on his breath when he bent down and whispers seductive in his ear "Why would I hurt a boy like you? I love you, remember?" He feels the arms snake around his barely existence waist
"What you do isn't love it's insanity!" He shoots back and tries to get out of the iron hold he held on the breakable boy. Troy wanted cry. But he wouldn't give him that pleasure of seeing him weaker then he already was.
"No… I love you Troy… And I know deep inside you love me to…" He says and place his lips beneath his ear. Making Troy wiggle his body in discomfort by the disgusting affection this old man was showing him.
"I will never love you! I love someone else!" Troy whispers horrified. He tries to take a step forward to get out of his grip but he only hugs him tighter to his body. "Please let me go!" He whisper desperately wanting to be anywhere but here. He felt a salt tear escape his eye and fall down his cheek.
"Calm down… I don't want my baby to cry!" Matthew says in a soft voice. He turned Troy around and hugged him closer to his tobacco smelling body. Troy tried to struggle but it was impossible when he had no muscles and the man was so mush bigger then he was.
"I am not your baby! So stop calling me that!" Troy whispers harshly. Matthew must have been shocked by the sudden change in Troy other wise submissive attitude.
"What did you say?" Matthew asks making sure he had heard right.
"I am not your baby so stop calling me that!" He repeated this time louder so there was no way he could miss the point he was making right now. Matthew frowns at the words that left Troy's mouth. He was not supposed to make resistance! He was supposed to be submissive and scared. Troy's body was shaking and this didn't went unnoticed by Matthew he smirked at Troy's insecurity.
"When will you realize I am everything you will need…" Matthew whispers in his ear.
"When will you realize I will tell somebody about your 'treatment!'" Troy shoots back and takes a step back from Matthew escaping the horrible smell of tobacco.
"You wouldn't…" Matthew says mocking his words.
"If it makes me free from you? Hell yes!" He mutters, his eyes searching for an exit out of this room. To bad Matthew was blocking the only way out. Troy breath deeply. He could try and make him circular around the room and make his way out of there that way. He took a slow step to his right and he saw Matthew fallowing his small step. He took an other step to his right. He felt a bit of hope when Matthew continued fallow his small steps.
When he was just a foot away from the door he forced him self to remain calm and not do anything to drastic this very moment it wasn't until his arm was in reach for the doorknob his hand lungs at it and twisting it before getting him self out of the god forsaken room.
He runs!
Even though it hurt like hell it would feel a thousand times better then sitting in there and just take the disgusting assault Matthew was showering him in. When he was at the entrance he leaned against the white wall and let him self breath. Now he was sure Matthew wasn't gonna fallow him. So he sat there and waited until his mother would come around and pick him up and let him go home.
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"Troy Alexander Bolton!" It was his mothers schooling voice. A voice she always used when he was in trouble but he hoped after hearing his version of what happened he wouldn't be in trouble anymore.
"Yeah mom?" He asks as he looks up at her.
"How dare you just run out of the therapy session?" Her hands on her hips and the stern look showed him she wasn't kidding.
"I don't wanna talk about here… Can we take this at home? Please?" He begs as he lift him self up from the ground and looks her in the eye.
"Yes but we will talk about it when we get home! You understand me?" She says as her look soften a bit.
"Yes mom. I understand you…" He says weakly and puts on fake smile and starts walking over to the car. He sat in the passenger seat trying to figure out how to tell her why he had just run out of there.
He looks up when she turns up in the driveway he turned up so many times in.
With slow steps they get inside. They sit down on the couch.
"Can you explain to me now why you just left the session?" She asks mush softer now then she had the hospital.
He looks up in her eyes. Trying to form the words so it would make sense when he actually spoke them.
"He… Uhmm… I… We…" He has no idea how to say this to his mother.
"What Troy?" She asks still in the soft tone.
"Umm… He thought that I… That I was his…" His voice died and his mother become worried about this of course. He didn't miss the worry in her eyes as he continued speaking. "He thought that I was his boyfriend or something…" He whispers, looking down on the floor in shame.
"Did he do anything to you?" His mother asks worried.
"He touched me and kissed me… nothing more…" He says and decide he should leave know but his mother didn't allow him as she pulled him down again. This conversation wasn't over!
"How long have he done this to you Troy?" She asks and he looks up carefully.
"Sense the first talk I had with him… So nearly two months…" He whispers.
"And you didn't tell us sooner because?" Yes she was very worried about her son and like it wasn't enough he would have to go through having anorexia but a paedophilic psychologist to? What was wrong with this world?
"I didn't think it was such a big deal…" He mutters.
"Troy! What he did to you is sexual harassment to minor! He can go to jail for that! You should have told us the first time he did something like that!" His mother says he just nods with tears in his eyes. Suddenly feeling regret for shouting at her son who hadn't done anything wrong she take him in his arms and holds him. "I am sorry for shouting but I get worried when you don't tell me stuffs like these… You haft to do it if something like this happen okay? Promise?" She asks.
"I promise…" He mumbles from her shoulder.
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"No I didn't!"
"Yes you did!"
"Chad give it a rest! I didn't wear a pink glitter jacket in third grade!" Troy defends him self.
"Then why do I have still fresh in my mind?" Chad asks mocking.
"You probably mixed me up with Ryan or something!" He mutters.
The couple had been laying in Troy's bed for the last hours. It was the last night before Troy would return to that hellhole and stay there until he was fully recovered. Chad did not know about the 'Psychologist incident' and he wasn't gonna find out. It would just make him more worried then he already are about Troy.
"Yeah of course I did mixed you up with Ryan…" Chad chuckles. Troy feels his whole upper body vibrate of the warm chuckle he just let out. Troy smiles and place a soft kiss on his clad chest then glancing up at Chad who had his eyes closed and as running a hand through his hair that made Troy relax completely into his lovers chest.
"Yes you did! Because I have never worn a pink glitter jacket!" Troy mutters and he could feel Chad chuckle warmly once again and then he sighs deeply. "What's wrong?" Troy asks concerning lacing his voice.
"Its just I like this… And I just don't want you to leave for the hospital tomorrow…" He admits softly.
"And you think I wanna go back to that damn hospital?" Troy asks.
"No…" Chad says softly.
"It feels like I recover better here then I do at the hospital… At least people care about me for real here… There it's just because they haft to…" He mutters annoyed.
"I promise I will visit your more often okay?" Chad says.
"Good… Because if I haft to watch an other cartoon with Louise or any other of the small children…" He says.
"Yeah because I am gonna make you do better thing or what?" Chad jokes and Troy hit him lightly in the chest.
"I have a roommate you know!"
"I know…"
Then it went silence over the room. It was a comfortable silence, that the both enjoyed after talking non-stop for a long time. Troy sighs happily and snuggles closer into Chad's side, breathing in for the 100th time the musky sent of him.
"Can I barrow a t-shirt from you?" Troy suddenly founds him self asking Chad.
"Yeah sure… But why?" Not that Chad minded barrow out his clothes to friends and especially Troy but he just didn't understand why he would want one now.
"So I can sleep in it when I am at the hospital so I can feel the smell of you…" Troy y innocent and smiles up to his boyfriend.
"I should have known that shouldn't I?" Chad asks chuckling
"Yeah I think you should but then again you have always been the stupid one…" Troy laughs and Chad pretends to be offended by his words but soon enough he laughs along with Troy and the share a sweet kiss.
"I love you…" Troy says against his lips giving them a peck.
"I love you to…" Chad responds and capture Troy's lips in a deep kiss then the ones before.
"Boys! Even though you seem comfortable Leslie just calls she wants her son back Troy…" Jack says as he stands in the doorway.
"Its called knocking dad!" Troy mutters to his dad. Jack chuckles softly and leave them alone.
"I guess I need to head home…" Chad says disappointed.
"Yeah… But not with out leaving your t-shirt with me!" Troy grins.
Chad pulls of his t-shirt and steals one from Troy so he has something to sleep in as well.
The boys says good bye and Troy sighs when he sees Chad walking down the street…
He wanted him to stay with him…
