I know its sucks! And its short but you gotta understand me I have been stressed out to the max lastley and just really confused about

everything that is going on in my life! Believe me if I could make my problems go away and just focus on writing I would

but some how this stupid world decide to be a bitch to me and some old problems showed up... Just please

try to understand... I am begging you!

Now enjoy the sucky chapter and give me a rewiev :)

Love RandigZebra


"Four pounds Troy!" The doctor announces.

"That is not that good is it?" He asks slowly taking in the weight he had gained during the week he had been home, he gets of the scale and pulls on his sweatshirt and sweat pants he wore that day.

"Troy… You gained weight that is all that matters…" The doctor says in a soft tone. "It's a step in the right direction…" The voice was as gentle as silk and warm.

"I just thought I would gain even more sense I've only been laying in my bed and eaten…" He says leaving out the part that his boyfriend had occupied him with better activities because the doctor doesn't have to know every single move he had been taking while he had been at home.

"This is a long process Troy, but once your system gets used to have food at regular points each day it will start to keep more and more of it until you gain the weight that is required then you are out of here…" Troy smiles gratefully t the doctor and then he leaves the room to go to his room, and when he had arrived last night he had found that Lauren had been removed sense it was to dangerous for her to be at this unit of the hospital so she had been removed to a safer unit.

He has been informed that he would be seeing a new physiatrist, a Dr Lena Ober, and he hoped that she was normal and wouldn't do anything scary or disgusting against him. She would be dropping by during the day so they would get to know each other a bit before they started their deep conversation to the reason he started this… diet.

And almost as on cue when he thought about her he saw a woman in her late thirties standing in his doorway looking for someone. "Are you Troy Bolton?" She asks pulling a curl of her blonde hair behind her ear while looking in the room.

"That would be me…" He says hoarsely before clearing his throat in discomfort.

"I am Lena Ober your new physiatrist…" She introduces herself and walks into the room and stretch out her hand for him to grab it.

"And I am Troy Bolton your new patient…" He introduce him self while he takes her hand small in his bony one. She smiles warmly to him. At least she looked innocent. His eyes scanned her whole body, she wasn't a stick but she wasn't overweight either she was normal, wore simple dark jeans and a t-shirt her glasses was rectangular and fitted her face nicely.

"I am sure you and I will get along well…" She smiles softly to him.

"Yeah I hope so…" He smiles weakly. They exchange a few more words before she has to leave and have a talk with an other patient. Troy sat on the bed and took up his cell he dialled the number to his mothers cell and waited for her to pick up.

"Lucille Bolton speaking…" She says in a professional manner, and Troy smiles softly at it.

"Hi mom… Its me…" He says slowly waiting for her reaction when she knew who was talking to her.

"Hi sweetie… How are you?" She asks happy to hear from her son.

"I am fine… I have gained four pound while I was at home… I know its not mush but It's a start right?" He says and laughs nervously. Maybe she wouldn't think he gained enough weight. He didn't want to disappoint them again.

"That is great sweetie! I am so proud of you… What are you up in now? 114?" Not knowing about the weight loss he had at the hospital that went down to a low 104 pounds.

"Ehm… 108 pounds mom…" He says a bit awkward. She wasn't supposed to find out about that.

"When did you loose those other 10 pounds Troy?" She asks her son sharply.

"In the beginning when I was here… I continued to throw up and not eat… I am sorry… Its just seemed like the right thing at the moment." He explains to his mother. He hears her sigh in the other end and it feels like he betrayed his parents even more by doing that.

"But you are planning on to gain weight right sweetie?" She drops the fact that he had lost ten pounds while he was in the hospital, a place were it should be impossible for him to lose weight.

"Yeah I am… I want to get out of here soon…" He says softly and he can feel his mothers smile on the other side of the conversation. That made a smile come on to his face to. All he wanted was to make his parents proud.

"And you will be out of there soon to baby if you continue to gain weight…" She says softly to him.

"I know mom… Its like dinner in a few minutes so I guess I haft to hang up.." He says.

"Okay sweetie… Try to eat as mush as you can and I hope that I see you soon… I love you.." Troy smiles his the words his mother spoke.

"I love you to mom…" He smiles and hangs up. He puts his phone on the table he had by the beds side. He gets of his bed and walks out to the dining room and sees that they are setting up dinner He looks at it and tries to regain his good mood. He sits down at the table and waits for dinner.

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Caroline Skiffs was the biggest gossip girl on the school. She always had the latest news about everyone and everything. As she entered the child unit in the hospital to visit her sick little brother she had no idea she would have the latest gossip of the history. And as soon she knew it the whole school would know. And the secret would no longer remain a secret.

The second she stepped inside the unit her brother was on she felt a strange feeling washing over her. But she shrugs it of as worries for her brother. But when she saw her brother playing with his friends he had made at the hospital she knew it couldn't have been worries she had felt a few seconds earlier. She sits down on a chair and watch her little brother play innocently with his friends and she can't help but smile to them when ever they looked at her with big curious eyes.

"Caroline!!" The little voice squealed when he realised his big sister was there she smiles to him and soon they share a deep discussion on what has happened in the hospital sense the last time she had been here. "And there is a boy that is the same age as you who is here for anorexo!" He exclaims.

"Do you mean Anorexia??" She question softly.

"Yeah! And he is really skinny! But George said he was a skeleton who was gonna destroy all humans that is why he pretends to have anorexo!" The little boy exclaims dramatically. Like any other six year old he bought any lie that people told him. And this seemed like no exception.

"Chris… Anorexia is a serious illness… You can die from it… So I swear no one is working undercover…" The older sister explains softly to her little brother.

"But George said…" The little boy begins again.

"George lied!" Caroline states. Suddenly she sees Troy Bolton walking past the play area texting quickly on his phone not noticing the gossip girl, that would by the end of this hour spread the news.

"That is the boy with anorexa!!!" Chris exclaims and points in the direction Troy just went, a evil smirk started to form on the blondes face. She would get even with Troy fucking Bolton!

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The next day when Chad arrived at the school he was met by pointing fingers and whispers. What the hell was going on? That was the first question taking over his head. He suddenly felt so small and as a outcast of the school instead of one of the most popular guys. Everyone's stares made him wanna turn around and run home and hide under his bed like he did when he was younger. He walked up to his friends seeing them talking among them self, they become quiet when he arrived to them.

"What?" He asks with a small and petrified voice.

"Is it true??" Gabriella is the first to speak up to a confused Chad.

"What is true?" He asks even more confused.

"Is Troy in the hospital for Anorexia?" Gabriella continues asking the obvious unknowing Chad about the rumour's that was circling around the school.

Chad didn't respond and his eyes searched them selves down to his black sneakers he was wearing. He didn't know what to answer to that. Was he supposed to keep his promise to Troy or say the truth that the school already seemed to know. He would only confirm the truth that as rumoured.

"Chad?" Zeke asks. He already knew the truth about their best friend. Chad just nodded telling him that he confirm the truth. "It's the truth… He have been starving himself for almost four months… And now he is in the hospital so he can recover and be healthy again…" Zeke explains softly to his friends.

The group was in shock of the words that left his mouth. Troy had always been the smart one… He wasn't one of those people who did stuff like that. He was supposed to be the reasonable one who would stop others from doing things like that and yet he ended up doing something like that him self.

"Oh my god…" Sharpay whisper horrified. "Shouldn't we have noticed that?"

"We did… He just denied everything we asked. And we believed his words." Zeke says and looks between his friends that were registered the information they just had been confirmed.

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His eyes scanned over the pages. He was killing some time. He had just finished his session with the physiatrist and he couldn't deny he like Lena. She was understanding and if he didn't wanna talk about a certain subject she asked him what he wanted to talked about so he would feel a bond to her.

He really wished he would have gotten her from the beginning then maybe he would have come further in his recovery process then he had now. He just push those thoughts a side and focused on the future instead.

The faint knock on his door made his head to shoot up and he didn't only saw his boyfriend but all of his others friends to.

He was scared!

No that was an understatement! They would judge him because of this!

They weren't supposed to know about his.. condition.

"You always know how to make people worried…" Sharpay begins softly in a joking manner.

"And you find good reasons to skip school…" Zeke ads.

Troy smiles warmly to his friends. They didn't hate him for doing this. They were his friends.

"So when are you getting out of here so we can play some ball?" Zeke asks.

"I get out when I have gained the weight I need to… And I've got 50 pounds to go… After that I can start working out and gain the last 30 pounds in muscle… Or at least that is my plan…" He says softly to his friends.

"Sounds like a great plan…" Chad smiles softly and press a soft kiss against his lips.

"OMG! OMG!" Both Gabriella and Sharpay squeals happily.

"What??" Both Troy and Chad asks looking confused before the realised that the gang still didn't know that they gotten together yet. The boys smiles to the ecstatic girls.

"Your not mad Gab?" Chad asks carefully.

"Why would I be mad! You two together is like the cutest thing ever! Seriously I always knew that some time you two would end up together!" She squeals and Troy and Chad exchange questioning look between one and other. They shake their heads deciding that the screaming girls. They share a kiss again.

"Guys! You two are my guys but do you haft to make out all the time?!" Zeke asks and his eye brows rise to form in to a bow on the dark forehead.

"Two kisses Zeke!" Troy held up his hand demonstrating how many kisses they had shared sense the friends arrived.

"But there will be more because I know both of you!" Zeke mutters and the two boys just smiles at their grumpy friend.

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When Chad arrived home that night he saw his parents in the kitchen window holding each other close and they seemed to whisper sweet nothing in each others ears. He was happy that even after years of being together they hadn't seemed to lost the puppy love that had started this marriage. It would be simple things Chad had noticed that made them the strong couple that they were. It could be for an example that his father had made dinner for his mother even though it was just something simple it still showed that she didn't haft to dinner every single night. Or when he came home from work and with out a word her hands was on his shoulder soften up those strained muscles.

He walked up the last steps of the path that lead to the door and he opened the it. He could hear the mumbles from the kitchen of his parents talking. He continued his journey and ended up outside the kitchen looking at his parents loving embrace. He wish he would be able to hold Troy like that soon, whispering sweet nothing in his ear. He smile at the thought of doing that with him.

"Chad you already home?" His father notice and they let go of each other looking at their son. "How is Troy?" He asks in a soft tone.

Chad smiles to his parents for caring so mush about his boyfriend. "He gained a few pounds but still look like a skeleton but I think he will be okay pretty soon… When he makes up his mind he goes for it…" Chad smiles softly to his mother and father that seemed pleased with the answer the received from their son.

"Chad as long as you are his friend…" He begins and Chad gave him a look that said 'you can do better then that dad' "Boyfriend" He corrects him self. "He will be fine… He has come a long way just because you are so damn stubborn to back out of you promises… And that is a good thing…" He smiles and puts his hand on his son shoulder.

"You taught me I guess…" He says softly.

"No… That you taught your self…" His mother spoke up and looks warmly at her son.

Chad just shrugs and leaves his parents to go back to their making out he had better things to do…

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That night Troy stayed up very long. He couldn't bring him self to sleep. His friends knew his secret… A secret he had tried so hard to keep. Then it hit him! Who the hell found out first that he was in here? Chad wouldn't tell he knew that! But then who did?!?!