Chapter 3
Bella's POV
Jake had gone to work again. I replayed last nights images while I curled up in bed. I had let Edward kiss me and I kissed him back. I wanted us o do more than kiss I was a horrible wife and person. But I didn't know how to tell Jake he was a good man who looked after me and loved me. I loved Jake I really did. And that's why I was going to stay away from Edward I had to.
I heard the door open and close I got up and walked down stairs to see Jake with a bag of muffins and a carton of orange juice.
"Hey sweetheart" he greeted, guilt Bella my thoughts sang
"Hey Good morning" I greeted going up and kissing him and continued kissing him until finally he go my idea. He grabbed my arm and rushed us upstairs.
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We feel apart on the sheets our backs hit the bed we were both panting for breath hard
"My god…maybe I should…stay away more…often" he breathlessly chuckled I turned to him on my side and slapped his arm gently
"Don't joke about that Mr. Black"
"God we have to get you a secretary uniform for that" he moaned and I chuckled. As we were about to have another round his phone buzzed
"Shit" he cursed. I lay down and he answered it
"Hello…Hey Seth what's up?...WHAT…please tell me your kidding…o for fuck sake…" Jake rubbed his forehead hard "Does that mean I have to come in?...ok Seth do you know who did it?...alright Seth…yes see you soon…bye£ Jake hung up "Fuckers" he angrily got out of the bed and started to put his clothes on
"Jake what's wrong?" I wrapped the white sheet around my naked body
"Some idiot at the office has deleted my work and I have to do it all again"
"Fuck" I cursed
"That's what I said" he smiled "I'm sorry Bells its another late night"
I sighed and nodded "I am killing this person who ever they are"
He laughed and leaned down to kiss me, he had just fastened his tie. I smiled into the kiss while I tugged him by his tie down on the bed so he was hovering me.
"Bella" he whined and I chuckled "I'm going to have a hard on all day now"
"No your not" I pushed him on the bed and started to undo his pants.
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"Make some plans today ok" he said. We were at the front door. I leaned on it
"I will but please hurry I don't think I can go without you that long again"
He smiled; I loved that smile it was the childish smile he used to give me when we were together the care free one that made my cheeks blush.
"I love your Blush" he kissed my lips. I tried to hold onto him but he had to go
"Love you Jake"
He kissed my knuckles and I bit my lip, such a gentlemen
"Love you with all my heart Bells"
After Jake drove off I started to clean the house and get ready for today. I realized I needed some new clothes. I wore myMiss Sixty Roll Up Capri Jeans with Diesel Lions Face Off Shoulder Sweat Top and my Carvela Jewel Front Platform Sandals. My hair was slightly wavy.
I walked down stairs to get my bag when someone knocked on the door. I opened it to see Alice.
"Hey" I smiled
"Hi I was just wondering if you felt ok you left without saying goodbye"
"Sorry I felt a bit uneasy I guess all that food and drink had a bad affect on me" I chuckled she chuckled also
"Sorry I was wondering if your ok to go out today"
"Of course I was just going to the shops but I have no idea where it is"
"O I know we can go shopping"
"Ok great"
"My mom and Edward are coming also, they need new clothes come over when your ready"
"Ok" I smiled, well did my best to smile genuine.
I closed the door and tried to get my breath, ok I was going to be shopping with Edward. Great. God must hate me.
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I walked over to the house and saw Edward come out in a house of gods Mick Jagger grey shirt and blue denim pants. He looked at me and smiled
"Hello again Bella" he had no shame of what happened last night
"Hello Edward"
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We arrived at the shops and Alice was a shoppaholic she went into every shop buying everything she likes even if she wasn't going to wear it. Then it was Ann summers. She got me to wear a Silhouette Basque Set with matching high heeled shoes. I walked out knowing Alice would be there, because she tapped on the door and begged me to hurry up a million times. But I was shocked when it was Edward. He just stood there in shock but he composed himself better than I could because he pushed me back into the booth and locked the door.
"Edward enough get out"
"I don't think you want that, tell me something"
"Will you leave"
"Maybe, my question for you is, is your sex life rough"
"What" I gasped
"Is isn't is it" he tilted his head to the side "Because last night I ignited something in you that made you into someone else"
"Stop being stupid" I backed to the wall and Edward was in front of me so I couldn't escape
"Bella" he tilted his head to the side so I could see his neck. I gasped he had two little dent in the corner of his neck
"See what I mean if your sex life with Jacob was everything you desired you wouldn't have done that to me, you would have walked away and never spoke to me again you wouldn't even be civil to me" he shrugged "But you didn't and it's because I make you want me" he pushed his hips towards mine I closed my eyes for a minute but when I opened my eyes I saw Edward's smile
"I ignite something ion you Bella and your scared of that"
"Of course I am, I am a married woman and you getting me into bed isn't helping"
"Ah see this is what I mean, if you were happily married, fulfilled in every way possible we wouldn't be having this conversation you just said isn't helping' it like your forcing yourself to be with him"
"I'm not" I spat
"Then tell me something. If you want me to stop why am I still here and your not making any movements to get me out" he quirked his eyebrow up
I was about to respond but he was right he ignited a different woman out of me, something Jake could never do to me.
"Tell me to go Bella" he leaned forward
"Go" I stuttered
"And mean it Bella"
I couldn't say it, no matter how hard I wanted a happy normal life, that wasn't going to happen
He leaned down and gave me a slow and gentle kiss. He pulled back and looked at me
"Bella, I care for you now, it's strange and absurd I know scene as we met yesterday. But there's something about you which draws me in. I promise I'll behave now" he pulled back and I wanted to cry "Please join me for coffee tomorrow at noon? So we can talk"
I nodded he smiled and walked out of the dressing room. I fell to the floor and got my breath back I didn't realize I had been holding it.
Now I knew what Edward said was true I was going to have a serious problem with myself and my marriage.
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