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Chapter 4
Bella's POV
To say I was confused as hell was an understatement. One minute he was seducing me and then the next he was being civil? I huffed as I started the dinner. Jacob had rang me to tell me he was on his way home. I decided I would make his favorite, Lasagna.
"Honey I'm home"
I chuckled "How cliché" he came up behind him and wrapped his arms round me, he kissed my shoulder
"How was your day?" I asked
"Boring" he continued to kiss me I nudged my shoulder up to him. I moaned when he started to nip my neck
"Jake" I whispered breathlessly "Sweetheart wait"
he started to grind himself to me I panted.
The door bell interrupted our heated session
"Who the fuck is that?" he hissed, I shivered he had never swore before. It turned me on. O fuck Edward was right I like it rough. Stop thinking of Edward Bella.
"I'll get it"
Jake sighed and went upstairs.
I answered the door and it was Alice
"Hey" I smiled
"Hey everything ok?" she asked
"Sure come in"
"Thanks" she looked round the place when I closed the door "I really like your style" she commented I scoffed
"Yes well most of painting were gifts from friends we couldn't possibly buy these ourselves, you want anything to drink"? I asked while walking into the kitchen
"Yes please it's boiling out there"
"I know" I sighed "I really want rain" I chuckled
"I normally wouldn't agree with that but now I do" she smiled "I actually came here to talk to you about Edward"
"What about him" I gulped
"Well I've seen him, the way he looks at you"
I turned to her
"What do you mean?"
"Bella Edward is difficult, ever since his marriage he hasn't been the same he suffers now for some reason two personalities. The first is the gentle considerate Edward but then there's the…the different one he becomes so dark just so different it hasn't happened for a while but about a month ago he started again"
"Why?" I poured her drink and set it in front of her
"We're not sure" she sighed sadly I nodded her phone rang
"O crap sorry it's Jasper" she scooted out of her chair and made her way to the door I followed her
"Hey we're having another BBQ tonight only just the family you and Jake should come I know Edward wants you to come" in more ways than one I thought Bella my thought warned
"I don't know I'll check with Jake because he wasn't there last time"
"Ok well your both invited anyway"
I nodded and smiled
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Me and Jake were just getting ready. He wore his blue loose top with shorts and sandals, it really was hot out there. I wore my Blue ASOS Back Detail Mixed Fabric Dress with matching JLO Buckle Front Heeled Sandals.
I walked out of the bedroom siding my hair so it was draped around my right shoulder
"You look beautiful" Jake commented
"Thanks but prepare yourself for a proper BBQ" I chuckled as did he
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"Bella Jake you made it" Alice hugged us both
"Of course everything looks delicious again I'm envious"
"Thank you Bella" Esme came out and hugged me
"Hello Bella" I saw Edward standing there a my heart fluttered again and he smiled I swear he knew what he did to me.
"Jacob pleasure to meet you again" Edward greeted politely
"And you" Jake said without a smile I pursed my lips I didn't like how Jake treated Edward.
"Well let's go into the garden" Esme said clapping her hands together
"You have a beautiful house" Jacob spoke to Esme linking with her
"Thank you" she chuckled
I smiled and shook my head my fingers brushed against Edwards as I passed him I looked up at him and realized his eyes were burning into me. We both looked at each others lips but I turned away first I couldn't do this I was married.
We walked into the garden Edward was close behind me but then back away when we neared everyone.
I gulped I knew I couldn't control myself around him yet I don't think my marriage will get in the way of us wanting to be together and it scared me.
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The BBQ went well, but the looks me and Edward were giving each other were making me shift in my seat giving me a comfortable place which wouldn't give me friction to the place where I wanted him. I couldn't describe this feeling other than lust and I couldn't dismiss my marriage just over this simple infatuation, I wouldn't.
Me and Jake went back home and went straight to bed.
In the middle of the night I heard something downstairs it sounded like the ruffle of feet, shit someone else was in the house. I looked over to Jake, out like a log I rolled my eyes and got up making to grab my house and cover my Lepel 'Wish' Printed Chemise. I walked down the stairs as quietly as I could without getting the attention of the visitor. Then when I was at the bottom of the stairs someone grabbed my hand and pulled me towards them making sure my mouth was covered by their hand in the process.
"Bella it's me" I turned to see Edward
"What the hell" I hissed getting his hand away from me he cringed
"I had to see you" he whispered "I'm sorry but I can't get you out of my head" he cradled my face and I sighed
"Edward I'm married it's wrong"
"Bella even you can't deny the attraction of us Bella please meet me for that coffee tomorrow at 10:00?"
I thought for a moment, No Bella as he's just said they're is an attraction between you two if your left alone with no prying eyes who knows what might happen, ok we all know what would happen but Bella no. Bella it'll be fine Edward won't press, no? what about the other night. I felt wet in my panties thinking of that night where we got carried away stop it Bella my rational side spoke say no say yes.
"Alright" I nodded "But just for a coffee"
"And lunch"? he asked hopeful
O great lunch too, Bella be serious girl next thing you know he'll…
"Alright" I cut my brain from saying
WHAT!" My head roared my god I needed help with myself having a conversation with myself with rationality and recklessness. He smiled brightly and leaned down and hugged me
"Thanks Bella"
"It's alright" I sighed tired
we pulled back from the embrace and just looked at each other, the room was silent and we heard our breathing.
"Bella" he whispered "Would it be ok if I had one kiss?"
Bella don't you dare say…
"Yes"
For fuck sake my rational side yelled he smiled slightly and leaned his head down further and further until when we were inches away
"Bella?" a deep groggy voice called
"Shit that's Jake"
Edward walked to the back door and looked at me one last time before giving me a quick kiss in the cheek. I closed the door and faced Jake who was standing there in his pants
"What are you doing?" he rubbed his eyes and looked at the clock "it's 2:00 what are you doing up? And with the lights off"
"Just couldn't sleep" I shrugged "And I didn't want the lights on"
"O well" he smirked walking up to me and kissing the side of my neck and warping his arms around me "I think I can help with that"
I looked at the door where Edward had left, well at least I thought he left he was standing there, he looked close to crying I gulped and pushed Jake back
"I'm kind of tired now anyway sorry"
"It's fine" he shrugged "Come on"
"I'll just get a drink do you want one"
"No thanks babe" he yawned ands walked back up stairs I looked at the back door to apologies to Edward but when I looked he was gone I sighed and sat on the kitchen chair. Things were heating up now and I had to find a way round them because I didn't want to hurt Jake it's just a infatuation I reminded myself, Right?
