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Chapter 17
Bella's POV
What the hell?
"Bella?" I heard Tanya voice I furrowed my eyebrows "What are you doing here?" I questioned
"I knew the Cullen's when I was married to their son, Edward"
This was Edward's ex wife, well shit!
"Anyway, please you have to keep this pregnancy thing on just for tonight"
"Why? What…Tanya are you pregnant?"
"Ssshhh, yes I haven't told Eleazer yet" Eleazer had been her husband for 1 year.
"O great Tanya you couldn't have put it in the bin deep down?" I whispered
"I'm sorry but I will tell him soon I promise"
"Fine" she hugged me
"Thank you" she ran off with her husband. I sighed and started to drink champagne
LATER THAT EVENING
I told Jacob I was just going out to get some air. I walked on to see a couple just moving into the warn room. I walked to the corner in the shadows so I could have a bit of piece and quiet.
"Is that why you broke it up with us?"
I looked around to see Edward holding a glass of champagne in his hand
"What?"
"The baby, is that why you broke things off?"
I sighed "I'm not pregnant Edward Jacob got the wrong idea because…there was some pregnancy test in the cabinet"
I saw Edward breath out a sigh in relief
"Edward I have to go" I began to move but he came full force and pinned me to the wall holding onto my arms
"Bella just please listen to me ok" I nodded "Every time I wake up I want you there, I want to be able to hear you sing in the shower in the morning, I don't know if you do, but I want to find out. I want to be able to keep you in bed while I bring you breakfast in bed on our anniversaries, I want to marry you Bella" I felt my eyes widen slightly and my mouth parted "and I can't stand the fact of another man touching you. Bella I'm going to be truthful I want you to divorce Jacob so you can be with me. I want us to start from scratch. Bella, I'm insanely in love with you and I want to be with you forever"
I was stund, never had anyone been so passionate to me before. "I love you too, I just thought that it was just a fling and you didn't love me that way"
"Never Bella, it was never a fling with you. Bella ever since the moment I saw you I needed you to be with me. Bella I'm moving soon" I took an intake of breath "And I want you to come with me, I don't want either of us to think by us moving everything is going to be fine and we'll stroll off into the sun set like a movie because it won't. I want my life to be with you and I want…god this is so difficult to say" he leaned his forehead to mine and I took an intake of breath "Bella be mine"
His intense eyes burned into mine, what could I do? I couldn't just leave
"I'll have to think about it Edward"
he nods and lowers his head down to connect our lips. I melt into our embrace, his hands which started on my arms now slid to my back to draw me closer. My hands moved from his chest and into his hair bringing his head lower to me. our embrace got desperate. Our kisses urgent and needed. I felt Edwards left hand move from my back and into the slit of the dress. I moaned of the feeling of his hands being on me.
"God I missed you"
"I missed you too, I'm sorry" I panted I felt his head shake against my neck as he planted kisses and tiny nips on my skin. I felt my underwear being pulled down. I unbuckled his pants and slid them to the floor, managing to bring his boxers down also. His trousers and boxers stopped so his back side was still covered. If anyone was here they would just think they were still on and we were just kissing. My underwear was on the floor however. Edward parted my legs and hitched my right leg over his hips. My eyes didn't open the entire time. Our panting got a little loader as Edward slid himself into my wet core.
"Edward" I moaned
? POV
God I needed some air. I walked out to hear moaning and gasping, o my god are p[people that desperate they have to have sex here, now. Well it's not Alice and Jasper. I went to turn away but in the crook of the massive doors I saw…Bella? No couldn't be, I turned to see Jacob talking to Esme and Alice, I turned back, o my god that was Bella. I couldn't see the man. But I saw how desperate she was, she was clawing the man, her eyes were closed and her head leaned back onto the wall.
"O god" she gasped and bit her bottom lip "A little harder"
Bella cheating? I didn't think she was like, that was possible, she seemed so happy with Jacob. The man got his head out of her neck and my eyes widened, Edward Cullen. Bella was cheating on her husband with Edward. I walked away swiftly from the scene and hurried to the side with my partner.
"Everything ok honey, you seem a bit flustered"
"Could we go?"
Bella's POV
I bit Edward's neck to hide my scream of pleasure from my intense orgasm. Edward growled and scratched my leg, hard. Edward came shortly after me. we both stood there panting and kissing each others available exposed skin.
"I have to" pant "go now"
Edward nodded and set my legs down and bringing my underwear up. He fixed himself up and I kissed his lips. He stroked my hair and just looked at me.
"Bella?" we both heard, our eyes widened
"Jacob" I gasped I hurried to him giving one last glance at Edward he nodded and smiled, but I could tell neither of us were happy about me going to him. I hurried to Jacob in the middle of the room
"There you are" hugging me close he dipped his head down and gave me a kiss. I replied but felt sick. I looked across the room and saw Edward glaring at us. he got some champagne and drank it down.
LATER ON
Me and Jacob helped Edward into the limo, totally drunk. He kept on mumbling something. Jacob gave the driver the address and Everyone else was too wasted to be bothered to go home, but we wanted to go home.
"So hold me when I'm here, right me when I'm wrong Hold me when I'm scared and love me when I'm gone" I smiled, he was singing 3 doors down: when I'm gone, I love that song. I had the urge to kiss his forehead and hug him bit Jacob was here
"God I hate that song" he moaned I bit my lip and sighed.
Jacob's phone rung and he practically growled when he hung up
"Fucking work"
"What?" I swear I saw Edward smirk
"Just more work I have to do"
We arrived at Edward's house and Jacob asked the river to drive him to work, managing to bribe the driver with money.
"I'll be back later" Jacob said, helping me with Edward into his house. I grabbed the key form the inside of his jacket and opened the door. Jacob left and went into the limo driving off.
I maganed to close the door and land myself and Edward onto the couch. Edward was practically on top of me. his head on my chest.
"Edward?"
"Hmmm?"
"I spoke to Tanya" I felt his body stiffen "She told me she was your ex"
he nodded "Did she tell you why she left me?"
"No, I didn't ask, I didn't even realize you two were married" I shrugged "I never went into your ex marriage because you never brought it up, it seemed like it was too painful"
I looked down, in the dark I saw Edward's eyes close tight "Do you want children Bella?"
"I'm sorry?"
he managed to angle his head so his face was to me, our eyes connected
"Do you want children?" he repeated, the question caught me off guard
"I, I don't know"
he nodded "when I was telling you what I wanted us to be, I never mentioned children because…I can't…have children" his eyes shut and his head lowered so we were no longer face to face. I felt his hands clutch my sides.
"T-Tanya left you because you couldn't give her children?"
"Yes, Bella that's why I have to ask"
"Edward I don't care if you can't have children"
"You not" I heard relief in his voice
"No" I kissed his forehead "Edward, I love you that alone keeps me whole inside, just having you in my life makes me happy"
He smiled and kissed my chest "Thank you"
It was silent for a while, I heard Edward snore lightly and mumble something. I chuckled and kissed his forehead, he was so cute even when he was sleeping. I then knew. I had only loved Jacob as a brother, the reason I never felt really complete was because I was never meant to marry him. Jacob was the only man I loved back at home because he was the only one who I could stand. Jacob was my best friend and I do love him still, but always as a friend. I shook my head. Edward was the one for me, god I sounded like such a girl. Edward completed me he was my life now.
"Don't go" I heard Edward whisper in the darkness my heart broke
"I won't" I promised kissing his head and stroking his hair and back. "I love you" I whispered. I shut my eyes and fell asleep.
So Bella has finally realized she loves Edward more than Jacob
Q&A
Question: What do you mean by Jacob was the only one there for her?
Answer: Jacob was Bella's best friend in Forks. She willed herself to believe Jacob was 'the one' for her. Because Bella lived in Forks her whole life, she never moved away with Renee. Bella always assumed her life was with Jacob because her father and Jacob's father always told her they would be together. In her own way, Bella believed that and, even though something was never really there, she married Jacob.
Question: Who was it that heard/saw Bella and Edward
Answer: I won't tell you yet but I will do shortly promise
Question: So Tanya's pregnant now with Eleazer's child, will Edward be hurt/angry?
Answer: No, during the divorce Edward wished Tanya find someone who would give her everything
Question: Will you by some miracle give the chance to let Edward and Bella be pregnant?
Answer: I'm not sure, even though it would be nice for them after everything I don't know whether it would be a good idea I could say when they go to the doctor 'we said there was a 99.9% chance you could make a woman pregnant" or something but I don't know, I'll put a poll up and then when you've ticked the poll give me your answer and if it's a yes let her get pregnant with Edward's child, give me and example of what the doctor could say to them
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