IMPORTANT:
I'm trying to update and finish this story as fast as possible becuase my sceduale is pact and i need to work. so if i haven't updated in a week or so don't worry i will be updating and finishing these stories below which need my attention to finish
An Affair To Remember
Two Households
Desire of the heart
and perhaps Blind Seeing.
these stories shall be finished within this week if i have enough time.
hope you enjoy this chapter :)
Chapter 19
Bella's POV
Tanya excused herself and she almost looked guilty about something, come to think of it she was acting strange the other night at the party but i just thought it had something to do with telling her husband about the baby. Jacob was glaring at me from the sofa where he was leaning on the edge
"I demand to know why you didn't tell me"
"I'm sorry"
"Don't play dumb with me Bella, Tanya has told me everything"
did Tanya know about my affair with Edward? when did she find out? this wasn't how Jacob was suppose to find out
"Jacob i'm sorry i didn't tell you sooner but...i didn't know how to say it"
"O i don't know how about 'Jacob i'm not pregant it's Tanya who's pregnant"
so this was about Tanya being pregnant? "Jacob i'm sorry but she asked me to promise her not to say anything just in case her husband might have heard before she told him herself"
Jacob sighed and rubbed his face "It's fine i gues i'm just a little dissappointed with you not being pregnant"
"Jacob you must have realised somethign was up? i mean 3 months! i would have been showing slightly by then and anyway we haven't had sex in a while" god i hope he didn't get the wrong idea with that sentence.
"I didn't know how long it was Bells and Tanya doesn't even look like she's pregnant she still looks thin"
"I know"
"O well i mean" he walked up to me and circuled his arms around my waist and kissed my neck "We could always practice now?" he started to unzip my dress from the side. i didn't want this with Jacob i couldn't go through with this
"Jake stop please"
"Why?" he asked the dress was now off and stood there in my underwear. his touches were getting a little rougher, i felt dirty i felt like a whore and i shouldn't feel like this.
"Jacob please just stop we need to talk" he picked me up bridal style
"We'll talk later" he kissed my lips but i didn't reply
"Jacob stop we really need to talk now!"
he frowned and set me down giving me one of my dresses which had been ironed from yesturday. "Thanks" i mumbled i slipped it on and then turned my attention to Jacob
"Can we sit down?" i asked he nodded and led us over to the coach "Ok em i don't know where to start" i played with my fingers "You see ever since our marriage started it was great and i loved you like there was no-one else in the world" i looked at him and saw his eyebrows furrowed in confusion "Jacob there's no real way of telling you this but em...i've..i just think that...i don't think the love for you is the husband-wife way i think it was a brother-sister way"
"Bella, where the hell is this coming from? what are you really trying to tell me no loop hole tell me no matter how much you think it would hurt me"
i nodded "ok em i've...been...havinganaffair"
Jacob was shocked his body language was stiff "Say that again?"
"I've been having an affair"
he just looked at me, i saw the pain and anger in his eyes i think he was debating on what to say
"How long?" he spoke getting up and turning his back to me
"Ever since we moved here"
he turned to me his eyes showing positive anger "that . was . five . months . ago"
"I know, i ended it three months back"
"But i'm assuming it's back on now" he spat his hands coming to cover his face "God Bella why? things were going well why the fuck would you do this?" he yelled, i was a little worried of someone hearing the arguement
"I wasn't thinking Jake look i can say sorry a million times but nothing is going to make it right"
"DAMN RIGHT IT WON'T" i jumped becuase i had never heard Jake shout like this before, iwas a little scared of him "So what was it Bella" he shrugged glaring at me "Was i not giving you enough hmm? who's the lover anyway i wouldn't be..." he stopped and i was more worried now he looked at me, now looking away from the floor "Is it Cullen?"
i bit my lip, Jacob laughed and shook his head "I always fucking knew there must be something going on" he then looked at me "You stayed there last night didn't you! that's why you were in the same dress"
i nodded
"Did he taste you" he spat
"Jake" i gasped Jacob walked up to me and grabbed my arms forcing me backwards until my back hit the wall
"Did he do this to you? was he rough with you Bella? o come on don't be shy"
"Jacob stop it..." i was cut off by a sharp sting in my hceek, Jacob had just hit me
"Do you love him Bella is that why you did it? do you not love me anymore you just thought you would string me on"
"No" i shook my head
"You know the bit that pisses me off the most, is that his friend works at my company and he's the one who was making me do all the work, he made a fucking person deleate my work so i would have to do it all again"
"I...i didn't know"
"Of course you did" he threw me to the ground "You probably laughed together thinking IT WAS FUNNY BECUASE I WAS THERE WORKING AND YOU TWO WERE THERE HAVING SEX" His voice raised as he spoke
"Jake i didn't know honestly"
"Fuck this" he yelled, he grabbed his coat and wlake dout the door i followed him and saw him get in his car and drive off.
i closed the door and collapsed onto the floor.
~*~*~* 1 week later *~*~*~
It had been one week since mine and Jacob had the fight. i had asked around and asked if anyone saw him they repleid the same reply, no. i was starting to get worried he had never been like this before, so angry. i shook my head
"Relax Bella" Edward soothed me. we were at his house watching TV. i wa sin his T-Shirt, boxers and socks.
"I can't help it" he dipped some popcorn into the chocolate bowl and fed me
"Jacob will be alright Bella i promise"
i nodded and smiled i kissed him and lay my hea don his shoulder "This is nice" he commented
"I know" i dropped the popcorn/chocolate on my knee and Edward licked it up i giggled "You too cute for your own good"
"I know" he smirked i rolled my eyes
"I need to get clothes" i said getting up but to be pulled back down by Edward
"You don't need clothes"
"I do, now let go otherwise no sex" he let go immedetly and i laughed
"That was mean" he pouted and folded his arms and pouted i leaned in and kissed him while iput my clothes back on stripping in front of him
"O please not satisfied from last night Edward" i teased
"O yes i must remember to pay for the damages of the rips i made in that uniform" we chuckled and kissed remenicing last nights activities
"I'll be back shortly" i promised
"Okay, love you"
"Love you too" kiss
~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
I walked home and opened the door, that was strange the light was on, maybe Jake was back i walked in and saw him there
"Come on" he dragged me towards the car
"What the hell Jake"
"We're moving and strating fresh again if you dare scream, or get anyones attention or even contact your lover i'll kill Cullen"
i looked at him totally shocked what was i going to do now?
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