A/N: I was so happy that you guys enjoyed the last chapter!! So, a MAJOR thanks and shout out to LynZann. Because without her help, the first part of this chapter would pretty much be non-existent, lol. And for that, you all should go check out her story 'Conspiracy' it's an amazing Jasper/OC story that you're going to fall in love with! Now onto the chapter...enjoy!!


Chapter 31: Make you Feel My Love

~I'd go hungry. I'd go black and blue. I'd go crawling down the avenue. No, there's nothing that I wouldn't do to make you feel my love~

After setting me down, he stood back at the edge of the bed, just staring down at me. Yes, this was definitely going to be interesting.

"I'm kind of lonely over here you know." I leaned back a bit on my elbows and looked at him playfully.

"Well, shall we fix that?" he knelt down on the bed and started making his way towards me.

"Wait!" I yelped, stretching my leg out, nudging him with my shoe.

"What is it?" he quirked an eyebrow at me.

"I don't think I should have my shoes on…I don't want to poke you with my high heel!" I blushed deeply. Yea, like my high heel would cause him any damage.

"So considerate of you." He had a bemused looked on his face, grabbing the shoe that was pressed against his chest and slowly slipped it off. He leaned closer and repeated his action with the other shoe, throwing them behind him.

He grabbed my hand and pulled us both us so that we were both standing on our knees in the middle of the bed.

"Let your hair down." He whispered, and I noticed the tone of his voice changing a bit.

I reached my hand behind me and started removing all the pins that were in my hair, slowly letting it fall loose around me.

"You're amazing my little willow." He pulled me closer, kissing my forehead gently.

I suddenly felt a bit hopeless. Here he was, saying and doing just about everything right and yet, I couldn't even form coherent sentences.

But, he didn't seem to notice. He was otherwise occupied at the moment.

"You know" he reached behind me, knowing exactly where the zipper to my dress was "This dress left very little to the imagination." He kissed the spot right below my ear, causing me to giggle just a little bit.

"I love you how you laugh" he pulled me away from him for a second to pull the dress over my head and just tossed it to the side. I couldn't help but frown when he did that. It was my prom dress after all and it was pretty expensive. Oh, well.

"Do you know what you're doing?" I asked him nervously, leaning back towards him to finish pushing the white shirt off of his shoulders.

"Not in the slightest." He confessed, but still letting his eyes roam over me in a very indiscreet manner.

"Oh thank god." I sighed deeply, grabbing a handful of his other shirt and bringing him back with me against the bed. At least now I knew that we were both on almost the same page.

"I think I like this outfit better…" his eyes looked even more beautiful at this very moment. They were smoldering, intoxicating. And, the fact that they were this way because of me, was just a bit overwhelming.

Personally, I thought it was a bit too much lace for my taste but, I wasn't about to tell him that. Especially now that I knew he liked them so much. I just might have to add more to my collection.

I felt as his hands traced certain areas, making me both sigh and laugh.

"You're extremely ticklish Natalia." Jasper noted, running a finger down my side again. "I like that. Such a wonderful weakness."

"Not fair" I pouted slightly "I don't know your weakness and you're still wearing too much clothes."

"Oh, darlin'" he leaned back a bit on his heels and effortlessly threw off his other shirt before coming back to me, staring me straight in the eyes "You are my weakness."

And those few words were like music to my ears. I couldn't help but smile up at him.

"You like that don't you?" he teased, running his nose along side of my face, just taking his time breathing in my scent.

"Mm, very much so." I sighed.

"I think you'll like this better." His face left mine and began making its way down, leaving a trail of kisses along the way. On his way back up, I felt his hand stop on the back of my leg, pausing for a moment to trace the jagged pattern that was there. The reminder of that fateful night that I lost my mom.

Without even realizing it, I started sobbing quietly.

"What is it?" he was instantly back up closer to me, looking for an answer.

"I was just thinking what would've happened if my mom had never died…would I have never met you?" I didn't know what part scared me more. The idea of wondering about my mom or the idea of having never met Jasper.

"Shh, Natalia…all that matters is that we're together now. Just you and I. And that's all we need right?" he tried to comfort me. I just nodded slowly, feeling much better.

"Natalia, I'm going to keep going…is that alright?" he awaited my response.

I didn't think I could speak, so I just shook my head yes. Slowly he started kissing my neck, making his way down. He wrapped his arms around me, and in one swift motion, he removed my bra. My first instinct was to place my hands over my chest, but Jasper wasn't having any of that. He grabbed my hands and moved them back to my sides.

"Ah ah ah, no hiding. I want to see all of you." he said, once again kissing my neck. He slowly started kissing down and soon enough, he was placing soft kisses on my chest, causing me to catch my breath in my throat. It was like nothing I had ever experienced before, and this was just the beginning. I saw him remove his belt, and slowly he removed his pants, keeping his boxers in place. He placed one arm around me, the other holding my arm, and slowly laid me on the bed. Realizing what he was doing, I helped him by moving up on the bed, allowing him room to lie beside me. He did, and we started kissing. Soft, sweet kisses at first that quickly turned into hot feverish kisses, as if we couldn't get enough of each other. I wasn't sure if it was both mine and his lust that was doing this, but I didn't care. I thrust my hand into his hair, holding his mouth to mine for as long as I could. Finally needing breath, I removed my mouth from his, unfortunately, and worked my way to his neck. I nibbled a little bit, hearing a growl muster in his throat. The next thing I knew, he had flipped me onto my back and was on top of me. His eyes had darkened with his need for me, and if I was like him, I am sure mine would have been the blackest of black for him. I couldn't imagine ever being in this position with anyone else. This is where I was supposed to be, who I was supposed to be with. There was no doubt in my mind. I gazed into his eyes, knowing that we were going to be connected forever after this.

I looked deep into his eyes, my hands on both sides of his face, "Jasper, I love you more then I have ever loved anyone. I honestly do, and I hope you know that. I could not ask for a better person to have fallen in love with, or to have fallen in love with me." I leaned up to kiss him, not wanting to break the connection. I could feel him smiling slightly against me, signifying that he agreed.

Without separating, I reached down to remove his boxers. He kicked them off to the floor and looked at me.

"Are you sure? You're ready?" he asked, gauging my reaction.

"I have never been more ready for anything in my life, Jasper. I want you to make love to me, right now."

I must have been feeling the right feelings, cause he lifted me up, removing the last piece of clothing I still had on.

He stopped, taking me in, "God Natalia, you are so beautiful. You will never have any idea how beautiful I find you, but I will make sure and tell you every day for the rest of your life."

He leaned over me, placing soft gentle kisses on my face. He told me to grab his arms, and squeeze as hard as I could when he said so. I wasn't sure why he wanted me to do this, but I just took his word, and placed my hands on his arms. He gently spread my legs apart, placing himself in between them. I could feel him, right there. I felt him put a little bit of pressure, and then heard him say 'Now.'

I squeezed as hard as I could while he thrust himself into me. I knew it would hurt, but I hadn't expected this. I squeezed as hard as I could, to the point that it was actually hurting me. I felt the pain start to subside and I knew that he was helping me. I felt him bring his hand up and wipe away a few stray tears.

"I'm sorry that hurt, but it will get better. Trust me?" he asked.

"With everything." I said.

He slowly started moving, up and down, in and out. He was right, the pain was subsiding with each movement and the more the pain went away, the more pleasure I felt. He kept going slow, not wanting to hurt me. I brought him down to me, wanting to feel his lips on mine again. I bit his lip and felt him smile. He quickened his pace a little bit, and suddenly I felt like my insides were tingling. I wrapped my arms around his back and pulled him close to me. Suddenly I felt him press into me, and at the same time, it felt like a fire cracker going off inside me. Jasper softly collapsed on top of me, wrapping his arms around me, pulling me close, so as not to leave any distance between us.

"I love you Natalia" he whispered in my ear.

"I love you too Jasper." I whispered, sleep suddenly overcoming me.

JPOV

Within minutes, she was sound asleep. And, not five minutes later, I could hear my cell phone buzzing somewhere on the floor. I tried to ignore it but it just kept vibrating. Finally giving in, I sat up slightly and pulled away a bit from Natalia.

"No, Jasper don't go…" she murmured, rolling over on her back. I leaned over towards the ground, fishing the phone out of my pocket. The phone flashed five missed calls and two text messages. They were all from my sister.

Jasper, why aren't you answering? Where did the two of you go?

Never mind, Alice just pulled me aside and told me. I'm so happy for you Jasper. Don't worry, Alice convinced all of us to go back to the Cullen house. Lucky for you, they won't be back until later this morning…and luckily her brother is too distracted. Love you, Rosalie.

I smiled at the messages left by my sister before leaning back against the bed. Looking over at Natalia I noticed that her top half was completely exposed. And, not to say that it wasn't one of the loveliest sights, I didn't want her to get sick so I reached over and pulled her closer to me and pulled one of the blankets up over her. When she was back with me, she lovingly nuzzled her face against me, sighing in content when she realized I wasn't going anywhere.

For hours I just lay there watching her. I never would've planned this happening tonight but, I was so happy that it did. I would never love someone the way I would love Natalia. She was my everything. She was my other half and I never was going to let her go. I moved some of her hair out of her face so I could see her peaceful face. I could feel every inch of her move up and down with every steady, relaxed breath she took.

And, as I continued watching her, I took quiet satisfaction in the fact that I had brought her such great pleasure. Something I planned on giving her for quite a long time after tonight.

~Natalia~

I woke up the next morning to hear Jasper on the phone. When he noticed me moving, he quickly got off and gave me a kiss.

"Morning beautiful. That was Bella. She said they would be here in about an hour or two. They are out hunting, giving us alone time. Why don't you go ahead and hop in the shower and I'll go get some breakfast?" he asked.

I shook my head yes, waiting for him to leave the room before I got out of the bed. I quickly got in the shower, enjoying the hot water on my body. I'm not sure how long I was in there, but the water was starting to cool off. I got out, wrapping myself in a towel. I brushed my hair and teeth, before realizing I had no clothes in here with me. I went out into the bedroom, hoping that by some sort of magic, there was a bag here for me.

Looking around, I couldn't find anything, so I went into Jaspers closet. I grabbed a button down shirt, putting it on and rolled up the sleeves, making sure to button most of the buttons. I then went to his dresser, where I was looking for a pair of boxers or shorts when I heard something hit the ground. I turned to see Jasper standing in the door, a bag of food lying at his feet.

I quirked an eyebrow at him, trying to figure out what he was doing.

"Natalia, you look sexy as hell. Please, just stay like this for a little bit?" he asked, almost pleaded.

"Umm, OK." I said, walking over to him. I couldn't believe he had just used me and sexy in the same sentence.

He wrapped his arms around me, pulling me in for a kiss. I could've stay like this forever. I suddenly got a hit with a wave of lust and he quickly broke the kiss, looking down at me with both of his hands on my face. I was surprised by the amount of desire that they held.

Last night, I had a pretty good idea but, now that it was light outside, I could truly see them.

"Can we?" he asked hopefully "You're not too sore?"

"Nope." I smiled, bringing him back to me. So maybe I was little sore but, he was being so sweet at this very moment that I just couldn't deny him.

Besides, we had time, might as well use it.

We moved to the bed, not breaking contact. When I felt my legs hit the bed, I let myself fall back, Jasper coming with me. He slowly started unbuttoning the shirt I was wearing, and I franticly pulled his t-shirt over his head. Now that it was daytime, I could see his body much clearer. He of course had a perfect chest and stomach, the body of a god in my eyes. I wrapped my arms around his shoulders, running my fingers over some of his scars as I reached the back. I knew he didn't find these scars attractive at all, but they were a part of him, and I loved them. I brought his face back to mine, wanting to taste his mouth again. We made out for a while, just enjoying the feel of our skin against each other.

Finally, he pulled back to remove his jeans and boxers. He once again told me to grab his arms, but when he said now, I didn't squeeze. It didn't hurt this time. All I felt was the rush of him entering me. I instantly felt that tingling in my stomach, a wave of pure pleasure washing through me. I looked up to Jasper, seeing the love he had for me on his face.

He was trying so hard to be careful, not wanting to hurt me. I smiled at him, letting him know that he was doing fine, that I felt nothing but ecstasy.

I bit my bottom lip and grabbed some of the sheets in my hand trying to be as quiet as I could.

"It's okay, there's no one here Natalia, you can be as loud as you want." he coaxed me. My body decided to take on a mind of its own, my back arching up off the bed, pressing further against him while a slew of incoherent noises came out of my mouth.

To that, he merely laughed lightly. Only Jasper would laugh at a time like this. But, him making fun of me was the last thing on my mind.

"Jasper…" my voice was a bit hoarse and his eyes connected with mine "more…" I practically growled at him. He was stunned for a few moments before a sly smile spread across his face.

I felt him speed up a little bit, and as he did, I felt that tingling turn into a fire.

I felt him thrust into me one last time, both of us climaxing at the same time again. He rolled over so he was next to me, pulling me close to him.

"You're amazing, you know that right?" he pushed some hair back off of my forehead.

"So, I've been told." I joked, trying to catch my breath as I pulled myself closer to him. "I love you."

"I love you too darlin'" he lightly ran his fingertips up and down my arm.

We laid there for some time; I was practically falling asleep again, when we heard noises on the stairs.

"Oh my God." I whispered, sitting up a bit panicked as the voices got louder "Jasper, what are we going to do…." I looked over and saw that he wasn't next to me anymore. Not more than five seconds later, he was back at my side fully dressed. Lucky.

I wrapped as much as the dark blue sheet around me as possible when someone knocked on the door.

"Don't let them in." I frowned. But, it was no use, the door wasn't locked and it just swung right open.

"No Alice I don't believe…oh Jesus!" I widened my eyes. Jacob Black was the last person I expected to be walking through the bedroom door, staring at me in what looked like a mixture of shock and disgust.

"What are you doing in here Jacob?" Jasper eyed him, no doubt trying to get a read on his emotions.

He just ignored, me, looking me straight in the eyes "God, Natalia I thought you would be so much smarter than this. Are you really that naïve? Could you not see what he was going to do?"

"What are you talking about?" I got up off the bed, almost tripping over my own two feet. Jasper of course caught me, his fingers grazing my body through the thin material. I gave him a small smile as he steadied me.

"She doesn't owe you an explanation. What the two of us do is our business, not yours."

"Oh yes it does…" he stepped closer to me, and Jasper instantly went into imprinter mode, placing himself between me and Jacob. Images of the day of my birthday flashed into my mind, sending me into a near panic attack.

"Jasper, don't!" both Alice and I called him at the same time. With suspicious eyes he moved away from Jacob, allowing him to come near me. He didn't say anything at first, he just grabbed my face gently in his hands, moving it slightly to the side, a deep, malicious growl leaving his lips. I backed up a bit from him.

"You tried to bit her didn't you?" he turned towards Jasper, his eyes full of fury.

"I did no such thing." Jasper crossed his arms.

"Then why does she have all those marks on her? I'm sure they're not just on her neck either…where else did you try to bite her?"

"You don't know what you're talking about."

"Jacob please, why are you doing this?" I sighed deeply. I was getting the feeling that I was just a magnet for drama. Every time everything seemed perfect, something horrible happened.

"You're this close to breaking the treaty Jasper."

"The treaty?" I looked at him "The treaty wasn't broken. I wasn't in any danger. That's what it's for right? That I would be safe?" I looked at Jacob who was suddenly gaping at me and towards Jasper who had this look on his face. And it wasn't a very good look.

He looked angry, furious. But worst of all, he looked caught.

"Am I missing something here?" I looked again between the two boys.

"You didn't tell her?" Jacob scoffed, walking back towards Alice. "What a coward."

"Tell me what? Jasper, what's he talking about?"

Jasper turned and shot Jacob a cold glare "Can we be alone now…" he said through gritted teeth. Alice tugged on Jacob's hand and the two of them walked out of the room.

I sat on the edge of the bed, trying to prepare myself for whatever was about to come out of Jasper's mouth.

"What was he talking about?" I repeated. I watched as Jasper knelt in front of me, grabbing my hand in his.

"When I told you that the treaty was made just to make you safe, it wasn't the complete truth."

I nodded.

"I promised Jacob that I would not change you unless you gave me permission. And, well he must've got the wrong idea. I swear to you Natalia, that was the last thing on my mind." He gripped my hand tighter.

"So, you lied to me?" I looked down at him "And not only that, you pretty much deceived Jacob. There'd be no proof if you did change me because I gave you permission."

"Darlin' I…"

"No…" I let go of his hand "You don't plan on abiding by that treaty do you?" my voice started growing a bit shaky "You do want to change me at some point don't you? Regardless if I want it or not…"

"And you really think that I would've tried to do it last night? Or this morning for that matter?" he narrowed his eyes at me "I love you Natalia…and I know that you love me just as much. I could feel it. You want the truth? Yes, when I made that treaty with Jacob, I was completely trying to placate him…I just wanted to give him a reason to leave us alone. Because the truth of the matter is, I did have plans of changing you for my own selfish reasons. I cannot envision a life without you…but, after last night, I'm not so sure I believe that anymore." His eyes burned with emotion and went right through me. I was speechless for a few minutes.

On the one hand, he had just admitted to lying and wanting to change me just because he could. But then there was another part of him that told me just how much I mattered to him. I didn't know whether or not to push him away of pull him closer.

"What changed?" I whispered "Why last night?"

"Because when I felt you Natalia, so warm and innocent, I began to think that I wanted you like this for so much longer. If I were to change you, you'd be just like me…cold, hard, no beautiful heartbeat to drive me insane. I don't think I'm ready to give all of this…" he wrapped an arm around my waist and dragged me closer to him, burying his face against me "I don't think I'm ready to give this up just yet."

Stunned by the new found information, I just stared straight ahead of me for a few moments, trying to compose myself. I had no such luck.

"You" I choked out "Are so selfish Jasper Hale…but, I love you so much." I leaned down placing my cheek on top of his head. I felt him pull me closer to him, trying his best to hold me from the position he was in.

"I love you, beyond words. I'm so sorry." He mumbled against me, but I could hear the guilt in his voice.

"I forgive you…" I barely got out before intense sobs started to wrack my body, causing me to tremble against him. He pulled away quickly, sitting up closer, placing both hands on my face.

"Please Natalia, don't cry. Tell me what's wrong." I tried to open my mouth but nothing came out. Nothing more than sobs. I tried to pull myself together but, pretty much like my outward appearance (a complete and utter mess), my mind was in the exact same state.

"Darlin' why are you so upset?" he wiped some tears off my cheeks, trying to soothe me.

I didn't know what to tell him. I didn't want to make him feel even guiltier than he already did. He had gone from wanting to change me to now re-thinking it. Call me crazy, but I thought I should have some say in whether or not I was changed. It made sense right? But, I was such a pushover sometimes. And, more than anything, I hated people being upset on my behalf. Especially Jasper.

However, at the moment, I was pretty terrified. Even though he said he wasn't thinking it anymore, what if one day out of the blue he decided that he was going to change me without even giving me a heads up? I didn't want to have that kind of tension between us. Though, I knew even if I asked him right here and now and he promised me, what kind of guarantee was that?

I wanted time to think about this. I wanted to just sit here forever with Jasper holding me, telling me things were going to be okay. Because, regardless of what I was thinking and freaking out over, I knew that I would always trust him.

And at that moment, all I wanted to do was bury myself under the blankets and not come out for a very, very long time.

"It was just a lot of information to take in, that's all." I was able to piece myself back together just enough to show him that I was really fine.

"You believe me don't you?" he gave me that look with his eyes and I couldn't resist him.

"I believe you Jasper. I trust you completely remember?" I pulled his face closer to mine, kissing him gently, trying to prove to him that I had complete and utter faith in him.

It worked apparently because I felt him drop his hands from my face to my shoulders as he stood and at the same time tried to push me back against the bed.

I could stop the fit of giggles that left my mouth, making me forget momentarily about everything.

"What?" he asked, but didn't stop pushing me back.

"What? You get a taste of something and suddenly you can't get enough?" I teased him.

"Damn straight darlin'" His accent more apparent than normal "I have a lot to catch up on." He tried to defend himself.

"Well, that sounds like a personal problem old man." I laughed as he smirked and began running his hands along my sides, a burst of laughter escaping my lips. "Jasper I'm kidding!" I squirmed under him as he continued tickling me.

"Natalia?" a voice called me from somewhere in the room and Jasper immediately stopped tickling me, sitting up. We both looked over and saw Edward standing there, a peculiar look on his face.

"Um, hey Edward." I blushed a bit. Not really the best thing for your brother to walk in on you while you're boyfriend was trying to go for another round.

"I think you should get dressed" he set a pile of clothes on the edge of the bed "Carlisle and Esme are going to be here in a few minutes."

"They're WHAT!" I covered my face with my hands.

"Yes, and Carlisle isn't very happy." He sighed, and just walked out of the room.

That wasn't a good sign. I didn't even get a lecture from Edward.

"Oh, god…oh, god." I got up off the bed, grabbing the pile of clothes, just dropping the sheet and got dressed as quickly as possible.

"That wasn't very smart Natalia." I felt a pair of arms wrap around me. "How am I supposed to resist something when you just keep putting it in front of me? You clearly over estimate my self control." He leaned and placed a kiss on my cheek.

"Jasper, I don't know if you're joking or really trying to distract me." I sighed, blowing some hair out of my face "But right now, the only place this butt is going is downstairs!" I shook my head, grabbing his hand in mine and walking down the stairs, trying to be as calm as possible.

As soon as I walked into the living room however, all my calm feelings went away. There standing there was Carlisle, a stern look on his face. Esme was sitting on the couch, talking with Alice and Jacob. I glared at Jacob. He was the culprit I knew it.

"Natalia, sit." He ordered and I quickly sat down, Jasper right beside me, wrapping his arm around me.

"Now young lady…." He began and I internally cringed. This couldn't be happening now could it?! "I think you have some explaining to do."

"About?" I whispered.

"Did you have sex with him Natalia?" he cut straight to the chase, not even trying to ease into it.

"Um, yes." I sighed. What could he possibly do? We had already done it, not like I could take it back.

He quickly narrowed his eyes at the two of us and I knew what was coming. He was in complete dad mode.

"You're always giving in to her every whim. Every single time!" Carlisle yelled, causing me to jump slightly. He looked completely on nerves end, like he had snapped"You never say no…." he started up again and that was it. I couldn't take it anymore.

"Don't blame him for any of this!" I snapped back at him, and I instantly shrank back in my seat. I had never, ever spoken to him in this manner. And I could feel new tears forming in the corner of my eyes. What was happening to me?

"Oh, god. I'm so sorry Carlisle. I didn't mean to yell at you." I placed my head in my hands, trying to block out everything. I was just praying that this was some horrible dream. That I was going to open my eyes and still be lying in the bed with Jasper, away from everyone and just thinking about everything we did.

Opening one of my eyes, I found that I was still sitting in the living room, with Carlisle looking down at me. He didn't look that mad anymore. But, he was more so disappointed in me. For yelling at him or the fact that Jasper and I had sex I wasn't sure. It could've been a mix of both.

"Maybe we should rethink this whole college thing." My eyes widened at that statement and I was immediately on my feet, grabbing onto his hands for dear life.

"No, no please…you can't be serious! Please, please Carlisle…." I didn't know what to do to convince him. Maybe if I got down on my knees and begged him, he would have pity on me.

At this point, I was willing to just do about anything to make him reconsider.

"Natalia, if I can't even trust you in the same town with him, how in the world am I going to trust you off in some new city all alone with him?" he gently let go of my hand.

Oh, god. Was he actually telling the truth?

"But you can trust me Carlisle. I love him!" I felt my knees starting to waver. "I need him!"

"Natalia" Jasper stood and grabbed my arm gently, keeping me from falling down "Listen to me alright." He made me look at him, his gaze intense "No one is going to keep us apart do you understand me? Wherever you go, I will be right there behind you, no matter what."

"But…" I stammered.

"No." his voice was firm and strong "After last night, you're forever a part of me and vice versa. It's something that we can't take back now. I love you, and I will never leave your side. I don't care what anyone says."

He brought me towards him and kissed me quickly, practically crushing me with the amount of passion it held. I gripped his shoulders so I could stay upright. When he pulled away, he smiled warmly at me, and for the fourth time in past twenty four hours, he wiped away some of my tears.

And with that smile, my faith was completely restored in him. I knew he would never lead me astray. He would be there for me no matter where I went.

Like he said, we were connected…forever.

Now all that was left was trying to persuade Carlisle, again.

Just like we need air to breathe, that's how much I needed Jasper. And no one was about to take him away from me.


Wow, so ALOT went on in this chapter!! I really hope that you guys enjoyed it. Jasper was amazing (even if he got caught in a lie)...Can Natalia convince Carlisle to have a change of heart, again? The next chapter is going to be HUGE...I think.

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