Story title: Memoirs of a lost soul
Author: Yukaya
Disclaimer: I own nothing but the main character and certain parts of the plot, not everything. All the rest belongs to JK Rowling and the editors/publishers/etc of the Harry Potter series.
Pairings: Irmada/Draco
Summary: We all know what happens to the trio in all seven books. Now, how about a look at what it felt like to be the "bad guys" having love issues…
Author's note: Well, here's chapter four . Again… REVIEW ! If you want to criticize, go ahead, but make it useful, k? Hope you guys enjoy it !
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Chapter 4: Demons in my head
That night, I lay awake in bed, buried by darkness, thinking about what had happened a few hours earlier. I couldn't understand what that person had told me; I just remembered parts of our dialog. The words spun around in my head like a hurricane, never making any sense. "I know everything about you. I am a part of you, just as you are a part of me. I live in you." But how? I didn't get it. No matter how many times I repeated these phrases in my head, I never got a drop of meaning out of them. I just couldn't figure it out and, after what seemed like hours of restless thinking, I finally fell into a deep, dark sleep, which brought along an intriguing dream.
I was in a very dark room, crouching on the floor, curled up into a ball with my back against the wall. Dust floated up into the air as I sat there, motionless. The room was so cold I could feel my nose become numb. I could feel the walls come closer, and the closer they came, the harder I held my legs to my chest. The fear I felt was so strong I couldn't hold back the tears from flowing out of the eyes I held so tightly shut. My hands got sore from clutching onto my body and my finger nails were slowly penetrating into my soft, pale skin. I started bleeding. Somehow, I felt a strange pleasure to the feeling of my blood pouring down my legs, onto my hands, and down onto the floor where my hair lay softly atop the now blood-covered ground. Suddenly, a strange, dark figure come forth from the shadows in front of me, his presence bringing along a blue haze above his head, which seemed to lead to the sky. It was a boy. A tall, pale, thin, blond-haired boy, who seemed to be older than I was. I had never seen him before, yet I felt I knew who he was; and the moment he spoke, I recognized his voice, the only thing he had not changed about himself during our last encounter. He knelt down in front of me, at arms length, and held out his hand for me to take.
"Lest us be friends" he said. "I shall not hurt you. Take my hand and follow me to our destiny. Come with me to my world where we can share our thoughts and feelings freely and without hesitation. Believe in me, just as I believe in you. Come now, don't be afraid. You shall be happy. I promise you this."
He was so charming. I couldn't resist the light that shown in his bright blue vivid eyes. I longed for a secure place to live and now here he was offering me that. I had to accept it. I slowly started to float up into the air as his hand met with mine and, together, we flew up into the darkness which slowly parted, revealing the sky and leading us to new horizons.
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There you go chapter four is officially (and finally :S) finished AND published :D !! ok, I gotta go drink some water or pour it over my head or something so I can relax…. See you guys next chapter :D byee
