Over the next week and a half Amber surprised everyone, including herself, with her mood. The dark Amber never showed up. While the torture she endured with the branding of her breast haunted her she acted cheerful, charming, and flirty to her friends. The first morning after she was branded by the woman Amber looked at her breast in the mirror and cried. The W was very defined and the wound puckered above her nipple. Amber knew she would be scarred for life and she cried at her ruined cute breast. The pain eased a great deal over the days thanks to the medication but the wound was scaring terribly to form the W. The Goth girl still endured the "punishments" from the woman and while the woman did not hurt her again as bad as when she pressed the red hot metal to her breast she still hurt Amber for the slightest mistake and even made up a few. The only positive thing about her "punishments" was that the woman left Natalie alone for the most part. The small girl did receive terrible spankings for some minor offence or another, but nothing as bad as she received in the past. The man continued to rape her almost nightly of course but his work hours left Amber more free time to enjoy with Lilly and tutor Miley. Amber got permission from her uncle to tutor Miley in math after school on the two days she did not work at Rico's. Her hours were cut since the weather, while not cold, was getting cooler and the time changed so it got darker earlier and less people came to the beach on weekdays. Amber told the man Miley was paying her and she would give him the money. Miley of course was not paying Amber, but she gave the man money from her tips telling him Miley paid her. She never told Miley and felt it was worth the loss money to be away from the house for a little while. Plus she would not need extra money to take Natalie shopping since the girl refused to wear dresses anymore or any new clothes for that matter after that terrible night. Amber was hurt Natalie cut up her new pretty dresses, but she never told the girl and understood why she did it. When Amber tutored Miley she had Lilly pick Natalie up at the bus stop and meet them at Miley's house and Lilly played with or took the young child to the beach while Amber and Miley studied. Amber thought it was a good arrangement since it got Natalie from her home and away from her mother and with Lilly's attention focused on the child Amber could flirt with Miley without Lilly getting jealous or suspecting anything.
Of course Lilly was one of the true almost totally non-jealous people Amber ever met. When Amber tutored Miley, Lilly had no problem leaving the two girls alone. She witnessed some minor flirting between the two girls but was not bothered by it. She trusted Amber and more importantly she trusted Miley with her life and knew her best friend would never do anything to knowing hurt her. Lilly loved Amber more and more everyday and enjoyed the girl's good moods and always thrilled when Amber would spontaneously grab her at school and pull her to a secluded spot and kiss her until she was left breathless. Lilly also noticed Amber opened up more about her life prior to moving to California and talked more of her best friend, parents, and brother. The other girl would seem to be telling Natalie stories about her past, but Lilly knew it was also the way Amber wanted to tell her about her past as well. The Goth girl was still closed mouth regarding her past relationship with the girl Samantha but talked a little about other people she dated, and Lilly noticed Amber changed the subject when Lilly, Miley or Natalie would ask questions she was not ready to answer. With Amber's good mood lasting so long and the girl not phasing out like she used to, Lilly thought maybe Amber was doing better and that made her very happy. The only problem Lilly had was with sex. Lilly was normally a very sexual person and now she was constantly sexually aroused due to just being around Amber. The surprise make out sessions left her so horny all she could think about was sex with Amber and to make it worse the Goth girl exuded sexuality in everything she did from kissing to every day normal things like just talking. Lilly would watch her when she tutored Miley and the way the girl put her hair up, chewed her pen, and wearing her stylish glasses even drove Lilly crazy with desire. Amber was sexy without trying to be. She tried several times to get over her issue with Amber's uncle and what he did to the girl. She tried to drive the images from her head but it never worked. Amber would ask Lilly to skip school in the afternoon at times and the girls would go to Lilly's house and Amber would do her best to try and seduce the blonde but Lilly could not think of anything but the girl's uncle raping her so they would just lie in bed and hold one another. Amber always told her it was fine, but Lilly knew the girl was getting frustrated with her and desired sex, but Lilly could not do anything as much as she desired Amber. Lilly even tried pleasing herself at night when alone, but those images still entered her thoughts and she could not even bring herself to orgasm that way. Lilly felt she was going crazy over not having sex and worse she started to imagine making love to Miley again. She thought of how much passion her and Miley shared in their lovemaking and how great the sex was. When Lilly spent the night with Miley she could not sleep as her best friend would snuggle close with her and press her body against her while she slept and the closeness and smell of Miley's hair drove her crazy. Lilly would never do anything with Miley or any other person while dating Amber; she was very loyal that way and committed to the person she was involved with. The blonde surfer girl despised people who cheated on the one they claimed to love. She saw first hand how it ruined the marriage of her own parents when her dad cheated on her mom and she saw how hurt her mother had been and how her mother cannot trust men she dates. Lilly was never going to be one of those people who cheated on someone regardless of how horny she got or attracted to another person she was. Infidelity was something Lilly did not tolerate in herself or others. To try and ease the feeling of sexual arousal Lilly went to the gym more and did anything she could physical to tire her body and took a lot of cold showers. It helped only a little.
Amber was also driving Miley crazy with desire. Miley could no longer deny she was physically attracted to Amber and wanted the girl badly. The way Amber nonchalantly flirted with her and touched her in innocent ways drove Miley nuts. When the Goth girl tutored her in math, which Miley discovered Amber was brilliant in; Miley would get lost in the girls green eyes and ignore anything the girl told her about the subject. Amber flirted with her and she flirted back shamelessly while sneaking glances at Lilly when the blonde was in the room. The pop star tried her best to ignore some of the flirtatious comments and blush while she looked at Lilly, hoping her best friend would not suspect her attraction to her girlfriend. At night Amber consumed her thoughts and fantasies as she masturbated over and over thinking of the Goth girl. Miley never pleased herself as much as she did over the next week and would have to bring herself to orgasm three and even four times a night just to sleep. The worse was when Lilly spent the night with her. In the past when she shared her bed with her best friend Miley would wish Lilly would make love to her like they used to, but now all she could think of was Amber and she dreamed of the Goth girl and the things she wanted the petite brunette to do to her. Miley just hoped she did not talk in her sleep and alert Lilly to her secret desire that left her ridden with guilt. Miley knew she did not love Amber; she just wanted the girl sexually but that was still wrong and she knew it. Miley and Lilly promised each other a long time ago they would never let a boy…changed to include girls also as they got older…come between them and Miley was breaking that promise. She really had no clue if Amber was attracted to her since the Goth girl was so natural in her flirtations and it seemed she was just that way. She flirted with Oliver, Jackson, and Rico as well and that confused Miley and drove her even crazier. Miley was not like Lilly; Miley could be a very jealous person and watching Amber flirt with the boys got to her and to her own shame Miley got jealous when she would see Amber and Lilly interact and kiss. Miley knew she wanted Amber to the point it made her mad with desire and she knew if the petite sexy girl came on to her she would not be able to resist.
Amber picked up on Miley's desire and knew it was time to act on what she needed to do to keep Lilly. In Amber's nixed up mind she needed to do something she never would have done in the past to keep a girl she loved. Amber saw the way the two girls looked at one another and so something they did not see. She saw love. Miley looked at her with lust in her eyes but she looked at Lilly with love. Amber saw it and did not need the voices to tell that; she saw it all too plainly and she was tired of losing someone she loved so she allowed the voices to control her in what she needed to do. Of course lately the voices controlled everything she did and they were so mean and cruel with the exception of her mother who remained kind and caring, but she came rarely anymore and when she did the other voices chased her away. On a day Amber was to tutor Miley, the tall brown haired girl mentioned she had something to do after school and told Lilly and Amber to meet her at home. She mentioned Lilly had the key and her dad was not home. Amber asked Jackson, who she liked and trusted, to pick Natalie up at the bus stop while Lilly and Amber went to wait for Miley.
Amber was sitting on the couch and was soon joined by Lilly after the blonde made herself at home and got a drink from the refrigerator. As soon as she sat down Amber pounced on her and straddled her and started kissing her and grinding herself against the blonde. Lilly moaned with pleasure as Amber grabbed her head passionately and kissed her harder. After a few moments Lilly pushed the girl away to catch her breath.
"Wow…what was…what was that for…damn that feels good…ohhh…God…that feels great." Lilly asked gasping and moaning while Amber kissed her neck. Amber pulled back and smiled.
"We don't get much time alone and I have not kissed you all day." She then started kissing Lilly's neck again and soon Lilly felt Amber grab her hand and force it up the girl's skirt and under her panties.
"Please, Lilly, please…just a little…touch me. I need you to touch me." Amber begged as she nibbled on the blonde's ear. Lilly inserted a finger inside her girlfriend and heard Amber gasp in long denied pleasure. The Goth girl was very wet and she soon slid another finger in easily. Amber moaned louder and pressed herself against the fingers.
"More…ohhhhh God…please more! Don't stop, love…please don't stop! I…ohhhhhh yes…I need you Lilly!" Amber begged and moaned as she rode Lilly's fingers harder. Lilly was very aroused and wanted the girl badly but then the hated images came into her mind and she pushed Amber roughly off her and the Goth girl landed on the couch with a moan of frustration. Lilly tried to get up, but Amber pulled her back down and kissed her softly.
"It's ok, love. Just hold me. I…I understand."
Lilly looked at Amber and smiled but she wanted to cry. "How…how can you be so fucking understanding? I want you so bad, Amber…but I can't…all I think about is what that man…" She was interrupted by Amber placing a finger on her lips.
"Shhh…please, love…please don't say it. Don't make it real for me...for us. I…I love you and I understand. That is how I understand why you can't. I love you." Amber curled up next to Lilly and the blonde put her arms around her and held her close.
"Miley has a crush on me. Did you know that?" Amber said suddenly and she put her head on Lilly's chest. Lilly looked down at her in surprise.
"No…I…no she doesn't. She can't…I mean…she wouldn't. Jackson does have a crush on you but not Miley. She…she just wouldn't."
Amber smiled and lifted her head off Lilly and positioned herself to lie down on the couch and placed her head in Lilly's lap.
"Don't be silly…Jackson does not have a crush on me. He just likes me as a friend. He is seriously crushing on that girl Alana that hangs out at the shack; the Hispanic girl. He talks to me about her all the time. I think she liked him too, but he won't make a move. But yes, love, Miley has a crush on me. You see it…the way she flirts and acts."
Lilly laughed as she started stroking Amber's hair, "Yeah and like you are so innocent. I've seen you flirt with her too."
Amber sat up and eased into the corner of the couch and leaned back. She crossed her arms and pouted her lower lip, "I…I have not! I have no idea what you are talking about!"
Lilly laughed and sat crossed legged on the sofa as she turned her body to face Amber, "Oh please…'Miley that skirt looks great on you…you have a lovely figure.' 'Oh, Miley you are so cute…giggle giggle.' 'Miley, stop…you are being so bad and need to be spanked.' Don't tell me you are not flirting with her."
Amber turned her head up in a lofty manner, "I am just giving her compliments!"
Lilly scooted closer and tried to take her hand but Amber pulled away, "Yeah telling her she needs a spanking it giving her a compliment. Look, Amber, I am not jealous, baby. If she has a crush on you then she has a crush on you. I trust you and I really trust her. She would never do anything to hurt me."
Amber tried move as far away from Lilly as she could and sank deeper into the corner of the couch. "Oh you trust me but you 'really trust' her! Does that mean you trust her more than me? I like how you said she would never do anything to hurt you but you left me out of that equation! I guess you think I would do something, huh? Well screw you Lilly Truscott! Oh wait…I can't say that since you won't even do that to me!"
Lilly did not rise to Amber's attempt to start a fight. One she was not jealous of Amber or Miley and two she knew Amber despite what Amber said she was frustrated she would not have sex with the Goth girl. Lilly pulled Amber to her hard as she lay back on the couch and the smaller girl fell on top of her. Lilly held Amber tight and started kissing her neck and her girlfriend tried to struggle. Soon Amber was grinding her pelvis against Lilly and moaning.
"Ohhh…yes, Lilly…that feels good…please more…fuck me Lilly…please I need you to fuck me!" Amber pleaded as Lilly nibbled her ear. Lilly pulled Amber's skirt up and grabbed the girl's butt hard and pulled her tighter to her and ran her fingers under her panties. Amber gasped in pleasure and continued to beg the blonde to have sex with her. Soon Lilly felt Amber trying to unbutton her jeans and she smiled as the girl muttered something about how Lilly should wear dresses to make thing easier. Amber finally managed to get her jeans unbuttoned and pushed her hand down the blondes pants and under her panties. Lilly moaned as Amber's finger touched her clit and she pushed her own hand down the brunette's panties and inserted her finger in the girl again. Amber let out a loud gasp of pleasure and grinded her butt on Lilly's hand. Once again the images came into Lilly's mind and she tried to push them away but could not. She pushed Amber off her and Amber fell to the floor panting.
"Amber, we can't…not here…someone may walk in." Lilly said also breathing hard.
Amber smiled and crawled between Lilly's thighs and kissed her pelvic area through the jeans. "Take me somewhere, love. Take me anywhere. The beach, your car, anywhere…just make love to me. I want you so bad." Amber begged as she kissed Lilly's thighs.
Lilly moaned, "Ohhh, God…Amber we can't. Natalie and Jackson will be here soon and Miley…fuck that feels good…we can't just leave."
Amber had placed her fingers inside Lilly's jeans and inserted one under the girl's panties and then inside her and smiled at how wet Lilly was. "Umm…you are so wet…you want me, I know you do…please, Lilly…I'll do anything for you. Anything you ask of me. We have time and Jackson and Miley can watch Natalie for a while. Please, love…I need you. I need you to make love to me. I need to please you. I'll let you do anything to me, love." Amber begged as she continued to finger and kiss Lilly.
Lilly moaned in pleasure but found the strength to push Amber away. She pushed her girlfriend back with more force than she intended and Amber fell back on the floor hard. "Stop, Amber…we can't! I can't and…and I don't know how you can either!"
Amber looked up and the blonde, "What do you mean you don't know how I can't? What does the mean?"
Lilly sighed loudly as she buttoned up her jeans. She stood up and walked to the kitchen. "Nothing…let's just get a snack and wait for the others." Lilly was not hungry but she wanted to avoid having to explain to Amber what she meant. Amber stood up and followed her but was not going to let the comment go without an explanation. An explanation she knew the answer to but wanted Lilly to say it regardless of how much it was going to hurt her.
"No, don't walk away from me, Lilly Truscott! I want to know what you meant! Have the courage to tell me!" Amber yelled.
Lilly turned around; her anger was rising due to the frustration of not being able to have sex, her frustration of not being able to help Amber when her uncle raped her, and even frustration that Amber allowed it to happen. "Why ask, Amber? You knew what I meant! You know damn well what I mean!"
Amber smiled cruelly, "Yes I know…but I want you to say it! I want you to tell me why you cannot fuck me! Don't be a coward, Lilly!"
Lilly looked at her feet for a moment and then back into Amber's eyes, "Fine…I don't know how you can want to have sex with me or anyone for that matter after what your uncle does to you! How can you be so turned on by me and want me and then go home and let that man do those things to you? How can you even think about sex after what he does to you? I don't understand how you can let him do that and not tell someone who can help or go to the police! Is that what you wanted to hear, Amber? Is that what you knew I was going to say?"
Amber staggered back as if she had been hit. She knew what was on Lilly's mind and she even dared Lilly to tell her. But hearing it was a blow to her. "I…you…you know why! You know why I do it…why I have to! How can I let that poor girl suffer those things…and she will when she gets older or even sooner than…than I thought. I see the way he is looking at her now. She…she is getting more beautiful everyday and I see him staring at her. I have seen his eyes as he watches that woman spank her and…and I know…oh trust me on this one…I know how it turns him on." Amber started to cry and walked to Lilly and took her hands in hers. "How, love…how can I let him do that to her? If…if I give him what he desires he will leave her alone. Please see that, love. You…you have to know it is just my body he uses and nothing else. My heart, mind, and soul are not there when he does things to me. Those are yours, my love. My heart, mind, and soul are yours and it is an empty shell he uses." Amber tried to wrap her arms around Lilly, but the blonde pulled away. Lilly did not mean to step back but she was repulsed at Amber's words. They never talked about that part of Amber's life. The days they spent in Lilly's bed Amber talked a little about the abuse she suffered from the woman but never what her uncle did to her.
"Go to the police, Amber…anybody…the school counselor or…anybody! You can do that!"
Amber's face was twisted in pain at Lilly's rebuff of her and she cried harder, "They…they can't help! They won't believe me and…and then if they did what then? Where would Natalie go? She could end up in a worse home…if one exists. She could be subjected to worse and I won't be there to protect her. I…I can protect her now and that is why I do it! I thought…I thought you were different than others…I thought you would understand." Amber once again tried to hug the blonde but Lilly backed away further.
Amber cried out with heartbreaking pain, "Please…please hold me, Lilly. I need you to tell me you understand and to love me."
Lilly looked at the other girl and then at her feet again, "I…I can't hold you right now…I love you, Amber, but right now I can't touch you."
"Why?" Amber screamed, "You…you think I enjoy it don't you! You think I enjoy being his whore is that it? You think I like it when…when he makes me put it in my mouth and kiss it and suck it! You think I enjoy when he does things to me!"
Lilly started crying now, "No…please…please don't say that! I don't…I swear I don't! Please, Amber…please don't!" Lilly begged and then she tried to hug Amber but this time the Goth girl backed up.
"No…you wanted to hear it so fucking listen to me, Lilly! You think that…I know you do! You think I like it when he makes me wear disgusting outfits and dress up for him and play his sick games! Admit it, Lilly; admit you think I like it when he puts things inside of me and things in my ass that hurt me! You think I enjoy it when he spanks me with the riding crop and hurts me and…and makes me act like I enjoy it! Tell me, Lilly! Fucking tell me you think I enjoy being his whore!" Amber screamed and Lilly put her hands over her ears and begged her to stop, But Amber continued.
"Did you know I used to enjoy things like that? Did you know I used to love it and get so hot and aroused when Samantha used to dominant me like that and I would beg and beg her to make me cum when she spanked me or tied me up…or fucked my ass! You never knew that about me did you, Lilly? You never knew I enjoyed being her slut and whore! I would beg her to do those things to me! I would beg to be her whore and enjoyed all of it! You know why I never told you those things…because of this! Because I knew you would think I enjoy when that man does the things I used to beg other lovers to do to me!"
Lilly fell on her butt on the kitchen floor, "Stop! Please stop it! I…I don't want to hear anymore!"
"Fuck you, Lilly Truscott! You are like everyone else! You are not different…you look at me and see a whore…a whore you won't fuck as much as she begs you to because I disgust you! I…I would have done those things for you! I would have gladly done those things for you if it pleased you…I would have begged you to fuck me and use me like a slut if you wanted to…because I love you!"
Amber stood there staring at Lilly; both girls crying when the door opened and Miley walked in.
"What's up, girls…sorry I was…" Miley saw the scene, "What…what is going on. Lilly…Amber…are you two alright?" She asked with concern in her voice.
Lilly stood up and wiped her eyes and Amber did not turn around. "Yeah…just…just…I need…I need to go for a walk." Lilly walked past Amber and turned her body to avoid Amber's attempt to reach out to her and walked out the patio door to the beach. Amber turned and faced Miley. The tall brown haired girl saw she was also crying.
"Amber…you ok? What happened?" Miley asked and before Amber could respond Jackson walked in with Natalie. When the girl saw Amber she smiled.
"Ams!" Natalie cried out and ran to the older girl and hugged her. Amber hugged her back tight.
"I missed you, little peep. How was school?" Natalie looked up and saw her sister was crying.
"Ams…what's wrong? What…what happened?" The girl asked in a scared voice. Natalie just hugged her tighter.
"Nothing's wrong, sweetie. She and Lilly had a small fight. Why don't you let Jackson take you to Rico's for a snack while Amber and I talk for a bit?" Miley said and Natalie nodded as she broke the hug. Amber gave Miley a grateful look and saw the other girl whisper something to Jackson. The boy nodded and held out his hand.
"Come on, little monkey, I bet Rico will let you have a hot dog." Natalie smiled and hugged Amber quickly.
"It'll be ok; Ams, you and Lilly will make up and be friends again." She kissed Amber on the cheek and followed Jackson out the door. When they were gone Miley looked at Amber and gave her a questioning look.
"He'll keep her for a while. I told him to take my credit card and take her to the toy store at the mall after they got a snack. Now tell me what happened."
Amber looked at Miley and then ran to the other girl's arms and hugged her tight.
"Ohhh…Miley…she…she is going to break up with me…I…I think she is seeing someone else!" Amber cried in Miley's chest. Miley chuckled.
"Don't be silly, Amber. I know Lilly. She is not seeing someone else and if she was she would tell me."
Amber looked up into the girl's lovely brown eyes, "No…I…Miley she does not want me…I mean really want me…you know…sexually. We…we only had sex one time and that was weeks ago and now every time I try she pushes me away. What else could it be? She does not find me pretty and does not want me. She is disgusted by me. I see it n her eyes when I kiss her and try to seduce her."
Miley was shocked. She knew Lilly intimately and knew the blonde was a very sexual person and almost insatiable when it came to sex. Then Amber was a very pretty sexy girl that Miley found impossible that Lilly could not want her sexually and that shocked her as well. She thought there must really be something wrong if Lilly did not want to have sex with Amber. She did not think Lilly was seeing anyone else…surely Lilly would have told her, but then again, her best friend was very private about some things in her life. She took a deep breath and inhaled Amber's scent of her hair by accident and thought how much she desired the girl and then drove that thought from her mind with guilt. She led Amber to the couch and sat her down. Amber clutched Miley and would not let her go as she cried. Miley gently pushed Amber's head up and smiled as she pushed the girl's hair back and then started separating the red locks from the black hair and twisted them in a braid. Amber moaned in pleasure and Miley felt a shiver of excitement run through her at the sound.
"I…I like that…a good friend of mine used to do that all the time for me when I was sad." Amber whispered and Miley smiled and continued to braid the red locks.
"Shh…lets talk about what happened. I…well…I don't know why Lilly won't…well…you know. But she is not seeing another person…I just can't believe that."
Amber nodded, "Then why, Miley…why does she push me away when I want to. Am…am I that ugly to her? I…I know I am not as pretty as she is…or as pretty as you…but I thought I was at least cute. I…I…she does not desire me and it is either she does not find me attractive or…or she is seeing someone else. I…maybe…damn…I know she told you, Miley…about my aunt and what she does. Maybe Lilly is with me out of pity and…and does not love me."
Miley sighed and started braiding Amber's other lock of hair, "Yes, Amber…I know…Lilly told me. I…hell I don't know why she does not desire you. You are so damn pretty and sexy and…well…I think you are so fucking hot! Sorry...it may not be my place to say that, but you are, Amber, and anyone who does not think so is an idiot and that includes my best friend! But…no I just can't see her dating anyone else…she cares for you a great deal and she loves you. I know that…she tells me all the time."
Amber smiled at Lilly, "You are very sweet to tell me I am pretty. You are to…you are very pretty and sexy. But…maybe Lilly does care for me and loves me…but…but maybe for the wrong reason. Maybe she loves me out of pity for me and Natalie." Amber let Miley finish her hair and placed her head back on Miley's chest. Miley flinched in shock and even pleasure as Amber accidentally brushed her nipple with her mouth as she sought comfort in Miley. Miley loved how Amber held her and felt desire coarse through her as she comforted the girl.
"Shhh…it's ok, sweetie, it's ok…I…I don't know what to tell you…maybe…well…maybe she loves you as she loves me…as a friend and she does not know how to tell you…I know it hurts to hear it, but…I don't know, baby, I don't know how what to tell you. Lilly is a very good person. A lot better than me…and a very caring person and very loyal and if she was seeing someone else she would tell you. I know she would." Miley inhaled Amber's scent again; this time on purpose and felt herself get more aroused. She wanted to push Amber off her but she did not have the willpower. She liked holding the small girl in her arms. Amber was so petite and sexy and venerable and Miley found that very exciting.
Amber placed her head tighter to Miley's chest, "She…she got mad at me because…because of you…of us."
Miley looked down at Amber's pretty face, "Of us…I don't understand."
Amber looked up and smiled, "She…well she got jealous of the way we flirt and…and accused me of…she said I…we…oh, Miley…I am so sorry…but I can't help it."
"Help what, Amber?"
Amber lifted her head and brought her face close to Miley's and ran her finger's through the girl's long brown hair, "Miley…I…I did not mean for it to happen…but…I…I like you…I have a crush on you and…I flirted with you and…Lilly got jealous of that. I love her…I love her so much…but…you drive me crazy and…oh God I am so sorry."
Miley knew in her heart that she should walk away right now and let Amber and Lilly deal with this problem themselves, but she did not have the will to do so. With Amber's face so close to her and the girl touching her she could not move away. Miley closed her eyes as Amber pushed her hair back behind her ears and sighed in pleasure. She opened her eyes suddenly and looked into Amber's brilliant green eyes.
"Ummm…Amber…p-p-please…n-no…Lilly is my best friend and…and I…I love her and I can't hurt her…please, Amber…don't. I…I can't stop if you…you kiss me. I…I have a crush on you to…but don't…please don't." Miley begged the girl not to continue and Amber smiled as she bit her lower lip.
"I know, baby…I know and I love Lilly too…but…but you make me crazy and…oh I have to, Miley…I have to at least kiss you one time. I…we…you and I…maybe…God help me, Miley…but I have to...you…you are so sexy and beautiful." Amber leaned in and her lips lightly brushed Miley's and the other girl did not pull away and this caused Amber to press her lips tighter and then soon Miley moaned in pleasure and opened her mouth and she felt Amber's tongue enter her mouth and she sucked it in greedily. Miley kissed the girl back hard and ran her own tongue around Amber's and heard the Goth girl moan in response. Miley wrapped her arms around Amber and felt the girl do the same to her and then she fell backwards on the couch and pulled Amber on top of her. She knew she should stop and push the girl away, but her mind no longer controlled her. Her body and lusts took over her as Amber started kissing her neck.
"Ohhhh…God…please!" Miley moaned out. It was a moan of combined pleasure, guilt, and pleading that Amber ignored.
