The next morning after her fight with Amber, Lilly reluctantly got out of her bed and turned off her alarm. She slept very little the night before as thoughts of the fight kept replaying in her mind and how she acted toward Amber. She was going to apologize and beg Amber to forgive her if she had to. She was so wrong and she knew it. Lilly was always one to admit when she made a mistake and she made one last night. Lilly yelled back out her mom when the woman told her to get up or she would be late and walked to the bathroom. She sighed as she saw how messy the bathroom was after her mother used it. She hated only having one bathroom in their small apartment and once again she felt envy of Miley and her huge bathroom she did not have to share with anyone. When showered and dressed she called Miley and told her she would pick her up in a few moments and was surprised Miley told her she wanted to drive herself. Lilly shrugged after she got off the phone and thought Miley sounded weird. She must be pissed at the way I treated Amber last night…hell I don't blame her. She likes Amber and yeah I think she is crushing on her too. Lilly thought and decided she had to smooth things over with Miley as well as Amber.
Lilly got to school and waited in front for Amber and as the bell rang to signal the start of homeroom, Amber had yet to show up. Lilly got scared. Amber always wanted to go to school because it was an escape from her home and Lilly knew for the girl to miss a day something must have happened. She walked into homeroom and slid in her desk behind Miley.
"Miley…hey Miles." Lilly whispered and saw Miley tense. Damn she is really pissed. I wonder what Amber told her and how big of a bitch I was last night, Lilly thought and tapped Miley on the shoulder.
Miley slowly turned around, "What." She said sharply.
"Damn, Miles…I'm sorry ok. I'm sorry for being a bitch to Amber. I did not think…"
"Miss Truscott," The teacher interrupted her, "I know you are very excited to have Miley back in school, but could you please wait until I finish my announcements before you disturb the class again. I don't want to split you two up again this year."
"Yes, m'am." Lilly muttered as the class chuckled at her. She sank back into her desk blushing. She did not think Miley would be this pissed at her for getting into an argument with Amber. Hell, she expected her best friend to take her side. Lilly looked at the clock as their teacher droned on about the announcements.
After homeroom Lilly cornered Miley, who was trying to leave quickly, "Miley…ok you are pissed at me…fine. I was going to apologize to her today. I'm sorry for acting like a bitch…ok." Miley nodded and looked around nervously and Lilly continued, "But I haven't seen Amber today and I'm worried. Did she mention anything to you last night about missing school today?"
"No! Why should she? I mean…why should she talk to me? We didn't do…we didn't talk much last night after you left…ok…God stop giving me the third degree. I have to go! I don't want to be late for class." Miley turned and walked away quickly. Lilly gave her a curious look and shrugged her shoulders. Must be PMSing. Miley always got very weird when she got close to her period, Lilly thought and looked at her watch. Lilly decided to ditch a couple of her classes and at least drive by Amber's aunt and uncle's house. Lilly drove by the house and did not see anything out of the ordinary and then thought how stupid she was. Of course she would not see anything out of the ordinary. What did I expect…police tape around the house and them carting out Amber's body…stupid Truscott…so stupid! But in reality she was suspecting just that deep in her mind. Instead of driving back to school, Lilly went to a store and brought a prepaid cell phone and added a lot of minutes on it with her emergency credit card. She would have to explain to her mom when the bill came, but she did not care. Now she could give it to Amber and she could call or text the girl when she wanted to. Amber drove back to school hoping to see Amber soon. Damn…this is driving me crazy! I really DO love that girl, she thought with a smile.
Amber woke the next morning feeling guilty and ashamed of what she did with Miley. She buried the feelings of guilt with her other feelings. Over the past months, Amber had gotten to be an expert at burying her emotions and she locked the guilt of having sex with Miley in the room of her mind with the other feelings she buried. When the man came to her last night to use her, Amber actually relished the pain her gave her when he handcuffed her hands behind her, blindfolded her, gagged her mouth, and spanked her naked butt. She relished in the pain because she deserved it. She deserved the punishment for what she did to the girl she loved. Amber took the harsh beating with a strange pleasure as it helped ease her guilt if only for a little while. Then when the man used her body in perverse and humiliating ways, she gladly accepted that as well to continue her punishment for being unfaithful to her girlfriend. Amber did not even wash him off of herself after he left. She deserved his disgusting filth on her body. One thing about what the man did to her worried Amber quite a bit; he made her dress and act like a little girl. She was worried because if he made her act like a little girl then he may go after Natalie soon and that thought terrified Amber. After he left her she expected the voices to come to her as she wrote in her journal. She expected the cruel voices to tell her she did the right thing and to love her again. After all, she did what they wanted her to do. But only one came and it broke her heart to hear the words of that voice. That voice who never told her the words it told her last night. "I am so ashamed of what you did! I thought my daughter was a better person than that, but she is just a whore! I thought I raised you to be a lady with class; not some cheap white trash whore! You shame me and I am no longer proud of you! I am ashamed you are my daughter!" The voice screamed at her and hearing it from her mother broke her heart. A woman she loved completely and idolized and worshipped and strived to be just like and who she wanted to be when she got older to tell her she was ashamed of her hurt her deeply. When she was in third grade they had a class assignment to write about their hero and who they wanted to be when they grew up and why. Most children wrote about athletes or the president, or even fantasy super heroes; but Amber wrote about her mother. Now to hear those words from her mother, a woman who was always proud of her and never ashamed of her tell her she was a whore made Amber feel she lost her mother twice. Amber begged forgiveness and for the other voices to explain why she did it, but they all just laughed at her. They were so cruel to her.
Amber got out of bed, did not even take a shower, brushed her hair, and made sure Natalie was dressed and ready for school. Natalie asked her if she was feeling good and Amber smiled at the girl and nodded. Natalie knew Amber's moods so well and just hugged the girl, whispered words of love, and left to catch the early bus. She would eat breakfast at school. Amber waited for the man to take her to school in the kitchen as she absent mindedly sipped her coffee. The man came into the kitchen and told her she looked terrible this morning without any makeup and laughed at her. He then pulled her to her feet and walked her to the downstairs bathroom. He pushed her to her knees and unzipped his pants mentioning to her he was horny and need a good blowjob to start his day. When he was done, Amber rinsed her mouth in the sink with warm water and the man told her he was now running late and could not give her a ride to school and she would have to ride the bus. He gave her a few dollars from his wallet and left her washing her mouth out.
Amber walked to the bus stop and waited for the bus that would take her to school and changed her mind. She did not want to face either Lilly or Miley right now and caught the bus that would take her to the direction of the beach. Amber did not know what she was going to do or where she was going as she walked the beach carrying her high heels in her hand and the stockings she took off in the other. The beach was not crowded on a Wednesday morning but she did have to rebuff the nice but obvious advances of one young jogger. He quickly resumed his jog when she mentioned she was only seventeen. Amber found herself in front of the pier and walked under the yellow safety tape and walked to the edge. She sat down and dangled her feet over the edge of the pier and looked out at the water.
"I did what you asked of me…why do you still hate me?" Amber asked aloud as she stared at the ocean. After a pause she answered the unseen voice that only she heard. "No…you said I had to…you said it was the only way to keep her. I love her so much. You loved me at one time and…and please…don't make me. I don't want to do it again." Amber paused to listen to her mind, "I know I enjoyed it, it…it was great, but…but it was wrong! I don't want to do it with her again!" Amber screamed, "Please…no more…Miley is too nice and it hurts her to be with me. Please no more! You promised me only the one time and I could keep Lilly!" Another pause, "No…how could I love her more than you…but I do love her. I could never love anyone more than you." Amber wiped the tears from her eyes as she waited. "I will…but Natalie has to be safe. I need to make her safe first. You must let me make her safe first!" She pleaded once again with the unseen. "Why…why do you hate me so much? All of you used to love me…I…I did as you asked me! I didn't want to do it but I did. You told me it was the only way to keep her!" Amber screamed at the voices in her head. She grabbed her head and shook it hard. "Stop! Please stop yelling all at once! I cannot understand you!" Amber screamed. After a moment she calmed down and looked up to the overcast sky as her mind went silent, "I want to talk to my mother!" She listened and cried harder at the answer, "Please! Please let me talk to mommy! I have to tell her I am sorry! Please…Mommy! Momma! Please be proud of me again! Please talk to me! Please make her understand! Tell her you made me do it! Tell her, Samantha! Tell her!" Amber placed her face in her hands and sobbed as she pleaded with the voice of her one time girlfriend. When the voice mocked her she pleaded with another, "Ran…you tell her! She will listen to you! She always loved you and adored you! You always protected me…protect me now! Please tell her why! Please explain why I did it!" Amber begged and pleaded but her pleas where just answered with laughter. After a long moment she looked up and saw the White Lady staring at her. The beautiful woman was hovering over the water and held her hands out. Amber let out a scream of fear and started to beg again, "Nooo! Not now! Please! You promised me! You promised me more time! You said I could make the Natalie safe first! Make her go away!" She closed her eyes and shook her head. When she opened them again the lady was gone.
Amber did not know how long she sat on the pier and cried as the voices left her but she was brought back to the real world when a police officer tapped her shoulder.
"Hey…you ok? I have been calling you for about twenty minutes. You can't stay here. The pier is closed." Amber stood and nodded.
"I'm sorry…I…I just needed to think. Please don't arrest me." She said as she wiped her eyes. The policeman chuckled.
"It is not a felony to be here. Shouldn't you be in school?" He said kindly. Amber nodded.
"Come on, I'll give you a ride. You sure you're alright?" Amber nodded and followed him to his car.
Lilly was sitting in the cafeteria eating lunch with Oliver; she was actually just playing with her food. Miley had met her in the hall earlier and nervously told her she had something to do during lunch and could not meet her. Lilly thought her best friend was acting weird all day. She looked at Oliver.
"Hey, notice anything strange with Miley today? She is acting so weird."
Oliver shrugged, "No…she seemed fine with me."
"Well she acts like she is pissed at me. She has been avoiding me all morning." Lilly thought for a moment and her eyes went wide, "You don't think she is seeing Jake again do you?"
Oliver laughed, "Hell no! From what you told me she is done with him. Miley does not have the best taste in dating…present company excluded of course…but she would not do that. Plus you said she only acted like she liked him to make her dad happy."
Lilly chewed her lower lip as she thought, "Yeah…your right…but damn she is acting strange to me." She looked up and all thoughts of Miley left her mind as she saw Amber walk into the cafeteria. Lilly smiled and then noticed something strange. The girl who normally had her hair fixed perfectly and makeup flawless now wore no makeup and her hair was all windblown looking. The blonde's smile vanished as fear gripped her. Lilly walked over to her quickly and gently grabbed her arm and pulled her into the hall. Once in the hall Amber stopped her.
"Lilly, what is going on? Where are we going?" Amber asked biting her lower lip. The first thought that ran through her mind was Miley cracked and told Lilly everything, but that thought vanished quickly when she saw concern and not anger in Lilly's eyes.
"Where have you been? I have been worried sick about you!" Lilly said a little too loudly and the few people in the hall stared at her. She pulled Amber into the bathroom and it was occupied by three junior girls. Lilly asked them to leave and the girls looked at one another and giggled. Everyone knew Lilly and the pretty but odd new girl were dating so the girls gave them some alone time. Plus they knew Lilly had a temper at times was not opposed to fighting when she thought it necessary. When alone Lilly locked the door and turned to Amber and saw the girl looking at herself in the mirror.
"God…I look terrible." She said and turned to Lilly with a frown on her face, "Why didn't you tell me I looked awful."
Lilly smiled and took Amber's hands in hers, "Amber you look lovely. I always thought you looked beautiful without makeup. But where were you this morning? I was so worried about you."
Amber smiled, "Sorry…I was not feeling good. You…you were worried about me? You're not still mad at me?" Amber asked in a childlike voice.
Lilly smiled back, "God no! I actually need to tell you how sorry I am about what I said and for walking out on you like that. I am very sorry, baby, I over reacted and I am so sorry. I…please forgive me, Amber. I swear I don't…" Amber placed her finger over Lilly's lips to silence her when she saw the blonde's eyes get watery.
"Shhh…hush, love, I am the one who should be apologizing. I said some mean things to you last night and…and I know I was wrong. I know you don't think I enjoy the things that man does…well…I know you hate it, baby. I know it hurts you and I am so sorry for that, Lilly. I wish it was different, baby. I wish everything was so different for you." Amber also felt her own eyes get watery and she swallowed hard and kissed Lilly's hands, "I am so sorry for everything I did last night. Please forgive me. I need you to forgive me for the things I said and did last night." Amber kissed both of Lilly's hands passionately and looked into the girl's eyes as a tear ran down her own cheek, "I…I am sorry you ever met me, love. I…I wish you would walk away from me, Lilly. Please…walk away and never look back. I…I can't end it…I don't have the strength to, but you do. You are so strong and you can end it. Please, love, please walk away from me. I love you, Lilly. I love you very much and I would be heartbroken if you left me, but I think your heart will break if you stay and that would hurt me worse. I don't want that pain, love. I don't want the pain of knowing I hurt you. I…I'm asking you this one time, baby, because if you are foolish enough to love me and not walk away right now I will not give you another chance. I love you Lilly Truscott. I love you so much…but please don't let me hurt you."
Lilly let go of Amber's left hand and ran her hand through the girl's hair, "Hush…you are talking silly. I love you, Amber. When I left you last night I took a walk and did some thinking and I thought how much of a bitch I was to you and how much I loved you and I came to the conclusion I do truly love you. I am not leaving you, baby, I promise you that and you are not going to hurt me. I am a grown girl and can take care of myself. I am not walking away from you ever! I promise you that! So consider me foolish because I am not leaving you."
Amber threw herself against Lilly and wrapped her arms around her, "Ohhh…I love you, Lilly Truscott!" Amber squealed happily.
Lilly wrapped her own arms around Amber and hugged her tight. She then brought her lips to kiss Amber, but the girl turned her head and the kiss landed on her cheek.
"No…not now, love, don't kiss me now. I…I did not brush my teeth this morning and I was sick so I would taste awful." It was a half truth. Amber did not brush her teeth but she did not want to kiss Lilly after what she had to do to the man this morning. She did not want share a blissful kiss with the awful taste of the man still in her mouth.
Lilly grinned, "God you are such a priss."
Amber giggled and released herself from Lilly, "Oh...I have great news. My aunt and uncle are going out of town next weekend for a medical convention in Las Vegas and…well…I would love it if you came over and let me cook for you and you can spend the night on both Friday and Saturday…if…if you want to."
"Sure…let me think…that would be great. We only have a half day of school next Friday for some teacher's conference. The whole county school system is off so Natalie gets out early too. But…well…I was also thinking…well…there is an amateur surfing competition that Saturday and I am entering and I would like you to watch me. I am sure you will have to work since the beach is going to be packed but Rico could let you go watch me. I would like that."
Amber grinned, "I would love to watch you. I get so excited watching you do your sporty things." She winked and Lilly giggled.
"When do you not get excited?" Lilly winked back and Amber gave her a look of fake shock, "But I was thinking, baby…well they also have a youth competition and one age group is eight to ten and Natalie would really enjoy it and she is pretty good…hell she is better than any of the other kids her age. She is like a natural and I think she should compete…if you agree."
Amber frowned and turned to the mirror, opened her purse, pulled out her eyeliner and started to apply it, "I don't know, Lilly, she…well…I get so scared when she is out there. It frightens me, baby."
Lilly smiled as she watched Amber put on her makeup. To her it was like watching a master artist at work and she thought the girl even put on makeup sexy. "She'll be fine and no one has ever been seriously hurt…just some bumps on the head and a broken bone on occasion. Plus I swear, Amber, she is that good for her age and a beginner. She would love it and be so stoked."
"'Stoked'? I hope that means something good. And you are making me feel real at ease…'just some bumps and broken bones on occasion' really makes me feel so much better." Amber replied as she started on her mascara.
Lilly chuckled, "Stoked means excited, baby, and I think she should. She would love it, Amber. Please think about it."
Amber leaned closer to the mirror as she used the black mascara on her eye lashes, "Will you watch out for her? Promise me you will not let anything happen to her…take care of her, Lilly, promise me you will take care of her after I…I…just promise me you will be there for her. I trust you to do that."
Lilly gave Amber a confused look, "I will…I promise she will be ok. So does that mean you will let her surf?"
Amber nodded as she put her mascara in her purse and pulled out her lipstick. "Yes…she can and I want you to tell her. She would like to hear it from you. She adores you, love." Amber turned and smiled and then turned back to the mirror and put on black lipstick. When done she pursed her lips, smiled, and turned around and smiled. "I am sure she will be stoked, another wonderful word for you to add to her already growing vocabulary." Amber rolled her eyes and Lilly grinned at her. "So, do I look better now? Am I cute enough for you, baby?"
Lilly stared at her for a moment, "You are absolutely beautiful, Amber." Lilly replied honestly. "Natalie may adore me but she worships you…but I will be happy to tell her and get her all stoked, dudette." Amber rolled her eyes again but there was a smile on her lips. "Why black? You normally wear crimson."
Amber smiled, "Ohhh…you are so sweet to notice what color I normally wear. I just wanted something different…something to match my mood. I like black when I am feeling sad."
Lilly frowned, "Why are you feeling sad?"
Amber shrugged, "Just the weather I guess. You know my moods…but I am not going to let it affect you."
"Oh…I forgot. After the surfing competition there is a huge beach party and Miley and I go ever year. Maybe you could go?"
Amber frowned, "Well…I will have Natalie and I don't think I should take her."
"Oh yeah, I forgot that. It is more adult and I would not like to take an eight year old either. It does not start till nine and I could eat with you and go to the party and come back. I mean…I really wish you could go and it is tradition for me and Miley…but umm…if you don't want me to go I don't have to."
Amber smiled, "No…you go and have fun. As long as you come home to me I am fine. I'll wait up for you. God I am so…stoked…about next weekend." Amber giggled, "I get to cook for you…and by the way I am an awesome cook…and we can sleep together and I get to hold you all night. I'll fix up the guest room for us nice and romantic." Lilly picked up on the guest room comment and knew Amber did not want to share the bed with her that her uncle raped her in nightly.
Lilly forced a smile, "Sounds great. I have surprise for you." Lilly reached in her cargo pocket of her pants and pulled out a crimson cell phone. "It is a pre paid phone and has a lot of minutes on it and can text and has voice mail. I got crimson to match your normal lipstick. I already programmed my number, Miley's, and Oliver's in the phone so you can call us whenever you need to…and well…in case of an emergency." Lilly handed the phone to Amber.
"Oh, Lilly…you did not have to do this…but I love it! Ohhh…this means I can text you and call you to hear your sweet voice all the time!" Amber said excitedly and hugged Lilly again with passion.
Lilly was pleased with her self and thought how stupid she was not to do this earlier. She hugged Amber back, "My sweet voice is not too whiney for you?" She teased and Amber pulled back and lightly hit her chest.
"Ohhh why did I ever right that and why did you decide to pry into my personal life!" Amber said with mock anger. She kissed Lilly's cheek, "I think your voice is so sexy and I remember writing it was so there!" She stuck out her tongue and kissed Lilly's cheek again. They broke apart as they heard the door to the bathroom being unlocked and opened. One of the school's maintenance men walked in and gave them a strange look.
"What are you to going in here? I have been getting complaints the door was locked. If you have any drugs on you I will call the Mr. Harris and he will call your parents and the police and…Lilly Truscott? Girl you know better than to lock the door. I have had students complaining about having to pee and the door being locked."
Lilly smiled, "Sorry Mr. Winters, I just needed to talk to Amber. We did not do anything wrong…I swear."
The man smiled, "Oh hell…its ok since it is you. So umm…how's your mom?"
Lilly smiled, "She is fine and asks about you often, Frank."
Frank smiled and Lilly and Amber walked out of the bathroom and heard the "uuuhhs and Ahhhhs", the whistles, and the comments from the students waiting in the hall. Both girl's blushed and walked quickly down the hall holding hands.
"So how did you know him…the maintenance man?" Amber asked as they walked.
Lilly smiled, "My mom used to date him. He is a nice guy. Mom dumped him after about a month. She does not have much luck in the dating area. She dates them for a while and dumps them. My…my dad hurt her real bad when he cheated on her and she has trust issues."
Amber squeezed Lilly's hand in comfort. Lilly did not talk about her dad much but she always talked about her mother. Amber hoped to meet the woman one day soon. She seemed like a nice person from what Lilly told her. They got to Lilly's locker and the blonde opened it and started getting her books for her next class. Amber stood over her and thought she really loved the girl. She did not think she loved her as much as she loved Samantha but she loved her and if she had more time and if things were different she could love her as deep. Her thoughts were interrupted when Lilly looked up at her.
"Amber you have gym next, right?" Amber nodded, "Can you talk to Miley for me. She had been acting weird all day to me…like she is avoiding me. She didn't say anything last night did she?"
Amber shook her head, "We…well we really did not talk much last night." Amber thought that was not a lie since they really did not talk much.
Sam shrugged, "Well she is acting crazy. Could you talk to her and for me?"
Amber nodded, "Sure, baby, I'll have a chat with her. I'm sure she'll be fine."
Lilly kissed Amber on the cheek quickly and turned and walked to class. Amber stared at her butt as she walked and smiled. She loved that butt. She turned and walked to the girls locker rooms in the gym and the smile was replaced by a grim looking frown. She was going to have a serious chat with Miley. If that girl ruins things I swear I am going to kill her! Amber thought as she walked. Amber walked into the locker room about three minutes after the class started. She did not care since she never dressed out anyway. She found Miley sitting on one of the benches in her bra and panties; the girl had her head down and her hands covered her face. Amber walked to her and while Miley heard the clicking of the other girl's heals on the tile floor she did not look up. Amber stood in front of her and her legs touched Miley's knees.
"Leave me alone, Amber." Miley said softly without raising her head.
Amber smiled, "No…you have to stop this and the way you are acting right now! If you keep it up she will suspect something; is that what you want?" Amber said coldly.
Miley looked up and Amber saw she was crying, "I…I can't even look at her, Amber. I can't even face her. She is my best friend and what we did was terrible."
"Well I thought what we did was good…very good. Now what we did to Lilly was terrible, I agree, but damn it, Miley, you have to stop acting like this! If you want her to still be your best friend then act like her best friend and stop ignoring her or she will suspect something!"
Miley gave Amber a hateful look, "Why did you ever come into our lives? We were so happy before you came into our lives."
Amber sat down next to Miley and put her hand on the girl's naked knee, "Miley, ask yourself how happy you were. Lets see…Lilly was not dating anyone and lonely…she told me she was…while you were dating that jerk Jake. Oh yes speaking of Jake…how well did he treat you? Did he make you happy when he made you blow him like he made me?"
Miley gave Amber a look of shock and Amber chuckled, "Oh please…Lilly told me." Amber scooted closer and her legs touched Miley's. "Baby…I am sorry, I really am. I am not sorry we had sex because it was wonderful and I like you a lot. You are sweet and kind and a good person. Don't torture yourself, Miley. Please just act normal. Hell…I…I still want you sexually and it hurts me too. But I am not going to lie to you and tell you I do not care for you, because I do. I just love Lilly. And that is what I am sorry for. I am sorry I cheated on her and I am sorry I hurt you. I never meant to hurt you, baby." Amber had put her arm around Miley and the other girl placed her head on her shoulder. Amber placed her other hand on Miley's thigh above her knee and smiled when Miley let out a small moan but did not move. She started to caress the other girl's thigh.
"Miley, don't hate me…please don't hate me. I…I do feel bad about what we did." Amber's voice softened and her hand crept up Miley's thigh close to the edge of her panties and she continued to caress the other girl. Miley looked at Amber but did not move her leg and allowed the Goth girl to touch her, "I…I just wanted you so bad…I still do…and I could not control myself. It was wrong…I know that…but you are so damn hot and more importantly, so nice and sweet. I love her, Miley, I love her so much but I lust for you and it hurts me as well. I…I can't help it."
Miley let out a small moan as Amber's fingers tickled her inner thigh and she felt herself get aroused, "I…I…don't hate you, Amber. I wish I did…it would make things easier for me. I…I wanted you just as bad…maybe worse…no I don't hate you, but I don't like you either for what happened. I…I am to blame just as much and…and God help me, Amber, I want you again…and that hurts me. No I don't hate you, Amber…I hate myself."
Amber smiled and her finger's brushed the crotch of Miley's panties and Miley gasped, "Please, Amber…please stop it…I…I can't so you have to."
Amber pressed her finger harder as Miley actually spread her legs wider and closed her eyes. The tall brunette bit her lower lip and let out a stifled moan as Amber's finger touched her clit. "Please…Amber…you said we…ohhhh God…please stop, you said we would not do this again."
Amber inserted her finger inside Miley's panties and place a finger in the girl's wet pussy. "Look at me Miley; I want to see your face." Miley turned her head and opened her eyes, which appeared glassy and unfocussed with pleasure. "I want to please you, Miley, I want to taste you. You don't have to do anything to me…just let me please you."
Miley gasped as Amber twisted her finger that was inside the other girl. Miley put her arms around Amber and pulled her closer. "Damn you Amber!" Miley gasped out between moans and kissed Amber with a fierce passion and then let out a loud moan as Amber inserted a second finger inside her and pulled her bra aside and took one of her brown nipples in her teeth and bit it hard.
Amber thought she was glad she locked the locker room door as she slip to her knees and pulled Miley's panties down and used her mouth and fingers to bring the other girl to a quick orgasm. She was turned on and wanted to feel the wonderful release of pleasure herself, but she knew as Miley quickly fixed her bra and pulled her panties up the girl was feeling to guilty to repay the pleasure. Amber tried to kiss Miley, but the girl pulled away.
"No more, Amber…please…never again. I…I can't do it again…please." Miley begged as she pushed Amber away.
Amber stepped to the mirror and reapplied her lipstick and looked at Miley through the mirror. She felt guilty about what she did to Lilly and Miley both, but she knew she had no choice. They told her it was the only way.
"I…I won't, Miley…I do like you, but I won't. Just…just please act normal around Lilly. We have to…and…and if you tell her what we did, let me know first so I can prepare for it."
Miley put on her gym shorts, "I…I will try to act normal around her and trust me…I am not going to tell her if we stop right now. Promise me we will stop."
Amber walked to the taller girl and ran her hand trough the long brown hair as Miley flinched, "We will…as much as I hate to we will. I do enjoy it...very much."
Miley sighed, "Yeah me too…that is why I hate myself."
Amber smiled sadly and walked from the locker room hoping they would now love her again and her mother would understand. She did not even turn to see Miley drop back down on the bench and place her head in her hands and start crying.
