Miley woke up the next morning and groaned in pain when she turned her head to look around, her head pounded with the pain of a hangover. After she glanced around the room she sat up quickly since she did not recognize her surroundings and when she tried to get out of bed to pee she found a body wrapped around her legs and could not move. Miley looked at the body and saw Jake's sleeping face and on his lips was a smile of satisfaction.
"No…I didn't? Oh God please no!" Miley said aloud and after she pried herself from the boy and moved her body the girl felt her thighs muscles ache, her pelvis area was sore, her jaw ached, and her anus was sore as well. "Oh, fuck! I did! Oh God, Oh God…why did I drink so much?" Then she remembered a little of what happened. Jake gave her a hit of ecstasy and she downed several drinks and then they danced and kissed and she danced with one of his friends and she vaguely remembered making out with the other boy as well. "Oh…fuck!" She almost screamed and Jake moaned but did not wake up. Miley crawled out of bed and a wave of nausea hit her stomach and she ran naked to the bathroom. As she was about to turn the door knob on the bathroom door it suddenly opened and another boy walked out naked with a large smile on his face. Miley ran her eyes up his body to his face and realized two things. The first was she knew why her pubic area and lower stomach was so sore; his penis was huge even not erect. The second thing was she recognized him as the friend of Jake's she danced with and made out with.
"Well good morning, sexy." The boy said and Miley pushed him out of the way, ran into the bathroom, shut the door, and got sick. She threw up several times and soon started dry heaving; as she kneeled on the bathroom floor with her head in the toilet she tried to remember the events of the previous night and all that came to her was Lilly slapping her, telling her they were no longer friends, Jake showing up, the drinking, her taking the drug, and the dancing and make out sessions with the two boys. Everything else was a blur or a blank, but she by the way she felt she could guess the rest. Miley stood up on shaky legs, wrapped a towel around her naked body, and walked back into the room and looked around. It was a hotel room and Jake was now awake and sitting up on the bed smiling and the other boy, Miley did not even know his name, was sitting on the edge of the bed sill naked and his penis was now erect and while Miley did not have much experience with boys and their private areas she knew it was gigantic compared to other boy's.
"We sure had a great time last night, Miley. Hell if I knew you were such a freak in bed I would have fucked you a long time ago." Jake said while laughing. Miley could tell they were not hung over like she was.
Miley gave him a hard look, "Shut up…and what did you give me last night? That was not X? I did X before and that was not it!"
Jake laughed louder, "Yeah…it was not X. Just a little thing my buddy Steve here cooked up in chemistry class. Works great. Makes a girl horny as hell and forget a lot but does not make her pass out like most GHP drugs so she can be very responsive and enjoy herself."
Miley stared at the boy and felt her anger grow, "You…you did rape Amber didn't you?"
Jake shrugged, "Oh come on…rape is a strong word, Miley…yeah I made her but I did not have to really force her to do it. She seemed willing enough."
The other boy chuckled and Miley looked at him and then back at Jake, "Where are my fucking clothes? I am out of hear! You are such a pig, Jake! I…at one time we were at least good friends…why…why did you do this?"
Again Jake shrugged, "Well…a little revenge for dumping me and kicking me in the balls for starters. And you were very willing last night, Miles. You acted like a slut with me and Steve while we danced…you wanted it."
"It was that damn drug and…and I don't remember any of it. I am leaving so please tell me where my clothes are, asshole!" Miley screamed and it caused her head to hurt more. Jake laughed.
"They are scattered about the room…you could not wait to take them off. Hell you were about half naked by the time we got out of the car and you were already sucking Steve's dick on the ride over. Speaking of which," Jake looked at Steve, "I think both of us can do with a little action this morning…to give you a proper send off." Steve grinned and held his massive penis up for Miley to look at. Miley stared at it and swallowed hard.
"N…n…no! I am going!" She said and heard Jake laugh.
"Not yet, baby, not yet. You see I video recorded some of your umm…actions last night. Pretty fucking hot by the way…and you are going to fuck us again or I will show it to some people at school" Jake pulled a small digital recorder from under his pillow, turned it on, pressed play, and watched it while he laughed. After a few seconds he handed it to Steve, "I love this scene…look Steve as she rides you and I fuck her ass. Damn this is hot!" Jake looked at a shocked and scared Miley, "I would post it on the net…but being seventeen I could get into some serious trouble so maybe a select few at school." He laughed and Miley saw Steve slowly stroking his very large manhood as he watched the video. Miley could hear her own moans of pleasure coming from the small player. She felt tears come to her eyes.
"Please, Jake…I can't…I don't feel good and…and I am sore. Please don't make me do this. I…I'll do it later to you…to both of you…I promise…just not now...please." Miley pleaded and Jake laughed.
"Of course you will fuck us again…as many times as we want whenever we want as long as I have the video I own your sweet ass. But right now I am horny and as you can tell so is Steve."
Steve grinned at Miley, "Now drop the towel and come suck my dick, whore." The boy said. Miley swallowed hard again, dropped her towel, knelt in front of the boy, and struggled and gagged as she took his huge manhood in her mouth.
A little over an hour later, Miley was dressed and walking to the hotel lobby to call a cab. She had the desk clerk call her a taxi and sat down in the lobby to wait and winced at the pain. They used her like a whore again and when Steve penetrated her lubricated butt she screamed in pain as Jake laughed at her and placed his penis in her mouth. She gagged at when she thought of what they made her swallow and she thought at least they used condoms when they penetrated her. Miley opened her purse and looked at her cell phone and saw at least twenty unanswered calls form her dad and Jackson. Oh fuck he is going to kill me! And…I have that stupid concert tonight for that charity…oh shit what did I get myself into. I am never drinking again! Miley said to herself and let out a small smile as she saw the small video recorder in her purse, she took it as she was getting dressed without the boys seeing her. She figured she would destroy it when she got home. She dialed Lilly's number and it went to voice mail so she hung up. On the cab ride to her car and then the ride to her house, Miley called Lilly almost every twenty seconds and each call went to voice mail. When she got home her dad yelled at her for being out all night but Miley ignored him, took a shower, got in bed, and cried herself to sleep heartbroken at the lose of her best friend. Jackson woke her to tell her to get ready for the concert and Miley surprised him when she folded herself into his arms and cried. At the concert Hannah Montana was booed off the stage for the first time in her career as she sang off key and forgot words to her songs. After the third number she gave up and cried as she ran to her dressing room. The tabloid press went wild with rumors of the show about drug use. Her dad did his best to comfort her, but Miley just cried over what she did to her best friend and cursed the day she met Amber St. Claire and the girl herself. She never hated someone as she did the petite sexy Goth girl that she felt ruined her life.
Lilly woke up the next morning and the first thing she did as start crying again. Her heart was broken by two people she dearly loved. The previous night she ignored her mother's attempt to find out what was wrong and went straight to bed. Lilly still loved both Miley and Amber very much but knew she could no longer have anything to do with either girl. She was betrayed in the worse way and knew it was over with both girls. Lilly grabbed her cell phone off her nightstand and turned it on and saw at least thirty missed calls from Miley and none from Amber. The blonde was surprised at the pain she felt that Amber did not call her. She did not want to talk to the girl, but seeing she did not even call hurt her. But it was Miley that hurt her the most; for her best friend to do what she did was a devastating blow to her. With Amber and the girl's mental state she may…just may…have forgiven the girl over time if she had been with anyone else but Miley, but Miley knew better. She knew Lilly's view on cheating and knew the blonde hated anyone that did. Lilly was heartbroken to lose Miley as her best friend, but she knew she could never forgive her for what she did to her. Lilly dialed Oliver's number and it went to voice mail. She knew he liked to sleep late on Sundays or he may have hooked up last night with someone.
"Hey, Ollie…it's me…I need you! Please call me or come over…I" Lilly started crying again, "Please…just come over…I…I need you." She closed her phone and curled up in the bed, clutched her pillow, and started sobbing again. She would wait for Oliver to come over, she knew he would without hesitation, and maybe go for a walk on the beach with him while she cried in his arms. She always felt better at the beach she loved and Oliver was a very good friend and knew not to say anything but let her cry and as he held her. She briefly thought she may even have sex with him to help her, but she knew she would not do that. She was still in love with Amber and Lilly could not have sex with someone else while she was in love with the girl. She may not like her and knew she would never be with her again, but she did not get over love quickly. Plus she knew Oliver would not have sex with her either, he would know why she wanted to and he would decline. Lilly smiled through her tears, Oliver was one of the few good guys left in the world and she was glad he was her friend. Her smile vanished as her mind flashed unconsciously to Amber and she started sobbing again as she thought of the words the girl told her last night. She also thought of Natalie and how much she was going to miss the little girl she loved and thought of as a little sister. That made her sad to think of how someone as innocent as Natalie got hurt for something she was not even involved in. Maybe Amber would let me still see her, Lilly thought and she clutched her pillow harder and whished she had never met the Goth girl even if she loved her so much.
Amber woke up as she felt her arm being tugged and a tickle on her nose. She opened her eyes and saw a small head full of golden blonde hair that spilled over her face causing her nose to tickle. Amber looked around the room and saw she was in Natalie's bed and eased her arm from the girl trying not to wake her, but she had to pull harder since the girl clutched her arm tightly and refused to let go. She heard Natalie moan and the girl turned around in the bed to face her older friend and gave Amber a sad sleepy smile.
"Go back to sleep, Little Peep, I need to go to the bathroom." Amber said with a slight smile and Natalie nodded as she let go of Amber's arm. When Amber got out of bed she noticed she was wearing her bra and panties and tried to focus on her memory of last night. She remembered her and Lilly fighting and her terrible confession about Miley and then laying on the couch crying, but that was all. She could not remember going to Natalie's room to sleep. Amber used the bathroom and looked in the mirror and saw her mascara had dried black streaks down her face from her tears of the previous night. She washed her face and made a mental note to one day buy some waterproof mascara and then went back to Natalie's room and crawled back in bed. The girl smiled and opened her eyes she felt Amber's weight on her bed and she turned back to her friend. Amber looked at her.
"How did I get here…I don't remember coming to your room." Amber asked.
"I heard you crying and went and got you. I walked you up here…you were so sad and crying real bad." Natalie said and then frowned, "Lilly is never coming back is she, Ams? She is not our friend anymore is she?"
Amber frowned and ran her fingers through the girl's long blonde hair, "Why do you say that?"
Natalie shrugged, "I heard you and Lilly fighting…it sounded bad and you…well…you said some stuff and some bad words and I heard her tell you she was not your friend anymore."
Amber felt her eyes grow watery and took a deep breath, "Yeah, baby, we are no longer friends. But she can be your friend still if you want."
Natalie gave Amber a confused look, "Is that allowed? I mean…you are my best friend and sister and…I didn't know I could still be her friend if you and her weren't friends.
Amber smiled at the girl's innocence, "Yes, Little Peep, it's allowed if both of you want it. But she…well…she is never going to talk to me again and she may feel being your friend would hurt her as well…maybe you can ask her if you see her today at the beach while I work."
Natalie shrugged, "Maybe…did you hurt her, Amber?" Amber nodded and sniffled back her emotions. "How? How did you hurt her, Ams…maybe she will forgive you and you will be friends again." Natalie said hopefully.
Natalie shook her head, "No, baby, I hurt her to bad for her to forgive me. Remember when I told you about trust and how you and I can only trust each other?" Natalie nodded, "Well…she made a mistake in trusting me like that and…well…I hurt that trust very bad and did something she can never forgive. I told her not to trust me or love me…but she did. I tried, baby, I tried to tell her but she did not listen. I am so sorry I took her away from you, Natalie. I wish I didn't…and…and I know you hate me for it…for everything I did and said yesterday. I was so terrible to you and I am sorry. I don't blame you if you love her more than me and would rather be her friend than mine. I understand if you don't love me anymore." Amber started crying again. She soon felt Natalie warm soft lips press gently to hers.
"Ams, I am sad she is no longer our friend, but I never loved her more than you and would never leave you for her or anyone." The girl said.
Amber smiled as she wiped her eyes, "You…you still love me?"
Natalie giggled, "Stop being silly. I…I could never stop loving you. You are the best thing that ever happened to me, Ams." Natalie said and wrapped her arms around the crying older girl and let her cry over losing Lilly.
After an hour Amber got up and took a shower and both she and Natalie cleaned the house up before she had to go to work. They caught the bus to the beach and while Amber worked Natalie played around the shack and wished she could have gone surfing, but she was not going to ask Amber if she could go to the beach today since her friend was very upset about Lilly. Natalie did keep looking up often to see if she could see Lilly but she never did. She did notice Amber did the same as her and knew her "sister" was hoping to see Lilly as well. That evening her mother and father came home and Natalie cried herself to sleep over the memories of a wonderful weekend she had without her parents at home. She never told anyone until she was much older, but she prayed all weekend for God to kill her parents in a plane crash so she could live with Amber her whole life. Natalie knew she should feel guilty for the prayer but she did not. She knew she did not love her parents and would not care if they should die. Before Amber came, she thought she did love them even when her mother hurt her or her father touched her in ways she knew was wrong, but Amber taught her what it was truly like for someone to love her. When she prayed for her parent's deaths she also ended thanking God Amber came into her life.
The next Monday at school Lilly was sitting with Oliver and some other friends who joined them, even through Lilly wanted to be alone, in the cafeteria and she saw Miley sitting by herself playing with her food at a corner table. Miley kept looking up at her and giving her a half smile and Lilly would ignore her as she did all day. The blonde even changed her seat in home room to avoid contact with her ex friend. She was half listening to her friend Jennifer talk about the weekend and her latest antics with her college boyfriend when she felt Oliver elbow her shoulder. She looked up and saw Amber walking to Miley and felt jealousy raise its ugly head inside her. Fine, let them have one another! I don't fucking care! She thought as she looked at her ex girlfriend and ex friend. She then noticed Amber did not sit down but was standing next to Miley talking.
"Miley…I…I want to tell you I am sorry." Amber told the other girl who had yet to look up at her. "I…I did not mean for it to just come out like it did and…I am so sorry for what I did. All of it."
"Get the fuck away from me, Amber. You ruined my life!" Miley said harshly without looking up.
"I…I know…I am so sorry. I…I do care for you and think you are a sweet person and…" Amber was interrupted as Miley stood up and knocked her food try out of her hands. The tray hit her forehead and caused her to stumble back and her left heel broke and she fell to the floor. She moaned in pain and looked up to see Miley standing over her glaring down at her.
"I don't give a fuck what you think of me! I fucking hate you, freaky whore!" Miley screamed, "You…you lied to her! You said I started it! You fucking, bitch! Never talk to me again!" Miley screamed and everyone in the cafeteria turned her way.
Amber looked up at her and smiled, "Yeah…I did but you liked it didn't you? How many times did I make you cum? Don't blame me…you were there to." Amber whispered harshly. She let out a groan as Miley kicked her side.
"Shut up! Shut the fuck up!" Miley screamed and was about to turn away but her adrenaline was coursing through her blood and the shouts of other students yelling at her to fight made her forget herself and she felt like a wild predator sensing helpless prey and jumped on the smaller girl. She grabbed Amber's hair and pulled her head up and slapped her hard and Miley felt Amber's lip split and saw blood splatter on the girl's face. Miley was not a girl to fight but her deep anger and hate to Amber and what she did and the yells of the other students begging for a fight caused her to lose control. She raised her hand again, this time in the form of a fist, and was about to bring it down on the girl's nose when she felt someone pull her off. Miley cursed the person and screamed to be let go when she turned and saw it was Lilly.
"What the fuck, Miley? Stop it right now! Go calm down and leave her alone!" Lilly shouted and some of the students let out moans of disappointment at the fight being stopped.
"Sure, help her out! Your precious Amber needs help! Well let me tell you she needs more than you helping her! The fucking bitch is whacked, Lilly. She is fucking mental! She is a crazy fucking whore!"
Lilly pushed Miley forcefully out of the way and bent down to gently help a crying Amber to her feet. Lilly wrapped her arm around the girl and looked at Miley, "Go fuck yourself, Miley Stewart!" She said and walked Amber out of the cafeteria to the bathroom. Miley pushed Oliver away as the boy went to her and walked out of the cafeteria, ignored two teachers who tried to ask her about the fight, walked out of the school, got in her car, and drove home. She knew the school would call her dad, who was still mad at her for not coming home Saturday night and for her actions at the concert Sunday; but she did not care. She drove halfway home, pulled over, and then started crying and banging her fists on the steering wheel in heartbreak over Lilly hating her.
Lilly walked a crying and bleeding Amber to the bathroom and next to the sink. She ran some cold water and put a wet paper towel to her lip. It was not a bad cut and would not even swell. She then looked at the small bump on the girl's head that was caused by the tray.
"You'll be ok…just a small cut and the bump is nothing." Lilly said as she took a step back from Amber. She wanted to hug the girl and kiss her and fought the temptation. Amber wiped her eyes and smiled.
"Why…why did you help me?' Amber asked.
Lilly shrugged, "Don't get your hopes up. I would have done the same for Miley if the situation would have been reversed and it was her laying on the floor not you." Lilly said and Amber whispered out an "Oh" and frowned.
Lilly sighed, "Look, Amber, I…I love you and I still love her. I can't let go of love just like that. I don't like either of you right now but I don't want to see either of you get hurt. I'm sorry, Amber…I really am. But…I can't be with you…not now and not ever. Even…even if I do love you. I…I tried to understand why you did it and…and why you told me and it does not make sense to me. I never loved her like that. Even when we were together I never loved her the way I love you. You would not have lost me, Amber." Lilly said and started to cry.
"I'm sorry, Lilly. I am so sorry…I…I love you and…please, baby, please…take me back. I'll get on my hands and knees and beg you. I'll do anything for you. Please…I miss you, Lilly. I…I need you!" Amber begged and cried and took a step to Lilly, who backed away.
"I…I can't, Amber. I am so sorry I just can't. Maybe we can be friends one day, but that is all it will ever be." Amber nodded.
"I understand. I am sorry I hurt you and Miley as well." Amber walked past Lilly to leave when she felt the other girl grab her and pull her close and Lilly kissed her passionately and then broke apart.
"I…I do love you and if you need anything, please let me know." Lilly hurried out of the bathroom with tears in her eyes.
The next day Neither Miley or Amber came to school and the only reason Lilly did was to have something to do. She could not just stay at home or she would go crazy. She knew why Miley was out. She heard from Jackson that Robbie Ray was really pissed at her and even started to believe the tabloids about Hannah being on drugs or having a nervous breakdown and he kept her at home to try and talk to his daughter. Lilly heard rumors at school how Miley hooked up with Jake and one of his entourage friends the night of the party and ignored them like she did the other rumors about her, but most people believed them and Jake and Miley started to get a reputation as a slut. What worried Lilly the most was Amber. She thought about calling or texting but decided not to. Her heart could not take anymore pain, but she was relieved when she saw the girl at school Wednesday. Amber looked like she was in her dark period but at least she did not look like anything was out of the ordinary. It was not until Thursday afternoon that Lilly talked to the girl again.
Lilly was driving home from school and it just started to rain. A bad thunderstorm rolled in and as she pulled out of the school parking lot she saw a figure walking in the rain. When she noticed it was Amber she pulled her car up and rolled down the window.
"Get in, Amber…you are going to get sick walking in the rain." Lilly yelled to her. Amber glanced over and continued walking.
"I have to get home." Was all she said.
"Ok…I'll drive you…get in?" Lilly said as she drove slowly next to the walking girl.
Amber looked at her again, "No…I have to get home. Natalie had been sick and I have to go home."
Lilly sighed, "Ok…God damn it, girl! Get in the fucking car and I will fucking drive you home!"
Amber stopped and nodded. She got in and Lilly saw she was soaking wet and her makeup started to run. She giggled, "One day you had better get waterproof make up. There are some tissues in the glove compartment." Amber nodded and opened the compartment and started wiping her face.
"What's wrong with her…with Natalie?" Lilly asked concerned.
Amber shrugged, "She has the flu and…and I have been taking care of her the last couple of days since her mom…well…she had been sick and I need to get home to her." Amber said in a frightened voice.
Lilly nodded and drove the girl to her house. Neither girl spoke another word to one another as they drove and when they pulled up in the driveway Amber let out a frightful whimper and Lilly looked over and saw what she was staring at. Natalie was sitting on the front porch swing and the wind was driving the rain into her. She was soaking wet. Amber did not even wait until the car stopped before she jumped out and ran to the girl through the grassy yard. She slipped once and got back to her feet and reached Natalie. Lilly pulled the car in the driveway as she saw Amber grabbing the girl and talking to her.
"Oh God, baby, you are soaking wet and shivering." Amber said as she hugged Natalie. "What on earth are you doing out here in this weather? You should be in bed." Amber then noticed Natalie stank and she noticed the girl had vomit on her clothes.
Natalie looked up, "I'm so cold, Ams, it's so cold out here." Natalie shivered and hugged Amber back weakly. Amber felt the girl's forehead.
"Oh, baby, you are so hot. You have a terrible fever and I need to get you inside and into dry clothes."
"Amber, I'm sorry….I did not mean it…mommy is going to be so mad at me." The girl said through chattering teeth.
Amber gripped he girl's arms, "What, baby, what happened?" She said with fear in her voice.
"I…I was trying to get my medicine and…and I dropped her pills in the sink. Oh, Amber, the top was not on al the way and they spilled down the sink. I…I didn't mean to…I am so sorry. She is going to punish me bad for this isn't she?"
Amber let go of Natalie with a look of shock on her face. She stood up and leaned her head against the column on the porch. She started banging her head against the column. "Oh…God…no…please no. I…I can't take it anymore! Please no…I can do it anymore!" Amber whimpered. She knew the woman was going to be very angry and any punishment would be extremely severe.
Natalie looked at the car and saw Lilly getting out and walking up the walkway to the porch, "Is that Lilly? Are you and her friends again? Ams, tell her to take you away! Make Lilly take you and never come back! Please, Ams…don't stay here anymore and runaway!" The girl begged.
For about four seconds, Amber thought she would. She thought she would beg Lilly to take her to the bus station, beg some money off her for a ticket, and go back to Seattle and back to the couple she loved as her own parents. Then she looked at Natalie and saw the shivering girl with vomit on her clothes and she knew she could not leave her to the cruel painful punishment her mother would dish out for losing the pills. She grabbed Natalie gently. "No…you go inside and to the bathroom and I'll be up in a moment. We are going to get you cleaned up and then you are going to bed. I…I'll talk to your mother about the pills."
Natalie's eyes grew wide with fear, "No…I can't let you! She…she is going to punish you bad if you tell her and take the blame. No…please, Ams…go away…please go away!" Natalie begged but when Amber hugged her tight she knew the older girl would never leave her and she ran into the house and up the stairs.
Amber turned to Lilly, "Go, Lilly…just please go! Thank you and…please leave."
Lilly took Amber's arm as the girl turned, "No…is she ok? What the fuck is going one? Why was she outside? Fucking tell me what the hell is going on!"
Natalie gave her a small smile, "You know…I do love you so much. Maybe if I was not crazy we could have been special…and…and I could have worked on your language." Amber forced a giggle. She then leaned up and kissed Lilly on the lips, "Please just go…and I do love you. Always remember no matter what happens I love you, Lilly Truscott." Amber turned and walked in the house. Lilly stayed on the porch for about five minutes and then walked to her car crying. As she drove home in tears she was determined to do her best and forgive Amber and tell her tomorrow she loved her and wanted her back and she would do whatever she had to and get her and Natalie out of that house…even if it was illegal.
