Chapter 3 – Confusion
New Chapter!!! It's a little bit short but I think it conveys my point!!
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Edward POV
Why am I so worried about her? It's not as though she can really hurt herself, is it? This is killing me. Where did they go? Ah! I'm so confused; I don't understand why I'm feeling like this now and not before. AH!!!
"Carlisle?!" I shouted as I walked up the stairs towards is office. Where was he when you actually need him. "CARLISLE!?!?"
"Carlisle?! Where is he when I actually need to talk to him?" I asked myself as I knocked loudly on his office door.
"Yes, Edward?" Carlisle replied from somewhere behind me, in close proximity to where I was now standing.
I could hear what he was thinking and none of it was even close to what was on my mind. But at least now I know where he was. Apparently listening to Pavaroti is more important than what was going on in his own family.
"I really need your advice on something. It's been confusing me for a while now; I was just never really sure how to ask you about it…" I paused, wondering how exactly I was going to word it.
"Well, I'll try to help you in any way that I can but I'm not entirely sure if I will be able to." Carlisle looked at me, somewhat expectant as to what I was going to say.
"I don't love Alice in the same way anymore. I don't know what happened. I feel so bad about it. I've hurt her so much already and if she see's this it will kill her. I don't want to cause her pain it is just so inevitable with how I feel." I stared at my feet for a long time, waiting for his response.
"I see, but I sense that that isn't all that you wished to talk to me about. Am I correct?"
In a sense, there was almost a hint of doubt in his voice. Or could it possibly have be anger at how much I would hurt his adopted daughter when I had to tell her that I didn't love her in that way anymore; I loved her more like a sister. I couldn't tell, my own thoughts were drowning out everyone else's lately.
"Yes, you are, as usual, correct. There is a little more. It's just rather difficult to say. I think I am deeply in love with someone else…Bella to be exact…" I said as I continued to stare at my feet.
At that moment, Emmett burst into the room looking as though he was about to kill someone. Even without my ability to read his mind, I knew that it was me. Why did I have to live in a house full of vampires with super-human senses? This was going to cause a lot of issues and to be honest I didn't think Esme would like the amount of damage that may come to her house.
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