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THE STORYS ALSO ON QUIZILLA!

(Im sorry for whoevers fanfiction it was and came up with JLC! It was totally awesome and i love it! I am really sorry for using it it was the only thing that fit!)

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Friday, 15th January 6:18PM 2011

Dear diary.
Back to school. Back to hell. Still no Jacob. Which im actually getting pissed about. There is three main reasons for which i am pissed and these three reasons are: 1)I need JLC(Jacob's love and care.) 2)I got thinking whilst look threw my cell phone the other week and.. Jacob KNEW Carlisle's number! And mine! UGH! Why wouldn't he phone already!!!!! It's not like he didn't have a choice in the matter! 3)I had to live through Christmas Jacob-less, Which by the way was HELL.

Today, Abbie, Katie and I were walking to chemistry when Alice grabbed me by the arm with a worried face upon her.

"Dont worry girls she'll be along in a minute," She excused us politely, securing my wrist in her iron trap of a hand, towing me behing the MS block.

"Ness, ive been getting visions of us all going back to Forks," She whispered, but still sounding concerned.

"YES! Aha! I knew they'd give in!" I squeeled smugly, trying hard to keep the excitement dancing upon my face. Then seeing the worried expression still cast upon her perfect face worried me a little, forgetting my excitement. "What? Something wrong, what? OH MY FLUFF!"(Oh My Fluff was something i had picked up off Abbie, she got overally excited at some news and sent me and katie into a fit of hysterics.. It's kind of become a habbit since then on)
"SOMETHINGS WRONG WITH JACOB!" I bellowed. "When. When are we going?" I demanded.

"First off, Nothings wrong with Jacob. You'll see him -In about Feburary- I saw us all walking towards Charlie's door, you sheding tears like theres no tomorrow, Sue walking outside with a few bags, then - BAM! Were gone." She said without emotion, except on BAM! She seemed Pissed after that.

"Why Charlie's?" I asked, starting to feel slightly confused.

"I don't know! But anyway i'll go speak to Edward at break and see what he thinks,But do NOT mention this to him. I Just wanted to give you a heads up, Now, You'll be late in 3 seconds, HURRY UP!" She urged, pushing my back so we was running towards the MS doors again.

I was convinced that they had to be something wrong with Jacob, There had to be, Otherwise why would Alice's vision disapear like that? I'm also worried by that fact that this all had something to do with Grandpa Charlie, Sue carrying a few bags, what could this initally mean? Was she moving in with him? was she finally leaving her old family home? Was Charlie and Sue to wed? If they where, then why was i grieving? Unless there was something wrong with Charlie or Sue? I highly doubted it, they were both as fit as a fiddle the last time i saw them. Had Alice mistaken my tears of joy for tears of grief? Alice had spent all of today scouring the future to find what led us back home, and she couldn't find the root of it, so it must have been the wolves doing. Unless it was my fuzziness in her vision? but that had cleared up alot as i grew and matured with age. All these questions flew into my mind in the three seconds that it took me to get to class, but i had answers to none, and this fustrated me alot. And now, being at home, it fustrated me even more. I needed to know what my future has in store for me.

I think its time to sleep now though, as i am getting rather tierd, what i'd give to be a full vampire right now, I wouldn't have to sleep. But i guess i should try anyway, and go back to finding answers in the morning. I Will dream of Jacob, As i do everynight.
Damn it Jacob, Try calling me or something!!

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Sunday, 17th January 7:36PM 2011

Dear diary,
Alice keeps seeing the same thing, The same visions, No answers had been rest of the family knew about my knowledge of the visions now. I really need to call Jacob and speak with him now. Stupid Vamprick of a dad. Deleting the pack off my phone. He really did not want this, and i could tell how much he loathed that twinkle in my eye, The twinkle i got everytime my thoughts of being reunited with Jacob fluttered in my eyes. Of course he could hear the thoughts aswell, and his brow wrinkled in fustration everytime he heard them. "I wish you would take this more seriously Ness, There is a problem here, and Alice believes its a big one" Gah, cloud my thoughts even more why don't you. Now i had different images in my mind, of Jacob in pain, and Charlie and Sue where entwined into my thoughts of Jacob too, Why them in the vision? Why not Billy? This was highly fustrating.

Recently i have found my love for music, and i've started singing along too, this makes my father and mother smile, Because according to them i have a 'voice of an angel'. As if i would have any other choice in that matter though, It sounded like a choir of angels when i family even so much as muttered a response in conversation. But i'm doing this so that i have something to consentrate on instead of consentrating on my beautiful Jacob all the time. Dad said that if i didn't calm down on the whole Jacob situation, I would be grounded from seeing my new found friends Katie and Abbie - and i would not go back to forks if the vision came true. So singing helped keep my mind off things untill then. At least me and father where on better terms for now. They wern't great, and i had still not forgiven him. But it was easier being able to talk to him properally now. I was nearly back to my old self - minus the love of my life, Which made all my family happy, And they were all delighted to have me on speaking terms.

I recently discovered a singer called 'Lenka' and her music is rather interesting. Simple yet enjoyable. Innocent yet meaningful. Mother and Father don't mind her music too much either, and they like me too sing back to them.

I Can't wait till Febuary!! Eeeek!! Jacob Jacob Jacob!! Altough, he still has not had the power of speech obviously... Still No Phone Call. But maybe a phonecall would be too hard for him to take? Oh!! i just wish he would phone! i could tell him the good news! i could tell him that i would be reunited into his arms once again - hopefully for a long time...

Urghh. The Vision. What was so bad that was calling us back to forks?? it's really been niggling at me. I Just hope Jacob is okay. i hope the whole pack is okay. I hope grandpa Charlie is okay and i hope sue is okay. Hmm.. Singing time for me now i suppose.