EEEP! EXCITED TO BE WRITING THIS!! -x-Gigi&Chloe-x-

**NPOV**

It was a 7 hour flight to Port Angeles. (To be frank, I don't have a clue how long it takes, I'm scared of planes and definitely scared to go from England to America by plane, id sail though :))

We were now an hour away - but with Dad's driving, 20 minutes away - from forks. And i could no longer contain my excitement, so I put my CD's on full blast on the car's stereo and bolted out Lenka "Dangerous and sweet".

"I know that you are just like me, over sensitive," Mom and Dad started to give me funny, weird smirks.

"Taking everything for much more than it means, oh well its dangerous and its sweet." Dangerous and sweet was one of my favourite songs that described me, but as the song changed, my favourite instantly changed. To exaggerate the moment. Knock Knock. I felt my eyes start to pool with tears listening to the lyrics.

A second, a minute, and hour, a day goes by.
I'm hoping' just to be by your side.
I'm turning' the handle
It won't open.
Don't make me wait, cause right now I need your smile.

Knock Knock
When life had locked me out, I turned to you
So open the door.
Cause' you're all I need right now it's true.
Nothing' works like you.

"Daddy! Turn it off!" He complied as quickly as he could. Changing the disc to some of the CD's we brought in England. Now that's what I call music 72. First on was Lily Allen "The fear" and I silently thanked god for not letting it be another damned love song.

We eventually arrived in forks at .

And I was scared senseless.

*FLASHBACK*

I was on my way back from dropping Abbie at her house, because her mom was late. Alice was speeding more than she normally did.

"Alice! Your going to get me killed! What's wrong?!" I rushed to pull my seatbelt on.

"Just hang on, ok. We need to get home as fast as we can." She replied with little emotion. I would kill for mind reading right now.

We got home within 2 minutes of our undetailed discussion. I ran to the front door and shot it open hastily. Mom looked like the would be crying her heart out now if she could and dad seemed the same just a little bit more composed for mom.

"What's wrong…?" I asked cautiously.

"Ness, you remember that vision I told you about with Charlie?" Alice asked. I nodded slowly, not sure where this was going. "Well today, Sue called telling us, Ness. Charlie has leukaemia."

I couldn't help the relief that washed through me, knowing nothing was wrong with Jacob and that I would be seeing him. But that was quickly replaced by the fear for Charlie. The tears that had been unseen started to flow down

"Renesmee, Charlie should be ok. Were going to do everything we can." Carlisle reassured me. I cocked an eyebrow, thinking of how Charlie would be repulsed by the idea of becoming vampire.

Dad shook his head signalling that Charlie would not be changed. But they would give him a good rest-of-life and a painless and peaceful end.

*END OF FLASHBACK*

I'd spent atleast an hour if not more on the phone to Abbie and Katie telling them I was going back to fork and was going to stay in contact with them. I gave them my newly created MSN address.

We got back up to the old white mansion to be met by Rosalie, Emmett, Carlisle and Esme, who had gotten here 20 minutes before us.

"Nessie, you have half an hour to go see Jacob before we go to Charlie's if you wish." Esme said in her loving motherly voice.

"Was that a trick question?" I replied happily, earning a smile off everyone but Rosalie, who I received a snort from. And with that I ran as fast as I could to La Push to Jacobs's house. And it smelled wonderful when I passed the treaty line, met with the werewolf smell. Unlike my family, I felt the aroma calming and gave me a sense on ease and safety.

When I got to Billy's I couldn't see any actions in Jake's room so I decided to use the door. I wasn't sure how I was going to approach this, because Billy hadn't actually been very welcoming to me, seems as his son imprinted on me, a half vampire. I knocked on the door timidly waiting.

"Who is it?" I heard Billy's gruff voice calling out from somewhere, maybe the living room.

"Hey Billy, its ness!" I shouted excitedly.

"He's not here. I don't think he'd want to see you right now." He replied, sneering the word 'you'.

"S'kay, thanks…." I truged down the staires, wondering maybe if Jacob was avoiding me for leaving him without so much as a word after. If I was him, I would.

I slowly continued my way back home, taking the scenic route, going and visiting first beach. The famous place for all the drama to take place. As I was walking, I saw a small but defined shape sitting on the samd near the waves. It was a boy around 15 or 16 with tanned skin and sandy coloured hair. He was abnormally large and with that I knew who it was in a instant. He hadn't changed in the year I was gone.

I walked up to him as quietly as I could. When I was about a meter away, I jumped on him back and held my hands to his eyes. He actually eeped in surprise, which made me giggle blindly.

"What?! Is that you ness?!" He yelled, unlocking my hands from his face, swirling around on his knees and embracing me in a hug.

"Hells yeah! How did you not smell me?" I asked with genuine curiosity.

"I think I was just too deep in thaught.." he trailed of hiding his head in my neck, so I did the same with mine. He inhailed deeply, and I felt him smile against my neck. I think it was really just… cute!

I pulled back to look at him, " I missed you, Seth. I missed you all." He just smiled wider than I thaught possible. I pulled him into a hug again. I was feeling a strange pull to him. Half, or maybe a bit more, as strong as the pull I felt to Jacob.

We both, or so I think both, pulled away reluctantly. "So what was you thinking about?"

"Well, with Charlie's problem and all, Sue's making him move in with us, which I suspect they have a secret 'thing' we don't know about, and so Charlie's giving the house up, and hes offered it to me…" he finished in a whisper

"Well, that's a good thing isn't it?" I was totally confused.

"No. Hes giving it to me because he sees no pont in keeping it cause hes going to die, Ness." He gave me a sad look. Then my eyes started to fill with more tears.

Seth quickly pulled me into another hug. I didn't object. I was rarther enjoying Seth's comforting. I could feel him kissing my hair and my forehead while my head lay sidewards on his chest. I was surprised when he kissed me on my temple. But I was more surprised when it helped more than anything to calm me down. I glanced quickly at my watch to see how much longer I had le. Which was 4 minutes.

"Crap" I sniffed mid-sentence, "Seth I have to get home, were going to charlies to see him, and apparently your mom's going to be there with one or more wolves." I smiled.

"Oh yeah yeah, I'm going to be there with sue, so ill see you soon," He shyly smiled and helped me up while he got up. "Ill run you to the border"

We got there in about 2 minutes and hugged again quickly, set off on my journey home.

When I got there I was 5 minutes late and I was expecting hell off dad, but instead he grapped my arm and towed me to the car where mom, Alice and Jasper were waiting. Mom looked like she was in a deep depression when we were on our way to Charlie's. I couldn't get Seth's words out of my head. "he's going to die, Ness."

We pulled up outside, and I took a deep breath. My family wouldn't be as troubled now with controlling their thirst around Charlie now. It would be a lot less appealing now there are troubles with his blood.

We all got out and Mom latched herself to Dad's side. She looked like she would be drowned in her own tears, if she could release them.

There was an up and down to this moment. The down, Charlie is suck. He is most likely to die. It is going to be painful to watch him deteriorate, knowing we could fix him. The up, I would see Jacob.

But I'm sure, right now I look like I could be a before model for makeup agencies. With tears streaming down my 16 year old face, my arms wound round myself, almost holding myself together, and hunched over with my bronze locks hiding my face.

I slowly looked up to see Sue walking out with 3 bags of Charlie's things, walking to the Rabbit. Jacob's rabbit. Alice suddenly groand. It was the old 'Oh joy! I've just lost my vision' Which of course got me excited.

Until…

Way Hay! Cliff hanger. I am proud.

And im sorry about the Lenka and Lily Allen, I have them stuck in my head, although I was close to putting the killers – human in for a laugh

Can anyone suggest songs for a playlist? I think the next chapter will be a play list for my whole story line and ill add a new song when I feel like it

Now review. I know you can see that little grey and green button. Go on!