I Do Not Own Naruto

Chapter Two: The Advantages


Temari:

Working for Miss Hinata Yuhi was relatively easy. It was a simple routine I had to complete five days a week for the past six months: wake up, get showered then dressed, get on the train, get off the train, buy two black coffees (because sometimes, one just isn't enough), walk to the office, leave the coffees on her desk, and deal with needy clients for eight hours. Now on occasion, after she drank both coffees, Miss Yuhi might just call me in for about fifteen minuets of fun. I most certainly enjoyed it being bisexual and it definitely fulfilled whatever sexual needs I had, but for her, it was definitely something that was absolutely necessary. She doesn't want the hassle of a relationship, just sex and I didn't mind providing it, though at times I could hear my mother yelling at from "the great beyond" about how it was time to "settle down" and have children. I was almost twenty-nine and as much as I hated saying it, for the first time, I agree with her... too bad I can't tell her seeing as she's been six feet under for twenty-one years. Miss Yuhi, she was three years younger, got a shit load of more ass then I did, made a shit load of more money than I did, and probably thought about settling down as much as she thought about American football.


Hinata:

I was twelve when I lost my virginity and it had been to a forty-seven year old man who had been business partners with my father. I didn't know at the time though, that I was the bargaining chip, so for a few million dollars, a salacious, disgusting married bastard fucked me, in my own bed. I didn't even know what sex was then, but I understood that it was wrong, but it felt so right. My conflicting emotions had eventually resulting in my running away. I took a train to Tokyo where I met Kurenai Yuhi, she took pity on me even when she had no idea of my situation. She fed me, clothed me, and sent me to school, but when I turned sixteen, she had her own little baby and shipped me off to a co-ed boarding school. That was where I began to learn the true nature of sex... and what it was really suppose to be used for. So I used my body, which had been alluring enough, to attract nearly every boy there, and I slept with them. I had done it because I was board, and for some reason, I used it as revenge. Because I wasn't able to save my virginity for someone special, I'd take all of theirs so they'd know how I felt. Of course that did very little, males could hide while women... could not. After that revaluation I had done sexual things with my roommates. It wasn't rape because they participated in it willingly. I just started the "fad". I took all three of their innocence, but it wasn't enough. By the time I had graduated, I had fucked fifty-seven boys, and sixty-three girls. None of those hundred-and-twenty kids speak to me anymore. When I turned nineteen, I went through a period of time where I felt ridiculously guilty for my actions, knowing that they wouldn't have been as bad if my intentions were not so horrible. I made a promise to myself that I'd never have sex again, but the pull and the desire was too strong, so instead, I promised I'd never take anyone's virginity again unless I had feelings for them. Said feeling never revealed themselves.

At twenty, I had told Kurenai everything. She had been speechless and offered to pay for rehabilitation courses. I thanked her for the offer but knew that there was nothing to be "better" from. Kurenai had confessed to not being able to look at me in the same way. I asked her if she thought I was a monster, she had just told me that she loves me. It made me feel better, knowing that someone was looking out for me, but it didn't stop me from sleeping with men and women. I wouldn't even say that I'm bisexual, I am not attracted to women... I just enjoy the bliss and sense of inappropriateness that comes with sleeping with them. With men, it's something completely different. It just feels right. But either way, I never search for a deeper relationship, to be blunt... I am only interested in sex.