Chapter 18: Perfection

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A/N: Im going to be nice and leave Ryan out for a few chapters. Yes a few chapters of just smitchie. :D. Arent I wonderful? You can say it :D. And now for my favorite review.... (even though they all made me smile)

Wow, random much? I love it. I also love the ringtone. I wish I could have
it. lol. Anyway, update soon! I can't wait for the next chapter!

I know so do I :D. xoxoTeamJonasAndEdward4evaxoxo Loved the review :D. I think it would be cool to have that ringtone. 1000 dollars to anyone who makes it and sends it to me!!! Okay actually like 10 dollars. Oh well.

Im so sorry! I had this up at like a day ago! But fanfiction is stupid and messed it up!

Shane stared at his phone.

Hating himself.

He was such a wimp.

Why couldnt he just say it.

He knew he wanted to.

So why couldnt he make it come out of his mouth.

And he chickened out every time he tried calling her.

As soon as he heard the ringing he ended the call.

He tried sending her a text.

But that would make him look like a ass.

The only way for him to win in this situation was to actually tell her in person.

But he was such a wimp he had no idea how to.

He would look like a weirdo just popping up out of nowhere screaming.

"I love you!"

He would be admitted to the wacky shack if he did that.

Calling or texting her would make it seem like he was afraid of comitment.

And he didnt want to seem like he was trying to buy it from her.

So how?

How does he tell this amazing talented girl that he loves her.

If he wanted to be cheesy he could be like those stupid hallmark cards that talk commercials.

But that was extremely cheesy.

And he doesnt do cheesy.

He groaned desperate to think about how to do it.

Since when is it so hard to tell someone you love them.

He said to maybe three other girls easily in their relationship.

Shelby.

Ali.

And.

He stopped dead of his thought track.

The other two girls it was honest lust that said it.

But this girl.

She was one that he didnt say it to out of lust.

He thought he actually loved her.

But saying that to her.

Was one giant mistake.

A mistake that he will always regret.

And maybe thats why it had been so easy to say it to her.

Because that relationship.

Was just a giant mistake.

But Mitchie isnt lust or a mistake.

He actually loves her.

And thats why he was ready to rip his hair out by the roots trying to think of how to tell her that!

Maybe he should just wait for it to happen.

Or wait for her to make the first move.

But that would make him a even bigger wimp.

He might as well just plaster on his forehead.

Ill never find a woman I can say I love you to and actually be serious.

He hated this feeling.

Usually he always knew what to do.

But with Mitchie.

He felt like he was walking on hot rocks.

Watching everything he says.

And he hated it.

He wanted to know all the right things to say to her.

But he never did.

He didnt know why.

He knew it wasnt because he messed up with her.

It was because he wanted everything to be perfect with her.

Sadly perfection is hard.

Especially when it comes to love.