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**JACOBS POV**

I woke up feeling dead and frustrated. It had been an extremely long time now since I had seen Renesmee Cullen, and Even though I had imprinted on her, that bond seemed pretty thin. I can't believe she had expected me to 'wait for her' when she had not even showed her face up for Christmas' or birthdays, and now I hear news about Charlie. Poor Old Charlie. He's got Leukaemia, and still his family, His perfect little bloodsucking family haven't even bothered to show their faces, I mean I only found out yesterday but you would have thought that they would have made it here as fast as possible. They make me sick. I bet Nessie really loves her new life, without the hassle of werewolves and complications; she's probably even got a new English boyfriend and hasn't even given me a second thought.

URGH. Bitch.

Despite the feud in my head about Nessie, I shoved that aside and went downstairs, Billy sat there quietly. One look at his face and I forgot about my grief for a moment, and remembered that his life long friend - our friend, was dying, and there was nothing we could do about it. Life was so unfortunate, yet there was nothing we could do this time, and I knew for a fact that Charlie would rather die than become a blood sucker.

Even with his everlasting daughter and granddaughter, and the love he had found within Sue, he would never want to be involved in this life.

He'd always wanted to know as little as possible, and well, I got to hand it to him, I could never have done that. I looked at my father and saw the broken smile that had been placed on his face.

"Hang in there, dad. Charlie's a strong man" I hugged him and slipped out of the door, as much as I wanted to comfort him, there was no way I could today. My mind was full of rubbish and I couldn't concentrate on what was right, which meant I couldn't be here for anyone, for Billy, or even Charlie. I had to get out and leave for a while, take a trip to the woods and chill.

*1 hour later*

I was sat at the bottom of an oak tree, regaining my calm when I smelt a familiar smell. Leah. I stood up automatically, getting ready to give her a piece of my mind. Why was she here? I didn't want her ruining and crowding my space. Did she not realise how annoyed and alone I felt?!

"Jake, I had a feeling I'd find you here. Your pretty down at the minute, and I need a good moan as well so I thought I'd join you" She smirked.

Like I needed her here right now. It was bad enough seeing her loved up everyday. "Can't you go off and moan to Sean?!" I snapped as Leah scowled at me.

"You know I didn't imprint on him Jake, it wasn't fair to lead him on. I've split up with him. If I was supposed to imprint on Sean then I would have done already, so I wasn't going to leave it and make it any harder than it already was."

Blahhh Blahhh bloody Blahhh! That's all it ever was with Leah. Listen in with Leah, make Leah happy, if Leah ain't happy, ain't nobody happy!! I stared at her deep in the eyes, mine blazing into hers. "WILL YOU JUST SHUT UP ABOUT YOURSELF FOR ONE SECOND?" I scorched.

Her face broke in two and her eyes narrowed as she ran towards me and took a jump, pushing me over full force and landing right on top of me. Not only did she take the wind out of me, I was actually surprised at how strong Leah was. She punched me in the chest and in the face.

"I was here to do you a favour Jacob! To take your mind off things, maybe if you had listened to my problems, then you would have forgotten your own!! Face it man, she is never coming back, she has moved on, and so should you, or at least try..." Her words softened at the end and she said 'at least try' and she got off of me, and held out her hand to help me up.

I sympathetically gave her a smile back. She really had tried to take my mind off Renesmee, and actually, for the couple of minutes that our argument lasted, she truly had.

I with stretched my hand towards hers as she pulled me upwards, landing me straight into her arms. I realised that perhaps Leah might have been right about Nessie not coming back, and that Leah could help me through this. I pulled her in close and tightened my grip around her waist, letting her know in this hug that I was sorry, and that of course, she was right.

RIGHT I WAS GOING TO JUST UPLOAD THIS BUT I ADDED THE OTHER CHAPTER TOO (THANKS CHLOE :))

*JPOV*

Hugging Leah was warm and comforting. Something I hadn't felt in a long time. I looked down at her, to notice she was looking back at me, a way that, She had never looked at me before. Soothingly, I Felt her heart beat rapidly as she stretched upward and locked her lips onto mine. I pushed her away slightly and looked at her wide eyed. "Leah this... what?"

She looked away, shy of the advances she had made. Until I lifted up her head and made her look at me.

"Thank You..." I murmured, kissing her neck, all the way up to her collar bone, and then crushing her lips to mine. She moaned quietly whilst kissing me back, and a flood of relief washed through me. I'd been waiting to be kissed like this for a long time. A long, lonely time, and although Leah wasn't the person I had wanted to kiss, it was still comforting. Not only that, but it felt nice, it felt, new.

I moaned with pleasure, thinking about all the kissing I had missed since Nessie had gone away, and how much Leah and me where holding onto this kiss...

"What the Fuck?!" Someone screeched out loud in a piercing loud voice that could make ears bleed. I knew straight away who it was. I gasped and instantly pulled away from Leah, feeling sick to my stomach, yeah, great timing Jacob, and great.

I looked at my love standing so close yet so far away from me, then to Leah, this disposable person that I didn't even feel an inch of Love for, yet tried to anyway, trying to get rid of the feelings for the love that had now returned. I squirmed in my own skin, and then looked back up, straight into the eyes of my love. I could hear her gently snort before throwing me the dirtiest of looks I have ever seen in my life, right into my direction.

I started making my way down to her fast. "Ness!" I called out to her, getting closer by the second, reaching her in all but 5 seconds.

I went to grab her by the wrist, before she turned away from me, ripping her wrist right from my grip.

"Don'.TOUCH. Me!!" She blazed. Looking at Leah and then back to me. Leah was smirking smugly at Nessie, but my face couldn't even gain any type of composure.

It crumbled and it felt like someone had just forced their hands into my gut and turned my insides round. My feet almost caved in, and I tried to regain myself, begging myself not to make a fool out of myself and cry, an already made enough of a fool out of myself as it was.

"Please Ness. Please." I begged, hoping she would give me the time of day to explain, even though I probably didn't deserve it.

"Wait for me my fucking arse!!" she raged, "Here is your engagement ring!" Pulling the ring I gave her the day before she left out of her pocket, she threw it to the grass before me, not even giving it a second glance, then in less than at second she was right by my side, and threw her hand at me, square in the face. It didn't hurt, but it didn't do my pride much good, let alone the fact that I just wanted to hug her and forget anything that had happened between me and Leah, How did I not know that Nessie was back?! Wasn't it a bit of a coincidence that Leah came to see me the day Nessie came back? Garr. I looked the hand Nessie had slapped me with, it had flushed pink. It must have hurt for her to hit me like that.

"Oh and I think your pride and dignity just got blown away with the wind..." She told me bluntly, whilst tears rolled down her face. Oh My God!! I made her cry!! I made my baby cry! I cannot believe what I have done. I'm SUCH an IDIOT! Urgh.

I reached out for her arm, hoping to look into her beautiful brown eyes once more, but I wasn't fast enough and she moved out the way in the space of a second. "Did you not hear what I just said Jacob?! Or do you want to lose the ability of EVER having children?!" she screamed, each word cutting me like a knife, I winced, hearing Emmett laugh playfully, finding this all amusing on my behalf, the bloodsuckers never did accept me much, especially when it concerned Nessie.

Seth came up close behind Nessie and placed his hand softly upon Renesmee's shoulder blade, and she reacted to this by slightly leaning into Seth as if for support. I felt sick; they looked so... so...Cosy.

Just how long had this little friendship been going on?! Angry and jealousy slowly sheered through my veins, and I shot a look a Seth, a look that he knew well.

"Seth... What are you doing?" I asked, trying to keep the anger out of my tone, I failed, it was coming out in a thick lump, served with sour cream

Seth looked back at me, trying to stare out my glare, trying to look as if he wasn't scared of me, but tiny cracks started to leak through his act.

"I'm helping Ness" He said, voice getting slightly more confident "Because your obviously two enveloped in my sister to even acknowledge Renesmee's presence, or even the fact that she was coming today." Seth said, looking at Nessie apologetically, which caused her to give him a smile back, as she encased her small hands around his large left hand.

My anger paced up, speeding faster through my veins that it was five minutes ago, and my breathing started to get heavy. What the fuck where they playing at?! I know I did wrong, but I didn't mean to, it was a simple spot of weakness, unlike this, this ridiculous act that is being displayed in front of me!

WHAT THE HELL?!!?!

I turned to Nessie, my eyes on fire, I gave her a fierce look, I'm not sure how fierce it was, but it must have been bad because she cowered behind Seth, which made my blood boil even more, did she really think I had the power to hurt her?! I would never harm her beautiful pale body... I continued my 'fierce' glare at my love, and then tried to smile; wondering if this gave my facial expressions a crazy glint.

"So, Ness, You've been here, How long?" I smiled the fake-ness of my effort to be polite shining through.

She looked confused, maybe wondering why if was asking this question, or why it mattered now, I'd ruined everything.

"T...t...two-hours..." she stammered out. She genuinely was scared of me. And if felt sick to my stomach, but if couldn't help but feel the need to still be angry. TWO HOURS! And if hadn't even seen her! Until it was too late, before the damage had been done!!

Renesmee looked behind her, as if to get some support from the bloodsuckers, but they had already gone inside to see Charlie. Her face crumbled as she noticed it was just Me, Her and Seth now. I smiled a half smile, before continuing my rant.

"Oh Really? Two hours hmm? You know, I Could say the same about you, the whole,' Wait for me' thing, 2 hours and you've already got yourself a boyfriend" I gave out a short fake laugh. "Tut-Tut Ness, Breaking your own promise" I faked an appalled face, whilst Nessie, stood next to Seth now, instead of cowering behind him. There was silence for a second, and Nessie's lips curved upwards as she pressed them together, this confused me, and then Seth too, tried to stop himself from laughter, this annoyed me, was this matter really a laughing matter?!?!

Then Renesmee broke down into fits of laughter, tears of sadness turned into tears of amusement as she looked at me unbelievably. "Oh Dear God Jacob," She creased, shaking her head "I think your brain left when your dignity did... I'm not seeing Seth! Freaking hell, the first thing I did when I got back to Forks was go to your house to be greeted by an unwelcoming Billy, then I got to La Push beach looking for you, only to find Seth, Oh I'm obliviously not allowed friends now either!" She turned to Seth, who was still trying to hold in his laughter, obviously finding this whole thing hilarious! I glared at them both, still angry, but worse because I'd jumped to conclusions, and made myself look like even more of an idiot, there was no way to cure this mess.

That's when Nessie cleared her throat, and put on an English accent, so perfected that on lookers would have believe she was actually English herself.

"Seth, I'm sorry chuck, but my dearest ex here wishes me to be confined to myself, whilst he goes off gallivanting to fairy land with his new found beauty!" she chuckled pushing Seth playfully on the arm.

Seth smiled with her and carried on the conversation, in his best English accent too, which was terrible, but sounded the way he had intended it to never the less, "Well, Dearest Renesmee, I think you need to get to seeing your Grandfather Charlie, There's nothing wrong with being fashionably late, but overly punctual is just rude, I shall escort you to the living room, then depart you to your seat, maybe just lucky enough to have one next to you, but of course, no contact" He scoffed, bending his elbow towards Renesmee so she could fit her arm into his and they happily skipped away from me, laughing as they did so, with stupid grins on their faces, while I stood there dumbfounded. All this time I had waited for the love of my life to return to me, and now, she wasn't even my love anymore. Everything that could have gone wrong did, and now I am left with nothing, not even dignity.