Chapter 20: Pathetic

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A/N: Wow Im amazed. THIS STORY IS LONGER THEN NOISE NOT MUSIC :D!!! Starting with this chapter :D. Sorry this ones so short. But its building up to something.

Mitchie couldnt take this anymore.

She had to see Ross.

She needed him.

Wanted him.

Would die with out him.

She dug up his phone number and dialed the digits.

And waited.

Listening to the phone ring.

And smiled when she heard his irish accent leak through the phone.

"Hello?"

She played with the paper napkin as she sat at the small deli waiting for Ross.

He had told her to meet him there.

And she had been waiting for 20 minutes.

She didnt come early.

She came right on time.

But then where was he.

It had now been 45 minutes.

And still no Ross.

Mitchie felt stupid.

Sitting there in the middle of a patio for a deli.

With shreds of napkin surrounding her.

An hour and 13 minutes later.

And she was starting to give up hope.

She didnt think he was coming.

Grabbing her bag she got up.

And walked out the door.

When she got to the car.

She saw a little sticky note attached to her passenger window.

"I decided not to come. My girlfriend wouldnt be happy if she knew I was here. And I really love her. Unlike with you. So Im going to go back home to her."

Mitchie froze.

Shes been so stupid.

She had convinced herself.

That she actually loved Ross.

The boy who ruined everything for her.

So stupid.

She crumpled up the stupid sticky and threw it into her back seat.

She tightly gripped her steering wheel.

She hated this.

She basically had no one.

Either she turned them all away.

Or it was like Ross where he didnt really love her.

Or Shane.

Shane who was able to say it in writing.

But writing means nothing.

Your worst enemy could say I love you on paper.

She pressed on the gas.

And drove.

And planned on going as far away from this pathetic life as possible.

She sighed as she pulled up to a lake around 11 pm.

She was all alone.

But whats new.

She curled into a ball.

Her arms wrapped around her legs.

And buried her head in her shoulder.

And tried to go to sleep.

And she managed it.