I'm back again! I'm not sure how long this chapter will be, but we'll see later then xD
And still I need at least 3 reviews until I can upload again xD So keep going guys!

And for the 10th time I apologize for my bad english.

Disclaimer: I do not own anything in Bleach, or either it wouldn't be Bleach..

Claimer: Nagareko Arizu, Aoi Midori

Warning: Change of tense in this chapter..dunno why..I just started writing and when I was done..I was too lazy to change it.


Karin's POV

I snap my head up as I hear someone say my name and there stands a guy with white hair and the most beautiful teal eyes I've ever seen, I lock my gaze with him and as I try to speak out to answer him, I feel a huge headache. I shut my eyes tight, covering myself from the world, not wanting to know what's happening, voices that wants to be heard, but they will get no answer. A glass shatters in a distant place making surrounding, random people scream.

I don't know what to do, everything is black, no one's around, no surroundings, nothing, just like a black hole, sucking everything in it's way and I must be it's latest victim.

Something warm floats down my wrist to my palm, I clenchs my hand to a fist, then I feel the pain in my wrist and palm, like a stab in the back, it must have been me who shattered the glass.

Someone approaches me, taking me in the safe arms, treating my wound carefully, not making it to bleed more.

I can barely hear them now, the voices of my friends.

"What happened?"

"Damn, her eyes went crazy.."

"Ichigo are so going to kill you.."

Three different voices that I knew from before, it must be Tatsuki, Keigo and Rangiku-san, hey..have she ever told me her first name? I just knew she was mostly called 'Matsumoto', so why did I call her 'Rangiku'?

Again, I shut my eyes tight and a flash of light appears and I'm standing on a soccer field.

So nostalgic, a soccer field..I turn my head as I hear some screaming and then I see my worst nightmare, the one who've been haunting me since my death. The hollow. Now I realize that this is my past. The past I do not remember anything of.
I see a silhouette of a boy with a sword as long as himself, fighting the monster with all his might, okay that's an overreaction, he takes it pretty easy, but as soon as the fight is over, his face changes from serious to disgust.

I walk closer to see what he's staring at. A body, a body of a girl, which I realize is my own. Motionless I lay there, no life in my eyes, but still I don't know who this guy is, practically my saviour, but he never took any place in my heart or soul, I didn't even touched him back then(not that I remember who he is anyway..) but my mind keeps telling me that this memory is a good one, but seriously..who wants to remember their deaths?

I hear some whispers behind me, as I turn around I see myself standing there with an expression of shock, fear and surprise. I block the conversation out of my ears when the guy starts to talk to "me" (you know, the past me..), but I can't help to listen as he tells me that I will remember him by time.

"You will remember it by time, I'm sure of that Karin." He raises his sword and pats it's hilt on my forehead. "Until then Karin, bye."

I see myself disappear and the boy turns around and meets my eyes, but they aren't filled with shock, so I turn around and sees Matsumoto there. I guess they can't see me now..
They talk for a moment and when the boy turns on a serious expression, I decide to listen again.

"Matsumoto Rangiku. You of all people should know that this wasn't the way we excepted."
She only nods in reply and then disappears.

The boy turns his head to the sky and blinks a few times.

"Damn it..how will this end?"

Then the flash of light appears again, and I'm on a field again..but this is my field within my mind. My own place.

Usually the tiger wanders around but now, it's empty as darkness itself (lame comparison I know..).
The boy still lingers on my mind, I want to know who he is, I want to know why I was on the soccer field with him!
I'm going insane here, my mind is killing me with stupid questions I normally wouldn't care about, but this time I think this is a major matter.
When I'm concentrating on remember, every little bit of him, the flash of light appears again and my eyes flings wide open.

"Karin?"

I blink with my eyes a few times. Am I really back? To reality, that will say. I must be since this is my room.

"Karin??"

I turn my head to my right to see the white haired boy sitting on a chair beside my bed, behind him Matsumoto, Tatsuki and Keigo stands.

"What happened?" I blurts out, not knowing what to say.

"Well.." Tatsuki begins. "You kinda went rampage back then, you threw your glass at the wall after having squeezed the glass so hard that you broke it. Then you just fainted."

"How long have I been here?" I ask.

"Only 4 hours." A new voice speaks up and I turn my gaze in the direction of the voice and sees that it belongs to the white haired guy.
He has some red dots on his white haori while the left sleeve is ripped. He notices my stare at his sleeve and sighs. "It's nothing, don't worry."

"Oh.." I still can't let the truth sink in, the others must think I'm right out of characther now.

"Now go back to sleep. You need it." Bastard..I want to talk to him! But I am indeed tired..so I guess he's right.

The others leaves one by one and soon it's just me and him.

He looks at me. I look at him. The contest starts.
Finally, after 5 minutes, he breaks the silence.

"I'm sorry."

"What?" I say, blinking with my eyes in confusion.

"I'm sorry."

"For what?" He must think I'm stupid.

"...for getting you in to all of this.." Hmm..I think that was out of characther, he doesn't seems like the type who apologizes.

"Never mind, it can't be that bad right?" I say with a grin on my face, but I guess I'm out fo the blue.

"..maybe..guess you're right. Well I'm off." Right theree buddy, you cold appearance, it fits you much better!

As he reaches the door I got to my senses and finally asks.

"What's your name?"

He smiles, or more smirks, and turns his head at me.

"Hitsugaya Toushirou, 10th Division taichou."


There! I'm gonna do about 2 pages (incl. A/N) in each chapter, unless I'm in a good mood to write more x3

Nothing to say really, but I don't know if I'm gonna keep this tense or changing it back.

But either way! I still need your help with the pairings! :3

Love

Bbleached~