I Don't Own Anything sadly, Do you think I'm Stephenie Meyer you must be crazy!!

EDWARD CULLEN POV:

She was right that game we just played wasn't dumb, but here I stood on the stairs dumbstruck. By Bella she always seemed to make me feel wonderful, even when everything seemed so dark.

"Bella, that's not fair." I mumbled walking up the stairs.

"What? It was totally fair." I jumped she was standing right beside me.

"You know one day I'm going to die of a heart attack if you don't stop surprising me." She laughed, I had already made a note to myself to make her laugh more. "Don't laugh it's not funny."

"Oh but it is." She grabbed my hand and we arrived at my bedroom. I started to close it out of habit. "Whoa wait remember new rule always leave the door open."

"Thanks, I forgot, not everyday I have to leave my door open." I ran my hand through my hair.

"You know it could have been much worse they could have thrown me out for corrupting there beautifully innocent son!" Bella giggled.

"You know, Bella they like you." I smiled. "As long as I'm happy there happy."

"Oh Is that so?" Bella giggled she grabbed me and led me to the bed, I felt like a dog having to be led around by a gorgeous girl.

"Yes very much so." I still couldn't grasp the fact that this beautiful girl loved me even though I was worthless. The bed was comfortable underneath me the soft sheets smeared against my skin.

"Edward, can I ask you another question?" The hesitant was evident in her melodic voice.

"Of course." I rub the back of her hand.

"You promise not to get awkward on me or anything and please don't become defensive." I laughed. "Edward it's not funny I'm serious!"

"Okay, Okay what do you want to know?" Her head rested on my shoulder I smelled her wonderful strawberry shampoo.

"How did you become.." She trailed off, but I knew what she was going to ask.

"Blind?" I finished her sentence and she shook her head yes. "I hope you know when your not resting your head on my shoulder or lap or something, that I will not know if you shake your head yes or no."

"I'm sorry habit." She sounded tense.

"No need to be sorry just informing you. So you want to hear about how I became the way I am."

"Yes." There was no head shaking no nothing Bella was waiting to hear if I would tell her my childhood.

"Okay, I was born on June 20th, My mother real mother I need to clarify, The doctors came and saw me told my mom I was healthy and I could go home, but back then my mom had nothing we lived in her parents and she was into drugs, I came down with a very high fever at night. She didn't rush back to the hospital right away she bathed me in cold water and such, the fever didn't go down for 2 days she finally took me back, in. She told the nurse that I had only had the fever for one day instead of 2 so it took awhile to get in the back. When the doctor saw me he told my mother that I had obviously had this fever for more than one day, he checked me over and when he put the flashlight up to my eyes I didn't blink I didn't even turn away. The doctor told my mom that I was blind, and there was nothing to be done about it. She cried and blame herself. Well it sort of was her fault, but I couldn't blame her. I mean she tried we were just dirt poor and she wanted her needs which at the time were Coke and Heroin. She would carry me around with her and make her runs, she became so caught up in everything I didn't go to school, I only learned how to talk thanks to everyone who talked around me I was well not the most wonderful child, but none of that mattered we had each other and that was all that mattered." My shirt was wet, I couldn't figure out what it was then I heard Bella cry.

"Bella?" I asked concerned sitting up slightly.

"Yeah." her voice cracked.

"Are you okay?" I intertwined her fingers with mine.

"Yeah, sorry just a sad story that's all." I laid back down,

"Bella you just to kind for your own good." She giggled, and laid her head back on me.

"You can stop if you want I don't want to make you uncomfortable." I shook my head no.

"I'm going to finish." I rubbed my eyes I was really tired. "Well, so one night when I was 5 my mom and my grandma got in a serious fight, like throwing things and such my mom was being harassed by a drug dealer because she didn't have enough money to pay him. My grandma was furious she screamed how she didn't want any of this and how my mother was effecting me. At the time I only knew what I was told. I never understood the arguing, it was just a bunch of loud noise like it is now, it's hard to keep it straight, that's why yelling at me gets you no where I can't keep the voices straight long enough, So my grandma was saying how my mom needed to pack her things and leave. My grandma came over and said that I needed to stay with her for a while. I loved my grandma and she was practically my mom when mom was out snorting and shooting. I had no right to say no, but my mother did she told my grandma If she wasn't welcome then I wasn't either." I had tears running out of my useless eyes also. Bella moved into a hugging position.

"It's okay." She murmured, into my neck.

"Thanks, but yeah we left in the middle of the night, I kept asking her where we were going, she would always reply I don't know, It made me nervous to think I didn't know where we were going, I was having a hard time keeping up. I was trying to get her to slow down when she gasped and turned around, Move move Edward go. No we were running my hand in hers, I heard foot steps, someone kept calling her name. They finally caught up to us. He kept asking when she was going to get him his money, she would reply I don't know soon. He started shouting and it was hurting me. I started crying. The man stopped yelling so this is your kid, the blind one right. My mom replied yeah. Well I'm not into corrupting kids, he replied and said that he would see my mom later and everything would be straighten out. My mother agreed and we kept walking. We stopped some where and my mom sat me down on the ground and cried I asked her what was wrong, she said she would be back later that she loved me and i could never forget it and left my sitting where I was, It smelled clean, real clean. Someone came out and I could tell they were staring at me. Excuse me they asked, what are you sitting there for a woman asked. My mom left me here. I told her. She came over and touched my shoulder. Well honey it looks like you going to be here a while my names Nancy what's yours, I'm Edward. I replied back, what you don't shake peoples hands, I asked what she was talking about? She told me she wanted I hand shake, I told her I was Blind and I didn't see her hand then she understood. It was rather strange, but then I became an orphan, and Carlisle and Esme came to Chicago to live for a while they found out Esme couldn't have any kids so she wanted to adopt and here I am." I smiled.

"So Edward you've been completely blind you whole life?" She asked gently not wanting to hurt my feelings.

"Yeah." Bella moved up a little and pressed her rose petal lips to mine.

"How did you get use to it?" She asked again, I could tell she felt like she was intruding, but it also felt really good to talk to her about it.

"I just did I guess, I never really knew there was anything different till everyone else at the orphanage was telling there favorite color and the kid names Tommy asked me and I said I didn't know, they laughed and I was embarrassed but oh well, then they didn't play with me, But I couldn't have cared less, I just like to listen to them play and things it was nice." I could tell she was nodding.

"You know something." She whispered.

"What?" I whispered back, she took my hand and placed it on her face.

"You are truly amazing, Edward Cullen." I smiled and she kissed me.

"Same for you Bella Swan." We kissed, again. I couldn't stop smiling.IMPORTANT: Hey everyone I"M BACK lol

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