A/N I am so sorry to all of my readers! My goodness I have been so lazy lately! I really hope you like this chapter you guys, and I'm going to try and make this one a long one, so bear with me everyone!

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The sun is gone and the flowers rot. Words are spaces between us. And I should have been drown in the rivers I found of token lost. And I should have been down when you made me insecure.
So break me down if it makes you feel right. And hate me now if it keeps you alright. You can break me down if it takes all your might. Cause I'm so much more than meets the eye.
And I'm the one you can never trust. Cause wounds are ways to reveal us. And yeah I could have tried and devoted my life to both of us. But what a waste of my time when the world we had was yours. So break me down if it makes you feel right. And hate me now if it keeps you alright. You can break me down if it takes all your might. Cause I'm so much more than all your lies.
Hate me, break me down. (So break me down) So break me down if it makes you feel right. (So break me down) And hate me now if it keep you alright. (So break me down) You can break me down if it takes all your might.
Cause I'm so much more than meets the eye.

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Bella's POV

When I walked inside I heard Charlie chatting happily with someone, "Dad I'm home!" I called, just to announce my presence. "Hey Bella, come in the kitchen!" he shouted. I put my coat up and did what he said. I walked in and saw an older man in a wheel chair- this must be Billy Black, and I saw a bulky teenage boy glowering at the table top until he noticed I was there. "Bella, you remember Billy right? And Jacob surely." Charlie said with a happy smile on his face.

I nodded and smiled, "Hey Billy." I greeted, "And Hi Jacob." I added then smiled at him so he wouldn't feel left out. He couldn't be older than fifteen. "Hey Bella." Billy and Jacob said at the same time. "So, are you guys staying for dinner?" I asked as I made my way to the fridge. "Yeah but Charlie said he ordered pizza." Jacob said excitedly. Instead of pulling out something for dinner I got out one of the small bottles of Sunny D I bought a few days ago. "Oh alright." I said with a smile. "Thought id take dinner off your hands for one night." Charlie said.

"Dad you know I don't mind." I told him, and then I began to kind of shrink into the corner by the sink. Jacob had got up and he was extremely tall, and I had a feeling he might start to crowd me. "So, did you have a good day?" Charlie asked, changing the subject. "Mmhmn, I went over to the Cullen's for lunch. It was really fun." I said with a chuckle remembering what Alice managed to do to Edward. Charlie smiled at me, "Well that's good." He said with enthusiasm. I nodded, and when I looked over to Billy, my smile turned into a frown. He was looking, no glaring at me. What had I done to upset him so much?

"Jacob why don't you and Bella go watch TV? I need to talk to Charlie." Billy said. I nodded and nearly ran out of the room and away from his gaze. What on earth? I was so confused and I just wanted Edward here to hold me and tell me what I had done wrong to upset the man.

I grabbed the remote and sat down in a small section of the couch and curled my knees up to my chest, in the corner of the couch by the arm- naturally. Jacob sat smack down next to me, I could feel his body heat touching me and I was not the least bit used to heat. Id spent the whole day with Vampires that I knew I could trust, not a human guy that I clearly didn't know. I turned the TV on and silently begged for Edward to save me or something. Talk about co-dependency issues already.

"So Bella, why has it taken you so long to come to Forks?" Jacob asked. I had a hard time answering that, but I came up with the most honest answer without telling the entire truth. "I guess it was just time for a change." I said not taking my eyes off the TV and trying to curl into the couch more- away from Jacob.

"How old are you now Bella?" he asked. I could feel his gaze on my face. "Seventeen, you?" I said. "Fifteen." He mumbled. He sounded defeated, but I had a feeling he wasn't going to give up on whatever he was trying to start, which made me want to shrink down even more. "Are you even watching that?" he asked me. And in truth, I wasn't. I was however trying to think of anything but how insecure I felt right now. All I knew was I flipped the channel onto a cooking show. "If you want to change it be my guest." I said handing him the remote. He purposely touched my hand when he took the remote.

"Am I making you uncomfortable?" he asked when I wrapped my arms around my chest. "No I'm fine." I answered. Of course this way a lie, but he didn't know me and wouldn't know that I was lying. Hopefully. "You sure?" he asked. God what was with all the questions? "Mmhmn." I mumbled. "So, my dad was acting kind of strange in there huh?" he asked, trying to start a conversation. Hell. It bloody worked.

"Yeah, did I say something wrong?" I asked and looked at him for the first time. His eyes were black. I repressed a shudder. Black eyes… and me… do… not… mix. "I think its probably because you mentioned hanging out with the Cullens. Superstitious old man." He said and shook his head. "What do you mean by that?" I asked. He looked around him as if he wouldn't want someone to overhear what he was about to say, and then looked at me again with excitement. "Have you heard any of the legends on the Reservation down here?" he asked me. I shook my head. "Well if I tell you, you cant tell anyone." He told me. "I promise." I said with a slight smile. No matter how uncomfortable and insecure I was, I wanted to know what these legends were.

"Okay, I will tell you the short version. Well lets see… Legend says that the Quileute's were able to transform from man to wolf, in order to protect the tribe. Your people would call them werewolves, where mine would call them spirit wolves. There is only one enemy to the werewolves." He said darkly, "And that would be the cold ones, otherwise known as Vampires." He continued, and then looked over his shoulder again. "It is said that a long time ago my ancestor Ephraim Black made a treaty with a certain coven of Vampires, because they claimed to be different, that they didn't constitute a risk to our people. But my grandfather didn't trust him completely, so they signed a treaty that La Push is off limits to them. Scary part? My dad seems to think that the Cullens that are here now are the SAME Cullens that were here when that happened." He told me and laughed at the end.

I was shocked. No wonder Edward couldn't come in here right now. What have I gotten myself into? When Jacob looked at me his eyes went from humorous to concerned, "Are you alright? Did I scare you?" he asked me. I shook my head, "You are really good at telling scary stories." I told him with a chuckle, that wasn't humorous, but more like an I'm-going-insane type of thing. "Sweet." Jacob said with a wide grin and dragging the word out far too long. I chuckled again at how silly I found this young boy. He didn't look young, but he didn't look old either. And he had long black hair that looked like he usually kept it in a pony tail by the kink in his hair that I hate getting when I let my hair down.

"So…" he started, looking uncomfortable, "are you… seeing anyone?" he asked me. Oh crap. "You mean, am I dating someone?" I asked. Could I even say that I was dating Edward? Now I feel silly for not wanting a cell phone so that way I could text or have Alice text me with her amazing future seeing skills. "Yeah." He said nodding. I bit my lip. Should I tell him I was dating Edward or not? I decided on saying yes now and saying oops later if Edward didn't like it.

I nodded my head, "Yeah I am. Are you?" I asked, trying to sound interested and like I didn't know what he would ask me if I were to say no. Sometimes acting like a blond could really help a girl out. "Nah I'm not seein anyone." He said with a smile trying to hide his embarrassment. "Well I'm sure you will be soon." I said trying to cheer him up. He cheered up, but I think he thought I meant something else. "So anyways, who are you dating?" he asked me. I bit my lip again, "Promise not to tell Billy?" I asked. He grinned, "I promise." He said. "Okay, I'm dating Edward Cullen." I said. And I hoped it was as true as I wanted it to be.

His face fell a bit, but he smiled probably trying to be friendly. "That's cool." He said. "So are you doing anything next Saturday?" he asked. This guy didn't give up. I silently prayed for Edward again, cringing into the couch again as the moment of friendliness I shared with him seemed to disappear while the memories rushed back, guys that didn't give up… I think I had every reason to fear Jacob. "Yeah." I said and took my eyes off him and looked at the TV. He hadn't changed the channel. They were trying to teach people how to make raviolis. This is something I could try one night.

"What are you doing?" he asked. I repressed a sigh and a shudder. Think of something quick! I thought frantically. "Not too sure but I know Edward planned to have us spend the day together." I said. Seemed innocent enough. "Oh okay." He said dragging out oh way to long for my liking.

Then the doorbell rang. I could have sworn I ran for it like the wind. I was discouraged when I found that it was the pizza guy and not Edward or one of the other Cullens. Emmett would have been fun to have around here right now. "Dad pizza's here!" I called.

We all sat at the table and ate pizza while the guys chatted about the days fishing trip and Jacob poking fun at his dad every chance he got. I just sat there quietly eating, I honestly had nothing to say and I couldn't quite bring myself to like Jacob. Even as a friend. I wanted to stay as far from him as possible, but I did listen to what he had to say when he talked. I learned that he was rebuilding a car from scratch. That was a pretty neat and very awesome talent that I knew I would never posses.

"Bella can I talk to you for a minuet?" Billy asked when Charlie and Jacob cleared the room to go watch the game. "Sure." I said and began to wash the plates we had used. "I know its probably none of my business, but try and stay away from the Cullens." He said. "Not to sound rude Billy, but your right, it isn't any of your business. They are good people, they saved my life." I told him. He blinked. "They did what?" he asked. "They saved my life." I repeated in a whisper. He nodded, "Well, your grown, I guess you can do what you want. Just be careful." He grumbled and made his way for the living room. I tried taking deep breaths to calm myself and keep my legs from wobbling but it didn't help. In the end I gave up, turned the water off, and sat down on the floor with my head in my hands.

I don't know how long I sat there like that. I thought maybe I had fallen asleep because I didn't move until I heard Jacob calling my name, way too close to me. He was shaking me by my shoulders. "Bella are you okay?" he seemed to have been asking over and over. I jumped and tried moving away from him frantically, but he just didn't understand. "DAD!" I yelled, still trying to get Jacob off, but he wouldn't let me go. He was trying to keep me from moving for some reason.

I could feel myself becoming more and more panicked, I tried listening for my dads footsteps but I couldn't hear anything but Jacob asking me something, my pulse, and my breathing. "DAD!" I yelled again closet to tears. I tried standing, Jacob shoved me down. I couldn't even hear what Jacob was saying now I was so close to my breaking point. "DAD DAMNIT!" I yelled still struggling to be free of Jacob. He was holding onto my shoulders and I was trying to push him away but he was just so much stronger than me. I even tried hitting him, and it was like hitting a tree. He just didn't seem to feel it.

I felt the tears spill over and all I could see was Jacobs's black eyes boring into mine. The same kind of eyes that stared at me that night. I wanted to yell again, but I knew it wouldn't do any good. I should probably stop fighting him, but that wouldn't do any good either, I couldn't just give up.

"JACOB WHAT ARE YOU DOING?!" I heard my dad yell. It was the first thing I heard besides my own breathing in god knows how long. "DAD!" I yelled again still struggling. I was being saved; someone was here to help this time. "JACOB LET HER GO! NOW! YOU DON'T KNOW WHAT YOUR DOING TO HER!" Charlie almost screeched. Jacob let me go. "I was just… she was screaming when you and dad went outside so I came in here to try to wake her up and when she woke up she started freaking out… and… I swear I wasn't trying to hurt her!" he said. I curled myself into a ball and let the sobs control me.

It should be embarrassing to me, but I couldn't find it in me to be embarrassed at that moment. I couldn't find it in me to care that he was going to probably think I am a freak. "You cant do things like that with Bella." Charlie spat at him. "In the living room. Couch. Now. I will be there in a minute." He ordered. Jacob shot a worried glance to me, but I cringed from it, and he headed into the living room.

"Bella, sweety, are you okay?" Charlie asked me kneeling down in front of me. I nodded. "I'm going to go up and go to bed." I said through my tears. He nodded and helped me up, and then I went up the stairs as fast as I could without falling up them-one of my many talents- and fell on top of my bed. I groaned when I realized that Edward wouldn't be here until they left. I wanted Edward here now, but I would have to be patient.

I heard Charlie yelling things, but I didn't understand what he was saying. Then, slowly, I drifted away to unconsciousness while I waited for Edward to show up, but I never got to see him come in.