A/N I hope yall enjoyed the last chapter! Lol. And here is chapter 8, I hope you enjoy it as well. Oh and for those of you who don't know, these lyrics are from Evanescence's You. Enjoy everyone! (and listen to the song lol I changed a few things, to make it match the story a bit better)

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The words have been drained from this pencil. Sweet words that I want to give you. And I can't sleep, I need to tell you, Goodnight.
When we're together, I feel perfect. When I'm pulled away from you, I fall apart. All you say is sacred to me. Your eyes are so you, I can't look away. As we lay in the stillness, You whisper to me.
Baby, marry me. Promise you'll stay with me. Oh you don't have to ask me. You know you're all that I live for. You know I'd die just to hold you, Stay with you, Somehow I'll show you, That you are my night sky, I've always been right behind you, Now I'll always be right beside you.
So many nights I cried myself to sleep. Now that you love me, I love myself. I never thought I would say this, I never thought there'd be
You

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Bella POV

I woke up to someone knocking on my door. I glanced at the clock, I hadn't been asleep ten minuets. I groaned, "Come in!" I said and sat up. It was my dad, and trailing him was, guess who, Jacob. I scurried to the corner of my bed as soon as I saw him. "Bella, Sweety, Jacob has something he wants to say to you." Charlie said. Jacob sat on my bed, far away from me. Thank god. "Bella, I am really sorry that I scared you. I had no intentions on hurting you… I was… I guess I was trying to keep you from hurting youself…" he said and ran a hand through his hair. I tilted my head to the side.

"Knock knock!" a cheery voice said from the doorway. Alice!! "Oh, im sorry…. Am I inturupting something?" she asked after she took a look between me, Charlie, and Jacob. "Uh no Alice I think we were done here." Charlie said. "C'mon Jake, she'll come 'round in her own time." He said and motioned to the door. Charlie smiled at Alice, and once the guys were out of the room I bounded up to her. "ALICE!!" I almost yelled as I gripped her into a tight hug. She laughed a bit and rubbed my back. "You gave me quite a start Bella." She said. I had? How?

"How?" I asked. She sighed. "I can see the future remember?" she said as though it was the most obvious thing in the world. "Uhm Alice, I still don't get it." I admitted and sat down on my bed. "Well your entire future disappeared right after Edward dropped you off. Edward said not to come but after a while I got sick of not knowing if you were alright or not and drove up here." She admitted. I blinked. "Well you my friend, have missed a lot." I mumbled.

She tilted her head to the side, "What happened?" she asked. So I told her everything that happened with Jacob and she gripped me into a tight hug. "The world is a bad place for you." I heard her murmer to herself. I just nodded, because in a big way I understood what she was talking about, which in its own way was scary as hell. Suddenly Alice's head lifted up off my shoulder and she said, "Ooops sorry Bells I gotta go, Edward is on his way." She said. I smiled, "Thank you Alice." I said and got up to get my bag of toiletries. "Anytime Bella." She said with a smile then went down the stairs. I heard her telling Charlie goodbye and that I was going to be alright, then the door close shut. I went into the bathroom and brushed my hair, teeth, and washed my face to get rid of the tear stains off my cheeks. I didn't want Edward to know id been crying.

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Edward POV

I entered through Bella's bedroom window and knew someone had been in here besides me and her. It smelled of that Jacob Black, Alice, and Charlie. I didn't know why Alice had been in here but that didn't distract me for too long. What was Jacob doing in her room? Bella came in the room and jumped a bit when she saw me, then began running towards me, fresh tears streaming down her face. I listened in on Charlie's thoughts while I just held her. Apparently Jacob had crossed a line with Bella, though he didn't know it, and Charlie hadn't seen much of it. For all I knew, he could have truly been trying to hurt her.

"Shhh Bella its alright im here now." I said softly to her while holding her. Her knees buckled under her from exhaustion, so I picked her up and layed down with her on her bed. I kept whispering soft reassuring things to her while waiting for her to calm down. When she calmed down enough, she looked up at me and sniffed. "Im so glad you're here." She said. I smiled down at her, "Sweety, what happened?" I asked as softly as I could.

It took her a while to get through the entire story for a second time, she told me Alice stopped by even though I asked her not to. It didn't bother me much that she came over. Bella was Alice's friend too, she had every right in the world and I shouldn't have told her no in the first place. Bella really thought that Jacob was trying to hurt her, and she didn't know whether to believe him or not. I didn't know if I should try to talk to Jacob about it or not, I could try asking Charlie tomorrow, but I pretty much already know his opinion on the matter. That Bella over reacted. Yes, she could have, but I thought that she was getting better, not staying the same as when she first came here. I just held her and told her it would all be alright.

It took her a while to fall asleep, until I started humming her a lullaby. Then she fell asleep with ease. I watched her sleep, always with admireation and awe for how much beauty this creature had and for the mysterious pull I felt towards her. I cared for her more than I had ever cared about anyone, and I simply didn't know how to handle it.

Charlie came in to check on her a few times that night; I always hid in the closet when he did. At around two in the morning Bella started tossing and sweating in her sleep, then began talking. "No, please don't do this… please leave me alone… No don't touch me! ……. Get off me! …. Edward help!" She started talking softly at first, but when she said 'Edward Help!' she screamed it in her sleep. I shook her to wake her, but she wouldn't wake up. "Bella im here please wake up!" I pleaded over and over while she continued to breath heavily and start crying. "No stop! Edward! Why wont you help me?!" She started screaming. I cradled her in my arms, thinking about possibly running out of the house with her to take her to Carlisle if she didn't wake up soon. "Bella im here, please!" I pleaded, shaking her slightly each time I asked.

Her back then arched back as she screamed my name so loud I swear the windows rattled, then, as soon as she finished screaming for me, her body went limp and she stopped breathing. I instantly jumped out the window and began running for my house. I didn't care if Charlie was awake now and went into her room to find her missing. I wanted to know what was wrong with my sweet, sweet Bella, and how to fix her. I prayed the entire time it took me to run to the house, which didn't take longer than thirty seconds. She still hadn't started breathing or anything. She was getting more pale by the second. "Carlisle!" I yelled before I went running through the open back door.

"HELP!" I screamed and every single one of my family members surrounded me and Bella. I laid her on the table. "I don't know what happened, one second she was fine, then she started tossing and turning and talking in her sleep, I tried to wake her up but she wouldn't, then for some reason her back arched up and she screamed my name, then she fell back down limp and stopped breathing. I ran her strait here I don't know what to do would you please help me?!" I asked my dad hysterically, talking vampire speed. He just nodded and started doing CPR. "If this doesn't work we will have to change her." He warned me.

Oh hell. I couldn't change her. She didn't deserve this kind of life, not after all she has already been through. Please god, I prayed, please let her come out of this fully alive. When I heard her heart go "Tha-thud" and not pick up again, I nearly died right then.