Feelings
Miyuki: hello world! I'm back for another chapter of feelings!!
Hikari: the story is ending soon ne? Only 4 more chapters and it's sayonara to the readers.
Miyuki: haha yeah... it's sad and the next story will only be done later this year, I need a break.
Amu: we will miss you though...
Hikari: you're saying it as if this is the last chapter! This is NOT the last chapter Amu-chan...
Amu: Oh and where are the others?
Miyuki: no idea, I only know that Ikuto and the guys went to restock the groceries...
Lynya: I'm back!
Everyone: from where?
Lynya: from anywhere!
Hikari: you're weird...but never mind.
Guys: we're back. *closes door*
Miyuki: Ryuu, where's my pocky?
Ryuu: chocolate flavored, here. *hands me the pocky box*
Miyuki: yay!! I can work better with pocky!!
Everyone: *sweatdrops*
Shin: hey miyuki, the climax is coming right?
Miyuki: yep! –Munch- it's something I have been working on –munch- its something that I'm sure everyone uses. But I might change it a little…
Shin: you mean like...
Hikari: yeah, that.
Readers: what is "that"?
Miyuki: -munch- well, if you wanna know, then keep reading! Or if you already know, just get ready for some surprises. I can't guarantee for the surprises though…
Ikuto: But it's still an Amuto story right? I mean me and Amu will have a happy ending right?
Miyuki: *gives ikuto the "obvious" look*
Hikari: okay! Now enough talking, on to the next chapter!! Someone do the disclaimer!
Everyone: who?
Miyuki and Hikari: JUST ANYONE!
Yoru and Kiki: miyuki-Chan does not own shugo chara in any form!
Hikari: I wonder if Miyuki took my barbeque-flavored potato chips too...
Miyuki: *runs into the room with a packet of potato chips*
Hikari: HEY COME BACK WITH MY POTATO CHIPS!!! *Runs after miyuki*
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*~recap!!~*
Amu leaned against the corridor wall and lightly touched her lips. My first kiss... She thought. She smiled a little and was glad that ikuto took her first kiss because…she was in love with him.
----Friday afternoon, 3p.m ----
"We have to get ready for the ball tonight like now, miyuki" Hikari said as she stood at the doorway of miyuki's room.
"Hika-chan, you are just using this as an excuse to do my make-up right?" miyuki said as she pulled her shoulder-length orange hair with her newly added brown streaks into a high ponytail. (A/n: uhh yeah, I added brown streaks to my OC's hair.)
"Mi-Chan, you are so smart. But I really want to do your make-up." Hikari said as she plopped herself on to miyuki's bed and squished the life out of the stuffed teddy bear sitting on it.
"Hikari, the last time you did my make-up was disastrous. I DO NOT want to risk it again." Miyuki said and Kiki laughed her guts out behind her and Luna told her to shut up before she chases her again.
"I'm sure Hikari has learnt her lesson miyuki; don't be so uptight about it." Lynya said as she entered miyuki's room and sat on the floor.
"Okay...I will let you do my make up Hikari, but don't get carried away." Miyuki said as she sat down behind Hikari and started to brush her light blue hair.
"Yay! Thanks for convincing her Lynya." Hikari said with a huge smile on her face while sakura just giggled behind her.
"Hey girls, what's up?" Amu said as she entered the room.
"Nothing much, just getting ready for the ball tonight." Miyuki said
"I see, hey Lynya, you ARE going with Hiro to the ball right?"amu asked slyly
"Umm...I texted him our address already..." Lynya said
"WAY TO GO! YOU ROCK!! WOHOO!!!"Miyuki suddenly screamed. Everyone looked at her and amu found a white moon on Miyuki's headband.
"Wow...Kiki and miyuki suddenly chara-changed." Lynya said
Miyuki's headband turned back to normal and she shouted at Kiki who quickly ran away laughing her guts out again.
"Kiki is a little high today…" hikari said as sakura giggled behind her.
"Maybe it's because of the dance." Amu shrugged.
"Anyway, did any guys ask you to the dance?" Lynya asked.
"Ryuu asked me yesterday. I agreed." Miyuki said with a small blush on her face.
"He's your boyfriend, obviously you would agree. Idiot." Hikari said plainly
"Ikuto "forced" me to go to the dance with him earlier." Amu said, getting angry at the moment she remembered the incident.
"What about you hikari?" Lynya asked.
"Still available. I was hoping for shin to ask me…" Hikari trailed off.
"You like him don't you, hikari?" Miyuki asked. Hikari just nodded. Miyuki looked at her friend sadly. She knew why Hikari didn't want to get involved in another relationship again.
"Hey, miyuki…I think they should know why I've been so mean to shin." Hikari said softly.
"What's up Hikari?" Amu asked.
"Well…it was like this…"Hikari said.
~*flashback*~ (this is in Hikari's pov)
"Daisuke!!" I called out to the boy with ash white hair and blood red eyes.
"Hey Hikari-koi, what's up?" Daisuke said as he hugged me.
"Did you wait long?" I asked.
"Not really, c'mon, let's go." Daisuke said as he held my hand and walked towards a classy restaurant.
Takamiya Daisuke, he's boyfriend and we have been together since 5th grade. We were inseparable and no one ever dared to break us up. I always thought that Daisuke was my soul mate and we will be together forever. That is, until I was in 7th grade. My dream of our future was shattered by him. And the reason why it was all shattered was because…he cheated on me…all along.
(White day, March 2006)
"Why?! Why did you do this to me Daisuke?!" I shouted at the man in front of me whose arms were around a girl whom I didn't know.
"I told you Hikari, you weren't just my type and I just played along so that you could have your dream and I could shatter it, as I knew you would just break down and cry just like the crybaby you are. Besides, you are so nerdy with those glasses. And you thought I might actually like you? Dream on Hikari!" Daisuke said ever so coldly to me with a sickening smirk on his face.
I looked at the idiot in front of me. I knew I was nerdy with my short navy blue hair and black spectacles. And it was true, I thought that Daisuke actually loved me, but it was all just a big, fat lie.
"YOU ASSHOLE! GO AND PLAY AROUND WITH GIRLS FOR ALL I CARE! YOU ARE JUST A BIG PLAYBOY WHO JUST DOESN'T KNOW HOW TO TRESURE THE GIRL RIGHT IN FRONT OF YOU! ROT IN HELL YOU!" I screamed at him and ran away with tears streaming down my face.
~*end of flashback and pov*~
"After that, I let my hair grow out and I dyed my hair blue and added pink streaks to it. I also changed to contacts. But the biggest change I ever went through was…I swore to myself that I will never get involved in a relationship again. I couldn't trust guys after what Daisuke done to me." Hikari said softly.
"Hikari…I never knew you went through so much pain before you met us." Amu said as she hugged Hikari.
"I'm fine minna, sure after that I was moping around, but I met miyuki and I felt that I have been reborn. Daisuke is a jerk, and what happened to me was his entire fault. But I was naïve enough to believe that he loved me." Hikari said and let out a small laugh.
Lynya was about to open her mouth until something dropped on the floor. The girls turned their attention to the door and there stood shin. At his feet were Hikari's comic books which he borrowed from her and he wanted to return them to her.
"Shin? How long have you been standing there?" Hikari said, getting up from the bed.
"Umm…the whole time. Including the part where you said that you liked me." Shin muttered
Hikari was shocked and couldn't face Shin. She immediately ran down the staircase and out of the house with tears streaming down her face.
"Yo! What happened? I saw hikari running out of the house in tears." Ryuu said as he climbed up the stairs.
"Whatever the reason is, Shin, this is the best chance to tell her how you feel. Go chase after her." Ikuto suddenly said who was behind Ryuu.
"b-but…" Shin started
"Go shin! The person Hikari needs the most now is you! Chase after her!" Miyuki said
With that, Shin ran down the stairs and out of the house. It was raining heavily and soon Shin was soaked to the skin. He ran through the streets and called Hikari's name. He soon found her in a quiet park. She was sitting on the swing and softly humming a song.
**~~never had a dream come true (S club 7) ~~**
Everybody's
got something
they had to leave behind
one regret from
yesterday
that just seems to grow with time
There's
no use looking back or wondering
how it could be now or might have
been
all this I know but I still can't find ways
to let you
go.
*~Chorus~*
I
never had a dream come true
till the day I found you
Even
though I pretend that I've moved on
you'll always be my baby
I
never found the words to say
you're the one I think about each
day
and no matter where life takes me to
a part of me will
always be with you
~*shin's pov*~
I looked at her from a distance. I could tell she still loved me with all her heart. Okay, you are probably wondering what I meant by that. Before Daisuke entered her life, I dated Hikari for 2 weeks before she broke up with me. I never knew the reason behind it thought. We remain as friends, but I felt my whole world crashing down whenever I saw her with Daisuke. I loved her all this time, and I kept my distance from her so that she could find a better guy. But I never knew the guy she found after me was a jerk.
Somewhere
in my memory
I lost all sense of time
and tomorrow can never
be
cause yesterday is all that fills my mind
There's
no use looking back or wondering
how it should have been or might
have been
all this I know but still I can't find ways
to let
you go
*~chorus~*
I
never had a dream come true
till the day I found you
even
though I pretend that I moved on
you'll always be my baby
I
never found the words to say
you're the one I think about each
day
and I know no matter where life takes me to
a part of me
will always be…
You'll
always be the dream
that fills my head
yes you will, say you
will, you know you will
oh baby
you'll always be the one I
know
I'll never forget
There's
no use looking back or wondering
because love is a strange and
funny thing
no matter how I try and try
I just can't say good
bye…
No
no no no
*~chorus~*
I
never had a dream come true
till the day I found you
even
though I pretend that I've moved on
you'll always be my baby
I
never found the words to say
you're the one I think about each
day
and I know no matter where life takes me to
a part of me
will always be…
a part of me will always be…
with you…
Hikari looked at the sky with those tear filled eyes. I was so stupid! I should have known that she had loved me all long. And I failed to realize that! I have to tell her my feelings right now! I don't want her to suffer anymore!
~*end of pov*~
"Hikari!" Shin shouted as he ran towards her. Hikari was shocked and started to run. She couldn't face him, not the person who she had loved all along.
"Hikari stop running!" Shin said as he reached out to grab her hand and twirled her into his embrace. Hikari tried to push him away but she had no more strength to. She just stayed still and sobbed into his chest.
"Why, why did you come after me? And I thought you'd…" Hikari softly said after she finished crying
"You thought that I never knew your feelings towards me didn't you? Even if we broke up, I still loved you, all this time. Do you know how much it hurt me to see you with Daisuke?" Shin said
"I thought…Daisuke was better than you…he was so cool and all…but…that was all a illusion…what had happened between us before…it was real and genuine…AND I FOOLISHLY THREW IT AWAY!" Hikari cried against shin's chest
"Shh…Hikari…don't rake up the past anymore…now it's different. It's a new beginning for you, because…I love you…" Shin whispered, only heard by Hikari.
"Shin…I'm soo sorry for dumping you…and also…for burying the feelings I had for you deep down in my heart…I love you…."Hikari whispered.
Shin slowly inched down and kissed Hikari softly on the lips. After a few seconds he lightly pushed her away and hugged her tightly, he never wanted to lose her again, ever.
"But Shin, don't you want to know why I broke up with you?" Hikari asked as she looked up into his red eyes. (A/n: his eyes are the colour of kyo's in fruits basket.)
"It's no longer important. What matters now is that you are mine and I'm taking you to the Spring Ball. Soo…coming to that…will you go to the Ball with me?" Shin asked.
Hikari stared at Shin for awhile before whispering, "Yes, I will"
*~*back at the gang's house*~*
"I wonder whether Shin found Hikari and confessed to her." Miyuki said.
"Yeah, I hope they come back soon too, the ball is tonight and we have to get ready…" Amu trailed off.
"This is actually the best chance Shin has to confess to Hikari, I mean they dated before according to miyuki right?" Ryuu asked.
"That's correct Ryuu, and really, Hikari is foolish to throw the relationship she had with Shin away for a jerk like Daisuke." Lynya muttered
"They're back. Amu, get some towels." Ikuto said as he walked towards the door.
"Why me? Get someone else to do it next time perv." Amu muttered as she went upstairs to get some towels.
"Hey, dude" Shin said, soaking wet and in his arms was a very wet Hikari. Her shirt was a little translucent. Amu quickly dashed forward and covered Hikari in a towel.
"It's to keep you protected from prying eyes." Amu said as she looked at ikuto at the corner of the eye.
"What? Anyway, it's getting late, let's go and get ready" Ikuto said as he ruffled Amu's hair before dragging Shin off to his room to change and get ready for the Ball. Ryuu followed suit.
"Hikari let's go up to our room. We need to get ready." Miyuki said
"Okay, I WANT TO DO YOUR MAKE UP!!" Hikari exclaimed. The rest of the girls sweat dropped and walked towards Miyuki's room to get ready for the ball.
****3hrs later, 6.15p.m.*****
"God, the girls sure take their time…" Ryuu said as he lazed on the couch in a black tux.
"Like you said, they are girls." Shin said as he leaned against the living room wall in a white tux.
"I can't wait to see Amu in her dress. She refused to let me see it." Ikuto smirked. He was wearing a black tux with a dress shirt under it. The jacket was left open and the dress shirt had the top two buttons unbuttoned.
"Sorry we took so long!! Hikari took her own time!!" Miyuki said as she walked towards the boys.
"No prob Miyuki, after all, she is….a….girl…" Ryuu stared at Miyuki. Her hair was clipped up with a diamond-embedded clip on each side of her head and the ends of her hair were curled. She was wearing the choker Ryuu had given her. And her make-up was not over done compared to the last time.
"You look beautiful, Amu" Ikuto smirked. Amu immediately blushed cherry red. Her hair was let down for once and the ends of her hair were slightly curled. She was also wearing the cross choker ikuto gave her to wear with her dress. Shin could not say anything and his mouth just dropped open. Hikari's hair was tied up in a side ponytail with a ribbon and was curled. She looked so pretty. Hikari walked past Shin and closed his mouth.
"Hey, Lynya, you date is late ne?" Amu asked.
"I guess so, Hiro is usually punctual for lessons back in America, so there's no reason he will be late for a date." Lynya muttered. Just then, the doorbell rang. Lynya went to open the door. There stood Hiro in a black tux with a black dress shirt which had the top two buttons unbuttoned like ikuto's.
"Hey Lynya. You thought I was late didn't you?" Hiro grinned.
"I was beginning to think about that." Lynya said as she smiled at him.
*Flowery background…*
"Okay, time out! We need to go or we're going to be late." Shin said as he dragged Hiro towards the limo Ikuto rented earlier, which Amu was complaining about as she wanted to walk there since Tokyo High was only a stone's throw away from their house. (A/n: dumb much? Which girl would want to walk to a ball? Amu's nuts…)
**~~Tokyo High~~**
The school gym was elegantly decorated. The gang signed the booklet placed on the reception table. One of the girls, appearing as a receptionist, gave the guys corsages for their dates. The guys placed the corsages on their date's wrist and walked into the school gym.
"Wow, looks like the school spent a bomb in preparing this year's spring ball." Miyuki said
"Yeah…hey, is that…NAGIHIKO, RIMA!!" Amu shouted and ran over to her two best friends.
"Amu? What are you doing here?" Rima asked.
"Have you forgotten? I study here. What are YOU doing here?" Amu said
"You didn't know? Tokyo High has decided to open this year's spring ball to public." Nagihiko said.
"Really? I didn't know that…but it's nice to see you again." Amu said as she hugged both rima and Nagihiko. From the corner of her eye she saw ikuto looking at her. His face showed extreme jealousy. Amu giggled a little and let go of the two.
"Hey amu, is this the two best friends you were talking about?" Hikari asked.
"Yep!" Amu said
"I see. I'm Hikari. That's Miyuki and Lynya." Hikari introduced herself and pointed to the two girls beside her.
"Fujisaki Nagihiko. Pleased to meet you." Nagihiko said
"Mashiro Rima" Rima said
"It's nice to finally meet Amu's best friends in elementary school. I have to go; apparently, Shin has a jealous face on. I have a feeling that if I talk to you longer he will emit a murderous aura…" Hikari giggled as she walked towards Shin and kissed him on the cheek.
"I guess we will leave you alone with Rima now. See you." Lynya said as she dragged Miyuki away, who was complaining that she wanted to talk to Rima a little longer.
"Hey ikuto I want to go talk to some of my friends who are from my elementary school. Is it okay if I leave you here for awhile?" Amu asked.
"Sure, take your time." Ikuto said with a bored look on his face.
Ikuto looked at Amu as she disappeared into the crowd. He sighed and leaned against a pillar. He loved amu so much…and yet he couldn't open his mouth to confess to her.
"Argh…I'm hopeless." Ikuto sighed.
"Who's hopeless hmm?" Hikari asked. Ikuto jumped and looked up. He saw Shin and hikari staring at him with curious eyes.
"Leave me alone guys, state of depression here." Ikuto said.
"Shut up dude. Not only am I worried about you and Amu. I think even yoru is worried." Shin said.
"Ikuto nya…I think you should just confess to Amu nya." Yoru said.
"In Amu's eyes, I will always a guy who teases her. She doesn't even believe me in the first place. Remember I told you about the time I confessed to her back when I was fighting with Easter?" Ikuto muttered
"Sure I do dude. But that's because you two aren't really friends. Dude, it has been like what? 5years? She treats you like a best friend. And if you tell me that she won't have feelings for you, I seriously won't believe you." Shin said as he folded his arms.
"I agree with Shin, ikuto. How can you be so sure amu doesn't love you?" Miyuki suddenly cut in. Ikuto looked up and saw the rest of the gang in front of him, excluding Amu.
"That I cant' guarantee, but she loves that kiddy king. Its fat chance that she will fall for me." Ikuto muttered.
"Ikuto, like Miyuki said, how can you be so sure she won't fall for you. According to what I heard, you kissed Amu and she kissed back." Hikari said.
"What the- how did you guys find out?" Ikuto asked.
"I was about to get some Milk when I caught you and Amu making out. For a minute I thought you two were together, until you pushed her away and walked back into your room." Lynya said slyly.
"Lynya, you are so gonna get it when this whole thing blows over." Ikuto muttered.
"Okay umm…I don't really know what's going on, but I think you should just go right up and confess. Seriously, you really should. You're a guy for god's sake." Hiro stepped in and said.
"I know I am, but what if she rejects me? The tie between will be gone and we will back as we were before, before I met her." Ikuto muttered.
"Tell you what ikuto; pretend I'm Amu and practice confessing to her." Miyuki said as smirked.
"That will get you your confidence. Go for it bro." Ryuu said as he smacked Ikuto in the arm.
"Thanks guys." Ikuto said. (A/n: I made ikuto so OCC!! I'm so sorry!!)
"Okay, let's get started. Pretend I'm Amu and confess." Miyuki said.
"Okay umm…amu I… argh I can't do it! Face it, I'm pathetic." Ikuto said.
"Dude! You were the one who helped me with my confession with Miyuki, and you can't confess yourself? Pull yourself together dud!!" Ryuu said as he punched Ikuto in the arm.
"Okay okay… go easy on him Ryuu. C'mon Ikuto, let's try again." Lynya encouraged.
Ikuto sighed at faced Miyuki again. " Amu, I…Love you."
"AWSOME IKUTO! YOU DID IT!!" Shin exclaimed.
"Now all that's left is to confess to Amu." Ikuto said.
"Yep. Tell you what? Go outside. I will get Amu." Miyuki said
"Fine with me." Ikuto said as he strolled outside. As he stepped out, he did not like what he saw…
*~before Ikuto came outside…~*
"Amu, I love you. Please go with me to Osaka!" Tadase said as he grabbed hold of Amu's hands.
"Tadase I can't! I'm in love with someone else! Let go!" Amu said as she struggled to get away from Tadase.
"It's that Tsukiyomi isn't it? I'm much better than him! Choose me over him!" Tadase said
"I can't! Ikuto is the one I really love! Let me go Tadase! It's for the best for the both of us! You will find some other girl." Amu said
"NO! The only girl I will ever love is you Amu!" Tadase said as he hugged her.
*~present~*
Amu could not do anything. Tadase had gotten stronger in the past few weeks. She could only stand there as she was tired. Meanwhile, a boy with dark blue hair who hiding somewhere started to walk away. He knew he was right; Amu never had feelings for him. She loved the kiddy king all this time. Ikuto slowly walked back into the school Gym, not wanting to see the girl he loved the most getting stolen by the guy he hated the most.
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Hikari: DUN DUN DUN! WHAT'S GONNA HAPPEN IN THE NEXT CHAPTER?
Shin: where's angel-Chan??
Utau: she's in the corner with small-chan.
Amu and ikuto: Michael Jackson died and they both are moping.
Angel: SHUT UP!! MICHAEL JACKSON IS LIKE THE KING OF POP!
Ryuu: it's okay angel-chan. seriously, miyuki is you…so whatever about changing names….
Angel: I know…-sniff- sorry readers. I have to stop there. I was too upset to write.
Shin: -pulls zero over- caught him angel and small-Chan
Zero: you again? Seriously I get caught in your story now I'm caught in your friend's story?
Ryuu: just do your thing. Cheer them up okay.
Zero: fine. Oi, cat. Do your stuff….
Ikuto: ….fine.
-Zeruto stuff happens-
Angel: small-Chan can watch that. I have no intention of watching my two fave anime guy gay with each other. -Sniff- all I know that ikuto isn't gay.
Amu: how do you know that?
Angel: you like him doofie. So?
Amu: fine. _
Angel: well… until next time. _ JA ne peeps! R&R!!
Shugo chara cast (plus zero): JA NE! R&R!
