She buys a new dress for the party
She always looks good in red
Turns around in front of the mirror
And disappears inside of her head
She wonders if he'll even remember
She asked him in a casual way
Just in case he didn't want to go with her
In that event she knew just what she would say
She thought of maybe asking a girlfriend
Even though she only has one or two
She's always done much better with boys anyway
So who needs girlfriends?
Pacing nervous cross the floor of her bedroom
Gripping tight the phone in her hand
Biting back the rush of emotions
And dreaming of just having a man

It's a long walk
And the music is loud
She sees an old friend
As she walks through the crowd
Puts on her best smile
But underneath it she's a broken girl
But it's a long walk
And the music is loud
She sees an old friend
As she walks through the crowd
Puts on her best smile
But she will always be a broken girl

She struggles with an awful decision
Stay at home – or walk in alone
Her mother does her best to console her
Her father doesn't know what to say
Puts on her makeup, puts on the new dress
Holds her head high then gets in the car
Tells herself that no one will notice
Assuming she can make it that far
On the way she imagines reactions
Cupped hands whispering into ears
Secretly hoping that he'll be there watching
And she's also hoping he won't
Walking tentative alone up the driveway
Sees some people smoking off to the side
She stops and waits until they go back in
Crosses her fingers and follows behind

He'll never get you

He will never understand
He'll never get you
You can find a better man

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Her fingers picked up the blush; she smoothed it over her cheeks, smiling softly at herself in the mirror. No one noticed her outings, they were all caught up in the splendor of her big brother.

She pulled on a red dress, smoothing out any wrinkles that may have or may not have appeared. The youngest Yagami eyed herself in the body length mirror, pulling a strand of dark brown hair behind an ear. She sighed, grabbing a coat. "I'm going out on a date, 'kay mom?" She called through the house, ignoring her mother's call of 'have fun'. The door clicked behind her, letting the feeling of complete loneliness settle in her stomach.

A small smile came to her dolled up lips as she watched the snow coming down in delicate flakes. At least something would be beautiful tonight.

A dark car pulled up slowly, filled with smoke and laughing men. The horn honked once, a sharp and loud. One window rolled down, letting smoke spill out into the air. She could see the smirking face of her pimp met the young woman's gaze. "Get in." He ordered her, eyeing her body up and down, making her feel even more dirty than before.

She didn't need this for the money, for her family was pretty well off, nor did she do it because she felt like this was the only way she'd ever get a man. She did it because no one would notice.

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...(cries) I'm sorry Sayu!

She Wants Revenge's song 'She will always be a broken girl' could either point to Misa, or it could point to this situation...I don't know. Anyway, this is before Sayu's kidnapping, and...stuff...yeah. Please review :D