Our Spot

Sam just managed to get to Carly's before tears came. Not looking at Carly as she entered, she threw her and Freddie's passes on the chair and ran to the iCarly studio.

"Sam?...Sam what's going on...SAM!" she called after her. Getting a quick nod from Spencer she followed Sam up the stairs. She found her in the pink beanbag, head in her hands crying like she had never seen Sam cry before.

"Aw Sam...What happened?" she asked getting down beside her, Rubbing her back.

"Freddie...hate...Lauren..." was all she could manage between sobs. She was scaring herself how much this was affecting her.

"It's ok Sam calm down and tell me what happened" Carly soothed her. Taking a few breaths to control herself, Sam finally was able to speak.

"I went over...to his apartment...and She was there" putting as much venom into the word. "And they were...kissing..."

"Well they are dating Sam..." she cut across her.

"No Carly...I mean they were kissing in OUR spot...where me and Freddie...had our first..." again tears came. "She saw me..."

"Aw Sam, come here" pulling her into a hug. Carly heard her name being called and told Sam she would be back soon.

After Carly left, Sam sat quietly for a minute, cursing Lauren for having Freddie and Freddie for being Freddie. She didn't hear someone enter the studio behind her.

Downstairs*

Carly entered the kitchen where Spencer was making dinner.

"Oh hey, can you get the butter from the fridge? I can't leave this or it will burn" he said. Smiling she went to the fridge. There was a knock behind them and Spencer went to open it while Carly watched dinner. She looked over to see Freddie, hand in hand with Lauren coming in.

"Hey Carly...Where's Sam?" he asked.

"Oh... She's upstairs..." but Freddie had notice that she was wearing her Backstage pass still.

"Oh my God! Carly is that what I think it is?" he let go of Laurens hand. Neither of them noticed Lauren leave.

"Oh...yea...Here" she said going to the couch where Sam had thrown them on her way in. Handing Freddie his one she put Sam's in her pocket.

"How did you get these?" he asked putting his around his neck, admiring it.

"Sam got them...Hey now we have somewhere to go in our bus..." Spencer looked up from his food. "I'm going too...Hey why was Sam so upset?"

Before Freddie could ask Carly realised that Lauren was missing. Panicking she ran up the stairs followed by Freddie.

*Upstairs- iCarly studio same time*

Sam looked around to see Lauren standing in the door.

"What are You doing here?" looking at Lauren. If looks could kill, she'd be long dead.

"I came to see if you were ok?" she said sweetly walking up to Sam. Crossing her arms, Sam continued glaring.

"No one wants you here just go!" She was holding her hands in fists, and they would be thrown if she came any closer.

"Freddie wants me here!" smiling as Sam's face fell. She continued "What? Is Sam jealous? Because Freddie would rather have me, than you?"

Sam's patience was running low. "I mean look at you Sam! Why would he want you? You're pathetic well...too desperate" giving Sam a small look, Sam lost it. In one second she had hit Lauren so hard that she fell back 5 feet. She was shocked that small comment had hurt her and how hard she had hurt Lauren.

Why would Freddie want me? She heard a gasp and looked up. Looking up she saw Carly, who's face registered shock and pity and Freddie, Who looked just plain angry.

Running in to help Lauren up Freddie rounded on her "What the hell Sam..."

She stumbled over her words. "I...she...I..." losing it all together she ran from the studio. She didn't stop as Carly screamed after her but she vaguely heard Freddie say "Let her go". She didn't stop when Spencer called her back. She kept running until she reached the park 5minutes away. Sitting under a tree she let go of her emotions.

All she could see was the look of pure hatred in Freddie's eye. Lauren was right. She was desperate, desperate for Freddie to notice her. She stayed there for maybe a half hour before Carly found her.

"Come here...What did she say?" she asked putting a hand around her.

"She started....saying....that Freddie would never...like me and that...I was...desperate and...pathetic." she sobbed trying to calm herself.

"Oh Sam you're not pathetic..."

"Yes I am Carls...look at me...I'm sitting here crying over a guy who doesn't know I exist...all because of one stupid kiss...stupid, stupid kiss."

They sat there for awhile before heading back.