I Screamed For you
In this farewell
There's no blood
There's no alliby
Cuz I'm drawen regret
From the truth of 1,000 lies
Chapter 6 ½: Here and now
A/N: I think I'm only gonna do a few more chappys and then ima end it. So r&r xD
Today was the day. Today was the wedding day
It repeated over and over in my head. I couldn't stop thinking about it. I could stop picturing her. in her white dress and veil, I sometimes pictured myself in the place that Edward held. And I sometimes pictured myself running in as a wolf and killing them all. Vampire, human. All of them. Except Bella. I was living in the broken motel room. I had gotten to know each and every one of the people that were staying here by just listening to conversations. The only one that fascinated me to no end was the 'Isabella' woman. She was in her teens. She was running away from home. She was with her boyfriend and they were worried that the cops were going to be looking for them. They were going to vegas to elope.
In a way I was jealous. I wished in my own way that I had a story. Something that wasn't pathetic
I wished in a way that it was me and Bella in that position. Making love in the middle of the night. holding her close to me afterwards and telling her I loved her and she would return the sentence. I ran my fingers through my damp hair. I found the only thing that could calm me down was scolding hot showers. I looked at the clock it was 10:00. Her wedding was at 2:00. And the reception started at 3:00 until around 6 or 7
Whenever I thought of this I always pictured after the wedding and the reception her white dress being stained with crimson and the filthy bloodsucker standing over her possessively like some sort of delicious dessert to him. I growled low in my chest and stood from the broken bed and started pacing. If I left now I could make it there by 1:00. I could talk to her… no…I couldn't even consider it. She had made her choice. And I wasn't going to sway her love for the parasite. I felt like I was choking all of a sudden it was a familiar feeling. I couldn't sob. And I couldn't stop choking no matter how hard I tried. I looked at the clock 10:17 I sighed and ran my fingers through my hair. I picked up the remote and turned on the tv. It surprisingly lived through the killing of all the furniture.
'tell me you love me. please I have to hear it.' Soap opera
'Dracula was a evil creature, known for his.-' I laughed humorlessly to myself and changed the channel
'the weather for today in Forks Washington is Sunny with a 45% change of rain later on today and in the high 70's' I laughed to myself. It was sunny. The vamps were gonna hve to stay inside for the remainder of the day that tickled me pink inside in a way at least the wedding wouldn't be that wonderful
'two missing peoples were filed for Isabella gertruio and kennt torguson earlier today the last place they were spotted was in Los Angeles California' again I laughed humorlessly to myself they were about 6 rooms away from me. I laughed. I wouldn't call on them. They deserved to be happy together for however long it lasted. I looked at the clock again 10:31
I turned off the TV again and decided I would go driving. There was nothing else to do. I walked out the door and right into a small white stone
"Mr. Black" her voice made me wanna put a bullet through my head
"Ooh god." I said morbidly
"hello."
I gagged
"I see you are on your way back."
"I'm not."
"Well you have all of your bags." I growled I didn't even notice I had them.
"I'm going for a drive."
"Can I take you"
"No offense but your stench is making me want to vomit."
"I see you realized you can still do that." Alice was like a short Pixie stalker. She annoyed me
"yeah… I can…"
"You over exerted yourself."
"yeah I didn't need the reasoning behind it"
"Well you must have wondered once or twice."
"actually I didn't. you are annoying me."
"Yep so I have been told I am good at that.
"I brought you money." She said smiling. She held out a roll of money I scoffed
"How MUCH is this?!" I said surprised
"10 grand"
"What would I NEED this for?"
"Well I was thinking you could fix whatever went wrong with the car, get an apartment, you could feed yourself and you could afford gas for a month or two. That is if you are serious about leaving forks."
Her words took me off guard
"I thought so." She grabbed the money
"I will see you later today."
She said as she walked away. She was so annoying. The fact that she saw what I would do before I ever did it annoyed me to all hell. I heard her car purr to life and she pulled away. I walked down the stairs
'isabella' they were at it again. I got in my car starting it and pulling out of the motel and getting on the highway.
