I Screamed For You
I am finding out
That maybe I was wrong
That I've fallen down
And I cant do this alone…
Stay with me…
This is what I need please…
Chapter 7 ½: just a little late
I pulled up to the red faded house and got out of the rabbit and walked to the porch I took a deep breath and walked in I could hear billy wheeling around
"Quil?"
"No. its me."
"Where WEREYOU?!"
"I was in California."
"We were all so worried! You didn't phase for days!"
"Yeah… it just seemed pointless." I said quietly as I pushed my hair back he wheeled around the corner and looked at me
"You look terrible Jacob"
"thanks." I said as I pressed my lips together I walked to my room and set my stuff down on the bed and walked to the bathroom
"What are you here for?"
"Shower."
"Ooh. Are you gonna leave after?"
"Yeah. But… I'll be back."
"so you are coming back?"
"Yeah. For now."
"ooh"
"yeah. I just… I will be gone later on today though. I think I'm just… gonna… go somewhere."
Billy sighed and shook his head lightly
"I have to go to the wedding but if you need me you can call me. that is assuming you aren't going."
"Yeah… I don't know what I'm doing dad. I'm just gonna… go with what is right for me."
"That's all you need to you Jake."
I sighed again turning on the shower and closing the door I stripped off my pants that I hadent taken off since I got in my first hot shower. I had had about 15 of those in less than 3 days
I pressed my hands against the shower wall and let the water just pour over my face and hair occasionally spitting the water that flowed into my mouth I was calm. Calm enough. I still had no idea what I was going to do about this. Billy was going but I had no idea what I was going to do. I would want to see her one more time. But I didn't know if I wanted to see her happy with him. I shook the water out of my hair as it ran over my body and finished my shower and got out I put on a pair of jeans and a sleeveless shirt I looked at the clock on the counter 1:20 I sighed and shook out my hair. Before I realized what I was doing I was in the car. and I was driving faster than I had in a long time. I found myself driving down the serpentine road that lead to the cullens. I parked the car and tried to calm myself. I could feel the choking sensation coming back but I had to hold that feeling back and then I could let it all go after this was done. I could let the choking sensation take me over. And I could take yet another scalding hot shower. I looked at my scabbed arm and wished I had worn long sleeves. I took a deep breath and got out of the car walking to the front door. Before I could knock Alice was there
"She's upstairs." She answered me
"You give me the creeps"
"Thank you." She said warmly and motioned for me to go upstairs I walked up the stairs and followed her scent. I found her in a large bedroom propped infront of a huge mirror she appeared to be freaking out
I plastered a smile on my face
"hi bells." I said warmly
She jumped
"Ooh Jeez! Could you please walk a little louder?!" she said exasperated. I smiled bigger and walked over I sat down in a chair and she flopped ungracefully down into one. Her hair was up in a intricate design and she had makeup on. I had never seen Bella wear makeup but she looked beautiful
"I came to talk to you."
"I know. Alice told me you would be here."
"What else did she say?"
"Nothing. Just that you would be here." I would have to remind myself to thank her later for not blowing it. I looked at her again taking in her whole body
"You are beautiful." I said to her quietly.
"Thank you Jake. And you look much better from the last time I saw you yourself." She said smiling
"I wanted to say I'm sorry."
"its okay. You shouldn't be saying your sorry I should be. I really. I have no idea why I had you come to my house. I just… I feel… very… drawn to you Jake."
It was there again. The choking sensation I had to talk with It though
"I love you." I said I could litterly feel the shards of my heart splintering off. It was killing me.
I had to remind myself to be strong
"I love you too Jacob."
My heart splintered a bit faster now.
"you have no idea." I said stupidly as I ran my fingers through my still damp hair. With no warning her lips were on mine. I responded quickly though pulling her close to me and kissing her back. She pressed her perfect body against mine running her slender fingers through my hair I felt my heart splinters going back to normal again as she kissed me she pulled back to look me in the eyes and kiss me on the lips lightly again
"I know how it feels Jacob. I do." The choking was making it hard to breathe she must have seen it In my eyes
"Jake. Its okay." She said gently as she moved in to press her lips to mine again. I sighed content with this action and pulled her down on top of my body so she was straddling me and kissed her back with all the force I knew she could take
"I love you." I growled the words
"Jake… please…" her words sounded like the guys from the hotel. The pure rawness of them made me quiver
"Please what? I will give you anything."
"Make love to me. please…" my breath kicked up 100 MPH I had always wanted to hear her say those words. The choking started again. I was dreaming. I must be. I ran my fingers through my hair the motion felt real enough. I pulled her lips violently to mine and kissed her picking her up with her legs wrapped around my body she kissed my neck and I laid her down on the bed in the room. As I slid up her body I felt something under the pillow I grabbed it. It was a strawberry condom with the words 'have fun –Alice' written on it. I smiled
"What?"
"Nothing" I said smoothly. I pressed my lips against hers and slipped her shirt off. I realized then that Alice was gone. She must have known this all along. And that was with her funny greeting. I didn't understand why she gave Bella over so willingly to me. and didn't fight for her brother but at that moment I didn't care to ponder it anymore. I pulled off my shirt and kissed her again her lips were swollen from the kisses I was giving her. I didn't have to treat her like fragile glass anad I could tell she liked that. She pulled me to her lips again kissingme roughly her tongue pressed against mine as she slid her hands down my bare back. She moaned against my mouth feeling the ripple of the muscle down my body she tried to push my cut offs off of me I laughed gently against her mouth and leaned back slipping them off she moved up putting her hands on my ass and pressing a kiss to my chest.
BPOV
Jacob naked was a site to be held. His perfect abs and muscled arms made me ache for him even more. I slid my hands down his perfectly muscled back and down to his ass pulling him against me I pressed one single kiss to his chest and looked up at him. He was perfect. He was the mos gorgeous person I had ever met in my entire life with his perfect abs, muscled chest, his biceps, toned legs, perfect skin color, eyes, and his lips. It made me ache in ways I hadn't ever felt in my entire life. I thought that I had wanted Edward like this until I saw Jacob like this. he just stared back into my eyes as I held him like this against me. I could feel something warm and hard pressing against my stomach. I knew without having to think too hard about it what it was.
"Bella." he panted my name. i leaned up as far as I could which wasn't very far considering he was on his knees and a whole lot taller than I was even with me sitting up. he leaned his face down and took my lips in his. Every time he kissed me it never lost interest to me. he was an amazing kisser. And he never had to draw a line in between right and wrong. his body heat was already making me sweat
JPOV.
I moved back and kissed her lightly on her chest. I felt too exposed she was still in a bra and pants. And I was in nothing. So I pulled back and bit the front of her bra. It snapped open she giggled lightly I threw it aside and moved back further trailing her stomach with my tongue, I unbuttoned and unzipped her pants with my teeth. She seemed amused that I could do this. I couldn't wait to show her what else I could do with my mouth. She noticed the smirk playing along my lips and ran her fingers gently through my hair I pulled her pants off of her and kissed her softly on her thigh.
"Jacoobb." She moaned my name softly. I felt like I was worth something all of a sudden. I slid my hands slowly up her thighs playing around her panties and teasing her. I was throbbing so hard it was starting to hurt I moved my lips to the waist band of her panties pressing my lips to her
"Jacobb. Please…" she begged me. I moved my hands slowly closer to her core and as soon as I hot there I pressed my fingers to her through her panties rubbing her softly
"Mmm. Jacooob." She moaned she was burning hot even to me. she moved her hands up to her hair burying her fingers deep in her hair Alice was gonna be frustrated about her hair. I again smiled to myself about that and rubbed her a little harder she groaned out some nonsense and I grabbed the waist band of her panties ripping them right off of her body and pressed my lips to her thigh again.
"Jacob. I wanna… I wanna do something for you." she said it shyly but I knew exactly what she was talking about. Hence the condom. I moved over and reached under the pillow laying on my back and handed her the condom. She smiled
"Strawberry? How did you know?"
"Lucky guess." I was defiantly gonna have to thank Alice when I saw her next. I moved pressed my hands to my temples lightly as I felt her touching me. I groaned lightly at just her fingers moving over me. then I could feel her mouth on me sucking. I was instantly lost for words. I had a smart come back for almost anything she had said until now. She guided her movements with her tiny hand and moved slowly on me. she couldn't fit much of me in her mouth. But it still felt amazing. I could feel her \hair brushing againanst my thighs as she moved on me I groaned and she took me out of her mouth laying down she looked at me and patted her stomach. I gladly got on top of her kissing her lightly on her lips I didn't want this to hurt her I pressed myself softly against her and pushed lightly kissing her on the lips. She wimpered and pushed herself harder against me I slid in her as far as I could go she moaned softly. I could smell blood but she was oblivious I moved slowly inside her
"Jacooobb." She moaned my name deliciously as I did what for so long I had hoped to do. She rubbed my back slowly as I moved against her body she moaned some more nonsense
"Ooh god it feels so good" she groaned the words she was sweating under my tempature but I didn't worry too much about it. The ecstasy was starting to drown me in her I couldn't think, it was all a jumbled mess.
Usually I could think just fine. But this was making me crazy, her sounds and movements were driving me straight over the edge.
"I'm gonna cum."
My consent exactly. And at that moment we bother went straight over the edge together. She screamed my name so loud that I was sure the neigbors could hear.
"Jacobbb."
Everything blurred around me. as wave after wave swept over my body. As soon as it was over I rolled off her
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