I Screamed For You

Farewell

I miss you

I'm sick these goodbyes

Because they tore us apart

Right from the start

…I miss you…

Chapter ? ½: Sick Of The Goodbyes.

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I sat in the house. Edward was gone, he was on a hunt. He wanted to be fully fed before he bit her. he wanted to take every precaution as he could. He cared about her. but I couldn't let it happen. I just couldn't. it wasn't right. Her life wasn't meant to be like that. I could see her future easily right now. Because both of their minds were made but in hers. She still wanted Jacob. And she would want him for the rest of eternity. She would never get over him. He IS her soul mate. And she was making the wrong decision. I just hoped that Jacob could talk her out of it, I didn't care how, I just didn't wanna have to go into Plan B. I didn't even want to think about plan B. but it would happen if it had to. I could still see her being bitten tonight though, so obviously if he was trying he wasn't making progress. Jasper even knew that Bella wasn't IN love with Edward, and he would help stop this nonsense if needed too.

Edward flashed in my mind. He was on his way back home now. I started to think about other things. Planning outfits. Planning designs, all of it. The norm. if I counted he would know so I just thought about dressing Bella. with her 'new body' I heard him approaching and within a few seconds he was in the house

"Alice?" he asked

"Yes Edward?" I said in a normal tone

"do you see any complications?"

"No. none." I went through the visions for him so he could see

"Great."

Red tanktop with a jean skirt, Louis vatoun bag and jimmie chuus. 1 outfit planned. 5 more to go. I thought to myself as I flitted through the closet and hung them together. I was planning my clothing for this week, then I would go work on Rosalies. Which would be fun considering she had all new clothes that I had just bought. Then after that I could go to bellas, and then maybe I could start on Edwards and Emmetts.

"You do not need a whole week of clothing for me. I will be next to Bella. and for her I would get something… durable" I heard Edward from downstairs

"And why would that be?"

"I will be by her side. I will not leave her, and then her clothes are far too easy to tear off. So I would try a little harder on durability." I rolled my eyes and giggled and went back to planning. I shoved the oncoming vision out of my mind before Edward could register it. And decided to hunt

"Slim to nothing out there Alice."

"There's always a deer or two."

"Would you know when Esme and Carlisle will be here so we can start on Bella?"

"I saw them back around 3…"

"Okay. At least she will get her last sleep"

I smiled and flitted from the room. As soon as I was far enough from Edward that he couldn't hear my thoughts I looked in the future.

The scene was a little blurry. But I knew it was Bellas decision that had caused it to happen. Jacob was holding her on the couch trying to calm her. she was going to hyperventilate. He had rejected her for something

"i—i—cant.. I…" she stuttered over her words. Jacob tried to give her breathing room but she clung right back onto him

"Please—please don't… go… please… Jake.."

"I'm not going honey. Please calm down…" he said calmly as he rubbed her back lightly

The scene warmed my cold heart, even though she was in so much pain I was so happy that she loved him, I wanted it to happen like I had seen several times, but I was seeing complications in that vision now.

So I just forced the idea out of my head and took off through the woods hunting the nearest blood I could find.

I needed to feed. There would be blood tonight.

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