Please Don't Leave Me

3 days later

RPOV

I was getting ready for school when Jake poped in. Great-I'm always excited to see him. He was about three feet away from me when he said "Lets go to our place. We have to talk." I could see agony written all over his face, his eyes were black;empty. He offered his hand and I took it without a doubt. We were headed for the clearing when he broke the scilence and said "your parents said you didnt have to go to school today." "What, why wouldnt I want to go to school today?" now this really had me concerned, my parents never let me skip school. "I dont know ask me later." we started to run.

When we arrived at our place jake let go of my hand and walked to the edge of the cliff. Was he breaking up with me? What is going on; I've never seen him this way.

"Are you going to break up with me-if you are save the remorse."

"No Ness, Im not. You know about imprinting...right?"

"Yea, mom and seth told me everything..."

"Seth! Well anyways..I..I um...Impretnted on you."

"What?When?"

"When you were first born."

"What..I thought you hated me..and you wanted to kill me when I was first born."

"I did at first...but I looked into your eyes you had me in that instant."

HIs eyes were so scary. I've never seen him like this before; he looke like he was going to kill someone but at the same time he looked like being with me was unbareable. He was hurting.

"Jake...whats wrong?"

"Nessie, what Im about to say, you cant be mad and I dont want you to shed one tear for me. you understand?"

I was trying so hard to conceal the tiny tears in my fear.

" spit it out."

"Nessie,Renesme, I have to leave. I dont know when Im comming back, but, I promiss that I will be back. As soon as possible. I love you."

Then he gently kissed my lips...then my forhead.

"I love you my nessie...Goodbye."

After his last words he jumped off the ledge of the cliff. ...He was gone. And I didnt know when he was comming back, or if I would be in contact with him. I cant live without him. I broke down..I was on my hands and knees sobbing..."Jac-ob...i-lo-ve yo-u. co-me ba-ck..." eyerything came out in sylibles...between my wet sobs//

Then it started to rain; I didnt care. My personal sun wasent there..I didnt know if he was ever comming back...he was gone. Each raindrop felt like a stab in the chest. I could hear the visious waves hitting the base of the cliff. I didnt care if anyone ever found me...I wanted to stay here in this exact place and wait until my jacob-my alpha came back.

How could he do this to me? Leaving me here unprotected. He promised that he would never leave me... My phone was ringing and vibrateing nonstop...I sure wasent going to answer it ....so I threw it over the edge of the cliff.

I had stayed all day out here crying....It was now twilight. Dad always said that it was the sadest time of day for a vampires, because in the day we atempt to live normal humanlike lives but at night we are like preditors-monsters. Twilight is the transition from day to night. Normality is gone-vanished.