Hey readers...Im going to try somthing new...a song of the day..or chapter. Enjoy.
FootSteps
ROPV ____SOD-Seether lee-Broken
My life is pointless now, I've lost my everything; My better half. My heart stoped beating the second he left. Now I have nothing.I wish I could rewind time to see what I did to make him leave. I dont understand, why would he leave me? Was I his obligation? Did he need a break from me? Was I that much of a bother? I need him, he keeps me going-my life support.
I though we were made for each other. Thats why he impritned on me. I guess not. I still dont understand. We were just stariting a true relationship, we were going to be together forever. But my forever just slipped out of my fingers..It was out of reach..
I was still lieing awake in that same spoy were he left me. I was drenched by the neverending rain. I was completely numb, nothing mattered anymore. I felt like I was slowly slipping into the darkness.....I thought dieing was easy/ I want to die. Theres nothing holding me here on earth. My love./life is gone. Why cant I just die already, slip into the darkness and be gone.
I could hear leafs crunching and rumbuling behind me. Delicate footsteps. 1-2-3-4, two sets of footsteps. I hoped it was a newborn vampire that had came to rip me to shreads, to finish me off. They would be doing me a favor. Thats what I wanted, but somthing was different. The sent was definetly vampire...but I knew that sent...
"Renesme is that you?" the vampire was alec. I cant beleive it, why would he be here?
"Alec, cant you see shes dieing, lets just finish her off!
I wanted to speak..to give jane permision. But every limb in my body was numb..It was self inflicted.
"Shut the fuck up Jane!!!!"----"Renesme we need to get you out of here!."
He knelt down to pick me up when I touched my hand to his cold granite cheak. I relayed the painful memories and emotions that had just happend a few hours ago. Along with all of my thoughts.
Alec flinched from my touch..then winced. The he grabbed my hand that was still on his cheak.
"Renesme I refuse to let you die."
"Why not alec! Shes almost gone..and she would be one less wory."
"JANE!!! What the hell did I tell you....Go home...I will take care of renesme...." "GO NOW!"
"Why should we care about her?"
"Get your ass back to the will talk later.. GO NOW!!"
Janes footsteps dissapeard. Alec and I were alone. I didnt know if I could trust him, but he was the only one here so I have no I didnt want to leave..I wanted to stay here...and wait for my love to return.
"Just leave me here to die." I managed to get out...but it was only a whisper...and my throught burned....from not hunting...
"Why do you want to die?"
"He left me." I sobbed...each time I spoke my throught felt as if it was set afire.
"He left you here alone -- and you still love him?"
"Yes." I was sobbing again...jacob
"Renesme, I dont know what to tell you. Ive never been In love, so I dont know exactly how you fell. But seeing you suffer from his actions is unbareable...to me."
"what."
"The reason why I came to find you is...because..I love you.----and i want to kill that dog for making you suffer."
"Y-o-u love me?"I couldnt believe can he...I thought---\\
"I can kill tousands of people/vampires and not feel anything. But with one tear out of your eye makes me----I will turn this whole damn world into a battelfield for you.. to make you happy."
"I will kill for you renesme!!"
His eyes told alll . he ment didnt want to take advantage of me like jane did. he had true feelings for . His chrimison/ scarlet red eyes were so coforting.
"Do you mean it?"
"Yes, whatever it takes to dry those tears and put an everlasting smile on your face.....trust me and take my hand."
It was the first time I flet safe since he left me....looking into those chrimison eyes...
I took his hand without a doubt...thinking that today was a new day. And someone actually loved me like
he did
