Now What?
Song of the day=6 months-hey monday
RPOV
I sprinted over to the cottage...I bolted up the stairs and finally reached my room. I have never before been happier to be in my room. Each wall was painted in a different shade of green, with pictures of my family and all of the palces we have ever taken; also the time I spent at la push. My room reminded me of a forest..Alice and rose redid it once I turned {13}. But I have added my own touches to it. All sorts of artwork that I have done..My room is just random..I have a study in the corner of my room; it consists of gtwo bookshelfs fully stocked, my imack desktop {I have a laptop to}
..I quickly opend the balcony window to find alec sitting there..he looked like a angelic statue. His pale white skin sparkled in the moonlight.... In one fluid movement I was in his arms...
"Im sorry Alec..this dosent feel right."
"My sweet Renesme..you have such a big heart."
"Listen. Jacob left me just a few hours ago..and Ive moved on...Its just not right." I started an instant I was in my bed in his arms.
"It is right...he left you. You have every right to move on."
"I just..I dont know...what I should do"
"Follow your heart...and you will soon find the answer.."
"Are you riding the fence? You are trying to get me to be with you...but you know that Im still in love with him."
"If thats love....what he did to you..."
"He had to go..."
"Dutie calls...I know the feeling..but if I was in that position..I would have taken you with me..:" He made a point..
"You would..."
"Positive..."
The three most crutial words that were about to come out of my mouth...would change my life......forever!
"I love you."
3 months 22 days 6 hours and 52 minutes later
Saturday
JPOV
I was on my way home to my Nessie...My love..I couldnt beleive that it has been three months since the last time I saw her..I tried to escape Canada to come see her many times...and many times I failed. Our mission was to help the other packs of wolves in vancover...the place was over run with newborns...that were heading twards seattle...we found and killed over three hundred vampires. All the time I spent alone patroling...I thought of nessie, I just hoped she spent all of this donig the same..My memories of Nessie were the only thing that got me through it...
RPOV
Mine and Alecs relationship has progressed...it is much more serious than mine and jacobs ever were. I didnt think that jake was ever comming back anytime soon. Alec and I were palning a vacation to Voltora..I honestly didnt want to go; but that would give me a break from everyting...Jane and I have surpriseingly mushed together, she is one of my good friends..amazingly. My parents and family had no clue that I was with the "enemy".Thank goodness...
I needed some air..without anyone..just me myself and I. So I decided to go to my place...since it was no longer a "our place" . I figured that if he was comming back he would be here by now...so whatever. I pulled out my green iphone and pressed shuffle...any song would do... {nickelback-just to get high}///I finally reached my spot..it was sunrise..the sun beating off the ocean below the cliff..the water hitting the rocks harshly...everything was at peace..
"Renesme" a fimilar husky voice said from behind me...a voice that I wasent planing on hearing anytime soon
I swiftly turned around..."Jacob..." damnit
"Ive missed you so much..!" He raced forward to meat me..I quickly doged him
"Jacob...I have to tell you somthing.."
"Ness whats...whats wrong.." his black eyes that were recently filled with joy were now filled with worry..
"Jacob..you left me..here all alone..."
"Ness I had to.."
"Yes I know you had to...but did you have the option to take me to?"
"What?"
"Nothing, Jake...Jacob.I dont know how to put this...I've...Well...Whatever relationship we had ....is o-v-e-r"
"Wh=="
"Jake let me finish...You left me here..I moved in..there wernt options before..just you...I had an option and I took it..theres no going back now.I cant ..and I wont do this anymore...were not ment to be...he was the only one here to love.."
"What can I do to prove my love to you, Nessie?" I could tell he was struggling to control the tremor in his voice, but the anguish seeped through unbidden.
"Jake lets face it...if you hadnt imprinted on me...we would never met or be together...if you wouldnt have stoped to look ...if you killed me ..in your plans..you loved my mother...I cant do it.."
"Who is he?" He was angry...pissed...he looked like he was going to rip me to shreads....shit..
"no jacob..."
"who the hell is the damn bastard..once I find out..."
"What will you do?" Alec said...shit...
"No...get the hell out of here.."
"No"
"NO...let him stay...he needs to know..:
"Shut the hell up jacob...if you kill him you kill....me." damn it...shit...hes going to rip me to shreads...
"ness...you dont know what you are saying...hes playing mind tricks on you...he dosent love you..." he was shakeing compulsively...he was going to phase in any moment
"He loves me enough not to leave me.."
"Ness"
"Goodbye Jacob Black....Forever..." Then I grabed alecs hand and jumped off the cliff....I left him the same way he left me...
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Renesme's room... .com/image/green%20%?o=2
Sitting room ...
bathroom..
balcony...
Sorry I havent updated...But my computer was being tempermental...so..you know how that goes....ughhh
next chapter...voltera
