Run Away Love

RPOV

There are three things that I would like to adress. One: I cant believe that Im about to leave my family to run off to italy with the Volturi. Second of all Im about to abandon my life that my family and I have worked so hard to whistain. And third I was breaking everyones heart including my own just to start over new.

Everything in my life is turning upside down. Everything is the complete opposite. I never imagined that I would be running off to Volterra Italy with a Volturi guard member. Nothing is turning out right, but somehow everyting is okay. I have this feeling that everything in my familys life will be better without me. The weak link, the half breed, and the little nothing. My family will be okay without me, after all I messed everything up anyways. No one wanted me.

The major thing that Im concerned about is confessing everyting to my family. Telling them what has happened over the past three months;how and why it happened.

Well, I have been introduced to my newly found anger problems. Yes, I Renesme Cullen have anger/ temper issues. This all came about after jacob left. I went through the whole denial stage..and then I got angry. Every time someone would bring up my former relationship that would trigger me then alec then shortly after that jane. It was a domino effect. Well, anyways with my anger issues came a new power, yes I have proven the volturi wrong once again. I can shapeshift, not like into a animal or other being. I change into my alter ego, well as alec says it is my defense mecinisim. When I feel threatend or I just want to fight I turn into a warriour. Well heres what my other person consists of...well its still my body but with long straight black hair, with a whole war outfit...swords wepons and all..very overwelming.

Anyways, for the time being Alec and Jane are training me on the whole war craft thing, Im pretty good at it If I may say so myself. As usual my family knows nothing about anything what so ever,...but thats all going to change. I have to tell them why Im leaving and never comming back again; I have to give them some sort of explination.I know that Im going to hurt them; but this is the only way.

right at that moment we {jane alec and I} arrived at my house.

"Alec, what am I going to say to them...I cant...I"

"How about this I do all of the talking, while we are explainging things.."

"I'll go up and pack your things...well the nessisitys that will hold you off untill we get to italy...by the way our filght leaves in 56mins."

"Okay, thanks jane." she sped off heading to my balcony window

"Are you ready?"

"Yea, they're probally already on code red" in an instant all of my family was out on the porch of the cullen mansion

"Alec, may I ask why you are here?" carlisle asked..hes always the rational one.

"Actually, I was wanting to ask edward and bella a favor."

"Procede." my father said with a stern yet concerned look plastared to his face..

"I was going to ask you for renesme's hand in marrige.I know its sudden..and the cereamoney wont be anytime soon, but we will be boarding a plane to Voltorra in a half an hour and we didnt want to leave on the wrong foot.." what the hell....ughh...marrige?huh...come again..wich I understand, alec was still old fashioned so i guess its okay since we were never comming back.

"Hell no....you are not takeing my baby away from me..never I wont allow it."my mother said...dry sobbing,...
"This is completely irrational...its not going to happen...never..I forbid it.!" My temper was taking away my judgement I was shakeing,..ughh I cant take it...alec put a calming hand in mine///

"Whats wrong with you renesme? Are you alright?" Esme added

"NO, Im not alright...Im sick and tired of living in a plastic bubble...being protected from the world...Im not going to stay here all my life and do the same things pver and over again...no Im breaking the cycle...its over...Ive made up my mind..Im leaving and never comming back. I know that I have caused this family too much pain and stress and you can go back to "your normal" I will be resigning in Voltorra Italy and I will keep in contact...I dont ask much of you..just to live your normal lives with put me..because Im starting my new life...goodbye.."

"WHAT THE HELL DO YOU THINK YOU ARE DOING?" My dad screamed,,I cant controll my temper,,

"Alec...step away."then it happend I shifted infront of my family

"You wanted to know what was wrong...here it is...you all...are what is wrong...you made me this way// it is not reversable.." "Now like I said goodbye.."

Jane already had the car loaded and ready to go...

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